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I hate when people say “oh calories don’t count on your period” or “calories don’t count on the weekend” yes tf they do. You may not count them but your scale sure as hell does

I have so much self hatred and I just know I’m going relapse but I don’t even care

I’m so sorry for hurting you. I’ll hurt myself now instead

I'm not a person I'm a problem, a problem that needs to be gone and disappear

You should pay attention to the things people actually say and do instead of speculating about their internal feelings and private thoughts. The fact of the matter is that you don't have any psychic powers and you can't cast the d&d spell Detect Thoughts in real life so you're just gonna have to square with the fact that the inside of another person's mind is a black box.

I genuinely cannot do this fucki ng shit anymore

i feel like i‘ve lost my spark and trying to get it back is fucking exhausting

[through clenched teeth] good things can happen in the future. good things are coming

the feminine urge to completely destroy your health for beauty standards

But the thing I will never admit to anyone who's met me is how desperately I want to be loved, I don't think I could say it. How I want someone to hold my wrists and kiss my palms and smile at me, and want me, I want to be wanted and I don't know how long poetry or songs will substitute for being wanted.