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I’m proud of it & I had so much fun writing it. I gather my little notes for months before I turned 21 (in August) & just now decided to bring it to life!

It’s called 20 things I learned before 21 & it would mean the world if you read it.

My Mom is such a hard worker. A single Mom after my Dad passed away 12 years ago. She is working her butt off to renew her nursing license after it expired years back. And while she is finishing up the schooling to get back her license so she can go back to work as a nurse, it’s been really though and stressful financially on her. And now with everything happening with this virus it’s gotten even more stressful. And let me tell you something about my Momma. She doesn’t ever like asking for help, she always puts others first and wants to do everything she can to help them. She would probably be upset at me for posting this because she doesn’t ever like asking for help, but here we are, I would do anything to help my Momma. It stresses me out to see that happening, I’m putting my PayPal because she doesnt have one and then giving to her. Anything is higly appreciated.

I’m proud of it & I had so much fun writing it. I gather my little notes for months before I turned 21 (in August) & just now decided to bring it to life!

It’s called 20 things I learned before 21 & it would mean the world if you read it.

Hi, i'm coming back here for a very important reason I hope people understand and respect. I feel ashamed for talking about these things here but I wasn't so desperate and in need I wouldn't even mention it.

As most of you know, I live in Venezuela, a country that has been in crisis for a long time. And for the last 5 years, nothing has been easy. Almost 4 years ago, my family and I had to say goodbye to my father who moved out of the country to help us survive this mess, and it all has been in 'control'. But ever since the world has stopped everything for a very important reason (and you should stay home), my father hasn't been working so he can't send money or even pay his own bills, he is eating only twice a day so he can have food for more days. It's all been insane and I have kept my problems shut and pray everyday to get through this.

We only don't have my fathers financial help, we also have other problems here in my town, specifically in my community and street, we don't have water. And we have to pay someone who can bring water to our place and it's very expensive. Every thing is coming all together and it's very suffocating and stressing. I hate seeing my mom so tired desperate, it makes my heart ache.

Due to this pandemic alert, we can't go out and work, or try to make money cause nobody is actually working here. In this moment of need, I just need someone to tell me it's going to be okay, I know there are a lot of people who are in my position and honestly I pray everyday for everyone in this world, so that we can be safe, healthy and find ways to make it possible.

@taylorswift I know there are many many people doing this and you might not see this but I'm glad this can be a place where I can open my heart and try to calm myself. @taylornation