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@your-local-fatass
I’ve come to the conclusion that whatever I’m doing right now ain’t working. I’m tired, constantly hungry, stressed from school and on top of that watching what I’m eating, trying to exercise at least an hour a day and drink enough and I just... can’t right now.
I need to figure out a plan for eating and exercising when I’m at school. I have no idea how to keep exercising when I’ll be sharing a tiny dorm room with three more people.
I’m just...
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Weight: 71,7 kg
Loss: -0,8 kg
Workouts: 3/3
Eating: Could’ve been worse I guess... troed the whole grain pasta, it’s pretty good, I just need to figure out what I wanna eat it with. We ate dinner out, which was problematic, but at least I opted for a waffle with vegetables and cheese instead of whipped cream and some sweet sauce.
Overall feeling: I’m generally very tired of everyone’s shit right now, my head still hurts (|it might be the lack of open windows tbh). I don’t think I can both eat and make it to my goals, so... yeah, I dunno how close I will actually get. It’s pissing me off but what can you do. I was supposed to be done by July and yet here we are, so who am I even kidding anymore, lol.
I was so angry at myself yesterday that I didn’t even log, huh... anyways.
15. 9. 2019
Weight: 72 kg
Loss:- 0,2 kg since 14. 9.
Workouts: 4/3 (Tried to do some damage control. As if that will help. Can¨t outrun your fork, bitch.)
Eating: Binged like a motherfucker.
Overall feeling: Why am I like this.
16. 9. 2019
Weight: 72,5 kg (Honestly, I thought I was gonna be over 73, so I’ll take that.)
Loss: + 0,5 kg Imma write a book, it’s gonna be called How To Set Yourself Back a Whole Ass Week In Under an Hour
Workouts: 0/3 (had a rest day, my legs hurt)
Eating: 24 hours fasting and then I had some cake because I was too lazy to cook anything in the evening
Overall feeling: I’m bitter as fuck at myself, but what can you do. Once again, why am I like this.
Every single time I make some actual progress, I binge. Like, I don’t get it. I wake up in the morning, I step on a scale, I see the number go down and I’m like “ah, great, lets eat every single thing in the house in the evening, perfect”, like??? I’m so pissed off at myself right now. I didn’t need to eat those things and yet I did, for some mysterious fucking reason. I took off 22 kg and suddenly losing 6 is an issue? Fucking hell.
Weight: 72,3 kg
Loss: -0,6 kg from yesterday
Workouts: like... 1,5/3. I thought I could I could exercise with a headache, my headache didn’t share that opinion.
Eating: Pretty okay actually, didn’t binge and didn’t even eat over my cal limit.
Overall feeling: I have a massive headache and I’m going to sleep. That’s it, that’s my feeling. Oof.
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Weight: 72,9 kg
Loss: +0,7 kg (the shark week has arrived, fml)
Workout: 3/3
Eating: Pretty okay! Learned that millet porridge tastes way better the next day and also got myself some whole grain pasta I’m excited to try! I heard it’s pretty gross but hey, it was cheap and it has fiber, allegedly, so we’ll see.
Overall feeling: I did jack shit today but honestly, a pretty okay day overall, at least I exercised. And got a ton of books I wanna read, so Imma get on that. Lowkey stressed about my thesis tho, not gonna lie. Urge to procrastinate rising.
Weight: 72,3 kg
Loss: none
Workouts: 1/3
Eating: ... well, there was a whole bag of cheese puffs, so... yeah.
Overall feeling: Today sucked in all imaginable aspects and I’m a stress eater so I did some damage and nowhere near enough damage control. I think I’m having like a mini burn out over here because I feel like I really went all in the previous days and now I just wanna sleep. And I wanna do a fast but I’m not sure if I can pull it off in this mental state. Why is everything happening so much.
Weight: 72,3 kg
Loss: -0,9 kg since 9/9/19 but +0,1 kg since yesterday when I forgot to log.
Workouts: 2/3
Eating: I ate so much carrot cake it’s actually embarassing. No cream cheese frosting, but still.
Overall feeling: .... why am I like this. Also, we’re running out of peaches and my brain is off, so I’m going to sleep. Tired af.
Weight: 73,2 kg
Loss: 0,5 kg from the last time I had an actual number here I think
Workouts: 3/3
Overall feeling: A massive relief. I really thought it would be so much worse. And I had a super productive day, so I’m pretty content. Hopefully it’ll stick. Shaving off 3 kg in two weeks doesn’t sound impossible, I just need to keep my ass in check.
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Weight: probably around 163514521 kg, I really didn’t have the guts to step on that scale after the wedding (seriously, I’m guessing around 75 kg at this point)
Loss: probably a massive gain
Overall feelings: I am a mentally exhausted blob. Never thought I’d say that, but thank god it’s Monday tomorrow. My entire family will be at work/school which means an empty house for half the day, but also MOnday means new start. There¨s nothing in the following two weeks that could possibly set me back, except for myself. So I’m very tired but also kinda pumped.
Weight: 73,7 kg, fuck my entire life, wow
Loss: +1,5 kg
Eating: lol, what do you think
Workouts: 1/3
Overall feeling: The shark weeks’s coming, so I¨m hoping most of this is water weight. But I also can’t stop fucking eating, like??? I’m super unmotivated and in a super bad mood and I just want it to be Sunday already. I’m going to a friend’s wedding tomorrow and I’m exhausted just thinking about it. I love her and I’m sure it’s gonna be great but I just need a minute of a goddman peace to reset and actually apply some kind of a routine to my day.
Weight: ??
Loss: probs none
Eating: out of my control
Workouts: 0/3
Overall feeling: Tired as fuck because we made around 1000 wedding buns in 10 or so hours (my friend’s getting married on Saturday). So I was at their house and her grandma’s grandma instincts were activated... like, all of them. So there were slices of bread with spreads and whatevers, we had a full ass lunch and also had to of course taste what we were baking. So I didn’t eat complete garbage but I did eat a lot and couldn’t exercise, naturally. It was fun but I am beat.
Weight: 72,2 kg
Loss: 0,3 kg since yesterday
Eating: out of whack
Workouts: 1 out of 3 because I suck
Overall feeling: ... I would use a gif but my phone doesn't want me to, so... yeah. Like, I did stuff, but it wasn't exercising. And I ate too much zucchini bread. Turns out I make really good zucchini stuff. Was this a good day? Lol, nope. But at least I did my daily log thingy!
Sup, everyone!
Literally nothing changed on my end, hence me not being here at all... however. I got kinda frustated just now, because the inability to set a schedule in the midst of a regula family life is... well, fucking fustating. Just got home from like my third vacation, the main topic of which was massive dehydration. No, I wasn’t in a desert. I was in fricking Germany. Anxiety over a possible lack of toilets is strong with this one. I’d literally rather turn uinto a raisin that risk not having a bathroom on hand.
Plus we ate things, so... yeah.
Basically my weight has been fluctuating between 71 and 74 kg since I got home. Exercise routine? Never heard of her. What even is a vegetable, we don’t have those in Czechia.
Aaaand I kinda hate it, not gonna lie. I genuinely do feel better when I’m not eating garbage and when I’m execising. So, since purely putting it into my BuJo isn’t working, Imma try this daily log thing again. Accountability, bitches.
Goal? Be safely in the sixties by the start of semester, which is on September 23rd. That’s twenty days. So I gotta move my ass, literally.
Se y’all in a bit, have a good one!
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Soooo... I don’t really have time to exist right now and that’s why I haven’t touched the blog in ages. Some things happened when I was gone:
moved from the Netherlands back to Czechia. Fucking yuck.
worked at a movie festival. That was great.
haven’t lost any more weight due to zero chance of sticking to a schedule because I’m all over the place.
but still working on it.
If I ever get my shit together, I might run this blog properly again. In the meantime, here’s a progress pic... I found the picture I took at the beggining of this whole thing. So it’s over 200 lbs and then minus roughly 50 lbs.Didn’t see much change until I put these images next to each other.
I hope y’all are doing great, see you around!
So, I have returned to reality, still adjusting, my room was basically turned into a goddamn storage unit, so I have to work through piles of trash in order to put my life here back together...
The vacation was great, I didn’t gain as much weight as I thought I would, which is good, but also I’m struggling to get back into eating well and exercising. \i’m gonna get there tho, definitely. It¨s not helping that the shark week is coming, tbh.
Today I went to a old-ladies-workout class with mom and it was really nice, not challenging really, because the instructor is an eighty year old lady, but at the same time it was really impressive for an eighty-year-old lady.
So rn I’m slowly putting my existence back together here. Hopefully my weightloss journey too.
