It was far from odd that Thranduil was looking for her. They were spending more and more time in each others company these days, away from the curious eyes trying to find out who the prince was taking a liking to, who he may marry. Greenwood was no stranger to gossip, and she knew if the king even caught someone so much as breathing of his son showing interest in a commoner, there would be wrath to deal with.
❛ Of course. ❜ She falls into step beside him, hands gently clutching the book she had to her chest. She had a feeling she knew what Thranduil wanted to speak to her about and why he wanted to do it somewhere they would be completely alone, for fear that someone would hear and that very thing would happen, the king finding out.
Oropher was why Daeris had not told Thranduil of what her feelings for him had developed into. Her father may be the captain of the guard and a good friend of the kings, but that did not and never would change the fact she was a commoner.
She disappeared when the daughters of the high elves in the court swarmed him for very similar reasons. They were not shy about the fact Daeris was not one of them, that she never stood a chance with a prince.
Daeris told herself the same thing, pushing down the fact that she knew Thranduil didn’t look at any of them the way he looked at her. That it was her, he was always sneaking off with. If she admitted it, all she would be doing was setting herself up for a devastating heartbreak.
She sets her book down beside herself on the stone bench they sat on, shifting so that her knees are turned towards him, and she is facing him. His words only seem to confirm her suspicion, and she can feel her heart begin to race. There were no words to describe how badly she wanted this, wanted him, but they couldn’t, and he couldn’t. Or could they? Was the prince truly prepared to one day face his father’s wrath?
❛ Thranduil,❜ She breaths, with no one around them to hear she’s comfortable dropping the formalities. She wants to stop him, tell him that they can’t, that he can’t. Oropher would never allow the heir to his throne to date, let alone marry a commoner, but she doesn’t say any of those things. Instead, she reaches her hand out, gently setting it on top of one of his, shifting closer to him, hesitantly slotting her fingers between his, almost as a silent I know, I feel the same even though he hadn’t spoken the words yet.
He sat down right next to her, taking her soft hand into his own when she offered it, his other hand on top of their combined hands. His blue eyes focused on her green ones and he could have sworn that he felt his heart skip a beat and his breath get stuck in his throat. She was gorgeous. He knew this already, of course, but her beauty was enhanced by the stars reflecting in her eyes.
The Elvenprince was definitely aware of the fact that they should not be doing this. But... he could not deny his heart any longer. His father wanted him to marry a high elf, but they only fell in love once, and that was simply not where his heart lay.
He took a deep breath, his own eyes seeming conflicted. He felt so fond and lovestruck, yet he was really worried about their situation as well. And about her reaction. Even if he was almost sure that she felt the same about him. After all, they spent most evenings talking together, whenever Oropher didn’t have him attend meetings.
“Gi melin...” His voice was soft, yet it was resolute. Thranduil knew that he loved her. It was a fact, he didn’t have to think twice about it. But he was still scared someone was going to hear them talk.
“I know my father would never approve of this... of us... but I cannot deny my heart any longer, Daeris.. I don’t want any of those high elves. I want you. Even if it means having to hide it for a while..” He spoke then, giving her a chance to reply, even if he was anxious to hear her answer.
If she would say no, then so be it. He would leave her alone. They could just be friends. But Thranduil knew he had to try, or he would regret it forever.