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the fact that ctommy was mourning him during literally all of season 2 even though he wasn't letting himself express it because cwilbur was enemy n°1 and everyone was pretending the explosion mattered more than his death and so he shoved it all in but at the end of the day he was just lost and grieving his brother and why do you think dream managed to exile him he knew exactly when to take him when he was most vulnerable. he didnt push him to the edge ctommy was already looking at it he only had to nudge him. thinking about how exile was haunted by a ghost and tommy's grief even though he never let himself speak about it and just kept moving on in the self destructive spiral in bedrock bros arc until he finally put a stop to it all in the disc finale and yet it still came back to his grief because he didn't kill dream. just because dream could bring wilbur back. oohhhhhhhhh my god im going to throw up

grief being the main underlying thread for tommy's arc during season 2. the connecting thread despite him never mourning explicitly. the thing that drove him to everything he did without ever voicing it. FUCK