holding my breath with a baseball bat

New Years resolutions: do whatever i want forever

The time will pass anyways

Devastating! Art museum gift shop doesn’t sell prints of specific and unpopular painting that struck a cord with you!

[looks for you in everything] [finds you there]

[Text transcript: I held the seed of desire under my tongue & let the wild birds hawk the sky. I dreamt of being wanted; some object of desire - something heady & sweet & worthy to be held down. End ID.]

it fucking sucks how you can do all the therapy and self healing in the world and you still have to wake up living under a capitalist death cult that's killed community and crushes your soul

I'll still love fully and crawl to hope until my body gives out anyway I guess

there is actually nothing wrong with me i have just been on this website since i was 14

the concept of dating truly makes my entire body tense up like I'm dying

"being in the military is hard" theres harder things. Like telling my mom she was wrong about something

"get a degree" "get a job" there are snoopy images in my phone