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As I drove to work today I thought about something I read once. I think it’s a quote but I can’t tell you who wrote it. Something about if you think positive and you put out positive vibes then they will come back to you.

While I sit here and try not to stare at my inbox for news from a possible employer, I keep redirecting myself to being positive. It’s sometimes easier to be negative and I often find myself doubting my talents or wondering what the employer is doing instead of calling or emailing me to offer me a job. It’s easy to tell myself they changed their mind or dwell on the fact that more and more people are leaving this company before me.

Not quite sure I have a point but I felt like maybe if I got my thoughts out here I wouldn’t keep thinking them? Lofty goal?

Just trying to get through the day and focus on things outside of work. Tomorrow is going to be a long day at a work event but worth it because I don’t have to sit in the office.

I’ve been angry, frustrated, annoyed and really yelled at you through the TV because I didn’t understand what the hell you were doing, I’ve disagreed with your tactics, but all the time I wanted everything to fall into place, I wanted you and our team to do well, and I find it sad that you now have to leave us, but at the same time I think it’s the right thing to do. It seemed like you had gone out of ideas, you looked defeated before we even started a match, and you looked tired from all the critics and rumours around you. 

So Brendan, thank you for the last 3 years, thank you for making us believe again in 13/14, thank you for all the hard work you put in to our club, thank you for putting the club first and thank you for being our manager the last three years!