2MakeBelieve

I threw myself a New Year’s Eve party in my new apartment. I live here by myself and I bought it and I made it mine and I love it and I threw myself a party. And I’m looking at myself in the mirror right now and I’m drunk and it’s 11:45 and I need to go back out there. But for one last time this year I’m thinking about how if I stayed with you, we would be married with kids and I’d probably be happy, but I wouldn’t have met anyone in this room right now. And when I think about all the people I wouldn’t have known existed, all the trips I wouldn’t have gone on, all the pictures I wouldn’t have taken, and all the memories I wouldn’t have made if I had stayed with you, it literally breaks my heart, and that’s how I know I made the right choice.