Saw the picture of this paddle and it sort of terrified meā¦ my first thought was the name, āMirandaās Helperā ā like, I was āMirandaā and I needed to be paddled this badly so often that my insightful disciplinarian got this just to redden (blister) my bottomā¦ and, of course, that wasnāt nearly enough ā it has an odd shape, thicker in the middle, I guess to make it stiff without being heavy, I can only guess that that lets you get more swats before being to bruised to continue? (weep)
Iām sure itās an at-least-slightly-thick hardwood paddle ā not one of those novelty Cracker Barrel ones that sting like blazes but you can forget about afterā¦ shellacked or something, right?Ā I know how those hurtā¦
And the holes ā a row of small holesā¦ Iāve been spanked with paddles with holes, they hurt like hell!Ā Iāve been spanked by paddles like this, without the holes, without the thicker āspineā, and I always knew Iād been spanked!Ā Even over jeans a couple of times, except that doesnāt matter, because clearly those days are long gone!
But the worst part about the holes is that whoever got this for me ā the long-fingernailed woman on the left ā clearly thought I was in need of frequent corrections using a paddle with āa little something extraā to get the job done!Ā So she is not using it lightly!
I like this pic because sheās not āexposedāā¦ I know, it happens, but I like to imagine that it doesnāt ā or itās not noticeable.Ā The shame of exposure is bad enough, but if there just happened to be any evident arousalā¦ well, thatās a no-no, right?
At the same time, sheās been paddled on her bare skin, but her bottomās not truly bare!Ā So Iām begging and promising that Iāve had enough, but I know at some point my panties have to come down and then the real (!!!) spanking can ābeginā!Ā OMG!!
Lastly, it looks like that paddleās been used in mostly the same spot, much more than once or twice!Ā And when my panties come down, will it move lower?Ā Right where Iāll feel it for days, having to try to sit there without letting the whole world know that I still need to be spanked with my own special paddle?Ā Will I be sobbing, begging, pleading ā and mostly promising, my nose running, trying to get words out as my knees wobble and āSheā waits for me to steady while she lines up another swat?
I donāt really understand how I misbehaved after one or several paddlings like that ā I certainly didnāt try to!Ā Please donāt let me ever need another one? (ut oh ā does that mean āmake this one worse'?Ā Nooooo!!!)
This appeared on my original Tumblr and as far as I can see, I haven't posted it since - so here it is.
