Vibes In Crippling ED

Im going to spoons on thrusday so im just gonna drink and let everyone else have the food. Cos then i can look nice and get away with not eating i just hope it works especially as i have to mealplan the 4 days my friend is up (ill make sure every meal that it works with has some salad and "fill up" on that by "accident")

God please let me get through this 2 day (hopefully more) fast ive gained so much as ive been at my fiances house and their family eat at the table together so ive had to eat im actually gonna cry i cant even look at the scale im gonna try not to for the next few days

Starving for a wedding 4 months away so i dont look like a whale infront of my entire extended family....hehe

I have resorted to hiding snacks in my sleve to my boyfriend doesnt know im not eating them but ig anything to lose wight yk

Weird question but can laxitives actually help lose weight?.....Asking for a friend

Guess who gained and is now in a massive relapse again yippeeee (said waiting for therapy)

I know this isnt a good thing to ask but please im desperate does anyone know how i can avoid eating if i always eat with someone who will only eat if i do. My boyfriend wont eat unless i do and i dont want him to fall into this cycle that i have but i really just cant eat and i dont know what to do

Bros i drank to hell and back and ate till i had no more feeling over christmas.....I ONLY GAINED 2 LBS AHHHHHHH with some determination and buckling down i MIGHT just might get to 100 by new years or at least 105 🤞🤞🤞🤞🤞🤞

Gonna wear tights tomorrow (its gonna be like 6ish degrees celcius) and a jumper to go out to town...ik im not skinny enough to look good but maybe if i see how i look now it will motivate me to keep going until i do (also praying the cold helps burn more) 🤞🤞