Avo

I have been so frustrated with my life since the bar ended. Walang tumatawag sa mga inaapplyan ko, tapos mareremind pa ako ng mga questions and sagot ko nung bar. Sa religion din namin, bawal magtrabaho ng sabado so I had to turn down a lot of offers. Di ko kaya icompromise yung sabbath.

At least, I'll know na di ka pwede maging long time friend ko. Tapos life can be funny, in the future pag ikaw naman may favor sakin, iseseen lang din kita.

I woke up at 4 AM today. Few days after the bar, I've been waking up at exactly 2:42 AM and cry the shit out of me while remembering my answers in the exam. They say that your mind is your greatest enemy during the deepest of the nights. I guess that's true.

At least today is much better. I woke up at 4 AM. I am hoping to be better in the next couple of days.

Honestly, if not for Uno, I wouldn't know how to maintain my mental health during the entire bar season.

I love this dog more than anything. And just the thought that he won't be able to stay with me for a very long time, destroys the fuck out of me.

You have been great. You will always remind me of the greatest stepstone I have ever accomplished, regardless of whatever the Lord has planned.