window seat

helloooo i realized i need one of these! about me: i originally started this blog for basketball rpf but now i also follow 911 (unfortunately), heated rivalry, and some streamers/podcast people (right now mostly the yard). on rpf: among other things, this is my place for my silly and delulu rpf thoughts. first rule of rpf is don't talk about rpf (second rule is that it's not real!). i've always had the harshest settings for this blog for this reason -- it's not searchable, indexable, etc. let's keep any posts with rpf text private, like let's not reblog any posts with crazy rpf text with the main general tags for the fandom... that kind of thing 😭 but otherwise i would love to hear any and all rpf thoughts and my asks and dms are open 💜

aiden’s worst fear being dying and ludwig thinking about how he’d find a way to give him immortality if he could. okay

thinking about how some people top because they’re scared of not being in control, which is why they secretly want to bottom, and who is more trustworthy to actually top them one day than a guy who doesn’t always act like he wants that? who only gives top energy when he really wants you, otherwise he’s expressive and cute and chill? but then you see him hitting on other guys occasionally and OH, now those other guys are special enough to be hit on by your sweet bisexual best friend but he won’t act like that to YOU? when you would die for him to be assertive with you and take away the burden of always being in control — because you don’t trust anyone else? and on top of this, this friend would never judge you for letting go while he topped you because you’ve seen him act unashamed about expressing so many emotions himself

wemby not worried and neither am i!!!!

omg shea serrano just published erotica (!) i thought it was a joke at first because he does a lot of that, but no it's real and it's about a private detective named dante 👀 anyways stories about sports and stories about sex are closer than you think

OMG WEMBY ♥♥♥♥♥

KELDON JOHNSON I KNOW HIS GOATS ARE EXCITED

this spurs run has been CRAZY

the way hearing some asshole stranger call ludwig the f slur on stream out of nowhere caused me to temporarily black out the other things they were saying and then lud said as well that he blacked out and didn't catch everything 💔💔

sometimes i wonder whether ludwig thinks he doesn’t have to come out because he already won gaymer of the year

chappell roan going to the abbey for the first time and loving it so much she wrote pink pony club about it followed by ludwig going to the abbey for the first time, saying everyone there looked so hot and proceeding to kiss aiden multiple times and make out with him

omgggg i'm still laughing that jakey picked aiden FIRST when the other judges both picked his song LAST