Bee

Tossing and turning all night. Millions of thoughts running thru my mind. Feels like we're fading apart, but why tho?! We were so good..and I just don't get it. Sometimes I feel like it was more of a thrill for you when we were sneaking around. We got nothing holding us back, so why does it gotta be so hard? I don't understand.....

Could she be the one?! That's the real question. Everyone looks at her because she's beautiful, I look at her because she makes my world beautiful. She is more than just looks, but most people don't realize or notice that. I'm ok with that because I want her to be mine and only mine. The way we look into each other's eyes..you can see the passion..you can feel it. When we're together the world just stops and nothing else matters. She's my happiness, she's the reason I smile. I wish I could just tell her all this, but I don't want to scare her away. So I'll just hold it inside instead until the time is right. & no it's not a bad thing. 😉

So I decided that I should start writing again to clear my mind and share my thoughts. So that’s what I plan on doing....tune in!