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I want to give a little update to why I’ve been absent. I will be venting about my chronic illness, my menstrual cycle, and my mental health struggles. so if that will be upsetting for you, feel free to skip.
the tldr is: I want to get back into writing and posting fanfics, but my health has been too poor to have any motivation for it. I don’t know if I will come back to tumblr.
in summer of 2024, I was diagnosed with pre-menstrual dysphoric disorder (pmdd). this was 2 years after my family doctor refused to diagnose me with pmdd, and 10 years of me having excruciatingly painful and difficult menstrual cycles. essentially from the time I started to menstruate, it was awful for me. my family doctor changed in 2024, and I finally stopped being gaslit by medical professionals.
in spring of 2024, I was prompted to seek a diagnosis by my parents, since I was falling deep into a depressive spiral. this was around the same time a close family member of mine was recovering from a severe illness, and I wasn’t taking it well. I was missing more than a week of work each month, and I started to seriously neglect my health. as a result, around the same time my writing and activity online started to fall off.
so that summer, for the first time, I started taking antidepressants. i tried to force normalcy and keep doing all the things I was doing, but it wasn’t possible.
although I had told my previous family doctor and multiple medical professionals about my depression, they all said I was overreacting because my episodes were not consistent enough to diagnose a depressive disorder. this is because with pmdd, my depressive episodes are directly linked to phases of my period. but all these doctors saw was someone who wasn’t ‘depressed enough’ to take up their time.
I’m now trying my third antidepressant, which seems to finally be working. I won’t go into too much detail, but my second antidepressant did literally nothing for me and detoxing off of it was hell. compared to basically a year and a half ago, I’m doing so much better and I’m starting to feel like my life is getting back on track.
if you don’t know anything about pmdd, some of my other problematic symptoms are: chronic pain, chronic fatigue, loss of appetite, brain fog, irrational anger and sadness (emotional dysregulation), hypomania/brief manic episodes, and dysphoria. I have around 2 weeks a month where I’m in pain or physical discomfort, and about a week where I literally feel like a whole other person. I feel unrecognizable to myself, and literally can’t trust my own judgement. this is obviously something I’m working on, but it has made a lot of my past struggles start to make sense. my doctor has also reiterated that there’s no ‘cure’ for pmdd. there are combinations of medications and treatments that will reduce my symptoms or teach me to better tolerate them, but I’m going to be dealing with this for the rest of my life.
pmdd disables me once a month, and it’s so frustrating that there’s nothing I can do about it.
as you might expect, I turn to stray kids for a lot of comfort. I do have my family and friends as well, who have been a great support system and have kept me going, but stray kids is my escape. I’ve always used fanfiction to take a break from reality, and to explore my innermost fantasies.
I’m still writing stray kids fics, but they’ve become deeply personal. I’ve basically been using my fics to vent and journal through this journey of struggling to accept my chronic illness. my writing has stopped being self-insert and now it’s just myself. and I think people probably understand that I don’t feel comfortable posting those things online. and since I’ve started writing my personal struggles into stories with stray kids, it’s very hard to separate that and just write a normal fic again.
I’d like to pick up my old fics again and finish them, the nct dream ones too, but I don’t know if I can do that right now. I really want to come back, but I just don’t have anything I can post. so, I appreciate anyone who has been waiting for an update or checked in on me during my hiatus. I hope you’re not too disappointed, but this is the update. I don’t have anything to share right now, and I don’t know if there’s a point in me being on this site.
and to anyone else who has struggled with their health or getting a diagnosis, I hope things get easier for you soon. oftentimes we have to fight the medical system to get proper treatment, and it’s exhausting. especially if you’re dealing with mental health issues as well. we have to keep fighting though, please keep fighting and know it can always get better.
hii your work on ao3 “Someone New” is the best NCT fanfic hands down, what are your plans about it? it’s been almost a year since the last time you updated 😞
🥹 tysm, and so sorry for my absence!
I hope to finish the series when I come back to writing and posting more consistently. sorry you’ve been waiting so long! 🫶🏻 thank you for your patience.
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i usually ask on anon but i wanted to get notified if you come back
hope you’re doing okay, i know the feeling of not getting any motivation to write! genuinely hope you feel better mentally and physically.
sending good vibes and luv! hugs with consent!
tysm for your sweet message 🥹 yess a million hugs and love 🫶🏻
I def want to come back, but I still have a lot going on in my personal life. I’ll try to post soon about more details, because I think it’ll actually help me feel better to explain what I’m dealing with. I want to keep writing and sharing my stories, I’m just not in a place to be as active as I used to be.
thank you for having me in your thoughts 💕 I hope I’ll have something ready to share soon. I want to continue with the multiple series I’ve been working on, when I can 🥰
so, I was planning to take a short break from this blog… and it turned into like a seven month break… my bad!!
tbh things have been up and down for me, I’ve been dealing with a lot of physical and mental health issues. I’m working through it, but I lost a lot of my motivation to write. mostly because the escapism wasn’t escapisming for me anymore. I’m doing pretty okay, I have a good support system, but I’m just really exhausted.
thank you so much to anyone that has left me messages and kind comments 🫶🏻 I don’t know when I’ll be back to posting, but I do hope to keep writing. I can’t really give a timeline rn.
I hope you’re all doing well 💖 sending you all my love and hopefully I’ll be back soon 🥰
(idk but I’m feeling whatever emotion is on felix’s face)
hiii baddies 💕
here’s a little update with my plans for my nct dream and stray kids fics
first, I want to post new chapters for my ao3 series:
💚 Someone New (markhyuck/ot7 x reader, ch. 11) wc: 2000+
💚 Hey Lovers (ot5 x reader, ch. 6) wc: 2000+
🖤 Fangs and Claws (hyunlix x reader, ch. 11+12+13) wc: 11000+
I’m hoping to post the following skz fics by the end of august:
🖤 I Wanna Be Yours (lee know x reader) wc: 5000+
🖤 Sanguine (ot8 x reader) wc: 5000+
and I have titles for my next hyunchanlixreader fics but they probably won’t be ready for next month:
🖤 Never Not Mine (hyunchanlix x reader, pt.4) wc: 3000+
🖤 Auroras (hyunchanlix x reader, fantasy au) wc: 5000+
I have so many drafts and ideas as well but I won’t share anything until they’re more developed. I’m also planning something special for september, and considering doing kinktober or a writing prompt challenge for october but we’ll see 👀
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guys we reached our end goal we raised 5000 dollars for palestine!!! 🥹 wah im actually tearing up rn;; genuinely thank you so so so much, for trusting me for donating and for reblogging,,, i’m so happy that we were able to make a change through our little community, seriously can’t thank you enough for this ❤️ i love you guys
whoever this is you’re weird as hell for copying my own words about Hanji onto an INSTAGRAM caption 😭 like you really couldn’t come up w a caption by yourself…… yall really don’t let anything I produce be sacred to this blog huh
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seunglix being roommates has got my brain horny and stupid, so here’s a little smutty draft for these sexy nerds (500 words)
afab + gn!reader
🔞MINORS DNI🔞
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Felix and Seungmin are absolute menaces together. They invite you over for some games and to ‘break in’ the new apartment. You forget about the latter half of that plan when you and Felix start an intense Mario Kart tournament. Although you are both enjoying the game, it isn’t much of a challenge. You’ve sweeped Felix in every race, steadily holding first place while he brings up second or lower.
If there is one thing true about Felix, it’s that he is competitive. If there is one thing true about Seungmin, it’s that he is not above cheating to get what he wants.
“What are you doing?”
Your voice is quiet, dismissive, as Seungmin slides into the spot behind where you are sitting on the floor. Felix is beside you, leaning forward like getting closer to the TV screen will help his tremendous lose-streak. Seungmin’s arms slide around your waist and he tugs you closer between his legs.
“I’m not doing anything,” Seungmin fibs.
You hum absentmindedly and lean back against him, your eyes still locked on the screen. It isn’t long before he becomes a distraction. His hands slip under your shirt then beneath the waistband of your sweats. You huff and buck your hips as the race finishes, then feel your eyes roll at the feeling of Seungmin’s fingers sneaking between your legs.
“Kim Seungmin,” You growl.
He shushes you and presses a brief peck to your earlobe as he continues his exploration under your pants. You huff and start another race, not without catching the mischievous smirk on Felix as he looks at the two of you.
“Losing focus?” Felix teases.
“N-o-”
You choke on a moan and throw your head back on Seungmin’s shoulder. You try to ignore him but you can’t, and by the end of the race you’re gushing around his fingers as your racer idles in twelfth place. You whine as Seungmin kisses your shoulder, then your cheek, then the corner of your lips. You are still dazed and whining when Felix crawls in front of you, and catches your attention with a teasing smirk.
“I won first place,” He provokes in a sultry voice.
“You cheated,” You pant out.
Seungmin withdraws his hand from your heat and inspects his fingers, before slipping them into his mouth. Felix groans at the sight and leans in, his hands cup your waist as he asks:
“Can I have a prize?”
“For winning one game?”
He pouts.
“I tried really hard…”
Seungmin turns your chin as you begin to answer and silences you with a deep kiss. You whimper and melt in his arms as Felix presses kisses to the side of your neck. Finally, they break away with soft pants to let you speak.
“I want to play a new game,” Seungmin challenges.
Felix’s eyebrow quirks up and he smiles, seeming enticed at the opportunity to win a challenge he may be more skilled at.
“What is it?” You mumble, pouting playfully as Seungmin brushes his lips over the bridge of your nose.
“Me and Felix versus you,” He murmurs, “If we can make you finish the most times, we win.”
“2V1? That’s not fair,” You protest, “And, you two have a head start.”
Seungmin smirks and Felix chuckles before suggesting:
“Well, we better get going then, hm? Wouldn’t want you to fall too far behind.”
🖤 You Should Think About the Consequence (Reader x Bangchan x Felix x Hyunjin; part 1)
Crossposted under 2Babbies on Ao3 <3
Part 1 - Part 2 - Part 3 - Part 4 (WIP)
Pairings: established relationship bangchan x reader, established hyunlix, reader x bangchan x felix x hyunjin, established minsung, background hyunbin mentioned, various hookups not detailed
Words: 7900
Summary: You have a crush on Felix and Hyunjin. Luckily, your boyfriend Chan does too. As much as you love pining together, it would be nice to let your friends know how you feel. (Inspired by Gorgeous by Taylor Swift)
Fluff + Smut + Humour
CWs: alcohol/reader is drunk at the beginning but there is no smut at this part, platonic undressing, groping without consent/reader likes it, slight exhibitionism, consensual voyeurism, dom/sub undertones, teasing, slight rough sex/marking, making love <3 mutual masturbation for hyunlix + spoilers they don’t fuck reader or chan (yet ;)))
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“Naur.”
“Seriously, that’s enough.”
The giggles bubble up from your chest as Felix attempts to stare you down. His eyebrows pinch together and his eyes narrow, but despite his best efforts you see the smirk sneaking across his face seconds before he forces a pout.
“Naur.”
He grins.
“Stop. I do not sound like that.”
“Yes you do,” Hyunjin argues, which causes another round of laughter to burst out of you as Felix turns to him in astonishment.
“Wow, taking her side?”
“Her impression is impeccable, I almost can’t tell the difference.”
You squeal in delight and stumble into Hyunjin as you are racked with another round of laughter. He catches you seamlessly and drapes an arm around your waist as you let him take your weight. Felix tsks and shakes his head, then begins walking away as he unlocks his phone.
“I need to get you two home, I’m calling Chan.”
“Why?” You whine.
“Because you’re not making any sense, you’ve clearly had too much to drink.”
“Ah,” Hyunjin scoffs, “I had one drink.”
“Then you’re a lightweight, because you’re only being about as reasonable as the drunk girl.”
You blow a raspberry and rest your head on Hyunjin’s chest as he pats your hair.
“She’s a very intelligent drunk girl.”
“Mmthankyou.”
Felix shakes his head and steps away to make the call. You sway in Hyunjin’s arms for a moment, before craning your neck back to look up at him. He tilts his head to meet your gaze and smiles back at you. The distant chatter and muted music from the party happening upstairs swims in and out of your awareness. The lobby of the convention center, rented out for the company party, is empty aside from your group. Not even a desk attendant is present at this hour, but in your current state you are unable to remember why you would find your current situation embarrassing for any reason. You are pleasantly sloshed and only a little hot from the alcohol, and Hyunjin is rocking you close to him as he supports your unsteady legs. You feel like the luckiest girl in the world.
“Are you falling asleep on me?”
You giggle for the hundredth time that night and shake your head.
“Mno…”
“Don’t worry, I’ll make Felix carry you out to the car.”
He winks and your heart stutters. How could Hyunjin be so charming? The golden glow from the lobby chandelier frames his head like a halo as he stares down at you with his soft, perfect, smile. Felix returns but you find yourself unable to look away from Hyunjin’s warm eyes.
“Chan didn’t answer, but Changbin is on his way to take us home.”
“He’s sober?” Hyunjin assures.
“Yeah, he hasn’t had anything to drink, he said.”
“I wonder where Chan is?”
You snort and let your head fall back as Hyunjin picks you up bridal style. He turns so you can see Felix, albeit upside-down.
“Why are you laughing now, Giggles?” The Aussie asks.
“I dunno why you even bother wondering… where Chan is- I mean at this point, I don’t.”
Felix seems surprised, from what you can register while looking up at him from your current angle, and helps Hyunjin put you in a standing position once again.The room spins in a circle before you realize Felix is turning you to face him. He cradles you in his arms and tilts his head to meet your eyes, much like Hyunjin did.
“What do you mean?” Hyunjin inquires behind you.
“What?”
“What do you mean by that, what do you think Chan’s doing?”
“What? I don’t know what. Working?”
Felix abandons keeping you on your feet and scoops you up, earning him an exclamation of joy. You drop your head on his shoulder and yawn loudly.
“When did you get so strong, Lix?”
He chuckles.
“I don’t know.”
“S’not fair… I hate it, you’re too cute to be carrying me around… Both of you are too cute…”
“Ah… Is that right?”
“Roight?”
Felix sighs.
“Okay. That’s enough.”
Hyunjin comes closer to study your drooping eyes and lets out a soft sigh of contentment.
“Are you tired, baby? Want us to tuck you in for bed now?”
“Mhhmhm… Like a baby…”
“Okay, we will. With a goodnight kiss and everything.”
You giggle and nod in agreement as Hyunjin pats your head.
“Oi, Changbin,” Felix greets.
Your head is too heavy to lift and you fail to decipher the hushed words spoken between Hyunjin and Changbin. You only become aware of Felix’s silence when his chest rumbles with his soft response and he passes you over to Changbin’s arms. You say nothing and allow yourself to doze off in favor of sleeping on the car ride home.
When you come to again Felix is the one jostling you awake. You blink around in confusion at the dim room then look at him.
“Huh?”
“I’m sorry, you gotta get changed.”
“Where am I?”
“Channie’s room.”
The bed sinks next to you as Hyunjin takes a seat. You grasp at Felix’s bare shoulders, shirt abandoned, bewildered that such elegant arms carried you home. No, Changbin carried you home, you think.
“Where’s Chan?”
“Not home yet, but he’ll be home soon,” Hyunjin answers.
“Can you put your pajamas on? You shouldn’t sleep in this dress,” Felix asks.
Your hands fall to the hem of your party dress then quickly yank it over your head. Felix catches the garment as you toss it aside as Hyunjin helps lead your torso into one of Chan’s long sleeves. You fall back as they work together to dress you in a pair of his sweats, then move you to the middle of the bed to tuck you in.
You groan softly and throw your arm over your eyes. Hyunjin moves it carefully and touches your forehead.
“Feel sick?”
“Mhm.”
“Was that a yes?”
“I’ll get her some water,” Felix whispers.
“Sit up again, hon.”
Hyunjin leads your arms around his shoulders then lifts you up by your back. He holds you there as you both wait for Felix to return. You nestle your chin in the crook of his shoulder and let his gentle breaths lull you to sleep. You drift back to consciousness as they coax you to take a few sips of water, the cold glass being a pleasant shock when it touches your lips. Hyunjin lowers you slowly and wipes a drop from your chin.
“Do you need anything else?” Felix asks.
“Kiss.”
“What?”
You slap your hand over your forehead then point there insistently.
“Oh.”
Hyunjin laughs and leans up to peck your clammy brow. Felix smiles against your forehead when he offers one as well.
“Anything else?” The Aussie whispers.
Your hand finds his cheek and holds it for a moment before you let it fall.
“Stay here?”
They murmur amongst themselves softly.
“I’ll stay,” Felix offers, “Until Chan gets home.”
You nod but your eyes have already long fallen shut for the night. The bed shifts and you feel Felix pull you into his figure as he curls up beside you. Hyunjin tucks the blanket in again and gives you another peck on the cheek before he leaves.
“Goodnight babies, sleep well.”
“G’nite, Jin,” Felix mumbles into your hair.
“Mhm, night…”
When you come to the next morning Felix is gone and Chan is sitting beside you, working with his laptop. He sits atop the blanket, only wearing a pair of sweats.
“Ngh.”
“Morning babe,” He chirps softly, “How’d you sleep?”
“Mhm… Too hot…”
Chan’s hand slides up from where it rests on your thigh and slips under the hem of your shirt.
“Take this off then.”
His eyes never leave the screen but his fingers tenderly caress your stomach as you struggle to pull his shirt off. They continue dancing there absentmindedly as he clicks through files and types with his other hand. You huff and toss the shirt over his head, successfully covering his face and causing him to pause.
“Something up, babe?”
He sets his laptop aside and flings the shirt away before rolling over to lay beside you. He props himself up on his elbow and leans over you as his hand moves to cup your waist.
“When did you get home?”
You trail a path with your pointer finger from Chan’s chest up to his neck, then trace the muscles there slowly. He smiles and tilts his head to rest his cheek in your palm as you cup his face.
“Not long after you. You and Lix were so cute.”
“Oh yeah?”
“Yeah, I was a little jealous honestly. I carried Lix back to his room.”
“Boo.”
“Where was I supposed to sleep?”
“There’s room for three in your bed.”
He cocks his eyebrow and shakes his head.
“I don’t think so.”
“Did you make it to the party last night?”
He purses his lips.
“Not quite.”
“So, no?”
“I may have passed out in the studio. Changbin came and got me. And yelled at me.”
You sigh.
“Channie.”
“Hey, be a little thankful. You were doted on by two gorgeous angels thanks to my negligence.”
“I don’t think that’s the flex you think it is.”
He laughs.
“Hey, you know what’s really cute?”
“Hm?”
“Hyunjin got so flustered when I found out he was planning to spend the night in Bin’s room last night. Like we don’t already know they’re hooking up.”
You smirk as he rolls his eyes playfully.
“Ah, now I’m jealous. I bet he was so cute.”
“Freakin’ adorable even.”
“Damn.”
“You know… They only try to hide it from us because they think we’re not into that sort of thing…”
“I know.”
“So?”
“I don’t think I could face the guys again if they knew how I felt about them.”
“God, I know what you mean,” He sighs as he flops onto his back beside you.
Your hands intertwine as you stare at the ceiling. He brings yours to his lips and presses a chaste kiss to your knuckles.
“You and Lix were so lovely… You really fit together so perfectly…”
“Stop fantasizing about me with other men.”
He giggles and pecks your fingers and the back of your hand.
“And Hyunjin… he has a couple hickies on the back of his neck. I wonder if he even knows about them,” Chan ponders.
“He’s a cutie…”
“You know, Hyunjin likes girls too.”
“That doesn’t mean he likes me.”
“Everyone likes you. And Felix… well, he likes everyone.”
“Don’t get my hopes up, Channie.”
He turns his head to face you and you follow suit.
“I’m just saying… The option is there if you want it…”
“I do… It’ll just be a big change… I like how it is now, I don’t want to ruin it for us.”
“I know, but you won’t, baby. You’re perfect.”
“Gross.”
He scoffs.
“Just let me know when you’re ready. There’s no rush, and I want to do what makes you happy.
“And what if I want my workaholic boyfriend?”
Chan grins.
“You’ll always have me.”
“And you’ll always have me.”
He rolls over again to cage your body under his and brushes his nose against yours.
“Yeah?”
“Yeah,” You murmur as you lace your arms around his neck, “Even though you didn’t even give me a good morning kiss.”
He chuckles.
“Good morning,” You share a kiss, “I love you,” Another kiss, “I missed you.”
“G’morning,” You kiss again, “I love you,” You share one more lingering smooch, “You’re a dick.”
“Agh, because I missed the party?”
“Yes.”
“Oops.”
“You don’t sound apologetic.”
“Sorry,” He breathes before capturing your lips in his again.
You giggle as you separate.
“You lead the way. When you think the time is right… we’ll let them know.”
“Deal.”
You and Chan spend most of the day cuddling together, unbothered. It is not until much later that Jisung enters the room and interrupts your peace.
“Hey,” Jisung says sternly, “Stop that.”
Chan lays between your legs with his head resting on your chest. Your arms are draped over his shoulders as he works on his laptop, which rests in his lap. You have both fully dressed yourselves since the morning. You see his quizzical expression in the reflection of the screen before he answers Jisung.
“Stop… laying with my girlfriend?”
“Working. You said you would take a break today, what the Hell?”
“Oh, that’s easy: I lied.”
Jisung rolls his eyes and addresses you.
“You’re supposed to be helping us, stop enabling him.”
You kiss the top of Chan’s head and smirk as you catch his relaxed smile.
“No. He needs to make more money so I can be a trophy wife.”
Chan howls in laughter as Jisung stares in awe.
“You gold digger! Get away from him, he’s not your sugar daddy!”
You stick your tongue out as you pat Chan’s chest.
“You’re doing such a good job, daddy.”
“Thanks, babe,” Chan sighs.
“Ugh, no! Take a break! Now!”
Jisung slams the laptop shut and takes it away, leaving Chan grasping at empty air.
“Ah…”
“We’re watching a movie, get out there before I actually get angry.”
Chan makes a defeated noise and drags himself out of your embrace. You wink at Jisung.
“Thank you, Hannie.”
He blushes and shakes his head. You giggle and follow Chan to the living room, where the members are getting settled for the movie. Minho is on the couch, browsing through the options. Felix and Hyunjin are curled up together in an armchair, both scrolling through their phones. You grab one of the throw pillows and whip it at Changbin’s back, interrupting his conversation with Jeongin where they stand behind the couch.
“Hey, lovebirds, what were you doing in there?” Seungmin teases from another armchair.
“Nothing,” Chan protests, “Don’t be a pervert.”
“Were you having sex?” Jeongin asks.
“Yes,” You deadpan.
Chan turns to you sharply.
“No!”
“Crazy kids,” Seungmin comments.
“We weren’t having sex,” Chan scoffs, “Stop lying.”
“Don’t be embarrassed,” You coo.
“You’re unbelievable.”
“Would you prefer it if I called it making love?”
Chan scowls and gives up on arguing with you. Changbin swings the pillow back at you, which you catch with ease.
“She’s only with Chan for his money,” Jisung pipes up behind you, “She told me.”
“Yeah, I want to be a trophy wife.”
You hit Changbin with the pillow again and he cocks his head.
“I don’t think Chan’s old enough to have a trophy wife.”
“Ugh, you’re so rude.”
“Also, you could choose richer.”
“Well, how much do you make?”
Changbin smirks as Chan answers, “Not as much as me.”
Changbin finally takes the pillow and smacks you lightly with it.
“Can you guys stop flirting so we can pick something to watch?” Minho complains.
Changbin bites his lip and looks at Chan.
“Channie… Were you flirting with me?”
“Yeah,” Chan replies shyly.
You take the pillow, which Changbin still clings to with one hand, and hold it over your head as you grin at Minho. He holds up a finger in warning.
“I will destroy you.”
“In a pillow fight, right?” Jisung mumbles.
“What?” You question.
“Nothing…”
Jisung avoids your judging glare.
“You’ve lost your pillow privileges,” Changbin states as he finally pulls it away.
“C’mon…”
“So, what are we watching?” Chan redirects.
“Not horror,” Felix finally speaks up, his voice muffled where his face is pressed into Hyunjin’s chest.
Hyunjin hums in agreement.
“Let’s do drama,” Jeongin suggests.
“No,” Minho protests, “I’m not in the mood.”
Jisung gasps softly.
“My baby? Not in the mood for drama?”
“My life’s a drama thanks to you.”
Jisung whines and pouts as he drops next to Minho on the couch. The older sighs and throws an arm around him as he continues scrolling, and the younger quickly tucks himself into his side. The boys gently debate over what to watch and you resign beside Chan where he leans against the wall. He pulls you into his arms and rests his chin on your shoulder as you observe the others.
You still as your eyes catch Hyunjin staring at you from his spot with Felix. Felix seems unaware, focused on his phone as Hyunjin’s eyes remain locked on yours. You offer a small smile but Hyunjin has no reaction. You feel Chan's nose at the base of your neck and finally Hyunjin looks away. You shift a bit and close your eyes as Chan pecks a barely there kiss on your neck, then rests his chin on your shoulder once again.
They finally come to a decision and everyone moves to grab snacks from the kitchen and fill the floor with pillows and blankets. You collapse on the floor once the makeshift bed is made and yawn obnoxiously into the fabric, prompting Jeongin to poke your back with his foot.
“Hey, cut that out.”
“Wake up, the movie hasn’t even started yet.”
“Mhm.”
Jeongin gives up and walks away. You lay there lazily until the blankets shift beside you, and you turn your head to see Chan getting comfortable. He smiles and pats your head endearingly.
“Sleepy?”
“Yeah…”
“C’mere.”
You groan and move into a sitting position, then slump against Chan and the couch. He chuckles and pulls a blanket over you, then wraps his arm around your shoulders. Seungmin settles back into the chair he claimed earlier with a bowl of popcorn. The couch shifts as Minho and Jisung settle in behind you, and Changbin takes a seat at the other end.
“Hey, you stole our spot,” Felix whines.
Jeongin now occupies the armchair Felix and Hyunjin were snuggled in earlier and only grins slyly as Felix pouts at him.
“Mean maknae,” You scold.
“You can sit with us, Lix,” Chan offers.
Felix does little more to argue with the youngest and shuffles over to you and Chan. He easily wedges himself between you two and curls up in your direction. Chan helps him tuck under a blanket and offers him a pillow, which he drowsily accepts. You pat Felix’s head and let him rest a hand on your thigh.
“Hyunjin, get the light?” Minho requests.
The lights dim and you hear Hyunjin’s steps pause before he joins you on the floor. He sits next to you and throws a blanket over the two of you. He takes a moment to settle in and rests his head on your shoulder once he finally does. You feel his hand roam under the blanket for a moment, before it finds Felix’s where it rests in your lap. The two intertwine fingers there, concealed under plush layers.
Soon you feel them shift again, and you fail to ignore the way they brush their hands over your thigh. Their hands disconnect and Felix cups your thigh again, rubbing slow circles with his thumb. You inhale sharply, which seems to go unnoticed as his motions go on without break. Hyunjin’s fingers spread over your thigh, then squeeze gently. Your leg spasms in response, and Chan glances over. You swallow thickly as his eyes flit over the subtle, yet undeniable, motion under the blanket.
Chan’s arm falls from your shoulder and moves around your waist, then he presses a kiss to your temple. He rests his head against yours and continues to watch the movie. Hyunjin nestles his head further in the crook of your neck and slides his hand under your thigh, then slowly gropes there. This time is a bit rougher and your core throbs from the teasing. Felix’s thumb moves a bit higher up your thigh and you let out a controlled exhale to calm yourself.
“Are you-”
“Jesus fucking Christ, Minho,” You hiss.
His voice startles you at the same time his hot breath washes over your ear. Hyunjin lifts his head and draws his hand away discreetly while turning to glare behind him. Felix’s hand stills but remains where it is. Your heart pounds in your chest and you catch Felix and Chan both biting their lips to suppress their laughter.
“Sorry, are you using that blanket?”
Minho reaches past you and Hyunjin to point at one of the extra blankets on the floor, no doubt suspicious or aware of the tension growing between you. Hyunjin silently grabs the blanket and passes it to Minho, who mumbles a soft thank-you. You sigh and shove your burning face into Chan’s neck. Felix moves his hand a bit lower and pats your leg as he looks up at you with wide, gentle, eyes. Hyunjin casually yawns and rests his head on your shoulder again, but this time keeps his hands to himself.
Hesitantly, you slide your hand over Felix’s. He turns his over and caresses your fingers slowly. His fingertips follow the lines of your palm then slip down to your wrist. He soothes you with gentle touches then clasps your hands together once you have settled. You shut your eyes and will yourself to relax as the movie continues peacefully.
“Hey,” Chan’s soft voice in your ear startles you awake as the credits are rolling, “Everyone’s heading to bed now.”
“Oh, okay.”
Felix has already taken his leave, but Hyunjin is still beside you on the floor. He sits with mussed hair and a dazed expression, probably just coming to as well, and watches Chan as he helps you up from the floor. You smile at him and let Chan lead you back to his bedroom.
You stretch then sit on the end of the bed as Chan shuts his door.
“Was that okay?” He asks while kneeling in front of you on the floor.
“Y-Yeah, I liked it.”
“Good, I thought you did but I couldn’t…”
Chan allows himself to trail off as you lean in and kiss him. He hums softly and moves closer, pulling your thighs around his sides as he presses his hips into your core. You whine softly into his mouth and wrap your arms around his neck to draw him in deeper. You stay like this for a while, lightly grinding and trading heated kisses. Eventually, Chan breaks the kiss so you move to mouthing at his jawline.
“Oh, babe… You’re so… Fuck…”
“Hah… Hot, sexy, beautiful?”
“All of the above…”
He cranes his neck and lets you litter sloppy kisses where you please. He groans and pushes you back on the bed, then dives in to attack your lips. His hand slips into your pants and prods your heat gently, experimentally spreading some of the slick around with two fingers.
“Good girl.”
“Ahn…”
A knock sounds at the door.
“Come on,” You cry softly when Chan separates from you.
“I’ll be quick.”
Chan cracks the door open while doing little to fix his tousled hair or wipe away the sultry kisses you left on his neck. Someone speaks and he responds by throwing the door open and pulling them in by their shirt.
“Stay here. Where’s Felix?”
“O-Okay, uh,” Hyunjin stammers, “Bathroom?”
Chan steps out and shuts the door behind him. Hyunjin braves a glimpse at you then rubs the back of his neck sheepishly as he turns away. You smirk and sit up, wiping your mouth and combing your fingers through your hair as you study him. He toys with his fingers and sways uneasily where he stands. Chan returns with Felix faster than you expected and silently shoves him into the room before shutting and standing at the door.
“Oh,” Felix gasps when he sees you, “Um, what-“
“On the bed. Sit.”
Hyunjin and Felix share a look and silently obey. You grin wildly, admiring Chan’s authority. You cross your legs and lean back on your hands as the two settle at the end of the bed.
“I’m sorry,” Felix starts.
“Chan, if we did something wrong-”
“Quiet.”
Hyunjin’s mouth snaps shut and he stares in disbelief.
“As soon as I step away from this door you can go, but not a second before,” Chan crosses his arms and leans against the door as he speaks, “I know what everyone says about me. You all think I don’t know what you’re doing. Flirting, hooking up, checking us out, I see all of it. The only reason I’ve acted oblivious is to make her comfortable. I wanted her to be ready.”
You preen and watch him with admiration.
“I don’t have a problem with you putting your hands on her, but could you at least offer to give me the same treatment?”
“W-Wait,” Felix splutters, “Y-You’re not mad?”
“I’m furious that while you were feeling up my girlfriend neither of you made a move on me. Are you trying to kill my ego?”
Hyunjin bows his head and Felix laughs incredulously.
“We didn’t,” Felix reasons, “It’s not like we didn’t want to t-touch you.”
“We didn’t think you were interested, Chan. You… don’t act like her.”
You giggle and smirk at your boyfriend as his attention falls on you.
“Well?” You prod.
“You two can stay if you want, but we’re not putting our hands on you tonight. You can watch me and y/n, and that’s it; if that’s alright with you, love?”
Your body warms as you nod.
“Of course, baby.”
Chan smiles at you then turns to his friends.
“Your choice. Stay or go.”
He leaves his post at the door and drops on the bed in front of you. Felix and Hyunjin both remain seated but you are too enraptured by Chan to watch what they are doing. He tenderly cups your face and you pull him in by his shirt to complete the kiss. He chuckles and leads you to lay down again as he cups the back of your neck and begins kissing down your throat. You sigh happily as you fall back into a rhythm of kissing and grinding slowly.
You let your head fall to the side as you tug Chan’s shirt upward. In the moment he takes to remove it you let your gaze fall on Hyunjin and Felix. The cool light of Chan’s room washes over their delicate features and dimly illuminates their flushed faces. They both seem tense with anticipation, but at the same time are lounging together with ease. Felix’s lip is trapped by his teeth as he drinks in the sight of Chan trailing kisses over your neck and chest, while Hyunjin bashfully watches your reactions and curls his fingers in the bedspread. You gasp softly as Chan’s hands slide into your pants and tug at your panties.
“God, I can’t wait to have you.”
Your laughter turns into a breathy moan as he lowers your pants and presses a deep kiss into the v-line of your stomach. You pant softly as he strips you of your pants, then helps you remove your shirt. He resumes covering you with teasing kisses: from your chest, down your sternum, over your stomach, and finally between your thighs. You mewl as he avoids the wet patch growing on your panties, and scowl softly as he rises again.
“Don’t be a tease.”
“Ha, you’re so wet already.”
He presses his thumb against your clit through your panties and draws out a whining moan as he circles there slowly. Your voice is probably too loud for the late hour but you are unable to silence yourself.
“Channie…”
“I’m sorry, but look at you. Was that all it took? They barely touched you and you’re dripping.”
Your back arches as you moan pitifully. Chan takes his time pulling your panties off, savoring your desperate sounds and writhing figure.
“Chan…”
He spreads your thighs, quickly, given how pliant you are for him, and holds your panties up gracefully between his fingers.
“Are you watching? Do you see what you do to her?”
“Fuck, y/n…” Felix hisses.
You look at them and sigh softly. Felix meets your eyes easily, his lips are slightly parted as he watches you with a softness. Hyunjin’s gaze flicks away from your face for a second, then returns shyly as he watches you in silent distress. His palms rest over his crotch but he does little to relieve himself. Felix has a pillow clutched in his lap.
You prop yourself up and unclasp your bra, then let Chan remove it for you.
“Don’t you two want to cum?” You ask innocently while slowly tracing your bottom lip with your index finger. Your eyes wander over their busy hands thoughtfully, “Chan’s deal was that we weren’t going to touch you, he never said anything about touching yourselves’.”
“Fuck,” Felix growls as he digs his fingers into the pillow.
Hyunjin looks away and shyly gropes himself through his sweats. You bite your lip and glance at Chan, who watches them both with a pleased demeanor.
“She likes it when you do what she says.”
Hyunjin nods and moans softly, but hesitates to continue. He looks at Felix, who gently draws him closer.
“Come here, babe.”
“Lix…”
Felix slides his hands over Hyunjin’s abdomen, then into his pants. He whines at the contact and melts as Felix laps at his ear. Chan lowers himself between your legs and slides his hands over your thighs.
“No.”
He stops and looks up attentively then quickly rises to face you.
“What’s wrong?”
“Just fuck me already.”
He laughs and gives you a heated kiss.
“I want to make sure you’re ready, baby.”
“Don't make me wait anymore, Chan. Please.”
While your voice is steady your body is shaking, anxious for some relief from the tension. Chan notes your quivering limbs and kisses you again, sweeter than before, then he tests your patience.
“Do you really need it? I’m sure you can wait a bit longer.”
“I’m serious, Chan.”
“Then prove it.”
You huff and grasp his throat as you crash your lips against his. He groans and pushes closer, following your hand as it slides around his neck then up into his hair. He obediently falls into you and groans into your mouth as you fumble to pull down his pants with your other hand. He turns his head away, breaking the kiss, and helps you slide off his bottoms as you nip at his neck.
“Are you nervous, baby?”
“Shut up.”
Chan finally kicks off his pants and boxers as he laughs at your response. You smirk and suck roughly on his ear lobe as he sighs playfully. You groan as he leans away to grab a pillow, and tucks it sweetly under your head.
“So impatient, my love. Don’t you have any appreciation for chivalry?”
“Chivalry is dead.”
He kisses your forehead tenderly.
“Mhm, you’re so cute.”
He abruptly rolls you onto your side and grasps your hips as he grinds against you. You gasp and moan as he folds himself around you and slides his cock against your heat. Gently, he turns your head to look at Felix and Hyunjin while he speaks breathlessly in your ear.
“Did you forget we have an audience?”
Your eyes flutter as he nips along your jawline. Felix is curled around Hyunjin as he thrusts into the hand still concealed beneath his sweats. Hyunjin has a hand awkwardly tucked into Felix’s pants, palming him messily. They watch you with hazy eyes between messy kisses.
“Chan…”
“Look at what you do to them.”
“Oh…”
Your cheeks flare from the attention, the circumstances suddenly becoming much clearer. Chan kisses your cheek then murmurs into your ear, “I love you so much. I love you so, so much, baby.”
“I love you too.”
“Are you ready? Do you want me now?”
“Yes…”
Chan lifts your leg over his hip and enters you with a shallow thrust. You gasp and muffle your moans in your pillow as he pulls out, then gradually pushes deeper with each subsequent thrust. He buries his nose in your neck and groans softly as his body molds into yours.
“Does that feel nice? You like it, baby?”
You nod and turn your head to kiss him messily. He returns the kiss then breaks it. You brush your lips over the bridge of his nose as he murmurs against your chin.
“Look at them, baby. Jinnie and Lix are losing it over you.”
“Hah, Chan…”
You do as told. Chan peppers kisses over your neck as you watch Felix and Hyunjin, and they watch you back.
“Touch yourself,” Chan commands.
You whimper as you slide your fingers between your legs. You tilt your head back to expose more of your neck, and sob softly as his fingers join yours to play with your clit. He kisses your ear and murmurs sweet praises between each kiss.
“That’s right, you’re beautiful, baby. So wet for me, so good. You’re such a good girl.”
“Fuck, Chan…”
“You’re so perfect. My sweet girl.”
He prods your folds gently, stretching you open even more as he slips a digit in alongside his cock. His thumb circles your clit and you abandon touching yourself, opting instead to wrap your hand around Chan’s arm and cling to him. He sucks gently at your neck as his pace quickens and you feel your climax approaching. He rocks into you recklessly, his inevitable release signaled by his shaky breaths and pointed thrusts. You try to watch Hyunjin and Felix, but your eyes struggle to focus as you are blissfully fucked out.
“That’s my babygirl. You’re so good for me.”
You moan dumbly at the praise, smothered in Chan’s love as he compliments his deep thrusts with the softest kisses. This intimacy was familiar to you, but now so overwhelming with observers. It was the same love Chan always made to you, perhaps that was why he wanted the others to watch. In one way, he was setting the standard. How to talk to you, how to touch you, how to worship you. In another way, it was a message: this is what you are missing out on if you ignore me again.
You muffle your cries of pleasure in the pillow, although you had already been too noisy, and scratch your nails over Chan’s bicep. He groans as you clench around him and quiver from the intensity of your sudden orgasm. He slides his fingers from between your legs and up to your stomach, lessening the overstimulation a bit as he chases his own release. You crane your neck to give soft kisses and whisper words of encouragement into his ear. He keeps his face tucked into your neck as he holds you tight to him, now too far gone to manage a coherent sentence.
He makes a wrecked noise, somewhere between a moan and a gasp, and fills you up with his release. You reach your hand up to cup his head and kiss his temple as he pants through the afterglow. His cock softens and he drowsily pulls out, only to collapse into your welcoming arms shortly after. You trade lazy kisses as he catches his breath and lets his hands roam over your thighs and stomach. You giggle softly and cup his face while staring into his loving eyes.
“Mhm, good job, baby.”
He laughs breathlessly.
“You’re so gorgeous.”
Chan slumps on top of you and wraps his arms around your torso. You return his hug while tracing little shapes over his back. He turns his head where it rests beside yours to face the others.
“How you doing, boys?”
“Fuck off,” Felix jokes, “You cocky bastard.”
You giggle and rub Chan’s back lazily.
“Did you two come?” You ask.
Hyunjin makes a tired noise and Felix laughs. You look back at Chan as he lowers his head to rest on your chest. Hyunjin watches you with flushed cheeks and an expression mixed with shame and anticipation. A stain darkens the crotch of his sweats. Felix is lazing against him, his eyes shut and his cheek pressed against Hyunjin’s shoulder. His eyelids lift heavily as he looks at you and smiles.
“Good boys…”
Chan laughs at their reactions to your praise: mild shock and sheepish satisfaction.
“I didn’t imagine you two would be so into the praise thing,” Hyunjin mumbles.
Chan replies, “Oh? What did you imagine? Care to share?”
“Ha… Maybe another time…”
Chan rises up and you let your arms fall above your head as your eyes flutter shut.
“Not to kick you two out, but I have to get y/n cleaned up… She’s not going to stay up much longer, as you can see.”
“Mhm…”
“Ah, but,” Felix stammers, “A-Are we good?”
“We’re more than good,” You purr.
“We’ll talk about it tomorrow, Lix. You and Jin should get to bed.”
“O-Okay… Um…”
You pry your eyes open to look at Felix, who struggles to choose his words under your’s and Chan’s waiting gazes.
“Is it okay if we, um… Kiss goodnight?”
“Oh, Lixie,” Hyunjin breathes.
Chan grins.
“Well… I don’t know… I’m still a bit sore about earlier…”
“Shut up,” You chastise as you reach out to Felix, “Come here, baby.”
Hyunjin laughs as Chan stares at you, appalled. Felix grins and crawls across the bed, letting you guide him close to share a few tender kisses.
“Goodnight, honey.”
“Goodnight.”
Felix sits up and smiles smugly at Chan, who grabs him and begins tickling him mercilessly.
“Ah-AH! I’m sorry!”
Hyunjin shakes his head as Chan squeezes Felix in his arms. Felix pouts up at him and screeches as Chan wetly kisses his cheek.
“Ugh, no tongue! Please!”
You look patiently at Hyunjin, who looks away as he notices you.
“You don’t want to kiss me, Jinnie?”
“Ah… No, I do…”
“You’re so shy, you’ve kissed me before.”
“Not… When you’re naked…”
You both look at Felix as he gasps, he is still wrapped in Chan’s arms but now the two are sharing a deep kiss. You watch Hyunjin contemplate before slowly making his way to you. You smile patiently as he hovers over you, and slowly shut your eyes.
“Goodnight, Hyunjinnie…”
“Goodnight,” He whispers before planting a kiss on your cheek, “Sleep well.”
“Ugh, Chan,” Felix groans, “This is weird.”
“Why? What do you mean weird?”
“You’re naked…”
“I just let you watch me fuck my girlfriend, and since when do you have a problem with me being naked?”
You peek up at Hyunjin and gently caress his cheek as he moves away from you. Chan drops Felix on the bed and rolls his eyes.
“Get out of my room already, you little monster.”
You snicker as Chan turns his attention to Hyunjin, who lets himself be led closer to receive a soft peck on the cheek. Hyunjin’s face burns as he shyly returns one, then follows Felix up from the bed.
“Goodnight,” Chan sings.
“Goodnight,” Felix replies.
Hyunjin smiles at the two of you and waves as he and Felix depart. Chan looks back at you as the door clicks shut and exhales softly.
“I think that went well.”
You giggle.
“I think so too.”
Your eyes fall shut again as a yawn escapes your lips. Chan chuckles and leans down to kiss your cheek.
“It’s alright, love. I’ll clean you up, you can go to sleep, okay?”
“Thanks baby…”
By the time you roll out of bed the next morning nearly everyone has gathered in the kitchen for breakfast. Felix is making pancakes, Hyunjin is waiting at the coffee machine, Jeongin and Jisung are eating at the table, and Changbin is chatting with Felix.
“Good morning, nuna,” Jeongin sings as you take a seat across from him.
“Good morning everyone,” You smile at the soft chorus of voices that reply, “What’s on the agenda today?”
“We were just talking about it,” Jisung answers, “We’re split between staying in and going out.”
Seungmin shuffles in and hovers beside Hyunjin. Changbin delivers a plate of fresh pancakes to you and smiles at your surprised reaction.
“No, Binnie, you should eat these ones.”
“I’m good, I already ate.”
“I’ll take them,” Seungmin mutters.
“Ladies first,” Changbin argues.
“Wow, what a gentleman,” Felix comments.
“Thank you, oppa,” You purr, which Changbin waves off with a wink, “And thank you for making breakfast, Lix.”
“No problem.”
Felix shoots you a smile over his shoulder and you notice a soft blush on his cheeks. You smile and let your gaze linger until he turns away.
“Are you going to drink the coffee or just stare at it?” Seungmin asks Hyunjin.
“Oh,” Hyunjin mumbles, “I’m drinking it.”
Hyunjin glances over his shoulder as you giggle then quickly looks away, but you still see redness in the tips of his ears. The interaction does not go unnoticed. Jeongin and Jisung both glance between you and the boys and give you curious glares. Chan enters the kitchen with only a towel around his waist. His hair is damp from a recent shower, and the marks you left on him last night are on full display. He claps his hands together as Minho files in behind him.
“What’s cooking?”
“Felix is making pancakes,” Changbin replies.
“I’m next,” Seungmin cuts in.
“Noted,” Chan replies.
He stops beside you and kisses your temple.
“Good morning, gorgeous.”
“Morning, love,” You hum, “Did you sleep well?”
“Oh, the best.”
You giggle as Chan gives your shoulder a gentle squeeze. You hold a bite up for him and he happily accepts it, then gives you a quick peck on the nose.
“Get a room,” Changbin heckles.
“Looks like they already did,” Minho mutters.
“Get some clothes,” Seungmin groans.
Chan rolls his eyes and leans down to accept another bite before stepping away. You continue eating your breakfast in silence then notice Jeongin silently trying to catch your attention. You tilt your head as you watch him try to discreetly mime questions.
“We were thinking of heading out for dinner tonight,” Changbin informs the room, “But how do you guys feel?”
Chan moves across the room to grab a glass from the cupboard, standing beside Hyunjin in the process. He drinks his coffee and averts his eyes. Jeongin points to the two then wiggles his finger between them.
“I’m good with anything,” Chan answers.
“Where would we go?” Minho asks.
You shrug, feigning ignorance, and Jeongin glares.
“What’s a good place that we haven’t been to in a while?” Changbin ponders.
Jeongin then points to Hyunjin then you. You smirk and scrunch your face up as you feign consideration then shake your head. He responds by raising his eyebrow and tapping his fingers together as you fail to convince him. Jisung looks between you then repeatedly gestures to Felix with his eyes.
“Wasn’t there an Italian place near here or something?” Chan answers.
“That place is always full,” Hyunjin murmurs, “You need to reserve months in advance.”
“Oh, true.”
“I mean,” Felix pipes up, “If we stay in I can just make dinner?”
“No,” Changbin protests, “You made breakfast, you shouldn’t have to make dinner too.”
You roll your eyes at Jisung and shake your head, but still smile coyly as they stare you down. You happen to glance at Minho, who is watching Chan from across the room. Your boyfriend stretches, showing off the muscles in his back, then takes his glass to the fridge to pour a drink. Hyunjin stares at the floor, but his fingers curl around the edge of the counter with visible strain.
The conversation continues in the background, but you find yourself distracted by Jeongin’s senseless gesturing. You realize he is pointing at your phone and pick it up to read the newly sent messages.
in: why is felix staring at you like that
in: did you fuck or what?
You glance at Felix, who seems to be sneaking glances at you as he converses with the others. Jisung leans across the table to peek at Jeongin’s phone and creates a new groupchat for the three of you.
js: tell ussss
js: ;(
You shake your head at them.
js: whyyyy
js: jinnie can’t even look at you or chan
js: we have to knowww
js: plus
js: lino saw them leave your room last night
js: sus af
in: you have to tell us!
in: it’s so obvious you guys did something
Jeongin and Jisung both pout at you. You sigh.
yn: they were with us last night
yn: jin and lix
in: what did you do?
yn: they just watched chan and I
Jisung’s eyes widen and his mouth makes an ‘o’ as Jeongin grins devilishly.
in: kinky
yn: that was it
js: so far? ;))
Jeongin snickers and you cover your face.
yn: don’t tell anyone
yn: >:(
yn: I mean it
Jeongin makes a lip-locking motion and Jisung nods solemnly while crossing his heart.
yn: also, I think your boyfriend is eye-fucking my boyfriend
Jeongin points to himself, confused, and mouths ‘boyfriend’. Jisung rather indifferently nods at you in agreement then shoots Jeongin a judgemental glare.
js: you don’t even have a boyfriend so she was obviously talking to me
in: oh right
Jeongin looks embarrassed as you grin at him.
“What the fuck are you three doing?” Seungmin interrogates.
“Mind your business,” Jisung sasses.
The other members seem to clue in to your absence in the current conversation.
“What were they doing?” Chan asks.
“I don’t know, but I think they’re texting each other.”
Changbin comes to look over your shoulder and you quickly lock your phone before slamming it facesidedown on the table.
“What are you talking about?”
“Wouldn’t you like to know.”
Changbin rests his chin on your shoulder and reaches around you to grab your phone. While futile, you attempt to wrestle it back by grabbing his arm.
“What’s her passcode, Chan?”
Chan smirks and shrugs as he watches you throw more of your weight helplessly against Changbin.
“I don’t remember.”
“Liar.”
“Let go or I’ll bite you.”
“You’re not going to bite me.”
You unhinge your jaw and clamp down on Changbin’s bicep, earning a startled screech as he abandons his mission and skitters away.
“You bit me!”
“She warned you,” Chan defends.
“It’s rude to kiss and tell,” Minho teases while shooting you a knowing look.
“It wasn’t a kiss, hyung!” Changbin argues.
“It’s also rude to stare, Lee Know,” You retort.
Minho smiles smugly and shrugs. Jisung grins at the two of you and hurriedly refocuses the subject on your plans for the day.
“Why don’t we just order in? That way none of us have to cook and we don’t have to worry about getting ready to go out.”
“What should we do in the meantime?” Felix asks.
“I’m going to do nothing all day,” You announce proudly.
“I like that idea,” Jeongin agrees.
“You have to practice being a trophy wife?” Seungmin remarks.
“I want to be the best.”
“I have work to do,” Chan laments.
There are multiple exclamations of protest and Chan throws his hands up in defense.
“I’ll be done by dinner, I promise.”
“Channie,” Changbin whines, “You’re no fun.”
“I think he’s fun,” You murmur while winking at your boyfriend.
He winks back and gives Changbin an ‘I told you so’ look. Changbin lightly bops the back of your head and points at Chan.
“Go to horny jail, the both of you.”
Jisung raises his eyebrows suggestively at you and Jeongin snickers into his hands. You brave a glance at Hyunjin, who is watching Chan with a fond smile. Felix looks similarly lovestruck. Your heart stutters watching them.
“Can I bring my laptop to horny jail?” Chan jokes, bringing you back to reality.