but believe in me

Okay, yes! Sounds good!!! Haha, they’d be like … “whoa, dude.” And yes and then the slow-motion hugs probs set to like the Chariots of Fire theme song. ;DD

ALSO YOU WENT WITH MY SUPER CRAZY SPAZZY SLOMO HUGGING ILLUSTRATION!!! You are clearly now my favorite and have zero chance of ever escaping from this friendship, haha. Though all of that sooo needs to happen. Because first an awesome friendship and then they're related too? So much awesome right there, I can't even handle it, yo.

Right? So glad you totally get that. I had a super awesome idea for a death ballet but, like, everyone I talked to loved the idea. It just didn't work for that class. I managed to tweek it so it would work as a scene of confession, it just had "too many characters" and I couldn't cut or combine any of them because they were all needed. And while I loved what I wrote for it, it just wouldn't work for that assignment. So I actually might use it for a roleplay since I still love the idea, haha. But ugh. That's the problem I've had with, like, ALL of my assignments for that class. I mean, I love the class but the what we're supposed to write about is literally such a narrow topic that it doesn't leave room for, well, being creative. I don't want to write something that's been overdone. I want to be creative and come up with something unique. That's literally what the class is about! ... So I've literally done something he said not to for, like, every single assignment and it's totally worked and I think he's been impressed. So I guess that's good? It's just been something of a struggle. And I totaaaaaally thought I was going to fail the first assignment for doing that. But I didn't so yay! ... And sorry. Crazy long tangent there o.O

Okay, so again, Matthew and Sybil really don’t have too many scenes with the two of them (honestly, when I think the Sybil/Matthew interactions the only one that really comes to mind is when she’s at the rally and he and Branson have to bring her home), but I think that Sybil’s always really liked Matthew, despite the threat that he places to her sister’s position. Like, I think she thinks he’s a wonderful guy and Downton would be lucky to have him, basically. 

Also, I definitely think that Sybil had a crush on Matthew (like for .2 seconds) after the rally b/c look at her face basically: 

Though Sybil's face in that gif. Awww. But yes. The only real Matthew/Sybil interaction I can remember is that rally. So I definitely think an actual Matthew/Sybil relationship is needed. And awww! They would be awesome friends! And since we're starting with season one when Matthew first arrives ... ugh. I think that's, like, perfect timing to delve into their friendship.

And mmm. I think they should meet first and start becoming friends and such and then maybe Matthew and Isobel come a callin' and Matthew's like "Jimmy?! ... What are you doing here? At my cousin's house? Who I've never met in my life?" .... And then they can have that slow motion running to hug each other because they're totally related and long lost family members and--- Wow. Um, really ran away with that one, haha.

But you totes get the idea. Because yes. These two related is, like, the thing that dreams are made of. EEEEEEEP!!!!

Also paper writing ew. :P I really don’t envy you right now, haha. BUT GOOD LUCK? And hopefully this hasn’t been too distracting (but pssttt yay for pam okay) 

Yeaaaah. I finished about an hour ago actually but ugh. It was two papers and thankfully they weren't essays or anything. One was a play for my creative writing class and, like, none of my ideas wanted to work. It was awful. But I finally just wrote a murder mystery type thing that flowed well and yes. So we're good. And actually everything was helpful distracting and helped me work out ideas. So yaaaaay! (Also. Yes Pam. I just watched the season seven Halloween episode AND ALL THE FEEEEEEEELS. So yeah. We should totes plot our lovely Jam. I'll, uh, comment you there next, heehee.)

And is it just me or do these two actually look a bit a like. Maybe they're secretly related or something. I don't even know. Dan and Michael are secret cousins. Dun dun dun. (... This is why I shouldn't mix paper writing brain with roleplaying brain. ALL THE WEIRD COMES OUT IN THE ROLEPLAYING =O)