Yearning

do you ever sit there in your bed with your head in your hands and it's like you can just imagine 9 swords behind you

#oh my god

adam who hates charity and refuses to accept most kinds of financial/emotional support and ronan who just wants to be there for him and will do whatever he can manage to get away with. i imagine ronan trying to spoil adam in more covert ways, feeding him hearty home-cooked meals and fixing the holes in his clothes and cleaning his shoes before he goes to work and getting up early to make him coffee and leaving bookmarks around the house for adam to use and helping him bathe when he’s dead on his feet after a long day and planting his favorite flowers around the barns and and and…