Samantha

Yesterday

I caught myself staring

Staring at another guy

His hair to his chin

The sun in his eyes

A smile to die for

That’s what I saw

I saw it in you too

You were so handsome

And yet last night

I was staring at another

We are finally over

Just a month ago

I longed to kiss your face

It felt like cheating

To just gaze at boys

I always remained true

Because god I loved you

I brushed them off

Like dust from my shelf

The shelf of love

It was filled with your photos

Now it’s empty

Waiting for someone new

When you left me

You showed me

Boys are beautiful

It’s not just you

Thus I say thank you

For opening my eyes

The boy I saw last night

With sunshine in his eyes

I fantasized a lot

To make him mine

His hot breath against my skin

His hand intertwined in mine

Who needs you