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                     the word âsaviorâ                      means nothing                        when youâre left all alone                        and the people you tried to save                        are dead.Â
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Zach Warren. Moodboard #1. Inner Monologue.
âWeâll be ready for these schoolboys, they will wet themselves with blood.â
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Passionate, Faithful to Friends, Sexual, Opinionated,and Angry.
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Zach was only 15 when his life went to shit. His dad was the type of person who thought physical punishment was was the best type of punishment, so when a man came to his door, offering a way out he agreed. He didnât realise the price would be so high. 3 years later he was killed by a large dog and awoke being tortured. It felt like decades before he was set free, now a demon.
At age 20 Zach had found the demon who have him the deal and murdered him, taking his place as the salesman. The dealer. Making sure not to trick any children the way he had been tricked, working his way through the demonic ranks, only stopping to take a breath when he realised that he needed to calm down before he was murdered, deciding then to enrol in St Deveraux.
Inhale, one two, exhale, three four. This may be one of few situations that had worked him up to such unreasonable devices but he could not let this ruin everything⌠Steven and Zadkiel were the only lights left in-extinguished in his life. âForgiveness is the water for the soul, if there is never any given you will wither away and die. If you give none, those around you will wither away and die.â A pause as he allowed the quote to sink in for a moment. âMy brother often says that. A man of forgiveness⌠That even may be an understatement. I trust him, and to be honest I plan to seek council with him in terms of this situation,â perhaps this was just ranting now⌠Pointless words that would travel through the both of them without reflection. âYou were once human, and the part of you that is mine is still that⌠I have not worked to earn the rest of you, so the mistake may have been bound to our tale.â Perhaps this was consoling⌠For the both of them. âI cannot give in to ignorance and pretend it was all a misunderstanding but I cannot give you up either.â
âI never want to lose you. I ask you to stop wallowing in self pity and assess the part of you that cannot find itself to trust commitment.â He walked slowly towards the ring that lay on the ground, looking sadly at the bent box. âI am not very good at analyzing reasons for actions, but there are many that are good at that. Seek out advice so you can realize what is going on in your mind that caused this to happen.â A couple steps brought him back in front of Zach, and a sweep of the arm offered the engagement band, âput it on when you believe you deserve it.â
Zach nodded slowly as the other spoke of his brother, listening closely to the words. He knew that the angel Zadkiel would want to be as far away from Zach as he could get, or would try and do him some wrong to almost make it level with what Zach himself had done wrong, but he knew deep down that Zadkiel was the only one he could go to so he could figure out how he could atone for what he had done, so he could make it up to Azrael. âI do not want your forgiveness just yet, and I do not want you to pretend, that would be an absurd reaction. No relationship works when ignorance is used excessively.â
Taking a deep breath, Zach started doing what was requested of him almost instantly, forcing himself to stop wallowing and think about his crimes, if thatâs what they could be called. âI intend to seek counsel from the only people I find myself capable of trusting, even if we do not get along.â He muttered, taking the band from Azraelâs outstretched hand, sighing as he realised he would probably never put it on himself, thinking himself unworthy of the otherâs love and affection more so now than ever before.
The soft tone only made the whole thing worse, the thing about angels was that they had a tendency to mirror emotions when they had the grand âprivilegeâ of having them⌠Empathy, as many called in; that is an abundance of it. Azrael had always felt in either small amounts or abundance, painful abundance. Now was one of those moments where his chest ached.
After a moment he couldnât look the demon in the eye, everything felt so helpless even if he had spent his life watching souls pass⌠This one was just so important and he didnât want it to disappearâŚ. It was terrifying. He wanted to scream and beg for him to come close so he could feel the light, and the dark, every energy his Steven had to offer⌠But was he even his own anymore? Was this the final sign to allow him to move on to someone better suited and accept defeat? âI do not know how⌠I am⌠Confused. Life is not a dream, every soul is born to temptation and I am not one to speak as if I know any better, however I cannot relieve you of your guilt while you still smell of someone else.â
Zach let out a bitter laugh as the other spoke, he wanted so desperately to move forward and prove to the angel that he was the only one that Zach truly cared for, that he was the only one who meant anything. âI know we are all drawn to temptation, it is something that we all experience, but Iâve never been weak enough to give in as much as I have now...â He spoke softly, though inside he was already trying to think of ways to rid himself of the guilt and become nothing but the emotionless shell he used to be. âI donât want you to relieve me of my guilt, I bear it. I bear it so I know how much of a fool I am. I just donât want to lose you... Not again.â
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The vibration of Azraelâs knees was more than unsettling. In all his years grounded to Earth he had never felt so weak⌠So helpless to the results of lives. He had always been the reader, a man who watched voer lives with a stoic smile⌠Now he was the one being toyed. the puppeteer becoming the puppet. He certainly felt the pull, the begging voice of reality insisting on him entertaining their will. The angel felt irritated.
It was obvious, the pull still relentlessly remained between them. Even after all that happened there was suck a strong temptation to be held in the Demonâs arms, to be cradled and reassured of his being and his purpose. That could not be the case under the circumstances⌠That could not be the case until reconciliation. âI am saying that I need to be alone. You need to make this better; I am sick of making everything better. It is your turn, Zachary.â The name felt poisonous on his tongue, a production of venom he was not used to. âI do not wantâŚâ stay strong. âI want to be with you, but I am unsure of your intentions with me. There is no one else in my life, but can that be said about you?â More of a retorical question⌠He needed to be away from Steven now⌠It was just too much.
Though he knew it was his fault, Zach felt the familiar pang of pain shock him as his love spoke, the words cutting him like knives, hurting more than what he endured when he was in hell. "Nate... Please..." He attempted, his voice softer than it had been in a while.
For the first time in his life, Zach wished he could be a human again, so he could fully show how truly sorry he felt, show how much he hated his decisions. "Don't you call me that name, I am not Zachary to you, I never have been... Don't start it now." He begged, his voice strained as he attempted to stay calm. "You are the one good thing I have in this pathetic excuse for a life, Nathaniel. Tell me how to fix this, I beg of you."
Every bit of Azrael ached as if there were a physical injury. Be damned, these emotions. He had always been told he was inferior for not feeling as much as the humans had the âpleasureâ of⌠In this moment, he could be so close to certain that this did not make him a better man. He closed his eyes, curling his wings to his body for some level of comfort⌠He didnât want to allow Zach to see him, not right now, and not like this⌠But his mind seemed to have no control left. The hall still flickered slowly, his eyes glowing a weak blue and feathers pressed against his back.
Azrael shook his head lightly and looked up at the taller, his voice quiet, âyou did not have to pretend.â He paused, gulping and standing up straight. His gaze was locked on the floor as he wiped his face and tried to straighten out his clothes. âIt was so close, Zach. You did not have to pretend,â his eyes shifted back up at the next words. âI know you would never try, but you let yourself. You did hurt me,â his voice broke into a small whimper and he looked away. âI cannot think like this. I needâŚâ another break in his voice. âI need time. I do not know how to react to this. We will talk when I am not like this anymore.â
As Zach stood staring at the angel, he wanted to move forward and wrap him in an embrace, as if to take the pain away from him, but he knew it would be inappropriate, as he was the cause of the pain, which made him feel worse. He hated to see those he loved in pain, and he hated it more when it was his fault.
Zach listened closely to the words being spoken, ignoring the faint flicker of the lights around them, ignoring everything but the man in front of him. The words that mocked his own stung as they hit him, his eyes closing as if to escape the situation, though they snapped open at the final sentence. "What? What's that supposed to mean, are you... Are you telling me what I think you are?"
Charlotte frowned sheâd never thought about it like that, âwell I didnât want to dress up scary wanted to be a ballerina or a princess,â and you donât get ugly princesses. âIt wasnât dumb, okay maybe a little but I was running late to class and then I got lostâŚ,â she trailed off shaking her head at his question. She tried to conjure up a suggestion but she didnât know what kinds of places they had to eat at beyond the school canteen, Charlotte hadnât particularly explored much yet. âKnow anywhere that do good burgers?â
Zach nodded at the explanation, understanding where the girl was coming from. "Fair enough, not everyone likes being scary..." He agreed, before falling silent, thinking. "Uh, not off the top of my head, but there's gotta be one somewhere..." He mused, heading off in the direction they needed to go, before turning and walking backwards so he was facing the girl. "You should never skip breakfast yano, most important meal of the day and whatever."
It took all of Cameronâs strength not to burst out laughing at his buddy. He allowed a mischievous grin to spread over his face, trying to look as evil as possible. âCameron-" he ran at Zach "SMASH!" he shouted punching Zach with the enormous toy.
Zach's eyes widened at the words, though he scrunched up his face in preparation for the fist to hit him. As he was hit, he fell dramatically to the floor, as if he had been hit by the hulk. "Oh, it's on." He growled, reaching for something to throw at his friend, as if he was throwing a shield.
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No matter how his heart begged, Azrael could not look at the man before him⌠Reduced to a lesser state he had never wished to experience between them. His heart was ash still burning, and now the flame was only a flicker. Over the last little while his love had become his everything, the man he thought about and would surely dream about if he were allowed to sleep. Perhaps now those dreams would be nightmares.
The angel shifted a foot back but held his ground⌠Even though his mind told him to run he listened quietly. His face scrunched up and he looked at Zach, his eyes flashing in unison with the flickering lights of the hall. He may be weak, but that said nothing about his power. âYou obviously do not know me very well if you would sleep with someone who âlookedâ like me. You are a demon for fatherâs sake! You have seen your fair share of souls and a shifter cannot imitate the grace of an angel! In addition I did not want this until we were married! You know me, Steven!â he leaned forward, banging his hands on the otherâs chest again. âYou know me!â
Zach resisted the urge to scream, everything he had in the world was gone, the one thing he truly loved was broken, due to his own stupid actions. He knew he'd have to do something about it, but now was not the time. Now was the time to try and set things right, though he knew it would be near on impossible.
At the words, Zach hung his head in shame, wishing he could go back and make sure he didn't make the biggest mistake of his life. "I know they can't! I didn't mean to do it, I just... I wanted to pretend! That we had already been married and that it was our life..." He tried to explain, before shaking his head. "The only souls I've seen are the burnt husks that used to be people, I stopped looking at them. I would never intentionally hurt you, I swear on my pitiful excuse for a life." He spoke quickly, ignoring the pounding on his chest. He deserved it.
Cameron heard Zachâs voice and immediately turned to face him. âYou donât wanna make me angry Zach⌠You wouldnât like me when Iâm angryâŚâ he stated as he slowly began to make his way towards the other, hulk fist at the ready.
Zach grinned at the quote, before arranging his features into a disappointed expression. "Son, just don't." He replied, holding up his hand in the stop position.
Cameron let out an awestruck gasp as he opened up the gift his sister Piper sent him. âNo way..â he said to himself. âPiper you beautiful evil geniusâŚâ He immediately took his gift and ran outside, a mischievous, and slightly malevolent grin on his face. âI have the power..â he said wickedly as he put on the hulk fist.
Zach turned a corner looking confused as he heard someone talking to themselves, before stepping out. "Hulk! Don't smash!" He called, trying to sound as scolding as possible, as if he was a superhero, Captain America, perhaps.
"I am not sure. It seems like you are occasionally somewhere elseâŚ" Azrael smiled and shook his head, "it is all right, never mind. I am just glad you are here." He leaned his head against Zachâs chest, allowing a soft sigh as he spoke. "I would love to make it official. I will whenever you want me to. Constantine and you are my everything⌠Thank-you for that," he cooed softly. Ever since he had come here, discovered the two people he saw as his lifeforce⌠Still present and in his reach; he grinned at the thought.
Zach felt his heartbeat speed up slightly at the idea of making things official with the angel. He didn't quite understand why the other affected him the way he did, but it wasn't an unpleasant feeling he got when they were together. "I'm glad you're here too, I don't want to imagine what my life would be like without you. You are my world."he whispered, his tone honest, his eyes wide. He knew he sounded sappy and ridiculous, but he didn't care, it was the truth.
Charlotte chewed the inside of her cheek what exactly to reply but surely here of all places people would sympathize? âWell, I donât really blend in well with the humans I think if I knocked on someoneâs door Iâd give them a heart-attack,â she replied with an ever so slightly feigned curve of her lips. Charlotte didnât add the part of their home town being awfully small and what with the hunters presence in the town the likelihood of her trick or treating putting her entire family in danger but it didnât feel necessary.Besides her thoughts were already focused on the imminent matter of food, âoh! Iâd absolutely love that, Iâm starving I totally forgot to go to the canteen this morning for breakfast,â Charlotte added with a more honest smile
"So hang on, on the night of the year where you're supposed to look scary, you'd be too scary? That's completely illogical." Zach commented, before shaking his head and dropping the conversation. Clearly there were reasons that the other didn't have a good time at halloween, reasons that Zach didn't particularly care about learning. "Well that was dumb. You allergic to anything?" He asked, trying to figure out the perfect place to go.
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Hearing Zach laugh behind her only made her more embarrassed, slowing down a bit when she realized she was well away from seeing the sight. Fintan stopped when she heard him call out down the hall but kept her back turned. âWhat the crap you weirdo!â she shouted out to him. âYou total complete butt! Why would you even answer your door like that! I can never unsee that!â she whined. âoh my goodness my eyesâŚâ
Trying his hardest not to continue laughing, he slowed to a walk, though he stayed behind his friend, not wanting to make her even more uncomfortable. "Well if I'm honest Fintan, I do sleep nude, and I was asleep until you knocked. I didn't want to leave you at the door too long." He explained, biting the inside of his cheek to keep from laughing. "I really am sorry Fin, you know I wouldn't mentally scar you on purpose right? I may be a scumbag demon, but I'm not that bad of a scumbag demon."
Stephan allowed his mind and eye to wander, looking over the scenery quietly⌠It was easier not to look at people lately. He looked back up at the comment about drinks and nodded with a soft smile, âfor sure, sounds great. As long as youâre buying,â he attempted with a forced but playful smile. A ghost of the kind he used to give.
Zach frowned as the other looked away, saddened at how much his friend had changed. "Well, I could buy the first round or so, but with our faces, I'm sure someone will end up buying for us..." He commented, a smile breaking onto her face, both at his joke and the smile the other had, no matter how fake it was.
