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I’ve never hurt anyone, I’ve never reached out to people that I knew didn’t care to speak to me. I stay away, I am respectful and I am changing everyday. The fact is that years can change a person, years. And I knew that she was always someone with a one track mind and I’m not surprised at her reaction. But his reaction is one of absolute immaturity. It’s sad but it’s also helpful. It’s helpful to know that this person that seemed so interesting and bright hasn’t lived up to his potential. I wonder when he stopped growing, when his brain started to just stay the same and maybe it’s even disintegrated.

And yes, I could have been completely wrong this whole time and that’s my fault. I have always been intuitive and have the track record to back it up but as a mature person I am open to being wrong.

This situation has definitely helped me reflect on myself, I will not doubt myself, but I will reflect. I will not look back and say what I’ve thought, IN MY OWN MIND, was wrong. Just misguided.

People come into your life and people leave your life. She was overdue to leave my world and I feel good to know she is gone. The other person, he was never there to begin with which is something I’m highly aware of.

It’s sad to know some people will never grow to be who they could have been. It’s sad to know that they just stopped and wallowed. Will he wallow forever? Or will he die before he even has a chance to change and grow to be who he could have been? Who knows, I’ll never know because I don’t want to know anymore. I am more skeptical than ever to think he can get back on his feet and live. Not with someone there who keeps him down.

“I don’t think that there’s anything worse than being ordinary.”

“Non avevo da aggiungere altro verso, altra parola. Nel tuo corpo vivevo tutta la poesia”

“With two people of our emotional sensitivities, it would, I fear, be a rather powerful, all-pervading love affair.”