So... school year shall start again and so do i. New campus, new environment, new people. I also want it to be "new me". I've been out of myself this vacation. Like i did things i never imagined i would do. I don't have regrets anyway thou they're clearly out of the line. I smoked. I cursed people in my head and i think that's the heaviest coz i never gave these people i have cursed the chance to curse me back. Unfair. I'm so sorry. I just dont know what happened and im tired of putting apostrophes here hahaha. Btw, i feel excited and hoping that i would meet someone with the kind of eyes like what sungjae owns. Lol. Anything but different and unusual. Hahaha. Hes super cutey. Btw again, i will surely see this guy ive been stalking until this very time. Hahaha. Yez. I swear that a while ago will be the very last time. Haha. Im serious. So if our paths shall cross then they will. But thats all. Hes the one who forgets me first so i wont care from now on. He has flirted with someone else and i havent coz i thought hes the one but no. Ill start flirting from now on. Wait is that even right? Lol. I mean ill make sure that ill let someone better in. Someone unlike him whos a coward and insensitive and coward and coward. This year, ill get a boyfriend. My first boyfriend. Oh my god pls dont pity me for being a virgin since '97 hahaha. Like ive been waiting for someone who already given up on me so i dont have a choice but to get someone for myself. To make my SELF happy. Idk if its the measure of happi ess but i really wanna try this one. I want something new in my life. Anyway, ill be taking up ce for the rest of my life. Yes coz ill be a civil engineer. ya wait for that day. And there will be lots and lots of mathematics. Bigger combats. Yay. Hahaha. And god forbid, dont make this man say he likes me AGAIN. coz if that happens, ill just say "idgaf. No more."
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