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I was planning my life and decided I don't want to work, I just want to get money for free and be set for life so my first idea was to enter the lottery. I didn't have any intrusive or negative thoughts around this, I literally just thought, "Well the lotteries giving away free money. I'll just do that and I'll be good."

I spoke about my plans for when I have the money with my bestfriend, did SATS, researched some countries I want to visit, started filling up my cart with makeup and clothes I want, booked appointments for services I planned on getting and house hunting.

I bought my ticket, putting in my favourite numbers for the first card then autofilling the rest, "Who cares about the numbers? I'm gonna win anyway." I confidently thought and clicked away to check out. A $24 dollar ticket? Not too bad for a 80 million payout.

This all happened in a whirlwind, one minute I was simply planning and daydreaming about my life that I'm choosing to set out to and next thing you know I get a phone call...

"Hello, is this Ms Honce?"

"Yes?"

"I'd like to congratulate you on winning last night's powerball! Your estimated total is 80,000,000. Please check your email to find further information to receive your funds."

Once you acknowledge you have what you want, you are finished. There is nothing left for you to do. Let me reiterate that: from the moment you decide to shift from yearning to having, no person or thing can come between you and your desires. Not even yourself.

Take a minute to let that sink in.

Now, I'm sure you have your doubts, and I'm sure you'll cycle through your numerous "what if" situations. That's unfortunate, really. Because, for all that time and energy you spend feeling emotionally distressed, it has no effect on you having your desires. None at all.

Take a deep breath with me. Hey. Humor me just this once, won't you? Breathe.

You are going to be okay. And I know this because there is no way for you to do anything wrong when it comes to the law of assumption, no way to mess up. Imagining, visualizing, affirming, assuming, it doesn't matter, there is absolutely nothing that can negatively impact your manifestation. Despite everything, you've already become the person you wanted to be and you possess all that you intended to have by simply acknowledging it. By simply being conscious of it.

Revel in this assumption (for that is your new reality now) and enjoy the freedom that comes with knowing it.

nothing is actually crazy. everything is the same and nothing is impossible. I Am Possible. 

i manifested majority of my dream life in 3 months, simply because i stopped worrying. i stopped asking "how" or "when", i stopped wondering if i needed to take extra steps or if i needed to put in work. i stopped worrying about if i was doing the right methods or if the process was happening. i stopped asking and started doing; started affirming daily, reminding myself, stopped wavering, interrupted negative thoughts immediately during occurance and replaced them with positive ones.

i used to have no path in life, i didn't have a job, friends, a relationship, wasn't in school, depressed, struggling with an eating disorder. i was literally living the staple life that most people would absolutely dread.

i switched the entirety of my purpose around simply by telling myself otherwise. i rejected what others told me what my "reality" and replaced it with what i truly wanted. within 3 months, i was socializing more than i had in the last 3 years. i was getting opportunities i used to dream about.

You’re probably wondering why I keep emphasizing getting rid of your feelings. It’s so you don’t get triggered. You should reach such a level of nonchalance that you look perpetually bored by anything that doesn’t favor you or reflect you.

Imagine this: you keep thinking, “I’m so ugly. I’m fat. I hate how I look.” Then, one night, maybe from that random 2 a.m. adrenaline, you get motivated and promise yourself you’ll get better because you don’t want to feel like this anymore. But then someone points out something you’re insecure about, even though they don’t know it hurts you. Now you’re sad. Later that day, you smile at your crush, but he walks right past you. He didn’t even see you, maybe he was lost in thought.

Nothing actually happened. Yet you assume the worst. Now you’re spiraling again, reaffirming how ugly you think you are.

Now imagine the same situations with a strong sense of self-respect, where you know you’re the baddest bitch. You don’t need a bunch of parrots behind you repeating what you already know to be true, because it’s unnecessary and irrelevant. You don’t even think like that anymore. Because why would anyone be mean to you? Why would anyone purposely ignore you?

Why do I need to repeat things?

First of all, repetition makes you drowsy faster, activating your "rest and digest". It signals to your mind that you are safe. It’s like meditative chanting, the kind monks use. And you know what they can withstand with just their mind? Hypothermia.

Repetition also builds familiarity. It creates comfort. That’s how your brain learns.

Your brain doesn’t believe what is logical.

It believes what is familiar.

Repetition makes something familiar.

Every time you think a thought, your brain strengthens that pathway. That’s literally how identity is built, through repeated inner dialogue, repeated assumptions, repeated emotional states. Your Default Mode Network takes what you repeat and says, “Okay. This must be who we are.”

So when you repeat:

“I am confident.”

“I am chosen.”

“I am powerful.”

“I am always favored.”

You’re not lying. You’re training. You’re teaching your brain what to default to. After enough repetition, it stops feeling forced and starts feeling obvious. That’s when it becomes identity.

Detachment is what stops the old identity from interfering.

If you react emotionally to everything you see, you keep telling your brain:

“This is important. This is real. This defines me.”

Detachment says:

“No. That’s not my business.”

You don’t fight the old story.

You starve it.

No emotional reaction = no fuel.

No fuel = it dies.

So repetition builds the new identity.

Detachment kills the old one.

That’s the whole system.

Manifestation is just identity expressing itself through reality. Reality follows whoever you think you are.

That’s why this matters:

You’re not cosplaying as the new identity.

You are the new identity.

That’s your default.

When something is your default:

→ You don’t hype it up.

→ You don’t try to prove it.

→ You just live from it.

And reality has no choice but to follow.

Why is this important for manifesting something?

Manifestation doesn’t need anything- no special skills, no tools, nothing.

Imagine if you had to dance in the rain on the night of a new moon, hopping on your left foot just to get your acne to go away. Do you realize how ridiculous that sounds?

All you’ll ever need is a deep knowing that wanting something is enough for you to have it.

No one is more powerful than your mind. Not me. Not some deity. Not some force. Not the universe. Nothing. It’s all you. It will always be you. Period.

And yes, it can be overwhelming to know you hold that much responsibility. But isn’t it also exhilarating to know that you’re the only one in control?

You set the pace.

You set the rules.

‘Manifestation takes time and nothing can happen instantly’: This is so ridiculous, we are already aware that time does not matter and that is a limiting belief.

‘You can’t manifest people or their downfall due to karma’: I think we forget that karma is also a BELIEF and pressuring it upon others is not tolerated around here.

‘You have to manifest by steps’: Once again, ridiculous. For example, you don’t need to manifest your sp to unblock you and THEN manifest that they text you, if you affirm that they are texting you constantly then obviously you’ll be unblocked..? The 3D aligns with your manifestation regardless of the circumstances. If you want to manifest in steps in order for your manifestation to unfold exactly how you want it, that is fine, however, you can just live in the end state and understand that there are unlimited ways of your manifestation showing up in the 3D.

‘You need to believe your manifestation’: No you don’t, if you repeat affirmations or persist on your desire your brain will start to believe it, and therefore so will you.

‘If it’s not meant for you, the universe won’t let you have it’: This one makes me speechless. The 3D just mirrors your dominant state so if you don’t see it in the 3D the answer to why is within you, not the universe stopping you from getting what you want.

‘If you don’t see it in the 3D, it’s not working’: This one is still a thing for some reason. If you order food but don’t see the delivery guy yet, do you start having anxiety about the kitchen exploding? No, there is always movement happening.

‘I have to apply the law of detachment to get it’: I like the law of detachment, however you don’t need to apply it. Detachment is about not needing something instead of not wanting it. Wanting ≠ Needing. You can want it real bad and still know it’s yours.

can’t wait to tell him how much I love him while running my hands through his hair as he’s laying on my lap

I see a lot of people overcomplicate opening your third eye, and say that "its not for everyone" "its hard and takes a lot of effort" i can straight away say that`s bullshit and limiting belief.

No, you don't have to affirm 10k times.

No, you don't have to listen to subliminals.

No, you don't have to rampage for 16 hours.

Do these methods work? Absolutely. Are they required? FUCK. NO.

The only thing required to manifest is consistency and the refusal to accept anything that suggests you don't have what you want.

If you want an SP, stop imagining them rejecting you.

the 3d is not something you need to fight. it merely mirrors your 4d.

your ego is not something you need to fight. you can ignore whatever it tries to tell you, because it holds no power unless you give it power.

your thoughts and doubts are not something you need to fight. they do not choose for you unless you allow it, so acknowledge them and let them pass.

your feelings and worries are not something you need to fight. they are part of human experience and don't mean shit unless you assume they do. allow yourself to feel, don't dwell on it, and move on.

your circumstances are not something you need to fight. as a conscious creator you have the power to change them, unless you tell yourself that you are a victim.

realise that there is nothing you need to fight or struggle against, because you are the limitless operant power and are in charge of everything you experience. you are in control.

do not give any importance to what does not please you, because what does not please you is irrelevant. focus your attention on what you want more of.

Keep affirming and choosing the new story until it becomes the dominant one

ok. so. hi. this is going to be messy and probably upsetting. not because it's dramatic. don't flatter it. but because it's honest. and honesty gets weird when you're dealing with a field that's still so underexamined. we're all just poking the edge of the simulation with a biro. and maybe i should leave it alone. maybe i'm overcomplicating again. maybe this is one of those moments where i should just shut up and script and go to bed. but. no. i can't. i don't know how to shut up about this. and maybe this isn't even the truth. maybe this is just one lens. but fine. whatever. here it is.

context: someone asked me today. "how do i force myself to shift in a short amount of time?" (@srcerers this is your fault....affectionately) and i was writing the usual. the "correct" answer. if you decide it, it's done. if you say you shift instantly, you do. period. PERIOD. done and done, tried and true. the golden assumption + confidence = success formula.

and then i spiralled. because i've been saying that for months. and yes, i've shifted. yes, i've seen results. but before that???????? i spent ages deciding. persisting. affirming. knowing. and still. nothing. and no, this isn't about pedestals. this isn't about wanting it too much. this isn't a fucking disney villain song about obsession. this isn't "just let go babe." no one here is pacing the astral gates with mascara running. this isn't longing. this is clarity. this is when you know it's yours and reality still has the audacity to play pretend.

you're not begging. you're not desperate. you're just wondering why the algorithm is lagging. and you're allowed to. you're god, and the lights are flickering. you're allowed to knock on the wall and ask why.

and sure. someone might read this and say "you were overthinking." or "you were still checking the 3d." but it's not that. this isn't panic. it's not frantic. it's the calm after the calibration. this is what happens after you stop checking. after you stabilise. after you fully assume. when you don't need results to believe. but they still don't come. and so you ask. not because you're doubting. because you're refining. it's not sabotage. it's devotion. it's wanting to understand the edge of your own dominion.

and the thing is. in the past, i wasn't hoping. i wasn't tiptoeing. i was in. all in. clearly, absolutely. no checking. no waiting. i wasn't treating the assumption like a wish. i was living like it was already law. so i continued in this spiral. because if you're god. if your thoughts create. if you say "i am in my dr" now and you mean it, like actually mean it, shouldn't that be enough?? i say this confidently, because after shifting so much, yes, that is indeed what happens. but. for people who haven't experienced that privilege. like. confidence plus assumption equals done. right??? so then why not. where does the decision go. does it just evaporate. does it fall behind the couch cushions of the multiverse. in what fucking universe do you decide something every day with conviction and it still doesn't root. how does that not calcify into fact.

so let me give you a scenario. maybe it's you. it was definitely me.

you're affirming day and night. not hoping. not wishing. knowing. you've decided you are in your dr. period. you walk like it. talk like it. feel it. you're not checking for results. not looking over your shoulder. not waiting for it to kick in. because it already did. your inner world is loud. it's screaming this is it. i'm there. not even zeus could knock me off the road because as god is my witness, i am in my goddamn dr.

and, nothing. no hogwarts. no mansion. no parisian cigarette moment with my boo in the rain. just your room. your walls. your body. again. again. again.

and it doesn't make sense. because the law is the law. you're god. your thoughts create. shifting is instant. so what the fuck is happening.

and look, i used to think there were only two ways to persist. either you're in power mode, clean, cold certainty. emotionally detached, i've already shifted, i'm just reinforcing it. or you're in panic mode, still affirming, still assuming, but there's this silent grip underneath. if i stop deciding this, it'll fall apart. and yeah, on the surface those feel like two different planets. one feels sovereign. the other feels shaky.

but if you strip the tone out of it, if you stop obsessing over how it sounds and just look at the architecture, both are assumptions. both are decisions. both count. because the law doesn't care if you're cool about it or crying about it. it only cares that you're doing it. that it's declared. that it's held. so if both modes are valid, then why do they sometimes fail????????

and this is where it started to come apart for me. because both 'i've already shifted' and 'i need to keep deciding' are still assumptions. one just feels better. it's smoother. but structurally, they're the same. and if the panic one isn't checking, if it's clean panic, if it's quiet panic, it should still land. it should still work. but sometimes it doesn't. and that's what broke the seal. because if it's not about hope, not about doubt, not about waiting, not about checking, and you're affirming like a master shifter, what the fuck is it? and i'll be using me as a poster child of examples and say that, hey, although shifting is now easy for me - i still struggle with manifestations. so. why???

and that question is the reason i'm even writing this at all.

so now maybe you're thinking (if i hopefully have not fully gutted your brain as i have with mine while writing this):

maybe it's because i'm doing it from panic, not power. maybe i'm secretly doubting. maybe i haven't let go. maybe i'm still in the waiting room. maybe that's because i keep looking at the 3d.

no. stop. cut it out. that's noise.

you can be in panic. you can be in power. it doesn't matter. if you are persisting. assuming. deciding. then it should work. that's the rule. that's the contract. it's not a myth. it's not a loophole. it's not some cult-coded trick line you chant and hope it lands. it's the structure. it's the law.

i kept trying to find a reason. maybe it's density. maybe it's linear cause and effect, like flipping a light switch and expecting the bulb. but loa doesn't work like that. and shifting definitely doesn't. it's not circuitry. it's not push-button response.

if you are the light, then the switch shouldn't matter. you're not triggering something, you are the trigger. you're the source. the mechanism. the whole #&*!$%@ circuit board. so what's jamming the signal. if it's not doubt. not timing. not belief. then what.

and here's the closest thing to an answer i've got (half consolation, half theory, fully an attempt to keep myself from throwing my laptop across the room):

you've already shifted. you just haven't caught up to yourself yet.

i know. i hate how that sounds too. it's vague. it's annoying. it feels like spiritual scaffolding. but it's not. or i at least hope it's not.

when we say shifting is instant, we don't mean the wallpaper peels itself off and your mom turns into dumbledore. we mean the moment you decide, the reality activates. the coordinates reroute. the entire grid adjusts.

it's as if you are rerouting a train track mid-motion. you're still moving. but you're not on the same line anymore.

the problem is, we expect the scenery to change with the switch. and sometimes it does. but sometimes it doesn't. and that's because the 3d isn't a flatscreen. it's not theatre. it's not performance. it's a mirror. and mirrors don't update because you want them to. they update because you've changed so deeply that they literally can't reflect the old you anymore.

so when you say "i am in my dr" and it doesn't look like your dr, that's not proof it failed. it's just a delay. you're already in the new field, but the particles haven't aligned. and yeah, that's maddening. because your body feels the shift. your head knows it. but your eyes won't show it. and then you start to doubt. not openly. but subtly. in the quiet. in the repetition.

so. what can i sum up. persistence is not about time. it's about saturation.

it's not about hours logged or how many affirmations you can fire off in a spiral notebook. it's about how deep it goes. how thick it sticks. and no, that doesn't mean screaming it louder. doesn't mean performing it. it means not needing to say it at all. not because you gave up. not because you're done trying. but because it's default now. baseline. unconscious. it is. not a spell. not a statement. just identity.

shifting isn't something you win. it's not a trophy for spiritual discipline. it's a symptom. a side effect of self-recognition so total, so absolute, that there's no room left for contradiction.

so yeah. both "i've already shifted" and "i need to keep deciding" can work. panic or power doesn't matter if the persistence is clean. if you're not checking. not looping. not measuring the silence. but if you're still waiting, even subtly, even spiritually, it's not saturation. it's performance.

and that doesn't mean you're doing it wrong. it just means you're still becoming. still burning off the part of you that thinks shifting is something to win, not something you already are.

and yes, some people shift instantly. some people shift after six months of saying "i'm already there." and they're not better than you. they're not more "aligned."

they just hit saturation faster. their idea of "this is true" had less gunk to burn off.

you say: but i'm god. i decide. why hasn't it happened yet?

and i say: it has. if it feels like it hasn't, you're still relating to it like something outside you. you're still watching for it.

reality isn’t late. reality isn't anything. it just reflects. it doesn't show up when you're ready, it has to show up when you're being. not when you want. not when you wait. when you are.

if it's not visible yet, it's not because it's in transit. it's because you're still checking. you're still measuring. you’re not failing. you're not early. you're just still treating truth like a method.

and truth isn’t a process. it’s a position. a posture. you don't need to persist for six months. you don't need to reach peak saturation like it’s a score. you just need to stop making realness conditional.

stop affirming like you're earning it. start assuming like it's breath. like it’s done and there’s nothing to explain.

because shifting isn't slow. it's not cumulative. it’s not linear. it’s identity. the second you say: i am - it's done.

not "on its way." not "almost here." and certainly not "it's glitching."

done. and if you're still asking when, then you haven't decided. not really. so stop trying to time it. just be it.

and look. i still believe shifting is easy. because it is. i've done it. i know it's not in charge. but sometimes it's not about method. it's about the silence in between. and that doesn't make the law wrong. it just makes the process actual. i'm not saying shifting or manifesting is hard. i'm saying that staying loyal to the truth when it hasn't shown its face yet takes a different kind of strength.

you don't have to overanalyse it.

but you're allowed to want to understand it.

that doesn't undo the truth.