lover

❝I wish I could be like you, Maki. I wish I could be so strong and unyielding. If there’s ever anything I can help with, just ask. Let’s crush the Zen'in clan! Or something.❞

“do you believe in aliens?” suna rintaro asks, eyes leaving the glimmering stars above and landing on you — his love, his soulmate, the light of his life.

and you turn to look at him — smile making its way onto your face, your temple meeting the soft blanket rintaro had purchased to place comfortably on your building’s rooftop. “hm. i think so, yeah.”

his eyes seem to glimmer like the stars above. his eyes seem to hold a billion stars. his eyes seem to hold a tender sort of love, the soft kind that sounds like giggles on a lazy sunday morning and feels warm — as if you’re bathing in the sunlight.

you turn your body to face his. “do you believe in love, rin?”

he turns to face you. “obviously,” he almost scoffs, thumb sliding down your cheek and onto your bottom lip — he shows his love through touch, you’ve noticed, on sleepless nights and early mornings and rainy days. “because i’m in love with you.”

suna’s movements are quick and he’s smiling as he pulls you onto his body — hands on your hips, smile on his face. he admires your figure, eyes filled with stars appreciating every small thing of yours.

“you make me believe in love,” a butterfly perches itself on his rib cage and flutters it’s wings. he’s about to be all romantic and cheesy — if atsumu were here, he’d surely make fun of him. but he doesn’t care, is too lost on you and the halo that the moon has made atop of your head. and the way you make him feel — all breathless and loved.

you lean down per his request and his thumb grazes the side of your face. “you make me believe in love with the way you take care of me,” he starts again, “and with the way you cling onto me every night and every morning. with all your little love notes and the things you might find insignificant — like buying my favorite snacks even when i don’t ask you to.”

tears threaten to spill from your eyes — how had the conversation changed so drastically?

“you make me believe in love because you pour so much of it into my heart.”

and the tears spill and he’s wiping them away, breathless laughter escaping his lips as he kisses your forehead. “don’t cry! i’m confessing how much i love you!”

you hide your face in the crook of his neck, burying your nose in his hair — smelling his strawberry shampoo, the one you always buy for him.

he kisses your cheek and you think he’s crying, too.

“even if i don’t always tell you how much i love you, i really do. i’m always thinking of you and how i can make you all happy and smiley.”

you sniffle, raise your head. “i love you, too, rintaro. a lot. a little too much.”

he smiles and you want to cry again.

“i love you so much it hurts, my love.” and he kisses you and the world seems to stop spinning.

the stars and the moon are the only witnesses to yours and suna rintaro’s immeasurable love.

note. dedicated to my cutie pie fawn aka @sunascupid

Ah

busy as hell but will always make time for a doodle for the birthday boy

“what are you doing?”

suna pays no attention to your question, grabbing your hands and pulling you up from your seated position on the living room floor. he bumps into the coffee table, a few cans of beer rolling off its surface and onto the carpet beneath it. suna hisses through his teeth, but the corners of his mouth turn up into a small smile when he hears you chuckle at his misfortune.

“you deserved that.” you grin, trying to navigate the two of you around the table and towards a much more open space of the living room. suna tightly holds onto you, the gentle notes of a piano playing from the speaker. you shake your head and ask again, “what are you doing?”

“our song is playing.” he says it like it were the most obvious thing in the world, taking one of your hands and spinning you around, “dance with me.”

you roll your eyes but decide to humor him anyways, wrapping your arms around his shoulders while suna’s went around your waist. the two of you sway to the melody, saying nothing and letting the music fill the the concrete walls of your shared apartment.

“for your eyes only, i show you my heart.”

the chorus plays and he quietly sings along, suna’s breath warm by your ear. there’s a faint scent of alcohol that lingered in the air, his words coming out the slightest bit slurred, but it didn’t make them any less sincere.

suna pulls away to properly look at you, tilting his head to the side. you watch as his gaze seemed to take you in, eyes trailing over every crevice of your features as you’re illuminated by the warmth of the living room lamp. 

“you know, yn- i love you, okay? i know it doesn’t seem like it at times, and i know you get lonely when i’m away for practice or for games out of town, but i’m always thinking of you…and i always look forward to coming home to you. like i was today-”

he cuts himself off and buries his head in the crook of your neck, his lips pressing a kiss to the skin beneath them. you sigh, a hand making its way to comb through his hair. you can feel his eyes flutter shut, the loud beating of his heart — or was it your own? 

“i love you too.”

suna looks up at you, a smirk beginning to play on his lips, an expression you know all too well.  “mhmm. i know.”

from elle !  tipsy sunarin my beloved <33 anyways, this was a request from anon who asked for slow dancing w/ suna to ‘if i could fly’ – which is honestly one of my fave one direction songs sighh 

pairing: rintaro suna x female reader

genre: fluff, drabble, soft suna, sarcasm and teasing from both of you but he’s still so sweet on you <3

synopsis: you can’t sleep and suna facetimes you~

——— ♡ ———

“Rin? You still awake?”

“Mm?” Suna came back into view of the camera, his eyelids heavy and a look of absolute exhaustion taking over. “I’m here, babe. Sorry.”

“No, it’s okay. I really should let you go. I’m sorry for keeping you up as late as I have, you have practice in the morning, don’t you?” You rolled over to check the time on your nightstand and had to do a double take when you saw it was already 3am.

You weren’t tired at all. You couldn’t sleep even if you tried. You’d lay in bed for hours and nothing would happen. You’d shut your eyes and your body had an immediate reaction, you felt alone, and so alone you couldn’t relax properly.

Your boyfriend had noticed you sent him a late night text and he facetimed you to see if you were okay.

“Yeah, I do-“ Suna stretched his arms and reached over to turn his lamp on. “Nothing I can’t handle. Sleep deprivation’s worth talking to you for a little bit longer.”

“I miss you when you’re not here.” You blurted out, partly not even meaning to have said that out loud. “Sorry. That was super clingy of me. You were just here last night-“

“You’re not clingy, shut up.” Suna laughed, shaking his head. “It’s not a crime to wanna spend time together. I miss you too.”

You looked away and back at the screen, Suna’s gaze was soft; kind and loving, the same look he’d give you when you’d just wake up or when you were really happy about something. He found himself completely mesmerized by you even when you weren’t doing anything. Driven by a love that he never knew he would experience, but now that he has, he’d do anything not to lose you.

“You’re so pretty.” He sighed, “I just wanna pull you into my lap and never let you leave. Keep you with me forever.”

“I can’t believe I thought I was the clingy one and you hit me with that, damn. I should record this.” You teased, “I’m kidding, I’m kidding. I love it when you say cute stuff like that.”

“Keep that up and I’ll never do it again. Insults only for the rest of our lives, baby. Choose your fate.” He smirked and shook his head, “You know, I wouldn’t even be able to. I have, like, no self control when it comes to you. I try and tease you and my brain just fights me and wants to say some sappy shit instead.”

“Rintaro Suna, the secret softie.” You hummed, “Who would’ve known?”

“Uh, nobody. You and you only. I told you.” Suna paused for a moment, yawning and running his hand through his hair. “Wanna come over?”

“Right now? Rin, it’s almost 4am-“

“And? Come sleep with me, I’ll go to practice in the morning, then I’ll come home and we can spend the rest of the day together.”

You turned to double check the clock and looked back at your boyfriend. His genuine smile was more than enough to convince you to get in your car and drive the 10 minutes over to his apartment.

“Fine, only ‘cause it’s you.” You smirked, pulling on one of his hoodies he’d left in your room.

“I’d hope it’s only ‘cause it’s me, I’d be pretty jealous if you were hanging out with some other dude in the middle of the night.” He snickered.

“You’re so lame.” You rolled your eyes, keeping your tone sarcastic and playful. “See you soon.”

——— ♡ ———

Suna pulled you inside the moment you opened the door, closing and locking it before you could even get your shoes off.

“Happy to see me?” You giggled.

“Always. Hurry up.”

You kicked your shoes off and turned back to Suna. When you looked at him, a devilish smirk crossed his face. He leaned down, wrapping his arms around your waist and throwing you over his shoulder.

“Excuse you?!” You laughed, holding on to him for dear life. “I can walk, Rin!”

“No time. You’re too slow and I’m tired.” He gently tossed you into his bed and shut off the light. Suna crawled in after and wrapped his arms back around you.

“Don’t like this.” He mumbled, tugging on the hoodie you were wearing. You sat up, pulling it off and laid back down on his chest.

“Mm, much better.” He sighed, closing his eyes. Your shirt was thin and your bare arms snaked around his waist. His skin was warm and you happily rested your head on his chest.

“I’m so sleepy now.” You muttered, your voice barely a whisper as you felt the exhaustion creeping up. “It’s so hard for me to sleep without you.”

“Me too. I guess we’re fucked.” He kissed the top of your head, “In a good way, obviously.”

“Only you would describe our relationship as ‘fucked, but in a good way.” You snorted, causing Suna to laugh out loud.

“Part of why you fell for me, isn’t it? I just have a way with words.” Suna squeezed you against his chest for a few seconds. “Stupid jokes aside, though, thanks for coming over.”

“Thanks for having me.” You leaned up, pressing your palm to his cheek and giving him a soft kiss. “We should go to sleep.”

Suna nodded, but pulled you back down when you broke away from him. He pressed his lips to yours and his hand travelled down your back to softly rub your skin. When he pulled away, he looked up at you with the same loving gaze from before.

“I love you.” You whispered, giving his cheek a final kiss before settling back into your spot on his chest.

“I love you too, baby.” Suna took a deep breath, slowly exhaling and fully relaxing with you snuggled up against him.

“i want a kiss.”

suna’s words come out slurred, his breath reeking of alcohol. your nose scrunches up at the scent, trying to focus on supporting his weight. an arm is slung around your shoulder, your steps are slow and staggered as you attempt to lead him to his bedroom.

“damn it, rin. told you not to drink too much.” you scold him, opening his bedroom door with a quiet grunt. 

suna pays your words no attention as he puckers his lips towards you, eyes half-open, “want a kiss.”

you place him on his bed and letting the pillows catch his head. a sigh escapes your lips, giving yourself a few seconds to rest before pulling the blanket up to his chest.

suna pouts, his face still red from all the beer that coursed through his veins, “why don’t you wanna kiss me?”

with a roll of your eyes, you sit on the edge of his bed, “you’re drunk. why do you even want to kiss me?”

“because i like you.”

your mouth parts, heartbeat beginning to speed up upon hearing the words you had been dreaming of for the entirety of your friendship with him. no, this couldn’t be. there’s no way he could like you back…right?

“if i were sober,” his voice snaps you out of your train of thought, “would you reconsider?”

shaking your head, you offer him a small smile, “if you still feel this way tomorrow morning, i’ll kiss you.”

a grin stretches across his lips, you don’t think you’ve ever seen him smile like that. even in all the times you’ve seen him drunk. he sinks further into the pillows and pulls the blanket up to his chin, eyes finally fluttering shut. 

you raise a brow, “why are you smiling like that?”

“because you’re going to kiss me tomorrow.” suna hums, excited to fall asleep. tomorrow couldn’t come soon enough. 

from elle ! some fluff to make up for all the angst i’ve been writing >_< had a tiring day so ‘m gonna go to bed now,, i’ll come back and proofread this when I wake up byeee <3

ミ DAY THREE — RINTARO SUNA + HATE FUCKING

summary: your most hated classmate is at the same halloween party as you, fuck or ignore him this go around?

wc. 1,738

tw. fem!reader, college au! cursing, teasing, degradation, literal hate fucking, suna being a menace, fingering, hair pulling, brat taming, hard dom suna! w/ sub reader

an. based on this request, though this can be read alone. my third piece for kinktober, i hope you enjoy! <3

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(Illustration by Ken Wakui for Kazutora’s birthday.)

This is the translation of the text that Wakui published alongside the illustration.

[ BROKEN RECORDS : 008. ]

→ heartbroken after breaking up with his ex, suna rintaro hits up an old flame to ease the pain. or at least using you to get someone off his mind was what he intended, until suna realizes that maybe, you were the real one he truly wanted to forget.

cw. explicit smut; minors dni. fingering. lots of kissing. angst. toxic characters. toxic relationships. cursing. explicit dirty talk. drama. fluff. my prose here is birthed from my stress sobs

notes. reblogs / feedbacks / comments are appreciated <33 fellas, this is edited only by the free grammarly version, i am not held responsible for errors in here /s

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[ playing track 008.  ] → like fate, like destiny, we get along so naturally. you already have a piece of my heart which i have never given you — i could tell from the moment i met you that you are the savior that has come to ruin to me.