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i want to go on walks with you

““You were the first boy I ever loved. I’ll never be able to forget you even though sometimes I wish I could. After you, I forgot how to love. I drowned myself in liqueur and drunken kisses with blurry faces. Because that’s how our love started. Now I know that what we had can’t be recreated. It was one of a kind, burned onto my heart and scarring my memories love. You were the first boy I ever loved. But now I’ve met someone else who could be a different kind of love. A love that could make me realise that the burns and scars you left etched on me, are nothing compared to what losing the real thing could do.”

“Who gives a damn about your first love? Give a big round of applause for you second love. Because they taught you love still exists, after you thought it never could again.”

im falling for someone,

“Having butterflies for someone who deserves them is such a rewarding feeling.”

“We’re skin on skin and still I want to pull you closer. Saying ‘I love you’ just sounds too simple to explain how I feel about you. Sometimes I see you smile and I know that this is the face I want to wake up to for the rest of my life. In your arms I feel safe, it’s like finally coming home. I think I just belong there. I belong to you. I’ve made a lot of mistakes I’m the queen of bad decisions. But you, You are the best thing that could’ve happened to me. I didn’t even believe that love like this existed. You showed me. And we’re wonderful together, We’re fucking fantastic.”