YOU EXUDE A COSMIC DARKNESS

i have been going to church the last couple weeks for reasons i dont think i can really put into words. i go to the service i go to the coffee hour i go to the bible study i go to centering prayer. not really sure why but it feels nice. i hang out with old people and trans women and young parents who are all extremely kind and welcoming. in a way i didnt really think was possible. a lot of the detailed questions about dogma or belief bother me in an OCD type of way but actually taking part in community feels so incredible. and i hope this all lets me be the kind of person i actually want to be

been listening to the magnus archives mostly without interacting with the fandom so whenever i see fanart of jon all i can think is. he does not look like that. he does not dress like that. he is a british bureaucrat who spends all his time indoors he does not slay he does not serve he does not have a sharp jawline and beautiful hair you people have YASSIFIED him!