hey, i'm that last anon. i actually hate-read your blog because i initially thought you were someone who gravely wronged me on a gundam rp forum in 2012 (abused the trust i put in char roleplayers to commit credit card fraud) the first time i saw your blog. i eventually learned you had to be someone else but tbh the distaste just stuck with me and now i compulsively get mad at everything you post
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hey, i'm that last anon. i actually hate-read your blog because i initially thought you were someone who gravely wronged me on a gundam rp forum in 2012 (abused the trust i put in char roleplayers to commit credit card fraud) the first time i saw your blog. i eventually learned you had to be someone else but tbh the distaste just stuck with me and now i compulsively get mad at everything you post
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hereβs a list of my ultimate favourite namjoon fics, please show lots of love and support to these wonderful authors and their blogs, some of these fics contain smut so no minors allowed β‘
a- angst s- smut f- fluff
series
prohibido by @personasintro f s a (brotherβs best friend au)
more than anything else by @seokkgenie f s a (CEO au)
nothing like us by @jiminimoon s a (ex boyfriend namjoon) ft. fuck boy jungkook
spilling coffee by @bts-roses f a (idol au intern reader)
promise by @joheun-saram f s a (college au roommate au enemies to friends to lovers au)
to make a power couple by @joheunsaram f s a (idol au ceo reader)
daisies and dinosaurs by @dark-muse-iris f s a (single father au)
intro: her by @jamaisjoons f s a (single dad au strangers to friends to lovers au)
out of my league by @ppersonna f s a (office au)
promises by @jeonsweetheart f s a (marriage au infidelity au idol au)
the father, the son and the holy whore by @yoon2k s (dilf namjoon infidelity au)
partners by @btssmutgalore s a (friends to lovers au slow burn)
dimples by @sweetmisery f s (idol au friends with benefits friends to lovers au)
sincerely, but no longer yours by @ttttaehyungie s a (exes au)
lavender honey by @oftenderweapons f s a (chaebol au friends to friends with benefits to enemies to lovers au)
love bytes by @stutterfly f s a (friends to lovers au slow burn)
bass and strings by @jimlingss f (slow burn au slice of life college au music au)
letting go by @bangtan-babe f a (doctor au) ft. Jimin
one-shot
july kiss by @personasintro f s (dilf namjoon idiots to lovers au)
fool for you by @cutechim s a (rebound au hospital au unrequited love au)
try again by @bangtanfancamp f s (roommate au best friend to lovers au)
itβs december (and I still want) by @smoochkooks f s a (ex husband au)
there was a bug @kimnjss f s a (roommate au best friend to lovers au)
the rich manβs crochet club by @kpopfanfictrash s (virgin au college au)
dizzy by @joonessence f s (friends to lovers au)
a sight for sore eyes by @siderealmyg f s (established relationship au)
good to me by @httpjeon f s a (dating service au)
what are friends for by @kookdiaries s (best friends au friends to lovers au)
the bodyguard by @rmnamjoons f s a (bodyguard au fake dating/marriage au)
nice guys finish last by @ktheist f s a (arranged marriage au) ft. Ex fiance Yoongi
cyanide on my bedsheets by @jimilter s a (friends with benefits au unrequited love)
after rain by @rmverseβ f s a (patient namjoon patient reader)
once upon an us by @yooniaβ f s a (inspired by the movie sweet home alabamaΒ past lovers au exes to lovers au established relationship)
bothered by @lavienjin f s a (brotherβs best friend)
2AM by @xpeachesncream f s (college au)
black swan by @helenazbmrskai s a (co-workers to friends to lovers tattoo artist joon)
love is blind by @helenazbmrskai f s a (best friends brother au college au enemies to lovers au)
ramen? by @solarwonux f s
only a lifetime by @dopejk f s (dilf joon marriage au pregnancy au)
emerald by @dewykth s a (bodyguard au)
spice by @breakiebunny f s a (enemies to lovers au chef joon)
new parent syndrome by @1kook f s (dilf joon husband au parents au)
hammer it home by @gukslut f s a (domestic au) ft. Jimin
nailed it by @gukslut f s (hammer it home couple) ft. Jimin
feels like home by @gukslut f s (hammer it home couple)
a wrench in the plan by @gukslut f s (hammer it home couple)
totally screwed by @gukslut f s (hammer it home couple)
obligated by @underthejoon s (arranged marriage au)
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β chapter summary | You keep moving forward, gathering the pieces of a puzzle youβve been holding together with careful hands. But when a single glance back into the past catches you off guard, you realize something unsettlingβthereβs a detail you missed. A small clue thatβs been there all along.
β title: Carousel | pairings: Min Yoongi xΒ female reader | genre: CEO!Yoongi, Arranged Marriage!AU, smut, angstΒ
β ratings & warnings | +18 / M for mature; involves delicate themes related to arranged marriage, family legacy, alcohol consumption, minor character death, grief, emotional manipulation.
β word count: 6,846 wordsΒ
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An apologetic smile appears on Yoongiβs face when he hears you asking. Putting the car to a stop right in front of the apartment building, Yoongi reaches out to hold your hand.Β
βIβm afraid so,β he says with a sigh. βI need to finish some paperwork before my grandfather leaves on his business trip tomorrow morning. He will need to have some reports from the division under my watch for his meetings with the affiliate company in the States. I couldnβt prepare everything on time thanks to all that was happening today.β
Kissing the back of your hand, Yoongi locks his gaze on yours to say, βIβm sorry for ending our dinner date in a rush.βΒ
βItβs fine,β you simply say to him, βI just wished you didnβt have to go back to the office and work on everything tonight. Youβve been coming home late from work the past few days. Even with our date, you still got off work quite late today. And I know you wouldβve never left if it werenβt for me in the first place.β Β
Looking down at your entwined hands, you cannot help but wonder why you suddenly start worrying about Yoongi so much. Seeing him at his office today has given you a glimpse of his life at work. To learn how he goes through his hectic schedule and how he runs the company and his staff. Your surprise visit may not have given you the answers you needed to many of your unanswered questions, yet none of it seems to matter now when you are having moments like this with him.Β
Moments when everything seems so easy and simple.Β
As if itβs nothing more but an evening shared between a husband and wife.Β
βWhat time will you be home?βΒ
Yoongiβs gaze softens. βIβm not quite sure, but Iβll surely be home extremely late. You donβt have to wait up for me,β he says while rubbing his thumb on the back of your hand, causing your body to grow warm.Β
The flutters rising in your chest are unstoppable. You bite your bottom lip as you try to breathe in and calm the feeling down, only to catch Yoongiβs attention instead as his eyes immediately drift towards your lips.Β
βWhy donβt I take a day off tomorrow and spend the day with you? Itβll make up for todayβs setback on our quality time together, both the lunch date and for rushing you home before we got to enjoy our time with each other,β Yoongi suddenly offers once he has shaken out of his daze. You suddenly find yourself getting lost in his gaze that you almost miss it when he asks, βWhat do you say?βΒ
The warmth you feel in your chest rises to your cheeks. βYou donβt have to do such a thing for me, Yoongi,β your protest comes with a whisper while you briefly take your eyes off of him, finding it hard to return his warm, unassuming gaze when the weight of your secret is taking over your entire life.Β
You swallow the guilt you feel inside as you meet his gaze again, giving him a small smile when you whisper, βYou need to stop being too nice to me.βΒ
Oblivious to what you meant by those words, Yoongi merely laughs. βWhy shouldnβt I be nice to my wife?β he asks, before kissing the back of your hand.Β
βI do this because I genuinely want to. Even if our marriage isnβt completely based onβlove,β he pauses, his eyebrows creasing as if he isnβt sure if heβs using the right word, before shaking his head and showing you his smile again. βWhat Iβm trying to say is, despite the circumstances of our marital status, I am still your husband, so Iβm still responsible for you and your happiness as long as you are my wife.βΒ
You blink your eyes rapidly. His words are causing those delicate flutters in your chest that you have been trying so hard to ignore to start flapping wildly that you have no idea how to respond.Β
Yoongi tilts your chin up just as you try to look away, making you look at him when he continues, βAnd didnβt I promise that I would take care of you? Iβm a man of my word, and Iβm planning to keep that promise for as long as Iβm given the chance to.βΒ
Moved by his words, your body moves on its own, bringing you closer to him as you lean forward to leave a soft kiss on his cheek. βThank you,β you whisper softly as you pull away. βJust make sure that youβre taking care of yourself as well, okay?βΒ
Yoongiβs face beams with a smile as he nods. βI will. Especially now that youβre reminding me of it,β he teases, making you roll your eyes at him, βWant me to walk you upstairs?βΒ
Looking over your shoulder, you notice the familiar doorman waiting to escort you through the lobby. βThereβs no need,β you convince him with a smile, βIβm a big girl, so I think I can manage.β Yoongi smiles at your comment. βItβs still early anyway, so I think itβd be safe for me to go on my own. Besides, the sooner you leave, the sooner youβll be back home again.βΒ
Chuckling softly, Yoongi shakes his head and gives in. βFine, just text me once youβve gotten in,β he offers, making you promise to keep him updated as you enter your new home without him. βGood night, _______,β he says as he settles back in his seat. βIf youβre already asleep once Iβm back, then I suppose Iβll see you in the morning.βΒ
With one last kiss on his cheek, you carefully step out of the car. Yoongi lingers for a moment, watching you from the car as you make your way into the building, only driving away once he is sure that you are safely inside. Β
It doesnβt take long for you to reach the top floor of the building. The small foyer in front of the penthouse welcomes you warmly as you step out of the elevator taking you home.
Smiling at the vases filled with white roses and daisies that Yoongi had specifically set up for you, you slowly enter the penthouse, where silence immediately engulfs you like a cocoon.Β
Shaking off the cold, stifling air around you, you walk across the hallway and go straight to your bedroom. Your new home still feels foreign to you, especially when you are all alone, leaving you with no desire to linger anywhere else but in the safety of your quarter.Β
The night is still young, just a little over 8 PM, yet already you are made to feel as if it is already late midnight when you take a seat by the window of your bedroom. The sounds coming from the streets down below are too far out of reach, making it seem like there is a massive distance between you and the world outside.Β
Having had enough of the deafening silence, you walk across the bedroom, going straight to the boxes of your personal belongings which you had sent in earlier today to avoid Yoongiβs suspicions. You start getting busy, opening them and getting back to organising and filtering through your things.Β
A small black box catches your attention as you begin emptying the box filled with old trinkets that you collected from your loft. Picking it up, you ignore the rest of the mess around you and bring it with you as you sit back on the edge of your bed. You havenβt seen this thing for a while, yet you know exactly what you will find once you open it.Β
Inside the small box is an old cellphone. Your old phone, which you kept locked in that box ever since the day of Jinyoungβs funeral in a way to seal away a piece of your past. Β
There are a lot of old memories saved up and recorded in this old device. Too much, that you decided it would be best to put this away just so you could find a way to move on after his passing. You had also hoped that it could help ease the pain which you felt from his loss, knowing how entwined your lives had been through this one small thing.Β
Carrying it in your hand, you can almost hear the small voice inside your head that is telling you to put it away. To keep it locked in a place where you wouldnβt be able to reach so you could seal away the memories you once cherished, yet brings nothing more than pain now each time you look back.Β
Out of sight, out of mind.Β
But something inside you is pushing you to ignore that small voice. This time, you choose to follow your gut feeling instead. So for the first time after months of not touching it, you press the power button to turn the phone back on.Β
Looking back, you realize that there were times when you would find yourself wondering why you had kept this phone with you, when you could have gotten rid of it when you had the chance to. During the first few weeks you spent grieving, whenever you were feeling lost and hurt, you would find yourself coming back to it, opening the device just to take a quick look at the memories.Β
The photos and videos. The old text messages. Even the chats you shared with Jinyoung before he passed.Β
But then everything stopped after your engagement day with Yoongi, and you have never found any reason to open up those long-lost memories ever again.Β
Until tonight.Β
Your finger hovers on the screen for a brief moment before you start scrolling through the dozens of unread messages. The forgotten texts were words of condolences that you had received from the day of Jinyoungβs passing, but you never had the heart to open them, never bothered to check or read through every single one. Tonight, not only do you skip looking at them, but you also skip opening the photo album, opting not to torment yourself by looking at the old pictures of you with your late ex-fiance that still fill up the folders.Β
Instead, you choose to go straight into the recorded voicemails. The ones that you have somehow managed to preserve in the phoneβs storage for a long time.Β
There are three of those messages left inside the phoneβs storage. Every single one of them was sent by Jinyoung before he passed.Β
The first message was the one that he sent to you last year when he missed your birthday dinner. Without clicking it open, you can still recall what he said in the message. He had apologized first by making up excuses that he was caught up with work, before he ended the call by singing you a birthday song, something which easily won your heart back when you first listened to it.Β
That was the voice message that you used to open the most whenever you missed him. So you choose to skip without listening to it tonight.Β
The second one was the message which he left you back when he was traveling abroad one time for work. The distance and time zone difference had made it almost impossible for you to communicate with each other like normal. And that day had been the worst. Jinyoung had gotten stuck in back-to-back meetings for the whole day and had only found the chance to call you the day after. Only that you were fast asleep by then, and your phone had run out of battery after you kept it on all night while waiting for his call.
You still remember every word he left you, every promise that he sweetly recited to you, and so you skip opening this message as well.Β
Your gaze stops at the third message.Β
It was the last and final voicemail that Jinyoung had ever sent you, for it came to you on the night of the accident. You were supposed to meet up that night for dinner. A simple date to celebrate your return after spending the entire week traveling for business. After failing to pick you up at the airport during the day and missing work, Jinyoung suddenly cancelled the date merely a few hours before the reservation time when you were supposed to see each other.Β
The message had come in while you were busy catching up with work. You still remember how upset you had been after listening to his voice message, followed by how hard it was for you to contact him, that you can barely remember the content of his message or what he said then. It was something which you regretted ever since, as the next time you heard any news from Jinyoungβs side, it was through the call which had only let you know about his accident.Β
But your guilt and resentment hadnβt been the reason why you have never opened up the message again since that day.Β
Looking at the date and time of the recorded message has always made you feel hesitant to open it. You canβt even bring up the will to erase it completely from your phone storage. That message has become the last reminder of Jinyoungβs existence in your life. Even if it was also the reminder of the night he left you for eternity.Β
That is why you have been skipping the message each time you pulled this device out of its confinement, always shutting the device off right after before the pain in your heart would start clawing itself out of your chest. Β
Tonight, however, you feel oddly drawn to it. You suddenly feel the urge to hit the play button so you can listen to the message again. To hear his voice. Even if it is only for the sake of breaking the silence.Β
You hit play, and his voice comes out of the speaker. His words were rushed, filled with tension and excitement, while at the same time, he also sounded anxious. Wariness can be heard from his words when he told you that he wouldnβt be able to make it for dinner, and that he was dealing with an important matter somewhere across the city.Β
He was making a promise to make it up to you by taking you out at a different time, promising that the next date would be grand and romantic, that it would be an unforgettable moment for the rest of your life, when something seemed to happen.Β
All of a sudden, the tone of his voice shifted. His voice was strained with fear when he tried to speak,Β
βBaby, when I get home later, there is something that I really need to tell you. Somethingβ¦important. I know I shouldβve done this before butβ¦β He paused briefly, before adding, βPlease be safe, and make sure you head straight back home after work. Iβll try my best to be home soon, and Iβll see you then. But for now, IββΒ
He stopped talking abruptly, and things began to shift around him. There was something about this part of the message that you missed when you first listened to it. A voice can be heard in the background, though it sounds faint and muffled. Still, it doesnβt seem like the voice was coming from far away. The next sounds you hear let you believe that Jinyoung mustβve pressed his palm on the phone to block out the noises, and he was perhaps trying to hide the fact that he was on the phone when his muffled voice called back.Β
There is a brief silence following right after, before his voice returns with a whisper, βI have to go, baby. Iβm so sorry. Pleaseβ¦please remember that I love you. Believe it.β A heavy sigh is heard next, before the voice message ends with a click.Β
The quiet feels thicker now that you are done listening to it, yet your mind begins to speak louder. Keeping your gaze on your old phone, you wonder what might have transpired in the middle of him leaving that voice message. Listening to it again allows you to notice the little things that you missed before, and it starts bothering you with how peculiar the entire message sounds now. Only that you cannot really put a finger on what was on that voice message which is now making you anxious.Β
Hitting the play button, you replay the message to listen to it again. And again. You replay the message a few more times, focusing on the sounds that were blocked out and the way Jinyoungβs voice kept getting filled with a myriad of emotions at the same time as he spoke on the phone.Β
All so suddenly, while you try harder to listen to the missing voices from the message, you begin to hear a different voice, reminding you of a past conversation regarding Jinyoung.Β
βDo you really believe what happened to Jinyoung was an accident, ______?β
As Jungkookβs voice echoes through your head, you immediately rise from the bed to find your purse, pulling your new cell phone out of its pocket. Before you can think further, you are already dialing his number.Β
It doesnβt take long for the call to come through. Without leaving any proper greeting, you also donβt even give him any chance to speak as you start talking first,Β
βDetective Jeon. Will it be possible for us to meet tonight? I might need your help.β
Not more than ten minutes after the phone call, you made it safely to Jinyoungβs apartment by taxi, ensuring that your exit was discreet enough not to raise any questions or have Yoongi find out that you left.Β
You have yet to rest since you got here. Feeling too restless in your wait to even sit down, you have been spending your time here pacing around, while letting the questions and doubts in your head fill the silence.Β
Detective Jeon hadnβt asked too many questions when you requested to meet up, except to know the location and your purpose for the sudden contact. At first, you were hesitant to give him the address to this place. Sharing your secret hiding place was a huge deal, after all. But after considering your options, recalling the fact that he was the one who put you in this situation in the first place, you finally gave in and told him about this place.Β
Twenty minutes in, after some more pacing and turning, the doorbell finally rings.Β
Unlike you, who is filled with unease, Detective Jeon appears at the doorway looking like he is out on a night stroll. Wearing all black, with a leather jacket over his dark hoodie and jeans, he doesnβt look anything like someone working for the authorities.Β
βGood evening,β Jungkook gets you with his signature side grin, which immediately puts you at ease.Β
βThank you for coming on such short notice. I wasnβt sure if you could make it,β you greet him with a smile. βHowever,β you add as you look over his shoulder, βI wasnβt expecting you to bring company.βΒ
The man who is with Jungkook shares similar height and build, only slightly slimmer compared to Jungkookβs broad chest and toned arms. Wearing similar black attire to Jungkook, he keeps a hat on which covers his hair and the top half of his face, yet the shadowed grin he is giving you is perceptible to your eyes.Β
Raising his eyebrows, Jungkook looks over his shoulder and nods. βRight. _____, meet Hoseok. Hoseok, this is ______,β Jungkook briefly introduces the two of you, then turns to you with a reassuring smile, βHeβs here to help us withβyou know, the problem, that youβve told me about on the phone.βΒ
βIs he?β you ask, suddenly feeling dubious about this stranger.Β
βYou can count on me. Iβm his partner,β the new man says with a nod. His grin grows wide with confidence before his eyes flicker briefly toward Jungkook as he carefully adds, βWell, sort of.βΒ
βSo youβre also from the police department, then?βΒ
βNot exactly. Look,β Jungkook quickly rushes towards you while glancing down the empty hallway, βWhy donβt we take this inside? Iβll explain everything.βΒ
Sucking a deep breath, you look at Jungkook warily. βYouβre not going to get me in trouble, are you?βΒ
Instead of getting answers from the young detective, Hoseok chimes in, βWeβre not breaking any laws here, thatβs for sure. Although, at least one of us is breaking some rules tonight to get us all here.βΒ
βWas that supposed to be reassuring?β you ask the man, Hoseok, before turning to Jungkook again to ask, βCan we trust him?β
βI wouldnβt have brought him along if that hadnβt been the case,β Jungkook tries to calmly convince you. Then, he takes a step closer to speak with his voice lowered, β_____, you asked for my help, and heβs the one I can trust to do exactly what you need. I donβt have the resources in hand to do it myself.βΒ
βAnd he does?β you ask him, still finding it hard to trust this new person to enter your safe place. But then you realise that Jungkook might be right. After what he had already shared with you so far, it wouldnβt make sense for him to just bring anyone into this unless they truly are useful for your cause.Β
And you really, really need their help at the moment.Β
With a resigned sigh, you shake your head and step aside to let them in. βFine. Come in.βΒ
Closing the door behind you, you follow your guests as they enter through the foyer while looking around curiously. βWhose place is this?β you hear Jungkook ask while he studies the place closely, βThis doesnβt seem like your old place.βΒ
Crossing your arms over your chest, you pause right behind him to ask, βAnd how would you know that?βΒ
Jungkook turns to you with a smirk on his face. βI just know.βΒ
You squint your eyes at him, finding his words suspicious, but say nothing more about it. βLetβs do this in the living room. We might need the space,β you simply say to him before leading the way to the main living area that Jinyoung had set up to welcome a large number of guests, something that he once said to be a custom in his family that would often arrange large family gatherings.Β
Gritting your teeth at the sudden reminder of the past, you gesture to them to take a seat on one of the couches in the living room so you can talk. βI wonβt ask you about how you were able to tell whether or not this place was my old home.β You throw an accusatory glance at Jungkook, who is merely smiling in response, before continuing, βBut at least explain to me why it was necessary for him to be here and how heβs going to help me.βΒ
Jungkook follows your gaze towards Hoseok and nods. βAh, of course. Hoseok,β he says while exchanging smiles with his friend. βAs I mentioned before, I wouldnβt have brought him with me if I didnβt know he would be able to help. You mentioned in the call that you needed help regarding some old electronics and old devices, and he heard it since he was with me during the time I received your call. Hoseok here is an expert when it comes to various kinds of technologies and electronics, so I figured it wouldnβt be wrong to accept his help when he offered to lend a hand.βΒ
You turn to look at Hoseok just then, taking this chance to study him closely under the brighter lights.Β
There is something about this person that makes you feel sceptical. The way he is dressed may not have been much different than Jungkook, who is obviously hiding his identity as a law enforcer while he is meeting you discreetly at night. But the way he carries himselfβfrom his smile, the looks he is giving you, and the way he is leisurely sitting back on the sofa as if the world moves under his thumbβyou immediately know betterΒ
βHeβs not a cop, is he?βΒ
βDing ding ding! The lady is quick to catch on,β Hoseok laughs, earning a glare from Jungkook who is sitting next to him.Β
βNo, he isnβt a cop,β Jungkook answers with a sigh while pressing the bridge of his nose. He looks at you in the eyes when he reassures you, βbut he is trustworthy. I promise. He has been working as my informant for quite a long time and has been helping me out with a lot of cases that Iβve been handling since I got my current position.βΒ
βIs that even legal?β you gasp, βIs he a criminal, then?βΒ
Hoseok lets out a deep chuckle. βIβll admit that Iβm not just an honourable samaritan that Jungkook picked up on the streets to help him out. Iβm currently on probation and Jungkook is my custodian. Working with him is a part of the social service that I was required to do. You can say that weβve made our own deal regarding our special partnership,β Hoseok confesses.
βBut thatβs nothing that you need to worry about,β he continues, his expression turning serious just to reassure you. βWhatever business you are having with me will remain between the three of us, and even if thereβs any chance of this coming out to others, then we might have a way of making thingsβlegit, and usable in the future should we need them for legal purposes.βΒ
His explanation only helps you understand what kind of partnership the two of them may have. Even if you may not know the entire story.Β
You are just about to ask them further when Jungkook cuts you off gently. βLook, I know that this isnβt a good look by bringing someone with a record joining us and I know that it can be hard for you to trust and involve someone else. But just like you, I also have no one in the department that I can fully trust. Especially after what I found withββ Jungkook lets out a sigh, βyou know what I mean, donβt you?βΒ
You lower your gaze, knowing exactly what he is talking about. There are still so many questions revolving around Jinyoungβs accident and his passing. The fact that there is a lot of missing evidence, and the way Jungkookβs investigation keeps getting hindered, Jungkook keeps questioning the people he works with. It was the reason why he believed there was something more to this. Something else behind Jinyoungβs death.Β
Something that someone out there is trying so hard to keep a secret.Β
βLet Hoseok take a shot on this,β Jungkook continues to convince you as he leans forward, locking his gaze on yours so you can fully see that you can trust his words. βHeβs really good at what he does, and we both know that we might be able to find something if we try this.βΒ
Knowing that he is right, you have no other choice but to give in. There is no other chance for you to look for another helping hand, and the only time you have tonight is limited. βAlright, fine. How fast can you work?βΒ
Hoseok shrugs. βIt depends. What kind of work do you need me to do?βΒ
Nodding, you rise to your feet and return to them with your purse. Taking out the cell phone in your hand, you open the voice message before handing it to Jungkook. The detective takes one questioning look at you before pressing the play button, and once again, Jinyoungβs voice is heard through the speaker.Β
βWhat is this?β Jungkook asks as he listens closely to the voice message while keeping his eyes on the screen. The message ends, and he follows your instruction to check the time when the recorded message came in. βThe voice message was recorded right before the accident.βΒ
βThatβs right,β you respond to him with a nod.Β
βAnd what exactly it is that you need us to find out from this message? Were you trying to figure out the location this was sent from or something?β Hoseok asks in return. He has been leaning closer to Jungkook so he could listen better. The playful look in his eyes has disappeared now that he is paying close attention to his future task.Β
βWill that be possible?βΒ
βNormally, we would need the senderβs phone to do that, but I might be able to trace through the signal footprint. Only if you let me take this thing apart, though.βΒ
βThatβsβquite an interesting offer. I didnβt know you could do that,β βBut thatβs not really what I had in mind.βΒ
βWhat is it, then?βΒ
βDid you notice the void when you were listening to the message? There was a pause, not long before he ended the message. I might be imagining things, but I thought I heard someone else speaking in the background and Jinyoung seemed to be responding to them before his voice came back.βΒ
Furrowing his eyebrows, Jungkook looks at the screen one more time before he lets Hoseok take the phone from his hand. The other man replays the recording again, maximising its volume until Jinyoungβs voice fills the entire room.Β
βI tried to do that earlier, butββΒ
Hoseok cuts you off by raising his palm, and then his grin widens. βYouβre not imagining things,β he says, his eyes looking bright with mirth when he lifts his gaze. βThere is something there, and I know just how to make these voices reveal themselves.βΒ
Once Hoseokβs mind was set on solving the mystery behind the muffled sounds you heard through Jinyoungβs message, the apartmentβs living room quickly turned into a mini-workshop for the hacker.Β
Yes. A hacker.Β
You had soon found out Hoseokβs true identity once he began setting up his workstation in one corner of the living room. One moment, he was talking about how he was going to solve the problem regarding the mystery noises in the voice message. Then, within a blink of an eye, he had an entire spread of monitors, a couple of laptops, and other electronic devices plugged in to help him work his magic.Β
Hours have passed, and he is still on it, using some kind of program on his laptop to tweak around the frequency of the message until he can bring up all the missing noisesβthat was how he explained it, though you still canβt really understand the way it actually works.Β
During your wait, you have also been keeping yourself busy just to get out of his hair, only coming back once or twice to get an update on his progress while delivering drinks to his desk. Jungkook also stays, though he offers no help to his hacker partner when he knows that Hoseok has everything handled. Instead, he has been on the phone since, claiming that there is work that needs to be done even if he is supposed to be off duty.Β
βNow tell me again where this guy came from,β you ask Jungkook when you join him on the couch, carrying two fresh cups of steaming hot coffee to help warm you up while you wait for the hacker to finish working.
Hoseok himself has already had a couple of empty cups loitering on his desk. The coffee has given him enough boost of energy to keep his eyes wide open on the screen of his devices and his ears sharp as he listens to the sounds coming through the headphones he is wearing.Β
Jungkook murmurs a thank you as he sips his drink. βWe met during a case that I was working on a while back. He helped us as a core witness at first, and then used his expertise to help me find some other missing links that my team may have failed to uncover to solve the case,β Jungkook explains, βEver since then, heβs been helping me with another case, to investigate some people who may or may not be involved in that old case.βΒ
βIs that even legal, to work on an investigation with someone from the outside? Someone with a criminal record, even,β you curiously ask him. This was the one question that has been lingering in your head ever since Hoseok told you his circumstances. βIβm also going to assume that his work isnβt exactly bound by law.βΒ
βNo,β Jungkook answers with a bitter chuckle, βHis method isnβt really law-abiding, and no one in the department knows about my partnership with Hoseok. Not many people even know that he exists. Not in the legal system.β His gaze shifts towards Hoseok, his lips lifting to a grin when he adds, βLegally, heβs nothing but a ghost.βΒ
What he says about his partner has you raising your eyebrows. But instead of making you grow cautious, Hoseokβs story only intrigues you further.Β
βAnd it isnβt uncommon for authorities to combine forces with people from the other side. Especially with people like Hoseok, whose skills can be useful for our cause,β Jungkook continues to explain, inadvertently answering your question that was left unspoken. βTo be honest, with this case specifically, I really have no choice but to turn to him for help. The people Iβm investigating have connections, benefactors, working as the higher-ups that have power and control in everything everyone in the department does.βΒ
βDoes the case that youβre working on right now have anything to do withββΒ
βDoes your husband know that youβre keeping this place?β Jungkook cuts you off before you can finish your words. You have no idea whether or not he is doing it on purpose to avoid talking about the case which led him to Jinyoung, or if heβs simply too curious about this place to care about anything else.Β
βNo,β you simply answer him, trying not to let his evasiveness bother you. But then you recall his reaction when he first arrived, which makes you wonder, βYou knew that this was Jinyoungβs home. Have you ever come here before?βΒ
Jungkook lets out a scoff. βOur contacts were kept private, but we made sure we never crossed each otherβs personal lives,β Jungkook reveals, followed by a murmur under his breath, βNot that it would be possible.βΒ
Shaking his head, he lets out a bitter chuckle and continues, βBut really, no, Iβve never been here. I just knew this wasnβt your old place, since I still got your address from the time I tried to make contact with you.βΒ
This has you raising your eyebrows, only remembering now how much effort Jungkook had to make just to finally be able to talk to you before. βRight. Of course, you did.βΒ
βSpeaking of your husband,β he continues, ignoring your sneer, βShouldnβt you go back? Itβs late. He might be looking for you.βΒ
Being reminded of Yoongi only adds to the uneasiness that you have been feeling inside. Biting your lips, you look down at your watch to check the time. You remember his words about coming home late, and you recall hearing him coming in past midnight during the nights he was busy to know he probably wouldnβt be coming home soon.Β
Still, it sounds like you will be risking getting caught if you choose to say too long. βI might be able to stay for another hour, at least. Yoongi went back to the office to finish some extra work, and he probably wonβt be back until itβs past midnight,β you try to convince Jungkook, even though you cannot be too sure about it yourself. Sighing, you ignore Jungkookβs sceptical gaze and lift your cup of coffee to calm yourself down. βIs this going to take any longer, though? How do we know that heβs making any progress?βΒ
Jungkook gives you a small grin. βIβm pretty sure it wonβt be long now. But that doesnβt change the fact that youβve been out for too long and your husband might notice youβre gone, whether or not heβs home. These things do take some time, so perhaps you shouldββΒ
βGot it!βΒ
At the sound of Hoseokβs cheer, both you and Jungkook immediately jump out of your seats.Β
βWhat did you get?β Jungkook asks as he rushes towards Hoseok, who is wearing a victorious grin on his face.Β
βThe secret whispers, I got them unveiled,β he proudly claims, as he rises from his seat, unplugging his headphones from his devices before gesturing you to take his seat. βI managed to separate the layers from each sound that we got through the message, then isolated the background noises until I was able to increase the volume on the muffled sounds and force them to come to the surface,β he explains when you question him how he managed to handle your request.Β
βThere are some interesting details once everything came up, so you might want to get comfortable with this.βΒ
Once you are settled in, Hoseok reaches out around you to turn the volumes up. His hand hovers right above the play button when he asks, βShall we reveal the mystery behind the missing noises?βΒ
Taking a deep breath, you exchange glances with Jungkook briefly before nodding. βLetβs hear it. Play the new recording for us.βΒ
Hoseok winks in response to your request, gleefully boasting, βMy pleasure,β as he hits the play button and the newly edited voice message comes out through the speakers.Β
It begins as it was in the original message, with Jinyoungβs apology and promises repeated the same way you just heard it hours before. Then comes the cryptic part of the message, where his voice began to grow tense as he spoke of how much he loved you, and his promise to talk to you once he returned home.Β
What comes next is the part that had you feeling uneasy.Β
The rustling sound of the phone being hidden or covered is slightly cleared. And then, finally, a new voice is heard, enhanced just enough for you to hear the words clearly as the other person calls outβ
βJinyoung, where are you?β
Replacing what you heard before as a void between Jinyoungβs words is now a deep voice, speaking clearly through the speakers as if the other person was standing nearby while Jinyoung was sending you the voice message. Next, Jinyoungβs voiceβpreviously muted and now perfectly enhancedβcan be heard responding,Β
βOhβIβm sorry for stepping out, I had to take an important call before we continue.βΒ
Th man with the deep voice responds with a chuckle, before firmly talking to Jinyoung, βThen get it over with and get back inside. We still have a lot to talk about. You havenβt given us any good reports this month, have you?βΒ
βYes, Iβll be thereβ¦Iββ Jinyoungβs voice is cut off by more rustling sound, as if heβs moving around to hide his phone further, then the deeper voice returns to say,Β
βGood. You better not be lying to us, Jinyoung,βΒ followed by a deep, wicked chuckle that ends uneasy chill running down your spine.Β
The rest of the message continues just the same, before it ends with Jinyoungβs cryptic words which now seem to hold more meaning than you ever realised, βPleaseβ¦please remember that I love you. Believe it.β
Your hands tremble on your lap, so you clench them together as you whisper to Hoseok, βPlay it again, please. Just the enhanced part.βΒ
βGot it.βΒ
With a few clicks on the keyboard, the recording starts again. Focusing on the newly enhanced part of the message, Jinyoungβs words that made you feel tight in the chest fade into the background. Meanwhile, your heartbeat picks up the more you listen to the voice that had been concealed until only moments ago.Β
The deep voice that you somehow find to be familiar. From the tone of speech to the raspy laughter.Β
You know who it is.Β
Recognition quickly sinks in as you request Hoseok to play the recording a couple more times, repeating the same part just so you can hear that voice again.Β
Because it was only hours ago when you last heard that same voice. Only hours have passed since you sat across from him in your husbandβs office, listening to him speak in the same tone of speech he used in the recording while he shared an intense conversation with your husband about a certain business deal that he and his two business partners had come to offer Yoongi.Β
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His fingers intertwined with yours and pressed into the mattress. the rhythm of his hips never faltered. You had been here before. You had seen each otherβs body before. You had touched like this before. Skin against skin. But every time felt new. Every sensation. Every inhale and exhale. The way your nails scraped his skin and the way he gripped your hips. The fire that burned in your chest was just another name for raw passion and carnal desire that could only be extinguished by the collision of your very beings, your very existence. Something at which Hoseok was so very good at doing.
He knew everything about your body. What made you tick. What made you shiver. What made you shake. What made you arch. What made you scream. And he was eager to test every inch, whether it be his fingers, tongue, or words themselves.
And you were so far gone you didnβt know what to do with yourself. Your hand flew up to grip a part of the headboard. Somehow he sped up and became rougher, no doubt encouraged by your moans and curses. βSo good, Hoseok. Feels..soβ¦good..ah!β
He groaned in approval as he leaned closer to you. He spilled his love and desire for you and only you into your ear and sealed his promises with kisses. His hand ghosted over your thigh before pulling you closer, your own hips rolling up and meeting his just enough to break the thread of his control.
He leaned down to your neck, teeth scraping the junction between that and your shoulder before biting down, an expression of possession.
His breathing came out ragged and low grunts filled your ears. Your eyes locked with his. His were wild, lost, hungry and yours were needy, willing, pleading. Β He maintained his hard, rough pace as he leaned down to pepper kisses on your chest, lips ghosting over your nipples and biting lightly, adding to the flames. His kisses trailed down your stomach before he made his way back up to your throat, marking you any way he could as if he wished to devour you. Β
And the pleasure was just too much. Hoseok thrusted into you, every hit so deep, filling, and perfect, it was mind numbing. There were tears in your eyes. You didnβt think you would last much longer. You clenched around him, legs shaking, with the telltale signs of an orgasm.
βFuckβ¦β Hoseok groaned. His hands gripped your thighs, pulling you even closer and yours fell to his shoulders, fingers clawing at the skin, leaving red marks in their wake. You were so close and he knew. The way your legs shook, the volume of your moans and whimpers, the way your back arched.
βCome on baby,β Hoseok groaned, βCome on..β He egged you on, pushing you and pulling you in to an orgasm. His voice became rougher, βCome for me.β A hand fell in between your thighs, fingers pressing against your clit. You cursed. It was too much. You were spinning rapidly and everything was blurred as an orgasm ripped through you. You clutched his arms with your nails as your back arched. His name fell from your lips like mantra. Yet Hoseok didnβt stop and you screamed at the oversensitivity. He road out your orgasm into his own that followed shortly after. His hips never stopping until both of you had come down from your high.
Hoseok pulled out but didnβt move. He buried his head in your neck. You closed your eyes and breathed in his scent mixed with the smell of sweat and sex, the smell of you and him. The after effects of your orgasm still vibrating through your system, simmering and seeping in your veins folding over into a sleeping aid.
Hoseok kissed your neck, your cheeks, your eyes and the rolled over to the other side of you pulling you into his chest with your head under his chin. You kissed his chest, βMhmmβ¦I love you.β And though you couldnβt see it, you were sure Hoseok was smiling, βAnd I love you.β His arm tightened around your waist. Β You let the thump of his heartbeat soothe you, sinking deeper and deeper until sleep finally took over you.
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