Dear diary,
If someone kills me its jahdal. He admitted to taking my life and claim to be crazy just to go to a psych unit. I want to start off with Jurney I love you and you will be the best person I’ve ever created. I want you to stand strong and know your dad and I were best friends and I love him. Mom please don’t cry too much you did a awesome job but love just somehow got me caught up in foolishness. I hope you find a way to forgive me. Daddy I’m not sure why we weren’t that close but hopefully you’ll treat territa and vel better be the support I should of gotten from you. Don’t be disappointed in me anymore be proud the times we’ve had together and I love you. Territa you my dawwwgggg and I’ll be waiting for you in after life. I didn’t need a best friend because I have you. Velanie I love you we use to be close ….get up and get out that toxic relationship go have the surgery go get your child and be the woman you are destined to be. I love u. I hope I made some type of happy moments with you all and I wish this wouldn’t happen but it did. Promise me y’all will be a family for Jurney sake. Promise me you’ll treat each other better and promise me one of y’all will see Jahdal at the prison and make him regret he ever existed. I loved chilling laughing being a homebody and having family gatherings but life changed for me. I will be waiting on you all take your time
Love juice













