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คโ someone who loves you wouldn't do this . โ
โ lisichka , โ her father's voice words slurred from exhaustion when he picked up the phone after the fourth time that yekaterina called him . the pet name only stoked the fire that was burning in her belly , and she ground her teeth together to keep from yelling . he continued in russian , โ did you get my message earlier ? โ
she couldn't help herself and scoffed , one arm crossed over her chest as the other held the phone to her ear . โ your message ? about the $150 that left my account this morning ? that one ? โ her cheeks were burning , surely flushed red by now , as were her ears . her father yawned on the other side of the phone and she heard the rustle of him rising from his bed .
โ i only borrowed it , dear . โ alexander ivanovich cleared his throat , his voice sounding as though it was no big deal . yekaterina clenched her fist and began to pace around her dorm in an effort to spend all of the furious energy that was brewing inside of her . โ i will pay you back when i get another job . . . besides , you always make it back quickly . rent was due and i was in a tight spot , katyusha ใ
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โ you're always in a tight spot ! โ she yelled , throwing her free hand up . โ i needed that money for my own bills . what am i going to do now ? tell the school that my father took it from me for gambling ?! โ yekaterina felt the first tear , hot and angry , spill down her face as her father stayed silent on the other end of the call .
โ look , it's not as bad as you're making it , lisichka ใ
ค โ somewhere in the back of her mind , yekaterina thought that she heard a quiet knock on her door . a knot built in her throat until each breath hurt . she wiped at her face with the back of her hand .
โ do not call me that . i'm taking you off of everything ! โ there was another tense silence , and that time yekaterina did her the second knock . she turned to face the door but hesitated in moving forward . her father was protesting , talking about how she had turned on him , how she needed to care for him , her father , when yekaterina hung up and tossed the phone on the plush chair that was far too big for the room .
she wiped at her face with both eyes and took a deep , shuddering breath before she cracked open the door . on the other side stood @4lexnilsen , the boy she'd met a few months ago from the library , his hand raised as though he was about to knock again . had he heard her yelling from his own room ? was that why he was here , or was he coming to study ? she tried to recall if they had made plans for alex to study with her today before she had checked her bank account , but everything prior to then seemed blurry .
โ oh . . . were you . . . were we going to study today ? โ she asked , voice quiet and thick . she closed the door just to remove the chain and then opened it up a little wider . she looked an absolute mess , blotchy face and all . her cheeks flushed a deep red and she wiped at her face again . โ let me freshen up and i'll . . . i'll be right back . just put my phone on the charger if you sit in the chair ? โ