What now?

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xxxtentacion 

XXXTENTACION

I still don’t believe this and I don’t want too… Knowing that he’s dead, X is fucking gone. I’m not sure how I’m going to cope without the only person who had helped me through my worst times. Knowing that I won’t be waking up to his positivity and his beautiful words anymore, man that fucks me up. “I know you’re somewhere” Jahseh, you will always be kept in my heart, forever. I thank you for the support, the help, the passionate words and the effort you put into putting smiles on everyone’s faces. To others he was a “demon” but Jahseh was truly an angel in disguise, an angel that others did not want to understand, so instead they crushed him and made him seem like something that he’s not.

Broken boy, you are now resting in peace, an angel that had been waiting on his wings to grow, didn’t have to wait any longer. Grow your wings and fly high Jahseh, you don’t want to stay in this cruel world any longer.

You truly did and still do mean the world to me.

Rest in paradise my angel, forever in my heart.

I love you.

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