had a nightmare, time loop stuff, last thing I heard was a call from my sister, saying shes trapped at x location and begging me to go to x location and ugh.. bear children asap (implied she will be caught soon and would be forced to do the same) and I told her Id be over right away... but I lied. I turned to my ally and told them that Id rather end the world and restart the loop, which would first require the gruesome death of the many* than have either of us go thru that. and then I woke up, which Im hoping ended it all with the least amt of pain, but I feel gross leaving on that loop
*Its either the death of the many or an equally horrific death/eternity for this 1 doomed partner, either way, many lives will be lost before a (relatively) good ending is reached
