metanoia (n.)

For once, I just want someone to listen and not make it about themselves. I’m so tired. I’m tired of holding in my own feelings and emotions and being strong for people when they can’t even do it for me…

I wish i were dead

When people judge you for mentally helping others out.

Im saddened how love is taken for granted in our generation.

Secrets and lies kill relationships. No matter how careful you are, you will get caught. Stay loyal and have high respect for the one you love. They deserve that.

Finding someone who’s proud to have you is hard to come by these days.

In the end, nobody really cares about me

Maybe, i’m just a fool.

Theres probably something wrong with me for people to walk away so easily from my life...I get used, taken for granted, and made fun of. People are nice in front of me, but when i’m not around and talk to other people, they take back all the things they’ve said to me. I just want someone who would be scared to lose me, just how i’m scared to lose them. It hurts seeing people walk away and every single time, it cuts deeper. I barely have close people in my life, so i cherish every single one of them and not take them for granted. i just want someone who would stay despite how imperfect i am.

Broken and in pain. It’s all my fault

When the attention of others is more important than the attention of the one who gives it the most.