1ittle1ynx

I just wanna be someone's first choice..but instead the only thing choosing me first is my blade

I can't cut parts of my body off, so I just cut my arms, thighs, and stomach instead

Ah yes it's almost Christmas. Meaning everyone that isn't a Christian or Catholic gets left in the dust. Not being treated fairly because if your religion. No one letting you feel happy. Getting called a bad person for calling it X-mas. Fvck your stupid religion, if it means no one else is allowed to be happy that day.

Christmas. A time for christians to feel better than everyone. A time for them to tell you you're wrong for celebrating it just because you're a different religion. People around you getting presents while you're stuck with nothing because of your religion. Getting called selfish because you don't wanna feel left out. Feeling like your gonna cut again because of the stress, and the depressive state you're put in because of it. And getting told to eat because there's food even tho your don't want to eat.

Do you ever feel like your friends don't even like you, no matter how much they say they don't and try to reassure you..

Cutting then pretending everything's fine is another kind of pain..