i’m still nothing

i am... not ready for these next couple weeks..

going to start saying, "i'm an acquired taste." when i make a bad joke and/or pun in public.

i just.... wanted to talk about how good Kory's voice is in this new album... i ... i didn't want to fight... i wasn't trying to prove some point or anything... i.... honest to god just wanted to fangirl/be a proud momma bear over how much i feel like i've seen them grow... i.... i just.. don't understand what just happened..

been spending a decent amount of time imagining the release i used feel back when i sh'd... so that's probably not a great sign..

it doesn't feel real but it's feeling more and more real everyday

holy shit.. with this new job, i'm going to get to work on cool backend things and i'm gonna learn so much... i'm so excited!! eeep!

my nose ring is slightly misaligned and now, trying to put it in takes ages :/

today is the last day i'm allowing myself to be this sad

i just really need an AWD car. i fucking hate not being able to go ride without someone else being able to get me there. :(

i can't stop once i'm drunk off a couple of drinks, i don't mention it in front of family 'cause i don't want them to know.

i'm miserable and you're just getting started..