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warning: smut!!! MDNI. (for the love of god)
description: when you tell jey about a potential storyline with you and the scottish warrior, he gets a little out of character…
“I think Hunter is gonna have me start doing a thing with Drew, I dunno.”
You say this nonchalantly, flippantly, as you scroll through texts from your aforementioned boss, both of you spitballing potential ideas for a future storyline involving you, five years deep into your career and in need of a refresh.
Coming off of an injury is the perfect excuse for a revamp, showing a side to your character that the audience hasn’t seen before. Perhaps there’s something to this…
“Man, what thing?”
It’s the tone in which the question is being posed that has you lifting your eyes from the screen, the dull light illuminating your glossed lips as you raise a perfectly arched brow. “Like, maybe, something along the lines of a partnership.”
Jey Uso stands before you, unimpressed frown on his face as he shakes his head. The wild curls of that infamous mullet of his flinging with a boyish charm that warms your heart.
You two have been good friends, best friends, for a few years now—really almost ever since you debuted on the Raw roster—and by this point, it was not a surprising sight to see the both of you like this, sequestered in a dark, quiet spot of whichever arena was housing the latest live show.
He was always so easy to talk to, and fun to hang with. You remember being so damn scared finally being pushed into the spotlight with the biggest names of them all and expected to compete with them, but Jey had been there since day one. His deep voice and easy grin a balm on your nerves and a battery in your back. At this point, he was rivaling your own family for being your biggest cheerleader. He was damn sure the most reliable support system at work and beyond.
Even though you’d been adamant that Jey did not, under any circumstance, come visit while you were on the mend and instead lock in at work, there was not a single day—hell, maybe even hour—that he wasn’t calling, texting, DM’ing to keep in touch with you. The recovery process was overall steady but hurt like a bitch, and even though Jey respected your wishes to stay away, his love and support as you got through it never faded.
It’s a struggle to think what this all would feel like without him…
“You and…Drew?” You nod succinctly, wondering at the disgusted pull of his face. “Man, hell naw.”
And did you dare to think that he was your biggest cheerleader just a moment ago?
It stops you up short, his surprising disapproval. A spark of fear lights up inside your chest. Jey always supported anything that was for the betterment of your career—what was this?
Dropping your hand, you stand up straighter now. Your crossed arms versus the hands on his hips. The posture screams incoming fight. Harmless bickering is one thing but you guys don’t argue.
“What? Why not?” You, more defensive than you want to be. Showing your hand too early. Just basically shoving your hurt in his face. “You don’t think I could pull it off?”
Jey shoves off your rising insecurities by shrugging, which has your chest twisting in a weird way. Your cheeks are getting warm now under your perfectly set blush. Your nose itches as you all but glare up at him through your lashes.
“Baby, it just don’t sound right—not to mention, it wouldn’t look right either.”
It’s blunt—too blunt—but Jey has never withheld his feelings with you, nor anyone. A trait of his that you always admired, and a complete opposite to the way you sat on your thoughts and feelings most times. But, of course, Jey was good at making you open up and express yourself without abandon. There was hardly anything in the world you didn't tell him.
Which is why you thought nothing of this and was confident in sharing it before it could potentially take off. But the things he’s saying don’t sit well with you at all.
Look right? What the hell?
“Now, what the fuck is that supposed to mean, Jey?”
Jey barely flinches at your profanity but he’s not one to shy away from confrontation. If anything, he rises to it, a stank look in his eye. Not exactly directed at you—even through your rising irritation you can see that—but he does seem extremely annoyed overall.
“Girl,” he kisses his teeth, “Drew is a big ass Scottish muhfucka. What the hell he know about you?”
You, as in not exactly small by any means—hips wide, ass homegrown and toned legs that go on for days and definitely not Scottish. Safe to say, you and Drew McIntyre are total physical opposites. His pale skin and your milky brown complexion. Your wide chocolate eyes and his narrow icy blue ones.
So, what?
If Hunter and the rest of creative thought something could come from a duo with the Scottish Warrior, who were you not to give it a shot? Aligning with him would be one of the more interesting things you’d done since returning two months ago from your recovery off of a broken elbow.
You couldn’t believe Jey wasn’t seeing it.
“Are you serious right now?” If your face wasn’t beat right now, you’d be scrubbing it in frustration. “Are you forgetting that you had a little thing with Rhea? Yall couldn’t be more opposite!”
Jey and Rhea had your utmost support when creative got the exciting idea to try their hand at something between their characters. Two of the biggest stars in the company, beloved by the crowd. It was a no-brainer, even if it did fizzle out in the end.
But Jey clearly isn’t trying to hear you. He rolls his eyes. “Yeah but she’s Mami and I’m the Main Event,” he boasts, gesturing to himself, “it was gon’ be fire no matter what!”
And just then something hits you, with startling clarity. You are now truly, deeply offended.
“Wait—are you saying that I’m not a big enough star? Because we all know Drew is!”
The accusation is nasty but it sounds true to your ears. Still in your twenties—even though it’s late twenties now—everyone tends to treat you like the locker room little sister.
To be looked after and cooed over, even if you put your body on the line show after show. Even if you perform and entertain to the highest of standards. It’s not unappreciated by you, though, just a little irking sometimes.
Jey makes the souring mood starting to develop no better because has the nerve to laugh. “Now you know I ain’t said that,” he grins, as if you’re ridiculous. “I’m just saying I don’t see it, personally.”
“Well, maybe I do. Hunter does, and so does Drew.” You say this through clenched teeth, waving your phone in his face. “I’ve been talking with them about this for days. It’s going somewhere!”
Jey pauses, eyes dropping to the phone in your hand, the open display highlighting the blue and grey message bubbles, how long they are. Takes in the way your eyes instantly shift to the screen as the phone dings with another text.
Then he goes quiet for a while.
You scoff at him before responding to the text, trying to shake this off because even if he was pissing you off, it didn’t feel good to be doing this with him.
Just as your message goes through does Jey finally speak up again, a touch quieter. “Y’all be talking?”
And you know he means Drew, because of course you have correspondence with the boss—just about everyone does.
“I mean, yeah. This thing could really happen, not to mention he’s kinda cool. Funny, even.”
Another ding. Another lengthy grey bubble. Jey can see it, leans a bit more into your space to peer down at the phone. He can even see Drew’s contact name, how it has an actual emoji beside it.
If you weren’t replying with haste to Drew’s message, you’d be able to catch the way Jey’s entire face shifts into something dark and ugly. The way he stills at the sound of your breathy laugh.
He’s quick to fix his face when you lock your phone, still amused by whatever the fuck Drew said. But there is a heavy quiet surrounding him. One he cloaks himself in when’s trying to rein it in, keep his temper under check and controlled. Had you not been too busy with Drew, you would’ve picked up on that.
However you only sigh, lazily shifting your focus back onto him, tossing him a look through those mink lashes. A dismissal, he wonders?
“Look, Jey, I really don’t know why you giving me a hard time about this one. You’ve been so cool about literally everything else. What’s one little romance?”
Romance. You never said anything about romance.
Jey scoffs, the sound ugly even to his own ears. “Yeah aight, have fun witcho new lil’ boyfriend. Just know he be fuckin’ on half the women’s roster.”
You blink, almost cartoonishly, a few times in rapid succession as you try to take in what he said. A strange swirl of emotion hits you, then. Too confusing for you to even process. His tone. His snarl. Hell, even his stance.
What the fuck…?
You wrench your head back, hands raised because you just don’t know what to do with this. “You know what, Joshua,” and the serious use of his name—which you rarely call him—has him rearing his own head back, “I’mma just go because this is weird and something is off here. Talk to me when you wanna be my friend that has sense again.”
Before he can utter a breath in response, you’re spinning on your heels and striding down the shadowy hallway away from him. And no matter how far you go, his words still follow you, his resentment echoing in your brain.
Why the fuck would you even care about who Drew is or isn’t fucking? Why is that something he would even bring up? How was it relevant at all to what you were telling him?
You don’t have an answer to this but Rhea certainly does later and what she tells you has you all but yelling, “get the fuck outta here! Stop playing!”
She does not, in fact, stop playing. She only just stares at you with this knowing look on her face. How dare she look so certain after saying something so ridiculous?
You laugh in the midst of lacing up your boots for the night. “Rhea, sometimes I forget how funny you can be,” you snort again as you move from one boot to the other, “but, girl, you are downright hilarious. Jey is not jealous.”
“What? I’m not joking—everyone knows how he is when it comes to you. And I love my boy,” she proclaims with a solemn hand to her chest, “and I don’t wanna out him but it’s fairly obvious why he’s so mad.”
You ignore that, standing up and moving to your bag, fiddling with—well, you don’t even know. You just need to do something with your hands.
“Oh, yeah? And who’s everyone?”
“Me and Liv were just talking about you two.” Go figure—they talk about everyone. Still, not a big deal. “We saw you, holding hands.” Jey’s a touchy person. You, less so, but with him it’s second nature. What’s holding hands, a hug, between two people who cared for each other? “It was cute that he was holding your purse on the way in, too.”
You shrug at that, at the smirk on her face, trying to appear unaffected—this was the last thing you needed before your match—even if your stomach is starting to go haywire. Pre-matches jitters, to be sure.
“He always does that, nothing new.” Which, yeah, him carrying your bag whether it be a small handbag or one of your, in his words, big ass totebags was just a credit to him being raised to be a gentleman, obviously. “We came here together, so what?”
Rhea is relentless, though. Trying to prove some point. “That’s another thing!” she crows excitedly. “You guys travel everywhere together. You mean to tell me you never felt the tension in that tiny little Kia Soul?”
“Don’t you talk about my car, she’s small but mighty—and brand new.”
You won’t tell her who you brought along car shopping that day. Who went over all the details whether it be mechanical or financial with the dealership. Who ensured that you got exactly what you wanted, even if he hated the car itself.
Hell, you’re certain if you allowed it when he initially asked, he would’ve paid for the damn thing.
“Babe, you know how I feel and how anyone with eyes should feel about those fucking travesties.”
You mock scowl at her but forgo defending your choice of vehicle any further—haters gon’ hate. “Okay, so you’re basically telling me that you and Liv gossip over fake news and fairytales. Big deal.”
“Jimmy said as much too! His own twin!”
Which you do not find surprising in the least. “Jim is just as bad as the girls. He’s always trying to get the tea.”
“And spill it. He told us that Jey’s ex has been trying to get back in the picture and that while usually he’d be all for it, he basically told her to kick rocks,” Rhea shares wickedly.
Now this, you did not know. And Rhea can tell because when you freeze and turn to face her again, her black painted lips are stretched wide in a grin that can only be described as shiteating.
“Mina hit him up again?”
Rhea nods, still cheesing.
Oh, Mina…
Beautiful. Successful career in sports journalism. Well off. Fit. And crazy as hell.
Jey hadn’t brought her up in a while, now that you think about it, but usually that was a sign of him entertaining her again. You learned early on in your friendship that it was best not to get involved when they were on. It’s not like Jey ever listened—whether it be you or his own family. No use in beating a dead horse.
“But he’s crazy about her…”
A fact you quietly bemoaned once or twice. Jey and his damn dating life was just as entertaining as any live show, and a total train wreck. There’d be many nights when he would ask you so, I was in the wrong? (usually, yes) or text you a long ass paragraph describing Mina’s latest antics—his ass being thrown out again for whatever she deemed him guilty of doing or her cussing him out in public without shame.
You’re sort of embarrassed to know even you had been responsible for some of her blow-up’s at Jey.
Even if you felt her and Jey weren’t a match by any means, Mina had a charm to her that inspired you to try to befriend her. Each time fell flat, though. The woman just did not fuck with you, period.
“Was crazy about her. Hasn’t been for a long while, so I’ve heard. Hm, I wonder why…” Rhea trails off, lips puckered to the side. Trying to appear innocent as if she’s not just full of surprises for you tonight.
You shake your head. All of this being too much. Your phone dings with two messages simultaneously and you feel a wave of relief to not have to keep this conversation going for the split second it takes to see that one’s from Drew asking about your dinner plans for tonight and if you'd like to carry the conversation further—yes, you respond quickly, just pick the spot and i’ll come—and another is from Jey and that’s he’s so sorry and can you guys just talk?
“I bet that’s him.”
You blow out a frustrated sigh before shoving the phone into your bag and going into deep stretches in the next breath.
This is all bullshit. None of this matters because none of it is true. You know Jey better than most people, if he harbored any sort of feelings for you it wouldn’t be hard to tell.
…At least, you think.
“If you’re tryna throw me off my game so I don’t whoop yo’ ass tonight, this is a good attempt.”
Rhea laughs, getting to her feet before shouldering her gleaming championship gold. You eye it thoughtfully.
If this Drew thing took off, could it possibly mean being lined up for another title shot? Gold came into your hands twice now, once through winning in an upset against Becky and another after challenging Bianca.
You’ve been on a string of matches/encounters with or against Rhea ever since coming back, and the reception to it all has been fairly positive. There’s no denying how fruitful it’s been to work with her. Perhaps it could turn into the most gratifying of fortunes?
It would be nice…
The other woman notices your focus, her trail to the door stopped short. “Uh oh, you gunning after me now? I promise not to keep teasing you about your boyfriend.”
“He’s not my—”
But the protest falls flat as she just laughs again and departs, leaving just you, the empty locker room and your muddled brain.
Like a lost little puppy, you trudge over and slump down into one of the cubby holes, blowing a stray bang out of your eyes.
Why would she even say that? You came to her to rant in confidence and hopefully have her back you up—not to have her laugh in your face and blatantly tell you that Jey was jealous.
That he, in her crazy words, has the hots for you.
Now, look, you aren’t blind.
Jey is…well, Jey.
Fine as hell. Talented. Funny. Charming. Older. A grown man unlike the “men” your age that still seemed to be catching up to you.
To be honest, you genuinely might’ve only thought about him in ways friends shouldn’t think of each other a couple of times. Moments of weakness, of desperate selfishness on nights when the hotels felt cold and lonely, the car rides long and unending, the flights nonstop and draining.
And maybe when you were in the ring sometimes. When you took a harder bump than expected and it felt like you never knew how to breathe at all, knowing he was most likely worrying. You wondered if he felt pride when you went all in on a promo and the crowd was alive and hanging onto every word, that you wanted to do good just to show him.
In a way, deep down, you know that you crave his attention. That you love when he calls you his favorite girl and always attaches himself to you whenever he can. It’s thrilling to be known as best friends because that simply means that you have some sort of ownership over him, and he with you.
But why did it feel so good to be in his proximity and him in yours?
It isn’t his star power you crave. Funnily enough, your paths barely crossed in the ring. So, it’s not like you were trying to gain favor through his fame. How far you’ve come, no matter who your support system was, has been off your own strength and willpower.
Maybe it’s just due to him being so good to you. You don't know about him having the hots for you, or whatever, but you do know that Jey cares for you.
Anything you need is addressed and handled often before you can get to it yourself. Many times you never even have to say but he tends to be attuned to your wants, needs and fanciful little whims and provided whatever it was that you desired.
Your checks hadn’t been nothing to sneeze at since making it onto the main roster but Jey didn’t care. When it comes to money, it was near useless to protest him spending his on you.
But it’s not even about the money—that is the last thing that matters as far as Jey is concerned. He understands your life. What you do, why you do it. The hunger you have to succeed. He knows the ups and downs of being a pro-wrestler all too well, and how refreshing is it to be with someone like that?
Someone that, despite his many years of experience over your still budding career, feels like an equal.
Goosebumps rise and with them a buzz along the entirety of your skin. An understanding of what this is in reach as you slowly crawl to it.
But you’re still in disbelief, and none of this will feel real until you talk to him. You’re just not sure if you want to.
—————
As promised, you do whoop Rhea’s ass and the crowd had been roaring at the chemistry between you two as you fought and scraped in the ring with each other yet again. Coming off of the win is a nice little high, just what you need to push through the rest of the night and confront whatever would unfold.
“Yo, killer, great match,” comes the praise from none other than The Tribal Chief, his fist outstretched to you in the midst of gorilla.
With an appreciative smile, you knock knuckles with him, chest still heaving with exhaustion as the adrenaline shoots throughout your sweat-slick body.
“Thanks—didn’t know you were watching.”
Roman shrugs, tall and strong, radiating silent power even just standing still. “I catch most of your stuff.”
News to you and nice to hear. You’d be slightly embarrassed to tell him just how often you studied his matches.
“What’s this I hear about you and Drew?”
The question is posed more quietly and after he nods for you to step to the side into a darker, isolated corner with him away from the hub of the blue-lit monitors and gaggle of overseers.
You’re surprised at the genuine concern in his eyes, in the furrow of his brow. He’s no stranger to you, but he’s not as close a friend like his cousins are, though there is a mutual fondness.
And, honestly, if he didn’t look so concerned you’d feel more annoyed, but then you also feel partially bad—did Jey come to him in confidence like you had Rhea? Was he upset?
“Just ideas being thrown around,” you try to come off as casually as you can, forcing yourself to not look away and meet his steady gaze. “Ways to bring in a new dynamic, I guess.”
Roman hums, eyes drifting off contemplatively, before he flat out states, “you don’t need Drew for that, though. If anything, you really don’t need anyone for that. You’re solid. If you do truly wanna go the romance route, though—and with a real star, mind you—it’s crazy creative ain’t consider Jey.”
Two things: the way he says Drew’s name as if he thought of him in the same realm as an insect was more amusing than it had any right to be, and the unflinchingly honest opinion that Jey would be a better option.
“Oh, um…” And you really don’t know what to say to that, to the twist and turns of your gut.
Roman is highly intuitive, though, and takes the wide-eyed hesitation as permission to further state his case. “I mean, look, I know y’all are close and maybe it’d be too weird for you, but Drew is definitely not the draw.” His eyes are wide as he gestures, clearly amused by Drew, in general.
“At least with Jey you’d be working closely with someone you know, someone you trust and there’s nothing better than that, believe me.”
You don’t know why but you feel the need to debate, to ask: “What’s so bad about Drew, anyway? He seems nice.”
“Yeah, I bet he does—and don’t get me wrong I enjoyed sonning his ass time and time again but I can’t imagine what a man like him could possibly offer you. And imagine this: you and Jey do a tag thing, romance, whatever and it’s hot? Gets you into the mix with us, with the Bloodline. We could use a fresh face around…”
What an odd thing, to see Roman Reigns so impassioned over hypotheticals that involve you. You wonder if Jey thinks the same but it seems obvious. He usually believes in his cousin’s vision for anything concerning the Bloodline.
And it is slightly flattering to be considered for such a thing.
You huff a laugh through your nose. The grind truly never stops with this family. “Feels like you tryna recruit me, and here I thought you were here on account of your cousin’s feelings.”
Roman shrugs. “I mean, I kinda am but it also really ain’t my business. I know y’all are gonna be good, even if he’s looking all sad and shit.”
Sad?
You crane your neck around, involuntarily searching before you can catch yourself. “Any idea where he is?”
And you quickly realize that’s a stupid question, you look at the clock on the wall and roll your eyes—he should be approaching gorilla any second now to meet Roman before they went out for the show’s final segment.
“Nevermind—look I gotta go, got plans,” and you carefully choose not to mention your future dinner companion, “but I’ll think about what you said.”
Roman nods, watching as you move quicker than expected after taking such hard bumps from Rhea, but you are keen to get out there and just get on with your night. You’re not avoiding anyone nor are you shifting your eyes around in fear of crossing paths with anyone, either.
Before you can fully disappear into the shadows, Roman calls out to you: “Aye, you still coming to the spot after!?”
And damn, you forgot about that. Roman can tell, too, because he looks highly amused at the guilty look on your face once you turn around. “Wow…forgot my birthday, huh.”
“Of course, I didn’t.” Not technically, anyway—just in the moment. With your un-ending thoughts. You even got a gift for him, tucked away in your bag. “Happy birthday, Ro,” and it’d be bad of you to not crawl back and give him a hug, so you do.
“Totally gonna be there after dinner,” you promise, pulling back but not too far with the arm he has slung around your shoulder.
Roman peers down on you, almost like he has something he wants to ask you but refrains for your comfort. In short, he just says, “I’ll be waitin’. Now, go on,” and nods towards the exit.
Grateful, you slink from his grasp and shyly wave bye before actually leaving gorilla this time.
It makes no sense how wired up you are now. You really hadn’t planned on doing much tonight but now it’s looking like you’re all booked up. Which is good, because it affords you to pay less attention to the roar of the crowd when Roman’s music hits, knowing who's gonna be by his side as he walks out.
Thankfully, no one is around when you come back to the locker room to watch you hastily unzip your bag and anxiously grab your phone. Only an address from Drew and nothing else worth noting.
You remember you were supposed to go to Roman’s birthday party with Jey, but now that doesn’t even feel like an option. He’ll most likely be showing up with Jim and Roman himself now. But the silence is as much as addling as the idea of a response.
I don’t have time for this, you succinctly tell yourself and go through the motions of packing your shit up and getting back to tonight’s hotel.
Getting ready takes a bit longer due to your plan of going straight to the club hosting the birthday festivities rather than just back to your room. But it’s worth it because you just know you put that shit on.
Face beat and hair curled perfectly. Giuseppe heels and blood-red vintage Hervé Leger bandage dress that hugs your body just right. With a fly ass Chanel bag to boot.
Look, this is the Tribal Chief’s birthday—no way are you going to half-step.
Dinner with Drew goes by pretty quick and pleasantly. He’s funny with that Scottish charm and nice to talk to. He doesn’t pressure you into deciding if you truly want to try the new angle with him but has many ideas to share that you expand upon yourself. He even picks up the entire tab with not a single thought and asks if you’re going to the party, whether you’d wanna ride together.
You utimately decide against that—Jey’s stupid, irrevlevant he be fuckin on the half the women’s roster in the back of your brain—but say yes to trailing his car through the city streets and walking in together, because why not?
The club is one of the more up-scale clubs you’ve ever stepped foot in and Drew makes a show of whistling at the grandeur of the place, how it’s all decked out for Roman Reigns.
It’s not surprising that basically the entire roster and crew is here. Say what you want about the character he portrays, Roman is loved by the company and respected by its workers.
“This place is crazy,” Drew scoffs, shaking his head. “Anything for the Tribal Chief, eh?”
You wonder at the underlying bitter in his tone, why he even actually came. From Jey to Roman, it doesn’t seem like there’s much fondness between any of them.
You shrug, gift in hand. “He’s earned it. Speaking of him, I gotta find him and give him this,” you shake the ribbon-wrapped box at the Scotsman, yelling over the pounding music as you step further into the lights, “I’ll find you later!”
Drew nods, eyes trailing you as you envelop yourself into the party. Immediately, you’re accosted by all sorts of shouts and hugs, trying to move deeper into the club.
“I thought you weren’t coming!” Bayley, as she scoops you into a crushing hug.
“Nooo, she was. She just had to finish her dinner date with Drewww. See, they even came in together and he’s watching her.” Liv, grinning evilly with a straw between her teeth.
“Ohhh shit, sis, I ain’t know you got down with the milk!” Je’von, his eyes shifting back and forth before hugging you next. For his comment, you poke him hard with your nails in his side, to which he cries out, “my bad, my bad, my bad!”
“Uce bouta be hella mad...” Montez, sharing looks with Rhea and Angelo.
You suck your teeth, pushing past them to scan for the man of the hour. Unsurprisingly, you find him sequestered with his cousins, and more cousins, in a dark section some feet away. Inwardly, you snort as you think about how this is his night and he’s barely interacting with the people here for him.
“Can y’all shut up and move out the damn way?”
Montez raises his hands up as in surrender and steps to the side. When you stalk by, Rhea says nothing but her eyes say too much as she looks between you and the section.
You’re too sober for this shit, which you don’t realize you say out loud but you must’ve because immediately Liv is yelling for shots! and, magically, Dom appears with a tray of foreboding shot glasses, filled to the brim.
“Let’s goooo!”
You take another look at the section, who’s in it, before happily accepting a glass as Dom brandishes the tray towards you. “Tequila?”
“The only way!” Dirty Dom shouts, grinning in that mischievous way of his. “You gonna need two, girl—get another!”
You start to protest but then they start chanting—double shot, double shot—and it’s, like, well…mama ain’t raise no bitch.
The first shot goes down nice and smooth, everyone around joining you and whooping crazy after. But then you’re alone for the second, eyeing the glass between your fingertips warily. Just as you think you’ll have to take it alone, Drew reappears, his huge body sliding just a little too close behind you as he plucks a glass off the tray, but you like him enough so it’s fine.
“What are we cheers’ing to?” He asks you specifically, and it doesn’t take long for you to shout almost as loud as the bass, “to the OTC!”
Everyone cheers and laughs as you and Drew throw back the shots and you pull a face at doing two back-to-back. Dom disappears into the crowd, probably returning the tray and glasses, making way for Becky to slide into the small little circle that’s been made.
Immediately, she’s smiling, her eyes wide as she notices you and you're just as delighted to return the hug she’s wrapping you up in. Becky’s cool—you’ve always liked working with and talking to her.
“Oh my gosh, girl, you look stunnin’!” Her accent is more pronounced and when you pull back, you notice that glassy look in her eye as she gives you the once-over. But you’re starting to feel warm yourself and less nervous than before, so you repay the compliment loudly. “Oh pssshhh, everyone here looks like chopped liver next to ya—this dress is perfect on you!”
“And I had the pleasure of sharing dinner with such a fine lady this evening,” Drew brags, looking high and mighty.
Becky makes a sound of affront. “Ya lucky bastard—Uce’s gonna have you for that!”
You frown while everyone laughs, all of them in on some joke that you aren’t. Did they all share the same opinion as Rhea?
“I’ll take Jey down,” Drew boasts jokingly—you think—before slinging a heavy arm around your shoulders, “don’t care.”
Liv gives you a look, eyes wide before gesturing behind her with her head, towards that section. You look, simultaneously noticing the newly vacant spot on Roman’s right and the man now pushing through the crowd. Coming closer and closer.
Fuck.
“Aye, man, hate to do this to you and everything,” you’re slightly horrified as Jey shoulders in, past a knowing Rhea, and leans forward to grasp your arm, pulling you away from the burly Scotsman and into his side, “but she’s needed over here with me, uce. C’mon, baby.”
You truly hate that the first thing you notice, other than the blatant irritation in his eyes, is how good he smells and how warm his body is next to yours. And, strangely, you missed him.
Only a few hours, in which he was responsible for making you anxious and confused and overall upset, but you missed him.
“Why?” Drew dares to challenge, something tense building here that you did not like. “To say happy birthday? She already did. She told me—over dinner.”
And, ew.
Jey might’ve upset you earlier and you still don’t know exactly what you’re feeling, but you know you don’t like Drew’s tone as he speaks to him. You don’t overly care for how Montez and Angelo make a yikes face to each other, or how Liv says uh-oh under her breath.
Jey doesn’t care for it either because he actually looks two seconds from flipping this damn club upside down if Drew implies anything else. And the last thing you want is for Jey to get active. Because, trust, he’ll get active.
“You know what,” you cut in with a false smile, moving closer into Jey’s side, his arm automatically wrapping around your waist, “we’re actually gonna go so I can give my gift to Roman. Y’all done held me up too long, anyways.”
“Yeah that’s probably for the best,” Bayley says diplomatically, suspiciously maneuvering her body between a jaw-clenching Jey and a smug Drew. “Have fun, guys.”
Not much more needs to be said after that. Jey is quick to whip your bodies around, arm still firmly around you, hand on your stomach as he steers you towards the VIP section—the touch truly nothing new but, tonight, it feels…
“Fuck he meant by dinner?” And it’s said with such a tone of disgust that you cannot help but to laugh, further pissing him off. You don’t wanna piss him off. It’s just—is he serious? “Oh, okay—yeah it’s funny. We gon’ talk about this shit.”
But not any time soon because as soon as you start heading up the tiny amount of stairs into VIP, you hear, “Oh shit, now! They lettin’ baddies into the section!”
“Man, shut the hell up,” Jey scowls at his twin, letting you go in favor of plopping back down in his original seat.
You roll your eyes at his attitude before grinning back at Jimmy, arms wide out for a hug. “Jimmmm! How are you?”
“Man, I’m good—got Big Uce out with us for once.” He jabs a thumb over to Big Uce. “You know his ass a damn hermit.”
Roman, from where he’s been sat in the center like a king presiding over his court, echoes Jey’s earlier statement. “Shut up.”
You chuckle at their antics, pulling back to reveal your present to the birthday boy. He looks genuinely surprised, “oh, so you didn’t forget.”
“Of course, I ain’t forget.” You watch with eager eyes as he takes it. “Now, come on, open it.”
Roman shakes his head, smiling as his fingers undo the bow. “You didn’t have to,” he laughs when you, hands on you hips, give a yes, I did look, “but I appreciate it.”
“That’s better,” you tell him, stepping further in to shoo Jey over.
He smacks his lips but does so, anyway. You take in the hard line of his jaw, how hard he’s clenching his teeth. You don’t know what comes over you but you whisper don’t be like that before raising a hand to smooth over his jaw. He relaxes but only a little, side-eyeing you for a moment that seems to linger before sliding his gaze over to his cousin.
The wide stretch of Roman’s grin has you smiling too as he opens the box to reveal a very nice, very expensive watch. “I know how much you love ‘em, so here’s another for your collection.”
“And I helped her pick, too.” Jey pipes up by your side. “So really you should thank me.”
You roll your eyes. “Boy, no you didn’t. You was looking at some bullshit actually.” Jey, predictably, smacks his lips at the sound of Jimmy’s cackle. “I have good taste.”
Roman chuckles, still appraising his newest timepiece, whistling in appreciation at the way the diamonds dance under the blue lights. “You sure do—this is fire,” he nods in approval before smiling your way, “and this ain’t cheap, too. Thank you.”
“Anything for family,” you say now, shyly shrugging, a little tipsy from the shots, warm with Jey’s body heat bleeding into your skin.
And Roman’s eyes grow warmer at that, a quiet fondness there that he only does look at those he deems family with. A step up in your relationship.
“You hear that, uce?” Jimmy nods over to Jey, eyes wide with secret meaning that’s slowly starting not to feel so secret. “She family.”
You look over your shoulder but now his shades are on and he says nothing, just nods impassively. Roman is standing when you turn back, stomach twisting, pouring a drink which he hands off to you.
“Now, that’s something we gotta toast to.” His words make you, and all his cousins, come to your feet. He raises his glass, everyone in the section following suit. “To The Bloodline! To family!”
“To family!” Everyone cries in unison. Roman leans forward to clink your glasses together, signaling you to drink the dark liquid with him.
It burns going down but it’s good. One of Roman’s younger cousins you’re not familiar with approaches you with a friendly hug and then Jacob, who you actually do know better, is wrapping a strong arm around your neck, yelling in your ear about how he loves you and that you’re good for Josh.
You return the sentiment but altogether bypass that other statement, which Jacob notices. “Aye, sis, lemme holla at you real quick,” and then he’s escorting you off to the side, his eyes strangely serious for someone intoxicated. “When y’all gon’ stop playing?”
Your first instinct is to deny, deny, deny. To act dumb. To shrink down whatever this is. But then your eyes are catching Jey gazing your way, obvious even behind those shades, and you can’t stop the exasperated laugh that falls from your lips.
“I don’t know,” you say plainly, honestly. Throwing your hands up because you cannot believe you’ve been so willfully blind. It’s a testament to how much you truly like Jacob, being so open about it for the first time.
“This is all catching me off guard, to be honest. It’s, like, I’ve always, always known that Jey cares about me. He took a chance on me, from day one by my side. Not only being my best friend but guiding me, being invested in my career. That means, well, everything.”
“But he’s always been in a relationship. Even when that shit was off, it was on, you know?” Jacob nods, listening earnestly despite his glazed over eyes. “And I care too much to risk anything. Whatever this is, it’ll fizz out and it’ll blow over and we’ll still be just us. It has to, Jake.”
Jacob hums, amusingly contemplative with a drink in his hand, before saying, “Look, I love my uce, man. And I know him, too. Just like you do. And he loves the fuck outta you, girl. You can’t tell by now?”
With that, you can’t help but glance back over to Jey, standing away, sipping his drink. Still watching. You don’t even have to see his eyes to feel him. Feel what he’s feeling.
You shake your head, blinking over at Jacob. “I can’t do this. I’m not good at relationships. Neither is he, to be honest, and we’d only just ruin it. Like I said—this’ll blow over.”
Jacob looks like he wants to say more but you don’t, so you polish off your drink and politely excuse yourself. Instead of going back to your seat, it’s the dance floor you turn to.
Liv is excited to see you again, grabbing you up and screeching out a, “finallyyyy! Let’s dance, bitch!”
And dance, you can do.
Shaking. Twirling. Gyrating.
The liquor for sure has kicked in because you don’t give a damn who sees, you’re doing all of it. Your work family takes turns spinning you, touching you, grinding on you—it’s so fun, you barely care who it is just as long as the music keeps jumping and the drinks keep coming.
Shit, you’re so lit right now you’re pretty sure the body behind your whining hips is Je’von—who damn near feels like a little brother to you—but you’re unbothered and feeling better than you have all night.
But, then, you're being spun around by Je’von…who actually turns out to be Drew. “Oh, shit—my bad!”
“Why’re you apologizing?” he smirks, big hands on your still moving hips, bringing you closer. He leans down so his voice is in your ear. “I have nothing to complain about.”
“Right…” you trail off, unsure, eyes anxiously darting over to the VIP area, to Jey standing at the front of it. His eyes are most likely shooting flames behind those shades, threatening to light Drew’s ass up. Jimmy in his ear, no doubt telling him to chill. “Maybe we shouldn’t.”
The Scotsman snorts, peering over his shoulder to Jey. “He got a claim over you now?”
In a way, you think. But not entirely.
“I don’t wanna step on any toes,” Drew is saying now, gathering your attention again. His blue eyes are fierce and slightly unnerving as he admits: “I just can’t deny that I’m eager for you to say yes to working with me, not only ‘cause you’re good but also because you are beautiful. I want a chance to prove myself.”
The admission makes you a little dizzy, though you’re not dumb—Drew has been clearly attracted to you from the jump. You just didn’t expect him to say as much, and so soon.
“Prove yourself…to me?”
Drew nods, sincere, squeezing your hips. “Don’t you know half the boys are dying to get with you, but don’t even try because of your Samoan bodyguard?” What the fuck, what the fuck, what the fuck. “Jey’s a fool for not giving you what you deserve.”
He gives me everything I deserve, is what you would say had you actually possessed the capability to continue speaking. But you don’t.
“Tell Hunter yes and I’ll give you more than he ever could, sweetheart.”
Your face pulls, affronted by the pet name. “Like I said before, Drew, I’ll think on it. Excuse me, I’m tired and need a break.” From you, you tactfully leave out.
Drew makes a noise of protest as you break off from him, sliding through the sea of bodies and huffing to yourself as you all but stomp back over to VIP. Jey’s there at the top of the stairs, still staring down your former dance partner.
“These heels are starting to kill me,” you tell him by way of greeting, “and I need some damn water.”
You don’t see Jey behind you grabbing a bottle off a nearby table as he follows you back to the now abandoned couch. Roman is some mere feet away, laughing at something Jimmy and Jacob are saying when you plop back down on the velvet couch.
Jey settles right next to you, holding out the water which you gladly take and guzzle down. Big arms crossed over his chest, his voice is dry and unamused as he narrows his eyes. “Tired from shaking ass on everybody?”
Not willing to play into it, you coolly nod. “Something like that,” you shrug, sipping some more.
But he’s not content with that. He forces you to play his game.
“You fucked him?”
It is a close thing to not spit your water out everywhere but you certainly choke a little. Jey lets you recover while pushing his glasses onto his head, so you can see just how serious he is. His eyes are hard and unforgiving.
If there was ever a world that existed in which you did have sex with Drew, it wasn’t this one but he didn’t seem convinced of that.
You wipe at the sides of your mouth, forcefully putting the water bottle down, making the small remnants splash on to his dark wash jeans. Not that he cares. He’s still staring hard, daring you to confess.
“Are you fucking serious right now?” The volume of your shriek managing to reach the ears of his family even over the music, gaining their wary attention. “Why would you ever think that?”
Jey shrugs, hands folded, uncaring of the looks. “I said we was gon’ talk about this shit. Y’all came together. Had dinner together. Your fuckin’ phone was on DND for two hours while I was tryna get in touch with you. He was over there hugged up on you and shit, you grinding on him. Probably got him bricked. Genuinely, what the fuck are you doing?”
“One thing I’m currently not doing,” you jab a finger in his face, truly hot now, “is fucking Drew McIntyre—are you insane!?”
But, of course, Jey just has to be a stubborn ass hothead and not even listen to you. Getting in your face as he raises his voice a fraction, “currently? So there is a chance, then! I’m not fuckin’ stupid!”
“What does it matter to you!?” You shout, arms stretched out. “It’s never mattered to you who I’ve fucked before. For all you know, I could’ve fucked anyone we work with.” His eyes flash in anger but you have a point to prove. “I’m a grown ass woman, in case you forgot! If I wanna fuck any one of these niggas, that’s my business!”
“You better not be—you don’t even get down like that,” he sneers with a disgusted frown. As if casual, consensual sex as an adult should be beneath you. It is not. You do, in fact, get down like that but haven’t ever since you’ve been injured and recovered to return to work.
“And everybody know better, anyway,” Jey goes on, bragging his supposed ownership over you. “They know not to even think of you like that.”
“Oh, yeah?” you laugh loudly, maybe even immaturely but you’re past caring. If he wants to go there, you’re right with him. “Drew told me a lot of the boys want me but yo’ ass is cockblocking which, you know, is pretty upsetting because,” you pause to tap your chin as if in thought, “now it’s coming back to my attention that I ain’t had none in a while. At least Drew’s not afraid to try it. Kinda sexy of him, actually…”
The words land, of course. You watch smugly as Jey’s eye actually twitches, his top lip pulling back into that signature snarl that displays the gold in his mouth before he scrubs a hand down his face. He takes a long moment to stare up at the ceiling. If he’s smart, he’d be wisely considering his next words to you.
When he looks at you again, it’s still heated but there’s a different glint in his eye now. One that makes you subtly shift in your seat and blow out a nervous breath through your nostrils.
“You got this tight ass dress on,” he sucks his teeth, reaching up to tug at a strap, the sting that comes with it snapping back against your skin making you gasp in light outrage. “Dancing on dudes and ignoring me. What is it, huh? Why you actin’ out?”
Acting out? You huff out an unimpressed breath, eyes shifting before returning to stare at him in disbelief. Slowly, confusingly, he grins like the Cheshire cat—gold fronts glittering deviously.
Backing down isn’t an option for you, but somehow you can feel that you’ve lost.
“If all you wanted was some dick, baby, all you had to do was ask.”
Not the words you were expecting to hear in a million years.
The reaction is instant. You gasp quietly but you know he can hear it, too close to you not to. Your cheeks flush as your eyes widen, staring at him in shock. Your head feeling fuzzier for more reasons than the alcohol.
“Yeah, shut that shit up.” Jey commands, leaning forward to grab your chin and make you look him directly in the eye. Not allowing you to shy away or hide from it.
“Don’t I give you everything you need?” Tongue stuck to the roof of your mouth, you nod dumbly underneath his palm, his gaze approving. “Don’t I always take care of you?” Another nod because he does, he does it the best. “So, why you going to other muhfuckas like you need something from ‘em? Do you?” A shake of the head. “So get yo’ fine ass up, go wish uce happy birthday again, and meet me at the door.”
Fuck, fuck, fuck.
A part of you is terrified, heart beating fast as hell, but the larger part of you is so turned on you could genuinely moan right here and now. Jey is gone before you can approach Roman again but you’re quick to do what he says, lowkey cursing yourself with every step that makes it blatantly obvious how wet your panties are.
Roman and Jimmy must feel the nervous, frantic energy coming off of you because in unison they ask with worried gazes: “Y’all good?”
You giggle anxiously, wringing your hands together. “Y-yeah, we just, um, realized that maybe we shouldn’t be doing all that in front of everyone at your birthday party,” you wince apologetically at Roman. “So, uh, yeah…we’re gonna take our conversation elsewhere like adults.”
Behind them, Jacob is watching you with a knowing smirk but doesn’t say a word. Roman does, though, coming forward to embrace you and thank you graciously for coming along with the gift. Jimmy, however, narrows his eyes suspiciously at you and then back towards the direction his twin vanished to. Which has you thinking in a panic fuck, fuck, fuck, he knows…
“Well, be safe, girl,” is all he says after hugging you too, still regarding you with a glint in his eye. “Don’t hurt him too bad, now. I need my tag partner!”
Laughing again, you depart the section with waves to everyone. Once you disappear onto the dance floor, does Jimmy plainly state: “Oh, they finna fuck.”
Roman nods, going back to his drink. “Fuckin’ finally.”
“He gon’ do her in, too,” Jacob adds, locs swaying while he shakes his head, as if pitying you.
Had you been there you would’ve been mortified by their blunt observation but you’re not. Your heels currently clack viciously along the floor as you near the doors. You manage a few rushed goodbyes but don’t make the time to stop for anyone, not wanting to make Jey, or yourself, wait any longer.
Like he said, Jey is there at the doors when you approach, casually standing off to the side as the bouncer talks to him about something you genuinely can’t care less about. Once he sees you, he holds his hand out, gesturing to your purse. Mutely, you hand it over, coming close to hug his arm to your body, already simpering with need as he grabs your keys.
“C’mon,” he murmurs to you and then raises a hand to dap up the bouncer. “Aye, man, don’t work too hard. Have a good night, uce.”
The bouncer returns the sentiment but it barely matters when Jey is already tugging you out of the building, your purse slung over the shoulder you’re not wrapped around. You shiver as the cool night air hits your bare legs, burrowing closer into his side as the two of you make way to the parking lot.
“You cold, baby?” Baby. He always calls you that but it sounds different now. Full of meaning that actually does feel like a claim. You bite your lip, nodding up at him. He brings you closer into his side, moving to wrap his arm around your shoulders. “We gon’ get you warm real soon.”
Another rush of heat goes through your veins at the double meaning of his promise. Your treasured candy red Kia Soul comes into view and Jey hits the button to unlock the doors. You break away from him, going to the passenger side but he’s right behind you, quick to open the door for you before you can.
“Thank you,” you peer shyly up at him before sliding into the seat and quickly bringing your legs in so he can close the door.
Jey rounds the front of the car to slide into the driver’s side, using the push to start to bring the engine to life. While he backs out of the parking space, your head is spinning with so many thoughts and questions, mainly—are you really going to do this? Could this not ruin everything?
You’ve been quietly fretting so long that you didn’t even realize you’re on the road until he speaks up, one hand on the wheel, the other a warm balm on your knee that was just bouncing a second ago.
“Aye, baby, do me a favor?” You gaze at him in wait, his side-profile so handsome under the city lights that streak through the glass over his face. “Answer me a question.”
“Okay...”
Jey nods, taking a left turn before speaking. “You said you ain’t had none in a while—how long?”
The question has your heart beating fast again, the pulse of it rivaling the one between your legs. “Since before the injury.”
More nodding, as if he thought as much. “And in all that time, what did you do to blow off steam? Did you touch yourself?”
And, Lord, what a question. You rarely talked about sex with Jey. If there were any discussions about it, it was him telling you about a past experience or him casually asking if you’d been recently entertaining anyone in that way. But nothing so forward.
You try not to blush—you are grown, for fuck’s sake—but Jey makes it hard to remain cool. “I mean, yes, but that’s normal.”
“Okay, cool—so put your hand in them panties and do it for me.” You stare at his face in shock but he only glances at you before turning his attention back on the road. “It’s aight, mama, I just want you to be ready for me.”
If he weren’t operating a moving vehicle, you might’ve actually jumped on him. Instead, you refrain from your baser urges and tell him with a breathy whisper, “I been ready for you.”
It’s Jey’s turn to tell himself to chill, you can tell by the way his eyes flutter shut for a brief second and how knuckles turn damn near white on the wheel. You’re delighted by the effect you have on him. You have to give it to Rhea—Jey did have the hots for you.
“How long that pussy been wet for me?” he asks as calmly as he can. His restraint only makes you hotter.
“Honestly?” Jey nods, glancing at the Apple Maps as it guides him closer to the hotel. “Probably ever since you snatched me up from Drew.” Because that shit was sexy. In a stupid, man-cave way. How he mean-mugged Drew, how tight his arm round its way around your body. How his entire body language said mine, mine, mine. “And there’s been other times…”
He can’t help the way his head snaps to your face, at the glossed lip underneath your teeth. That doe-eyed innocent look you perfected and only looked at him with. “That I got you wet?” You nod, batting your pretty lashes at him. “What you do then?”
“This.”
Spreading your legs, you follow his instruction and dip your hands in between the rucked-up hem of your dress. The breath of relief and pleasure is immediate once you push the lace to the side and feel your arousal, how it clings to your manicured fingertips.
Jey is trying his hardest not to crash the damn car but, fuck, if you don’t look good as hell right now. Sound good, too. Not just your hypnotizing breathy moans and whimpers but the actual sound of that dripping pussy being played with ricochets throughout the small enclosed space of the car.
“Keep your eyes on the road, Jey,” you breathe out, clit underneath your fingers, more moisture pooling with every circle and stroke. “I actually wanna make it to the room so you can fuck me.”
“Girl, keep playin’ and I’ll pull over right now and make you take this dick on the side of the road. I don’t give a fuck.”
The blunt statement incites you to pick up speed, openly moaning now because it feels too fucking good to do anything else. So many nights you’d done this, secretly thinking of him the whole time, the pleasure in the moment too good to feel the guilt that would come soon after.
But now you don’t have to feel guilty because the feeling is mutual. Always has been. You’re allowed to take. To have him. “Jey, baby, I’m already so fuckin’ c-close—shit,” you whine in warning, leaking more than you ever have, belly tight with the too fast rising of your climax. “Fuuuuck, I’m gon’ come!”
Jey is so grateful for the red light that comes up, completely forgoing looking at the road in favor of your pretty face all scrunched up and your desperate hand working away between your legs. His own hand comes up to the back of your neck, maneuvering your head in his grasp to meet your heavily-lidded eyes with his sharp ones.
“Go ‘head, bae, get that fuckin’ nut and come for Daddy.”
And that’s really all you need.
It’s a fucking miracle, with how hard you come, that you don’t squirt all over your seats. Instead you just shake and shout so loud your throat feels raw as you quite literally experience heaven on earth, Jey a greedy voyeur at your side.
“Fuck, baby, gimme some,” and your head is still reeling so you don’t even have time to register his words before your hand is being snatched away and your fingers are in his mouth in record time. He moans so damn loud between sucks and licks, you would’ve thought he was the one that just came.
“Taste so fuckin’ good.”
A loud, abrupt honk interrupts you, bringing you back to reality. Oh, god—you really just came at a stoplight. “Hurry, baby, it’s green.”
Jey takes your fingers out his mouth but keeps a firm grip on your hand as he accelerates a touch too fast. Hazy with the orgasm, you thread your fingers in between his, neither of you caring about the dampness of your touch.
You quietly watch him the rest of the way. It’s just about three minutes but it’s three minutes spent with quiet shared looks between you and him, both of you marveling at each other, reveling in the newfound change in your relationship.
“C’mon, ma, we here,” Jey tells you while throwing the car in park in front of the ritzy hotel. He remains seated, however, when he glances over at you, eyes roving over your flushed face, lingering on the softness of your lips.
“I had you come for me but ain’t even kiss you yet,” he chuckles a touch boyish, bringing a smile to your face. “Shit hella backwards.”
You lean forward over the console, emboldened by his pure, honest desire for you mixed with that sweet earnestness you always loved. “You should fix that, then.”
Jey doesn’t need to be told any more. He leans forward, his big hands enveloping you, cradling your head to bring you closer and hold you as your lips finally touch. It’s automatic—how easy it is to kiss Jey.
Of course, it is. The rhythm unhurried and full of promise. His lips so soft and pliable upon your own. The pass of his tongue to get you to open up. How both of you moan at the meeting and slide of your tongues, the wetness there.
You reach up to grip his biceps that strain under his white tee, desperation keying up to an all-time high to feel how strong he is, how big. His hand drops down to the back of your neck, gripping there as your heads tilt to get deeper into the kiss.
“Fuck, Jey, I need you so bad,” you plead with a heaving chest as you break for air, his eyes so dark and pretty, “I can’t wait no more.”
On cue, a knock at your window has you turning to see a polite-looking valet trying peer through the tint. “Alright, shit, let’s go,” Jey agrees before bestowing another peck on your lips.
Both of you exit the car, you shyly nodding at the young valet as Jey comes around and hands your keys over. He grabs your hand, nodding his thanks at the man before tugging you along. Equally still intoxicated and riding the high of Jey has you stumbling once or twice after him but he only laughs and brings you closer, not so sober himself.
The elevator ride is unshockingly spent with him in your space, crowding you against the wall as his lips trail dizzying kisses along your neck, the line of your clavicle, licking into between your cleavage. You hold him close, fingers embedded into his mullet as you spread wide for him and grind onto his pelvis, feeling what lies underneath those pants for you.
“You don’t know how bad I want you, baby,” Jey says into your skin, his eyes low just like yours. “How sick I was when you were gone and recovering at home. How sick I get when someone thinks they can touch you. Can have you.”
You shake your head, messy bangs creeping into your eyes. “They can’t,” you avow faithfully, “not now. Not ever.”
Jey pulls back to look at you, unblinking. “You sure about that?”
“Yes, baby,” you reassure him easily, caressing his bearded jaw. Chest feeling like it’s gonna cave in with how fast your blood is pumping. “I’m yours, and I’m not doing that stupid storyline with Drew. I’m not doing it unless I can do it with you.”
Jey presses his forehead to yours, staring down at you so intensely, your toes curl in your heels. “You want that? You want the world to know you mine, mama?”
“‘Course, I do, daddy,” you tell him just as the elevator dings with the arrival to your floor and the doors slide open. “I want everybody knowing who I belong to, and who belongs to me.”
Jey mutters a fuck under his breath before taking your hand and leading you out of the elevator to your room with haste. You giggle as he struggles with the keycard, kissing along the back of his neck in the meantime before he eventually gains access to the room and snatches you into it.
As soon as the door slams, he’s on you again. Hands everywhere. Lips everywhere. You can barely keep up. He succinctly decides that he’s, “gotta taste you for real,” before putting his hands on your hips and guiding you towards the plush bed.
Before he pushes you down on it, you stop him with a hand to chest, the other hand reaching around for the zipper at your back. Jey is quick to help when you fumble, admiring the smooth skin of your back that gets revealed to him inch by inch the further the zipper goes down. You shift so he’s in front of you again, a sly smile on your lips as you shimmy out of the straps and drop the dress altogether to let it pool at your feet.
You’re naked as the day you came into this world with the exception of your panties and heels and Jey is eating you up with his eyes.
“Damn, baby—it ain’t fair how fuckin’ beautiful you are.”
You can't help but grin bashfully, especially as you coyly request, “if you’re gonna eat my pussy, can you at least take your shirt off for me, daddy?”
“Hell yeah, girl,” his overzealous agreement makes you giggle before taking your lip in between your teeth as his skin comes into view. Your eyes greedily rove over the ink, seeing it with new eyes. Taking in how fine he is. He notices your desire, how you unabashedly check him out, and nods towards the bed. “Sit that sexy ass down for me.“
You obey, excitement ramping up to see him kick off his Forces, his pecs flexing as he unbuckles his belt and pulls his pants down. The sizable print he sports in his boxer briefs has your mouth watering instantly. If you were wet before, you were soaked now.
“Lay back, beautiful,” he says, approaching the bed. Which you do, head still spinning from the drinks and giddy as ever. Jey drops down to his knees, eyes greedily drinking in your bare skin from the length of your smooth legs all the way up to your round tits sitting on your chest, the brown nipples peaked and hard.
“Let me take care of you…”
And then your panties are coming down your thighs to be tugged off past your feet and thrown elsewhere. You’re more eager than you realize, spreading your legs without him having to tell or coax you. Pussy on display as Jey grips your hips to pull you closer, more open and wide for him.
You have the audacity to blush at the look of awe on his face as he studies the arousal threatening to drip down to your ass at this point. How soft and delicate you look in this special place.
“Pretty ass pussy,” he salivates over it, breath fanning your mound and clit in a dizzying manner. “You been hiding this from me, huh.” His thumb comes up to lightly circle that pearl, coaxing more cum out and making you whine already. “Hiding such a perfect pussy, knowing I be fiendin’ for it.”
He’s going to kill you before his mouth even touches you. “Baby—Jey, please.” The desperation bleeding out of you must work—you don’t even have to beg that much before he’s gripping your thighs and pushing them back to give one searing lick from hole to clit. “Oh, shit…”
He’s relentless after that.
He chooses to immediately focus on your still sensitive clit from the car orgasm, flicking and lapping at it with his tongue. You cannot help but to start twitching already, not when his mouth feels so fucking good. A mouth you imagined on you countless times but the dreaming pales in comparison to the real thing.
“Relax for me, baby,” his voice muffled by your wet cunt, a hand coming up to rest on your belly.
But that’s easier said than done. Jey is on a mission to make you feel good, kissing and licking your pussy with finesse and hunger. You helplessly run your fingers through his hair before gripping the curls for dear life, moaning and writhing on his mouth as he groans from your touch.
Jey rears back to spit on your pussy, not because you weren’t wet enough but because he’s nasty as hell, and the smug twinkle in his eye as he looks up to see your eyes rolling back after witnessing his filth is proof of that.
“Always knew you’d be so sweet,” he slurs in awe, lips messy and wet with you. “Can’t let nobody else taste it now.”
Instantly you’re shaking your head with the sheets in a death grip under your hands, voice guttural as you choke out, “nobody ever. Just you.”
Because it’s true. Just one taste of Jey, along the night’s revelations, already has you inwardly swearing off any other man.
“Oh, yeah?” Jey hums, greedy gaze drinking up the sight of your swollen clit under his thumb, the clear sticky fluid drooling out of you with every twist of his skilled finger down to the crack of your ass.
He decides your hole looks lonely and shifts his thumb so his other hand can enter the fray, two thick fingers tunneling their way in. Fucking through the tight grip that chokes them and makes his dick jump beneath damp fabric.
“You promise?” His voice so sweet even if his fingers were doing bad, bad things to you.
Embarrassingly and weakly, you nod down at him rapidly, making you look like some dumb bobble-head as your eyes widen and your grip tugs at the bleached ends of his mullet. “I promise, baby, I swear. It’s so good—don’t want no one else.”
Which he knows now. But the words are still validating as hell to hear. Jey needs you. Has needed you for a long, long time even when he was being stupid and fucking around with people that didn’t matter.
And nothing matters more in this moment to him than you and the pleasure you’ve been silently craving. His own desire intertwined with yours.
Eager to make you feel good, Jey’s mouth latches on your clit and he sucks hard while the tip of his tongue twirls in vicious, tight circles. Nevermind his fingers that still thrust and dig in you, hitting a spot that you’d often found difficult to reach with your own fingers. The sudden intensity sends you crying out, soles of your feet bearing down on Jey’s upper back as you try to not fucking explode in his arms.
Being so attuned to you, Jey senses the fraying restraint on your part, secretly thrilled to watch you try to fight it from between your thick thighs. “Yeah, mama, I know,” his smug yet soothing voice muffled against nothing but wet flesh, “can feel you squeezing my fingers.”
Blood rushes to ears, your face frowned up due to the relentless onslaught of Jey’s skilled mouth. You swear you’re not trying to tug his damn hair out but your grip does become firmer once you start lifting your hips to essentially ride his face. Not wanting the sensation to stop, getting so close…
“Jey—Daddy—oh my god, please.”
And he loves it—groaning loudly, still flicking that wicked tongue before using his free hand to crack you on the side of the ass to encourage the eager thrusts against his mouth. “Oh, fuck,” you moan into the air, head thrown against the fluffy covers. “Baby, s-shit—I think it’s co—unhhh—coming!”
Another hard swat to your ass. The curl of his fingers and the way he rubs against that one spot. Ramping up the pulling on his sucks that echo throughout the entire room and the speed of his tongue.
All that combined with his domineering order for you to, “gimme that shit,” into your over-heated, drenched skin and you’re gone.
The entire room feels like it splits open. You try to scream but the sound gets caught, trapped in your throat. Hips buck and toss against the overwhelming feeling. Thighs tense up and squeeze as your feet shake and your eyes slide back into your skull.
Jey doesn’t move. Holds you through it. Licks and kisses you through it. His handsome face set with determination in the midst of your thighs that has you finally mustering a weak sob that gets bulldozed by drawn out moans.
“Oh, fuck, I can’t…” And you start to push at his shoulders, oversensitivity rushing through your entire frame.
Kindly, Jey rears back and takes a moment to admire your gushy cunt before glancing up to your flushed face. The rapid speed of your blinking at the ceiling convinces him to take pity and come to his feet rather than attach his mouth back to his new favorite place.
“Did so good…” his voice sounds far away and you claw at any strength you can to look down and see his hands at his waistband.
Before you can really register that what he’s doing is taking his underwear off, the entirety of him is free. Hard, long, and thick. Hanging heavy between his tatted tights. So brown and pretty.
Goddamn.
Now, look, subconsciously you were aware, in a way, that Jey wasn’t small or even average. With certain men it’s just obvious. The way they walk, the way they talk. You remember having a conversation like this with Trin—her not outright saying that Jimmy was gifted but that he wasn’t being called Big Jim for no reason. Which got you thinking. And what a coincidence it was that Jey just so happened to walk in the room, Trin raising her brows and glancing at her brother-in-law and then to you, pointedly.
So, yeah, you knew but it still makes your heart skip a beat and has you rearing up onto your elbows, getting a better look as his right hand comes up to start stroking the length of it. Maybe you look horrified to Jey because his other hand comes up to your ankle, thumb brushing over the diamond anklet. “We’ll go slow, baby,” he murmurs, a sweet offer and promise. “I got you.”
Though it’s funny he thinks you’re scared—initially startled, yes—and not as terribly horny as you are. You leer at him under the dark fan of your lashes. “Give me that dick,” you drawl lustfully, spreading your legs even further. The surprised flash of his eyes only further emboldens you, lights a fire in your chest. “I ain’t fuckin’ scared.”
Because you’re not—this is Jey. He would never hurt you. He’s gonna take care of you.
“Shit, girl,” he exhales breathlessly before bringing his knees up to the bed, scooting your bodies further into the middle. Right hand still stroking his dick and making your tongue dart out to your lips as you peek.
He sees the pink wetness of it and hungrily claims your mouth with his own, the kiss quickly turning wet and filthy. Twin moans fall out of you that only stretch further at the sensation of that mushroom tip sliding against you.
“Can’t be talkin’ like that—what if I wanna be a gentleman, huh? Take my time with my favorite girl?”
Any other time, that’d be good and wonderful but the liquor is flowing through your veins and you’re in the arms of this sexy man who is yours after so long. So, you take matters into your hands, knowing how stubborn Jey can be.
You laugh cruelly, gazing up into his glazed over eyes. “Drew wouldn’t be gentle.”
The fire instantly ignited in his gaze is your fault, you know it, and so is the way he cocks his hips back, tip pressing into you faster than you’re prepared. “Wait, wai—” But it’s too late, thundering heart coming to a halt as the breath in your lungs is pushed out of you the same second he pushes all the way in. “Fuck!”
“Shut that shit up, lil girl,” he growls, eyes fluttering at the tightness enveloping him. “Been waitin’ too fuckin’ long and yo’ ass wanna play.”
You did want this, you did but Jesus.
Unable to do much else, you wrap your legs around Jey’s waist and clutch at his broad shoulders as he starts the punishing pace he sets to pound you into the mattress. Squirming and twisting under his strong hold doesn’t do anything other than make him grip your waist and pull your hips into his. The meeting of your bodies borderline painful but so good.
All you can do is take it, and he says as much, spitting down at you, “been bad all fucking night, you gon’ stay here and get this dick.”
It’s getting to be too much, and too quickly. A deep sense of fear is building within—there’s no way you can be coming again so fast. He barely just started.
“S-s-shit, Joshua, I’m f-finna…fuck!”
Above you, chain swinging in your face, Jey nods cockily, gaze darting between the disbelief on your pretty face and the hypnotizing bounce of your tits. “Talkin’ shit but already nuttin’ on Daddy’s dick?” he huffs out, reaching up to grasp your chin in his warm palm. “Did I say you could do that?”
You shake your head under his hand helplessly, pathetically. “No b-but I still gotta! Can’t fucking stop!” Hard rhythmic clenches around him to prove your point. Desperate hands clawing and scratching at his skin. “I-I’mma nut on that dick!”
If he wants you to stop, he’s certainly not helping by latching his wet mouth onto your left nipple, sucking and tugging the brown peak between his teeth. “Jey, oh shittt…!”
That's the last of any warning you’re able to give him before crashing headfirst into another orgasm, shaking throughout the process, only seeing white and feeling Jey’s touch.
Rather than slowing down and letting you come down softly, he rears up off your body a little, snaking a hand up to your throat. The wet slapping noise of your fucking ramping up as Jey only swings his hips harder and applies the right amount of pressure at the sides of your neck.
“I can’t, I can’t, I can’t…” Lousy pleas through gasps and eager sucks of air that he’s controlling. Jey is blurry through your tear-pooled eyes but you can see the gold in his mouth when he grins at the feel of your hand scrambling up to grip his wrist.
“This what you wanted?” he teases, a little mean and absolutely perfect. You’re unsure if you nod or don’t but he laughs all the same. “Never woulda thought my baby was a slut.”
Degradation isn’t always your cup of tea but Jey does it so good that it’s hard to do anything but be just that—a slut.
His slut.
Something is brewing deep down, in the lower pits of your heaving stomach. That initial discomfort that bleeds into an urgent feeling that feels like oh fuck oh fuck oh fuck.
You’re thrashing now, as best as you can, head tossing left and right. The heels of your feet kick at his ribs but he still doesn’t slow down. Panicked, you push at his chest, his belly, anything.
“Don’t fuckin’ run,” Jey snarls, fingers flexing at your throat, digging into your guts. “Lemme stroke this pussy the way I want.”
But he doesn’t understand. “Jey, s-slow down—I gotta pee.”
These sheets are nice and soft, an expensive cotton—probably Egyptian—and you’d really hate to ruin them.
But, of course, Jey couldn’t care less about the sheets. He leans down right above your face, warm breath mixing with your puffy gasps. “You not gettin’ outta this, baby. Ion give a fuck if you piss, just as long as you come on this dick some mo’.”
That vulgarity paired with the way he shifts into you, ramming into a very delicious spot, is more than enough to have your back arching painfully beneath his big body, a wild screech climbing its way out of your lungs, nails digging deep in his wrist and the poor sheets you’re about to destroy.
“Wet that shit up, mama. Right now,” he barks roughly, his voice the trigger on making your pussy gush around him, spraying onto his lower belly and even reaching up to his chest the more he keeps fucking you. “That’s right…”
Mercy is granted once the last weak pulses die down. Jey carefully slides out of you, him wincing and you whimpering at the loss. The whimpers tumble into low sobs and shakes. Curling up on your side, he’s quick to follow, shushing you and pushing hair out of your face all the while.
“Baby, you okay? Did I go too hard?” His warmth envelops your body, the mass of him curling around you, his eyes scanning your damp face. “Please, say something.”
You remain quiet for another few seconds, blinking yourself back into reality. “I’m good,” you finally say after some time, moments full of his soothing caresses and slightly anxious gazing. “That was good.”
Jey studies your features a little longer, and when he is convinced that you’re not lying for his sake, he’s careful in nudging your bodies over and out of the wet spot. “Yeah, you right—it was good,” he agrees, in between your legs again with a thumb brushing over the line of your smooth jaw. “Squirted all over me like a good girl. Shit so sexy.”
You let out a bashful laugh, eyes sliding over to some random unfocused point in the room. “Made me do it harder than my toys.”
“Oh, shit, for real?” When you look back over, he’s grinning eagerly, making you snort a little with a roll of your eyes. “I knew I had it like that but damn.”
Jey laughs when you push at his shoulder, dropping a tender kiss to your collarbone. “Whatever, Joshua.”
Now, this is what you’re used to. Pure comfort with your best friend. Not whatever messy bullshit you two were doing earlier.
Gazing up at him, those big brown eyes, his beautiful wide nose that you trail a fingertip down, you register he is still very much hard between your thighs. “You know what would really be the last and final step to making me yours?” you muse softly, making his brows rise in question. “Coming inside me.”
The softness of the moment bleeds into that earlier heat. Jey’s eyes darken and he inhales deep, as if to steady himself. You are still awed by the effect you have on him, how you haven’t seen it all this time.
Shaking his head but smiling all the same, he tells you, “you got a wild mouth, girl,” and starts rubbing along your thigh, your ass.
You smile back, raking a hand through his sweat-damp, frizzy curls—there’s no telling what your blowout looks like right now. “I dunno know ‘bout all that…”
“Uh-huh, and what do you know?”
“That I want you to fuck me, Daddy.”
How can Jey refuse that sweet wish?
When he slides back in it’s with you folded in half, ankles by your ears and him breathing deep into your parted mouth. The moan that breaks out of you both is one of shared satisfaction.
Your eyes never break away from his, even as the first long strokes turn into something harder and a little reckless. Desperate and maybe a little unhinged, driven by the need to claim you. His eyes dance with the challenge. Like he can’t help it.
It punches the air out of your lungs. Already so good again, already so… “…deep. You’re so deep in me—oh my god!”
Jey groans above the sounds of wet pussy squelching filthily in the air. “Take my dick so good, baby. Only like you can.” The praise has you dripping down his balls. “Tight as hell, too—what you got all this good pussy for, hm?”
The answering cry is instinctual, automatic. You don’t even have to think about it. Your body knows. “For you! It’s f-for you!”
Still staring deep into your eyes, Jey nods approvingly, cockily, “Yeah, that’s right. Grippin’ me like you own me. This your dick? Tell me.”
With every eye-rolling thrust, you have no choice but to chant, “yes, yes, yes.”
Jey is grinning but you can barely see it, eyes blurred by mind-numbing pleasure. He takes it in the way your legs start to shake on his shoulders, the desperate way you claw at his skin and the whites of your eyes proudly. He’s doing this to you, and no one else.
Seeing you so fucked out has him silding a hand underneath your neck, scooping you up to urge your plush lips back to his for a downright nasty kiss that you both moan loudly into. The kind that makes your brain all floaty and your body numb. When he breaks away, you start to whine, blindly pawing at him. You’re already the closest you can physically be to him, and still it’s not enough.
If he wasn’t so hellbent on proving to you why he’s the only one you need, Jey would’ve been come. But he is—there’s no way y’all are leaving this the same way before. He’s going to make sure of that.
“That shit feel good, don’t it? I know you wanna come again, leaking all over me and shit.”
The mention of another orgasm has you slightly panicking—you didn’t think you could come again—because once he says it, you start to feel that impending rush, deep in your belly. Your soul.
Snapping back into clarity, you look up at Jey beeseechingly, hair wild with the way you shake your head. “No, I can’t, Jey.”
“Then why you gettin’ tighter?” He asks in a mocking tone that does indeed have you clenching and pulsing like your life depends on it. “Why you been creamin’ on Daddy’s dick?”
You try to protest again but any defiance is snatched out of you by the feel of his big hands coming up to grip your thighs as his thrusts become even more intense, hitting that sweet spot that has your chest damn near caving in.
Jey can sense your disbelief and panic, dropping his forehead down to yours. How can he look so sweet while beating your pussy up? While snaking a hand down to touch and circle your clit with deadly precision?
“It’s okay, baby, you don’t gotta fight it. Show me how good I make you feel. One more time, so Daddy can nut in his pussy. One more time, so I can make you mine.”
That last sentence has it ripping through you. Stars burst behind your eyelids. You actually think you can see heaven. Overstimulated isn’t even the word. You’re on the fucking moon.
“Aw, shit, bae—squirting all over me again.”
And you didn’t even know that. Too busy caught up in the earth-shattering waves of your orgasm to catch Jey craning his neck down for a better view of your gushing pussy, how his eyes roll back up into his head as he drills into you.
“Tell me you love me.” It’s not just a command but it’s a need. One that tethers you back to Earth, to him.
Slightly taken aback, your gaze sharpens to see his laser-focused on you. Waiting. Pleading, almost. As if you could love anyone else. He’s entirely ruined you in the best way.
He did all this to you, and still doesn’t know it?
Overcome, you slide your hands into his hair, softly scratching at his scalp. He moans at the sensation. “I love you, Jey. I do, so much. Only you, I swear.”
Your confession of long felt feelings has him groaning loud, teeth gritting. “Fuck—I gotta come.”
It makes the taste of your pleasure even sweeter, feeling him shake over you, his muttered curses rumbling in your ear as he holds you close. The heat of his body bleeding into yours. At this point, your bodies were one and nothing could feel better.
“Please come, Daddy,” you mewl up at him, exhaustion creeping in on you under all the pleasure-pain. “Come inside me, I need to feel it.”
“Fuck, fuck, fuck…”
It’s not long before he does as you ask of him, sitting deep to shoot thick rope after thick rope of his warm cum into your willing body. The feeling so good and dizzying that it has you giggling, eyes pooling with unshed tears.
Even through the ebbs of his pleasure, Jey cracks an eye open to check on you. However crazy you look, it makes him smile.
When the last ebbs of his orgasm fade, and it’s just you and him slowly careening back to the present, Jey rears up to hover above, watching you still giggle.
And, of course, because he always has to play.
“Damn, my dick was that trash?”
He joins in your laughter when you playfully slap him upside the head, eyes bright and beautiful. “If you call four orgasms trash, then sure, yeah,” you snort, pushing him off of you once he pulls out.
Without a lick of shame, you get up and traverse the span of the floor all the way to the bathroom, not a stitch of fabric on you. However, before you get there, Jey is calling your name, making you look over your shoulder.
He looks so good there, just as nude, just as shameless. Head propped up on his elbow as he watches you. Teeth gleaming with a grin that screams, just got laid. “By the way? I love you, too.”
And when your eyes soften a certain way, just for him, under the lights…Jey has to wonder to himself why he was even jealous at all.
a/n: holy shit whyyy did i write all that??? i be fiendin’ for his fine ass, that’s why 😵💫 plus the jey tag was looking a lil dry, so why not 🤭 anyways, this is my first time posting any smut on tumblr even tho i lurk on here allll the time, so pls share anything nice if you’re willing and able! likes and comments are appreciated, please! byeee gonna cleanse my soul now!!!! 🤍
Summary: You’re back from summer camp, and Steve doesn’t care if your brother is in the room next door. He needs you now.
Word count: 5.5 k
Warnings: 18+ MDNI. SMUT (p in v sex, unprotected, kinda sub!Steve, bit of choking, spitting, sweet and loving tbh), fluff, established but secret relationship, insecure and jealous steve, he is obsessed with you (as he should).
It all started with the Dart and the demodogs events right after Halloween. You were supposed to work on your college essays, even though the due date was in January. Yet one day, the loud noises in your backyard piqued your curiosity, and before you knew it, you were helping your brother and his friends... which apparently now included Steve “The Idiot” Harrington.
It was known at your school how much you disliked each other since freshman year, when he got the principal to move the basketball game to the same day as your winter play. You had been working on it for months, but no one attended because they were too busy watching Harrington score and take the school’s team to the finals.
Maybe he had no bad intentions, but you didn’t care. After that, to you he was nothing more than a brainless jock who only cared about sports and sex.
But everything changed the night you saw him bravely defend your brother and his little friends from the demodogs. You could blame it on your fatherless trauma or your teenager hormones, but watching him being so protective and caring of Dustin made you want to jump his bones.
Steve enjoyed flirting with you just to rile you up; he was aware that you loathed him. So it shocked him when you kissed him in his car after dropping Dustin at the Snow Ball Dance. It had been a Christmas miracle he had been more than grateful to accept.
From secret hookups at his car, at the school’s bathrooms, or at his always empty house, you evolved to long conversations, genuine laughter, and tender caresses in the dark. You both had promised yourselves you wouldn’t fall, but it had been inevitable.
On Valentine’s Day, he made it official by taking you to the beach and asking you to be his girlfriend under the stars. While you were getting fucked at his parents’ expensive beach house, your mother and brother thought you were having your usual sleepovers with Robin, your drama club friend.
You hated lying to your family and friends, but it made things less complicated. Steve loathed the idea of Dustin thinking he had only gotten close to him, becoming almost like a brotherly figure, to get in his sister’s pants.
Steve and you wanted things to stay the same, even when a million changes were happening inside your heads and hearts. Whenever he was hanging out with Dustin, he would almost slip out a comment about you, then quickly cover it up with a cough and a change of topic.
Everything was marching well, and no one was suspecting anything at all. As the school year came to an end, graduation and your departure to college were looming close.
Deeply in love, Steve applied to NYU too. He was ready to leave Hawkins and be by your side in New York for the next five years... but he got rejected.
“Baby, it’s okay. I’ll be back on Christmas break, spring break, every time…” you tried to reassure him.
“It’s not the same,” Steve whined.
He cried in his car for almost an hour with you holding him against your chest while soothing his back. “We’ll talk on the phone every day, babe, I promise.”
After the sadness had passed, Steve started making plans for the summer, determined to spend every second with you.
However, everything was ruined when your mother forced you to work as a counselor at Dustin’s science summer camp, Camp Know Where.
“It’ll be just a month, Steve.”
“I’m gonna kill myself in front of your mom.”
“Steve! That’s not funny.”
“I’ll sign as a counselor too then.”
“I tried, but they already closed the list. I’m sorry, baby.”
Bored without Dustin or you, Steve felt like he had no summer goal or motivation. He therefore applied to every store at the new Hawkins mall until he was hired.
When he saw the outfit he was supposed to wear, he wished he had stayed at his house staring at the ceiling for the whole month.
At least he had Robin Buckley as a fellow tortured teenager—also known as ‘coworker’—at Scoops Ahoy. She was the only one who knew about your relationship since she had to pretend you were with her rather than at Steve's whenever your mother called.
Thanks to that, he had the freedom to whine about how much he was missing you all the time. Robin was the least supportive person ever, of course; she just teased and made fun of him, but at least it was refreshing being able to express his feelings about you with someone.
Steve marked on his calendar the day you were supposed to be back from camp. Talking on the phone was forbidden over there, so he relied on the letters you wrote him. Robin gifted him a ceramic box to keep them all, and he’d sometimes reread them on his bed before and after work.
Even though you had fallen for him first, it was clear Steve had fallen harder. He knew he was absurdly smitten and looked very pathetic, especially to dumb people like Robin. But his love for you was too strong to care about her opinion.
He felt like no one else would understand him. No one would comprehend that in less than six months he had realized he wanted to spend the rest of his life with you.
Finally, Dustin and you were back on a Sunday night. Steve was supposed to pick you up down the street, away from Dustin’s nosy eyes, tomorrow before his shift. He said he had planned a surprise... which you hoped included lots of sex.
Your mom and Dustin had fallen asleep hours before, but a single glance at your disorganized room had agitated you enough to want it cleaned before dawn. You’d taken a long, hot shower and begun the complicated task of cleaning your room. It was almost midnight, and you were too tired to change out of your towel.
Pop music was humming at a low volume from your radio as you rearranged your books in alphabetical order, a pet peeve you had.
TAP TAP TAP
You were too focused on your books to hear the tapping on your window. The song had changed to an ABBA one, causing you to groove and sing, “Gimme, gimme, gimme a man after midnight.”
Suddenly, a hand covered your mouth while another held your hip. You felt your heart accelerate and your stomach drop at the feeling of a body pressing against yours.
That was it. You were about to die tonight.
You screamed against the hand and tried to free yourself.
“Shh, it's me! It's me!” Steve whispered urgently.
Color came back to your face. You pushed him off and glared at him. “What the fuck? I almost had a heart attack.”
But, wow, he looked incredibly handsome in a red polo shirt and jeans, his hair standing perfect with just a messy strand falling over his forehead, and his brown eyes staring at you as if you were holding the moon.
Steve was admiring you too, specifically the simple towel around your body. His hands remained on your hips as he explained, “I’m sorry for scaring you, baby. But I’ve been knocking on your window for the past fifteen minutes. I didn’t want to knock harder and wake up the entire house.”
That brought you back to reality. You had never ever met at your house, given that Dustin’s room was next to yours.
You paled and covered his mouth. “Steve, this is too risky. You shouldn't be here!”
He kissed your hand and gently pushed it away. “I had to see you. I've missed you so much.”
You smiled, falling instantly, and hugged him. You nuzzled your face on his chest before inhaling hard. He was wearing the perfume you had gifted him.
Steve chuckled as he caressed and kissed her hair. “Thank goodness, you’re back. My right wrist was starting to ache.”
Your jaw dropped, and you pulled back to gape at him. “Wow. You’re such a pig. What happened with ‘I cry so hard when I’m without you’ and all the corny things you wrote?”
Steve’s cheeks turned red. “That’s also true, and I could talk for ten hours about how much I’ve missed you, but…” His eyes dropped back to your towel-covered body. “Is that the solar system?”
You smiled and twirled so he could see the rest of the planets on your themed towel. “Cool, right?”
He snorted. “Yeah, but you’d look so much better without it, babe.” His hands lowered to squeeze your ass and pull you impossibly closer.
You pressed your hands in his chest and moved your face to the side. “Steve, this isn’t a good idea. Can’t you wait until tomorrow?”
Steve kissed your temple as he murmured, “Babe, I’ve been hard all day just from thinking about touching you again… I don’t think I can control myself now.”
You smirked but tried to be firm as you avoided his kisses. “What if someone hears us?”
Steve pouted. “I’ll be quiet.”
“You know I can’t be,” you whispered nervously. “It’s too difficult.”
“I’ll cover your mouth.” He placed his hand over your lips. “You can bite it. I don’t mind.”
You jokingly licked it before pushing it away. It had been almost six months of being extremely careful about hiding your relationship. But after four weeks of no heat, no kisses, no breathy grunts on your ear while he pounded into you from behind…
Fuck it.
“Sit down on the bed.”
Steve almost ran as he obeyed. His hands fidgeted with the sheets. You bit back a chuckle at his eagerness. He had the charm of making every time like the first one, always shaking from excitement.
You turned around and shook your ass playfully. Steve chuckled, then pinched a cheek. “Wanna see what’s behind Mars.”
“Steve!” you squealed as he suddenly ripped off your towel; the AC’s cold air made you shiver.
Steve’s darkened eyes traveled up and down your body. “So beautiful. Like a painting.”
You snorted and did a goofy pose. He rolled his eyes but smirked. “Twirl. Let me see what I’ve dreamed of all these nights.”
“Like a microwaved chicken?” you joked but ended up attending to his petition.
He sighed deeply and adjusted himself in his jeans. “Fuck, sweetheart. Sometimes I feel like you aren’t real. You should be at a beauty pageant, not tolerating me.”
“That’s so true,” you teased, posing again.
A lightbulb turned on in Steve’s head. “D’you still have that Polaroid cam?”
You crossed your arms, covering your breasts much to Steve’s dismay. “Not happening.”
“Princess, please,” he whined. “I ruined the last one two weeks ago.”
“What? You had five!”
He unbuckled his belt. “I accidentally finished on them. Oh, and I’ll also need more of your thongs.” He shoved down his jeans and underwear with his eyes glued to your body.
There was no way… “Steve, you have like six of them”
“I ruined them too, baby,” he whined and reached for your hips to pull you close. He kissed your stomach. “You’re so soft.”
You grasped his hair and pulled him off you, making him pout. “No touching for now. You can’t just ruin my stuff with no consequence.”
Steve whined dramatically. “Be mean tomorrow, please. I need you so badly right now.”
And by the precum around his painfully hard cock, you could tell he wasn’t lying. You were desperately horny too, but you loved teasing him.
You uncrossed your arms. “Take it all off and touch yourself the way you’ve done it these past days.”
He rolled his eyes and reluctantly complied. His discarded clothing and shoes landed next to your bed. His hand wrapped around his cock and stroked it slowly. He sighed shakily as his gaze swept across your body, lingering on your lips and breasts.
“Tell me what you imagined. All of it.”
Steve licked his lips and murmured, “Your lips… how good they feel around me. How deep you take me,” he moaned but quickly bit his lip. “Will you suck me off today, princess? P-please…”
“I don’t know if I want to,” you lied. You wanted to blow him off until your jaw ached and his cum choked you. “Do you think you deserve it?”
He looked at you with pleading eyes. “Y-yes. No. I—”
“Didn’t I ask you to tell me something?”
Steve gulped, ashamed, and nodded. “I’m sorry. You’re right. As always, baby.” His hand was loose around his cock while he stroked it slowly, afraid of coming too soon. “I’d remember your moans when you ride me… Or when I’m fucking you from behind. Fuck, you are noisy when I do that.”
Rolling your eyes, your cheeks turned pink, but you didn’t interrupt him.
“I’d remember your ass and I’d get hard in an instant, baby. It was so difficult at work. I had to hide in the bathroom. Don’t tell Robin.”
You couldn’t contain your chuckle. “She’d kick you out.”
He smiled, proud that he made you laugh. “Yeah, I knew that could happen, but I didn’t care. Sometimes I’d imagine you going for a swim at that fucking camp… with that tiny red bikini I told you to not wear without me around…”
Oh, you remembered that. You had bought it at a sex store just to rile him up, and it had worked a bit too much. You lied that you would take it to your beach trip and he almost ripped it in two.
“I imagined those idiots looking at what’s mine,” he murmured with a frown. “Did they try to hit on you?”
You shrugged. “Of course.”
His free hand turned into a fist around your sheets. “Did they try to touch you?”
You scoffed, “Obviously, who wouldn’t?”
His hand stopped. In a flash, Steve stood up and grasped your face. He muttered against your lips, “Tell me you’re joking, Y/N. I’m not fucking kidding.”
Oh, you loved riling him up like this. You looked at him with feigned innocence. “I told them I have a boyfriend.” He sighed, relieved. “But they didn’t care.”
His eyes turned darker. He dropped his hold to pass his hands through his hair as he paced around the room, panting nervously. His insecure mind conjured a hundred of fake scenarios of men’s hands roaming your body, taking you on the lake, the bunk beds, the showers…
Well, you felt a bit bad at his reaction. You caressed his arm. “I’m joking, honey.”
“I don’t like when you do that,” he mumbled, sitting down again. “I’ve told you before, Y/N. It’s not funny at all.”
“I’m sorry.” You knelt down between his legs and kissed his hand. “All the boys were annoying, cocky, ugly nerds. And I only have eyes for one handsome, cock-y man.” You slapped his dick gently and smirked
Steve sighed and patted your cheek. “Stick to your studies, baby. Comedy isn’t your strongest forte.”
You giggled. “Okay, that joke was horrible. But I make good ones sometimes!”
“Whatever you say, baby.” His thumb caressed your bottom lip as lust overcame his senses again. “You’re only mine, right?”
The insecurity in his voice made you feel like shit. No boy had tried to talk to you at camp. They were all so nervous around your confident, hot self. So out of place for them. And you hadn’t even noticed if they had stared at you. Your mind had been on Steve all the time.
You had to remind your man that you wanted no one else.
Your nails tauntingly ghosted from his knees to his upper thighs. Steve shuddered and his cock twitched.
“I also touched myself a lot thinking about you,” you admitted. “I used to smell your sweatshirt while I fingered myself.”
He moaned. “The green one?”
“Yeah, the Tigers one I stole from your closet,” you smirked as your hands squeezed his cock. He whined before you suddenly pulled away, stood up, and straddled him. “Touch yourself while I talk.”
His hand flew to grasp himself; his eyes dropped to your breasts. “You’re so beautiful.”
“Shut up.”
“Sorry,” he instinctively said.
Your hands clutched his shoulders. “I’d pictured the last day before I left. When we were on your bed and I sat on your face. D’you remember it?”
He nodded quickly. “I made you come five times with just my tongue.”
You tapped his nose. “Mhm. Such a good boy…”
He whimpered and sped up his hand. “Just wanna please you, baby.”
“I’d remember your big hands grabbing me, moving me around… shoving my head into your pillow while you fucked me hard…” you whispered. “’Twas a great night.”
“It was amazing,” he mumbled. He stopped to tease his tip before stroking slowly again. “I would do anything for you, princess.”
“Yeah? Anything to please me?” you smirked, enjoying how he was slowly turning to the submission mindset you liked.
He nodded without hesitation. “I love you so much. Only think about you all day. Need you… All the fucking time,” he whined and closed his eyes as he remembered that last night. Fuck, he had to calm down or he would finish in a few seconds.
His shaky, eager state was impressive, taking into consideration that you weren’t even touching or kissing him.
“Are you obsessed with me, Steve?” you teased.
He gave another firm nod. “Abso-fucking-lutely. Please, let me touch you…”
You sighed, pretending you weren’t just as desperate. “Fine, you can take control.”
Steve’s hands flew to your hips and his lips crashed into yours frantically. He turned you until you were on your back with him hovering over you.
“Prettiest… My girl… Only mine,” he kept murmuring sweet things as his kisses lowered to your jaw, down to your neck, until they reached your breasts.
He looked up at you for permission before diving into one of your nipples, sucking excitedly. His tongue circling around it made you moan a bit too loudly. Steve quickly covered your mouth with his hand, not stopping as he switched to your other nipple.
His hips were rubbing against the mattress, pathetically searching for any kind of friction. His desperation was pulling your heartstrings. Maybe you could be nice for once.
You pushed his hand down to your neck when you were sure you could control yourself. “Just like that, baby. You’re doing so good,” you whispered. “Always so good for me, yeah?”
His hand grasped your neck with the exact amount of pressure you wanted. He pulled back after kissing the soft valley between your breasts. “Only for you, princess.”
And because you knew how much he enjoyed it, you pulled his hair hard. “You didn’t flirt with any other girls while I was gone.”
His eyes went wide as he shook his head fervently. “No, never. They are nothing compared to you.”
You knew he wasn’t lying, but you kept playing. “So if I ask Robin, she’ll tell me that you behaved.”
“Yes, call her right now if you want, baby.” Steve kissed your breasts one last time before going up to your lips. “I’d rather cut my arm off than look at another girl. I have the perfect one in my arms.”
Your smirk turned into a loving smile at his words. You caressed his chest and whispered genuinely, “I missed you so much, Stevie.”
His hands lowered to rub your hips as your legs wrapped around him. “I don’t wanna spend another day without you by my side…”
Words vanished from your lips as Steve pushed in delicately. You bit your lip hard to quiet down your moans, only nodding to assure him he could move deeper.
“You were made for me,” he whispered breathlessly when he sank fully inside you. “Only for me, baby. Say it.”
Your arched back and nails marking him apparently weren’t answer enough. “I’m yours, Steve.”
Those simple words were enough to make him move, pulling all the way back before thrusting deeply. You whined softly, keeping your sounds just to his ears. He had promised he would cover them, but he needed to hear you after an entire month of silence.
“You fill me so good,” you moaned against his lips. “Missed you inside me.”
Steve had imagined your reunion sex a hundred times. He would picture you riding him on his car, or sucking him off as he drove you to a beautiful picnic, or fucking you against a wall of the first private place he would find.
But right now, as your glassy eyes looked at him tenderly, your shaky hands grasped his shoulders, and your parted lips grazed his with every thrust… he just wanted to lose himself into you by making love in a passionate, slow way. Just two lovers surrendering to the love their hearts couldn’t contain.
“Yeah?” he whispered before kissing you gently. “I love you.”
But you were brought out of the moment when you realized… your bed was thumping against the wall with each thrust. “Steve…”
He seemed to read your mind and seized his movements. “Fuck.”
You sat up nervously and grabbed two of your pillows to place them between the headboard and the wall. “Okay, that should work.” You returned to your spot beneath him and kissed his cheek. “Keep going.”
But Steve was frowning and glaring at you. “How do you know that? Have you brought any other boys here before me?”
You rolled your eyes, regretting your instinctive actions. “No, I haven’t.”
He huffed and shook his head. “Then how do you know that, Y/N? I’m serious—”
With a harsh hold on the nape of his neck, you brought him down to a messy, open-mouthed kiss that made him forget everything. Steve pulled your hips closer and drove into you again.
He raised your legs to his shoulders and pressed closer until they almost reached your chest, knowing how much it turned you on to be bent to your limits. His pace accelerated slightly, each thrust harder than the last.
“Oh, fuck,” you moaned. “Steve, you’re so deep. Feels great, babe.”
You bit your lip hard when he hit your g-spot, blurring your vision for a second. Just like Steve, you enjoyed rough sex against any surface available. But nothing could compare to making love on your own bed after a month of no romance.
He kissed your forehead and whispered, “I love you.”
You were too entranced in how much his cock was filling you that you just whimpered in response. Maybe he was right; your pussy was made for him… or whatever he had said.
Fuck, the person you were a year ago would be devastated to learn how much Steve Harrington’s big dick could reduce you to an absurd mess. When he claimed you, all you could think about was how you couldn’t live without him deep inside you.
“Yes, yes, yes,” you whimpered, lost in lust.
But he suddenly stopped. The fuzziness in your brain dispersed as you tried to decipher what was wrong.
Steve’s eyes resembled a kicked puppy’s. “Why didn’t you say it back?”
You frowned and mumbled, “W-what? D-don’t stop.”
“You didn’t say ‘I love you’ back,” he whispered in a trembling voice. “Are you okay? Have I done something wrong?”
Fuck, you had missed it completely. Since you started dating, Steve had always been open about his various insecurities due to his past relationship with Nancy Wheeler. One of them being the unresponded ‘I love you’s.
“I’m so sorry. I didn’t hear it.” You kissed him all across his face. “I love you so much, baby.”
He seemed more calm after your reassuring words. “I know you do. I’m sorry for getting like this—”
“No, I get it.” You kissed his lips, making sure you poured all the yearning you had for him. “You were fucking me so good that I couldn’t think of anything else.”
He smirked and laid you down again. “Did I fuck you stupid?”
You rolled your eyes and muttered, “You know you do. C’mon. Keep going.”
He loved how bossy and dominant you attempted to be during sex, but with a few hard thrusts, he would have you at his mercy.
Steve placed one of your plushies beneath your hips, the new angle letting him pound into you faster and deeper. This time, he had to cover your mouth to avoid waking up the entire street.
“God, always so tight for me,” he grunted. “Gripping me so perfectly, baby. Made for me.”
Your eyes rolled back as you whimpered against his hand. The pleasure was unbearably overwhelming.
“I can feel you’re close.” He thrust roughly once to prove his point. “You’ll let me take home more panties, right, princess?”
Even though you had almost no underwear left, you nodded fervently. His right hand slithered down your body till it reached your clit. As he rubbed it, he looked down at his cock driving inside you and almost lost it.
“Baby… I’m not gonna last long,” he confessed and moved his thumb faster, making you squirm.
You lowered his hand from your mouth and whined, “It’s okay if—”
“No. Want you to come first.”
“But I don’t mind if—”
“Absolutely not,” he grunted.
Blame it on his ego, but he would never ever let himself finish before you. Your pleasure was his priority. He knew your body like the palm of his hand, and he knew exactly what turned you on.
Without slowing down his thrusts, he grasped your cheeks until your mouth opened and spat inside it. “Swallow.”
The way your pussy clenched around him almost made him lose his last bit of self-control. A few more seconds of Steve rubbing your clit tipped you over into release.
He had to press his hand against your mouth as you let out a brokenly loud moan. Your back arched, as if possessed, and your hands gripped the sheets to the point of almost tearing them apart.
Steve smirked and rooted into you harshly; the lovemaking out the window. “‘M not letting you go again, baby. Need you like this every night.”
And just as he was about to finish, a sudden realization dropped on him. Steve froze and looked at you with wide eyes. “I forgot the condom. You’re still on the pill?”
You chuckled and nodded. He was really thinking about that now?
He sighed relieved and kept going until his orgasm unraveled completely, filling you up with his cum. His thrusts slowed until he was sure every drop was inside you, then he collapsed next to you and quickly brought you into a hug.
“I’m glad you’re back,” he murmured while kissing your head.
You briefly looked down at your sprawled legs and the white liquid pouring out of you, drenching your sheets. But, fuck, you were too tired to care.
“I wouldn’t have minded,” Steve whispered.
“What?” you yawned.
“If you weren’t on the pill…” His hand caressed your belly. His softening cock almost twitched at the thought of you pregnant with his child. “I wouldn’t mind starting a family with you now.”
You snorted and turned around so he could cuddle you from behind. “Steve, we just turned eighteen.”
“I don’t care. I have a job now. I’d maintain you and our kid. You could move into my house since my parents are never there anyway,” he rambled softly in your ear.
“What about college?” you whispered.
“We would go with you to New York. I’d get a job and take care of our baby while you study,” he continued. “Then, I’d become a millionaire to maintain you, the most powerful businesswoman in the country, and our six kids.”
“Six?” you chuckled, more asleep than conscious. “Mhm… great idea.”
It wasn’t the first time he had dreamed awake of having the whole combo with you. Steve wanted to marry you, buy a mansion on the countryside and have a big family full of kids with your eyes, your smile, your wit…
“Good night,” he whispered, even though you had already dozed off.
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Next morning...
Dustin couldn’t wait to see his friends again. He would show them everything he made at camp and tell them about his beautiful girlfriend.
He only needed a hat he was sure he had stashed in one of your bags.
It was almost nine o’clock in the morning, so if Dustin accidentally woke you up, it would be your fault. He walked into your room carelessly, used to giving you no privacy.
“Good morning, dumb—” His words were cut short by the sight of your cluttered room. The amount of clothes scattered around the floor made it seem like a minefield. “Fucking hell, Y/N, do you know the concept of decency?”
The air conditioner was set at its highest volume, so you were covered from head to toe by the sheets. He walked towards the bed, smiling devilishly, and took off the duvet.
Dustin’s high-pitched scream probably woke up half the neighbourhood.
“WHAT THE HELL?!”
Steve and you sat up in a flash, looking around confused and half-asleep. Thankfully, you had put on an old hoodie and some shorts in the middle of the night, but your boyfriend…
Dustin covered his eyes and turned around. His hands reached for anything until he grabbed a bottle of water. He swung it around in the direction of the bed. “I’LL KILL YOU, HARRINGTON!”
His hits were practically missing Steve, but it didn’t lower the fear inside both of you. Steve jumped off the bed and got dressed hurriedly.
“Henderson, let me explain,” he tried. “It’s not what it looks like.”
“Really? ‘Cause it looked like you were fucking my sister under my own roof!” Dustin replied, finally glaring at Steve with nothing but fury. He raised the water bottle and threw it at his head. “Come here, you son of a bitch!”
Steve moved out of the way. “Calm down! I won’t fight with you.”
“Well, I will!” Dustin tackled him to the ground.
You gasped and quickly rushed to pull your brother off your boyfriend. “Dustin, stop! What the hell are you doing?”
“Murdering him!” Dustin had picked up the water bottle and was hitting Steve with it.
“Henderson, just listen!” Steve was trying to cover his face from the attacks. “I love her. This isn’t just a hookup, I swear!”
Dustin’s arm froze right before another hit. You took advantage of his stillness and pulled him off Steve.
They both stood up, looking at each other breathlessly. You quickly placed yourself between them.
Still panting, Steve said, “I know I have a bad reputation, but I love your sister more than anything in my life.”
“Dust, you know me. I’m not stupid. I genuinely love him,” you said firmly. “And I have for the last six months.”
Dustin took a step back, flinching from your words. “You’ve been hiding it from me all this time?”
Steve placed an arm around you as he moved to stand at your side. “I asked her to. I was afraid that you would think I just befriended you to get to her.”
You gulped and stepped closer to your brother. “But he didn’t, Dust. I swear I started it. I kissed him.”
Dustin looked to the ground quietly, then at you two. “I know I have… almost no patience. I’m impulsive and—”
“Hot-headed,” Steve completed as he rubbed the place where Dustin had hit him. You glared at him, making him add, “Uhm, not the moment. Sorry.”
Your brother ignored him and kept talking. “And, as much as I hate to admit it, you two are a good match, but… I wish I hadn’t found out like this.”
“You’re right,” you quickly replied. “I’m sorry.”
Your bond with your brother… the trust, the love and the care between you was the most important thing in your life. And for a second, you almost lost it for a boy.
“However…” Dustin continued. A small smirk spread across his face. “If one of you hurts the other, I’ll kill you both.”
His teasing tone was a sign that he wasn’t completely mad anymore. Your souls came back to your bodies.
You pulled away from Steve and hugged Dustin. “I’m sorry.”
He grimaced and pushed you off. “Ew! You probably haven’t showered after… it.”
Steve’s cheeks turned red and he stammered, “We didn’t—”
“I’m not an idiot, I heard odd sounds last night, but I thought it was street cat,” Dustin muttered, glaring with disgust. “I’m happy you two found your other halves or whatever, but don’t fuck in my house. Ever again. Or I will snitch with mom.”
You rolled your eyes but nodded. Steve said, “Never again. We promise.”
Dustin walked past you and slammed the door shut, bringing the quietness back.
Steve sighed deeply and dropped his head on your shoulder. “I think I peed a bit.”
“Ew!” You chuckled and pushed him off you. “That was… less bad than I imagined.”
He reached for you, ignoring your protests, and kissed you softly. “Now I can do that whenever I want.”
Right when you were about to reply, a startling yell came from the other side of the door, “And use protection! I’m not ready to be an uncle!”
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description: when tell you jey about a potential storyline with you and the scottish warrior, he gets a little out of character…
“I think Hunter is gonna have me start doing a thing with Drew, I dunno.”
You say this nonchalantly, flippantly, as you scroll through texts from your aforementioned boss, both of you spitballing potential ideas for a future storyline involving you, five years deep into your career and in need of a refresh.
Coming off of an injury is the perfect excuse for a revamp, showing a side to your character that the audience hasn’t seen before. Perhaps there’s something to this…
“Man, what thing?”
It’s the tone in which the question is being posed that has you lifting your eyes from the screen, the dull light illuminating your glossed lips as you raise a perfectly arched brow. “Like, maybe, something along the lines of a partnership.”
Jey Uso stands before you, unimpressed frown on his face as he shakes his head. The wild curls of that infamous mullet of his flinging with a boyish charm that warms your heart.
You two have been good friends, best friends, for a few years now—really almost ever since you debuted on the Raw roster—and by this point, it was not a surprising sight to see the both of you like this, sequestered in a dark, quiet spot of whichever arena was housing the latest live show.
He was always so easy to talk to, and fun to hang with. You remember being so damn scared finally being pushed into the spotlight with the biggest names of them all and expected to compete with them, but Jey had been there since day one. His deep voice and easy grin a balm on your nerves and a battery in your back. At this point, he was rivaling your own family for being your biggest cheerleader. He was damn sure the most reliable support system at work and beyond.
Even though you’d been adamant that Jey did not, under any circumstance, come visit while you were on the mend and instead lock in at work, there was not a single day—hell, maybe even hour—that he wasn’t calling, texting, DM’ing to keep in touch with you. The recovery process was overall steady but hurt like a bitch, and even though Jey respected your wishes to stay away, his love and support as you got through it never faded.
It’s a struggle to think what this all would feel like without him…
“You and…Drew?” You nod succinctly, wondering at the disgusted pull of his face. “Man, hell naw.”
And did you dare to think that he was your biggest cheerleader just a moment ago?
It stops you up short, his surprising disapproval. A spark of fear lights up inside your chest. Jey always supported anything that was for the betterment of your career—what was this?
Dropping your hand, you stand up straighter now. Your crossed arms versus the hands on his hips. The posture screams incoming fight. Harmless bickering is one thing but you guys don’t argue.
“What? Why not?” You, more defensive than you want to be. Showing your hand too early. Just basically shoving your hurt in his face. “You don’t think I could pull it off?”
Jey shoves off your rising insecurities by shrugging, which has your chest twisting in a weird way. Your cheeks are getting warm now under your perfectly set blush. Your nose itches as you all but glare up at him through your lashes.
“Baby, it just don’t sound right—not to mention, it wouldn’t look right either.”
It’s blunt—too blunt—but Jey has never withheld his feelings with you, nor anyone. A trait of his that you always admired, and a complete opposite to the way you sat on your thoughts and feelings most times. But, of course, Jey was good at making you open up and express yourself without abandon. There was hardly anything in the world you didn't tell him.
Which is why you thought nothing of this and was confident in sharing it before it could potentially take off. But the things he’s saying don’t sit well with you at all.
Look right? What the hell?
“Now, what the fuck is that supposed to mean, Jey?”
Jey barely flinches at your profanity but he’s not one to shy away from confrontation. If anything, he rises to it, a stank look in his eye. Not exactly directed at you—even through your rising irritation you can see that—but he does seem extremely annoyed overall.
“Girl,” he kisses his teeth, “Drew is a big ass Scottish muhfucka. What the hell he know about you?”
You, as in not exactly small by any means—hips wide, ass homegrown and toned legs that go on for days and definitely not Scottish. Safe to say, you and Drew McIntyre are total physical opposites. His pale skin and your milky brown complexion. Your wide chocolate eyes and his narrow icy blue ones.
So, what?
If Hunter and the rest of creative thought something could come from a duo with the Scottish Warrior, who were you not to give it a shot? Aligning with him would be one of the more interesting things you’d done since returning two months ago from your recovery off of a broken elbow.
You couldn’t believe Jey wasn’t seeing it.
“Are you serious right now?” If your face wasn’t beat right now, you’d be scrubbing it in frustration. “Are you forgetting that you had a little thing with Rhea? Yall couldn’t be more opposite!”
Jey and Rhea had your utmost support when creative got the exciting idea to try their hand at something between their characters. Two of the biggest stars in the company, beloved by the crowd. It was a no-brainer, even if it did fizzle out in the end.
But Jey clearly isn’t trying to hear you. He rolls his eyes. “Yeah but she’s Mami and I’m the Main Event,” he boasts, gesturing to himself, “it was gon’ be fire no matter what!”
And just then something hits you, with startling clarity. You are now truly, deeply offended.
“Wait—are you saying that I’m not a big enough star? Because we all know Drew is!”
The accusation is nasty but it sounds true to your ears. Still in your twenties—even though it’s late twenties now—everyone tends to treat you like the locker room little sister.
To be looked after and cooed over, even if you put your body on the line show after show. Even if you perform and entertain to the highest of standards. It’s not unappreciated by you, though, just a little irking sometimes.
Jey makes the souring mood starting to develop no better because has the nerve to laugh. “Now you know I ain’t said that,” he grins, as if you’re ridiculous. “I’m just saying I don’t see it, personally.”
“Well, maybe I do. Hunter does, and so does Drew.” You say this through clenched teeth, waving your phone in his face. “I’ve been talking with them about this for days. It’s going somewhere!”
Jey pauses, eyes dropping to the phone in your hand, the open display highlighting the blue and grey message bubbles, how long they are. Takes in the way your eyes instantly shift to the screen as the phone dings with another text.
Then he goes quiet for a while.
You scoff at him before responding to the text, trying to shake this off because even if he was pissing you off, it didn’t feel good to be doing this with him.
Just as your message goes through does Jey finally speak up again, a touch quieter. “Y’all be talking?”
And you know he means Drew, because of course you have correspondence with the boss—just about everyone does.
“I mean, yeah. This thing could really happen, not to mention he’s kinda cool. Funny, even.”
Another ding. Another lengthy grey bubble. Jey can see it, leans a bit more into your space to peer down at the phone. He can even see Drew’s contact name, how it has an actual emoji beside it.
If you weren’t replying with haste to Drew’s message, you’d be able to catch the way Jey’s entire face shifts into something dark and ugly. The way he stills at the sound of your breathy laugh.
He’s quick to fix his face when you lock your phone, still amused by whatever the fuck Drew said. But there is a heavy quiet surrounding him. One he cloaks himself in when’s trying to reign it in, keep his temper under check and controlled. Had you not been too busy with Drew, you would’ve picked up on that.
However you only sigh, lazily shifting your focus back onto him, tossing him a look through those mink lashes. A dismissal, he wonders?
“Look, Jey, I really don’t know why you giving me a hard time about this one. You’ve been so cool about literally everything else. What’s one little romance?”
Romance. You never said anything about romance.
Jey scoffs, the sound ugly even to his own ears. “Yeah aight, have fun witcho new lil’ boyfriend. Just know he be fuckin’ on half the women’s roster.”
You blink, almost cartoonishly, a few times in rapid succession as you try to take in what he said. A strange swirl of emotion hits you, then. Too confusing for you to even process. His tone. His snarl. Hell, even his stance.
What the fuck…?
You wrench your head back, hands raised because you just don’t know what to do with this. “You know what, Joshua,” and the serious use of his name—which you rarely call him—has him rearing his own head back, “I’mma just go because this is weird and something is off here. Talk to me when you wanna be my friend that has sense again.”
Before he can utter a breath in response, you’re spinning on your heels and striding down the shadowy hallway away from him. And no matter how far you go, his words still follow you, his resentment echoing in your brain.
Why the fuck would you even care about who Drew is or isn’t fucking? Why is that something he would even bring up? How was it relevant at all to what you were telling him?
You don’t have an answer to this but Rhea certainly does later and what she tells you has you all but yelling, “get the fuck outta here! Stop playing!”
She does not, in fact, stop playing. She only just stares at you with this knowing look on her face. How dare she look so certain after saying something so ridiculous?
You laugh in the midst of lacing up your boots for the night. “Rhea, sometimes I forget how funny you can be,” you snort again as you move from one boot to the other, “but, girl, you are downright hilarious. Jey is not jealous.”
“What? I’m not joking—everyone knows how he is when it comes to you. And I love my boy,” she proclaims with a solemn hand to her chest, “and I don’t wanna out him but it’s fairly obvious why he’s so mad.”
You ignore that, standing up and moving to your bag, fiddling with—well, you don’t even know. You just need to do something with your hands.
“Oh, yeah? And who’s everyone?”
“Me and Liv were just talking about you two.” Go figure—they talk about everyone. Still, not a big deal. “We saw you, holding hands.” Jey’s a touchy person. You, less so, but with him it’s second nature. What’s holding hands, a hug, between two people who cared for each other? “It was cute that he was holding your purse on the way in, too.”
You shrug at that, at the smirk on her face, trying to appear unaffected—this was the last thing you needed before your match—even if your stomach is starting to go haywire. Pre-matches jitters, to be sure.
“He always does that, nothing new.” Which, yeah, him carrying your bag whether it be a small handbag or one of your, in his words, big ass totebags was just a credit to him being raised to be a gentleman, obviously. “We came here together, so what?”
Rhea is relentless, though. Trying to prove some point. “That’s another thing!” she crows excitedly. “You guys travel everywhere together. You mean to tell me you never felt the tension in that tiny little Kia Soul?”
“Don’t you talk about my car, she’s small but mighty—and brand new.”
You won’t tell her who you brought along car shopping that day. Who went over all the details whether it be mechanical or financial with the dealership. Who ensured that you got exactly what you wanted, even if he hated the car itself.
Hell, you’re certain if you allowed it when he initially asked, he would’ve paid for the damn thing.
“Babe, you know how I feel and how anyone with eyes should feel about those fucking travesties.”
You mock scowl at her but forgo defending your choice of vehicle any further—haters gon’ hate. “Okay, so you’re basically telling me that you and Liv gossip over fake news and fairytales. Big deal.”
“Jimmy said as much too! His own twin!”
Which you do not find surprising in the least. “Jim is just as bad as the girls. He’s always trying to get the tea.”
“And spill it. He told us that Jey’s ex has been trying to get back in the picture and that while usually he’d be all for it, he basically told her to kick rocks,” Rhea shares wickedly.
Now this, you did not know. And Rhea can tell because when you freeze and turn to face her again, her black painted lips are stretched wide in a grin that can only be described as shiteating.
“Mina hit him up again?”
Rhea nods, still cheesing.
Oh, Mina…
Beautiful. Successful career in sports journalism. Well off. Fit. And crazy as hell.
Jey hadn’t brought her up in a while, now that you think about it, but usually that was a sign of him entertaining her again. You learned early on in your friendship that it was best not to get involved when they were on. It’s not like Jey ever listened—whether it be you or his own family. No use in beating a dead horse.
“But he’s crazy about her…”
A fact you quietly bemoaned once or twice. Jey and his damn dating life was just as entertaining as any live show, and a total train wreck. There’d be many nights when he would ask you so, I was in the wrong? (usually, yes) or text you a long ass paragraph describing Mina’s latest antics—his ass being thrown out again for whatever she deemed him guilty of doing or her cussing him out in public without shame.
You’re sort of embarrassed to know even you had been responsible for some of her blow-up’s at Jey.
Even if you felt her and Jey weren’t a match by any means, Mina had a charm to her that inspired you to try to befriend her. Each time fell flat, though. The woman just did not fuck with you, period.
“Was crazy about her. Hasn’t been for a long while, so I’ve heard. Hm, I wonder why…” Rhea trails off, lips puckered to the side. Trying to appear innocent as if she’s not just full of surprises for you tonight.
You shake your head. All of this being too much. Your phone dings with two messages simultaneously and you feel a wave of relief to not have to keep this conversation going for the split second it takes to see that one’s from Drew asking about your dinner plans for tonight and if you'd like to carry the conversation further—yes, you respond quickly, just pick the spot and i’ll come—and another is from Jey and that’s he’s so sorry and can you guys just talk?
“I bet that’s him.”
You blow out a frustrated sigh before shoving the phone into your bag and going into deep stretches in the next breath.
This is all bullshit. None of this matters because none of it is true. You know Jey better than most people, if he harbored any sort of feelings for you it wouldn’t be hard to tell.
…At least, you think.
“If you’re tryna throw me off my game so I don’t whoop yo’ ass tonight, this is a good attempt.”
Rhea laughs, getting to her feet before shouldering her gleaming championship gold. You eye it thoughtfully.
If this Drew thing took off, could it possibly mean being lined up for another title shot? Gold came into your hands twice now, once through winning in an upset against Becky and another after challenging Bianca.
You’ve been on a string of matches/encounters with or against Rhea ever since coming back, and the reception to it all has been fairly positive. There’s no denying how fruitful it’s been to work with her. Perhaps it could turn into the most gratifying of fortunes?
It would be nice…
The other woman notices your focus, her trail to the door stopped short. “Uh oh, you gunning after me now? I promise not to keep teasing you about your boyfriend.”
“He’s not my—”
But the protest falls flat as she just laughs again and departs, leaving just you, the empty locker room and your muddled brain.
Like a lost little puppy, you trudge over and slump down into one of the cubby holes, blowing a stray bang out of your eyes.
Why would she even say that? You came to her to rant in confidence and hopefully have her back you up—not to have her laugh in your face and blatantly tell you that Jey was jealous.
That he, in her crazy words, has the hots for you.
Now, look, you aren’t blind.
Jey is…well, Jey.
Fine as hell. Talented. Funny. Charming. Older. A grown man unlike the “men” your age that still seemed to be catching up to you.
To be honest, you genuinely might’ve only thought about him in ways friends shouldn’t think of each other a couple of times. Moments of weakness, of desperate selfishness on nights when the hotels felt cold and lonely, the car rides long and unending, the flights nonstop and draining.
And maybe when you were in the ring sometimes. When you took a harder bump than expected and it felt like you never knew how to breathe at all, knowing he was most likely worrying. You wondered if he felt pride when you went all in on a promo and the crowd was alive and hanging onto every word, that you wanted to do good just to show him.
In a way, deep down, you know that you crave his attention. That you love when he calls you his favorite girl and always attaches himself to you whenever he can. It’s thrilling to be known as best friends because that simply means that you have some sort of ownership over him, and he with you.
But why did it feel so good to be in his proximity and him in yours?
It isn’t his star power you crave. Funnily enough, your paths barely crossed in the ring. So, it’s not like you were trying to gain favor through his fame. How far you’ve come, no matter who your support system was, has been off your own strength and willpower.
Maybe it’s just due to him being so good to you. You don't know about him having the hots for you, or whatever, but you do know that Jey cares for you.
Anything you need is addressed and handled often before you can get to it yourself. Many times you never even have to say but he tends to be attuned to your wants, needs and fanciful little whims and provided whatever it was that you desired.
Your checks hadn’t been nothing to sneeze at since making it onto the main roster but Jey didn’t care. When it comes to money, it was near useless to protest him spending his on you.
But it’s not even about the money—that is the last thing that matters as far as Jey is concerned. He understands your life. What you do, why you do it. The hunger you have to succeed. He knows the ups and downs of being a pro-wrestler all too well, and how refreshing is it to be with someone like that?
Someone that, despite his many years of experience over your still budding career, feels like an equal.
Goosebumps rise and with them a buzz along the entirety of your skin. An understanding of what this is in reach as you slowly crawl to it.
But you’re still in disbelief, and none of this will feel real until you talk to him. You’re just not sure if you want to.
—————
As promised, you do whoop Rhea’s ass and the crowd had been roaring at the chemistry between you two as you fought and scraped in the ring with each other yet again. Coming off of the win is a nice little high, just what you need to push through the rest of the night and confront whatever would unfold.
“Yo, killer, great match,” comes the praise from none other than The Tribal Chief, his fist outstretched to you in the midst of gorilla.
With an appreciative smile, you knock knuckles with him, chest still heaving with exhaustion as the adrenaline shoots throughout your sweat-slick body.
“Thanks—didn’t know you were watching.”
Roman shrugs, tall and strong, radiating silent power even just standing still. “I catch most of your stuff.”
News to you and nice to hear. You’d be slightly embarrassed to tell him just how often you studied his matches.
“What’s this I hear about you and Drew?”
The question is posed more quietly and after he nods for you to step to the side into a darker, isolated corner with him away from the hub of the blue-lit monitors and gaggle of overseers.
You’re surprised at the genuine concern in his eyes, in the furrow of his brow. He’s no stranger to you, but he’s not as close a friend like his cousins are, though there is a mutual fondness.
And, honestly, if he didn’t look so concerned you’d feel more annoyed, but then you also feel partially bad—did Jey come to him in confidence like you had Rhea? Was he upset?
“Just ideas being thrown around,” you try to come off as casually as you can, forcing yourself to not look away and meet his steady gaze. “Ways to bring in a new dynamic, I guess.”
Roman hums, eyes drifting off contemplatively, before he flat out states, “you don’t need Drew for that, though. If anything, you really don’t need anyone for that. You’re solid. If you do truly wanna go the romance route, though—and with a real star, mind you—it’s crazy creative ain’t consider Jey.”
Two things: the way he says Drew’s name as if he thought of him in the same realm as an insect was more amusing than it had any right to be, and the unflinchingly honest opinion that Jey would be a better option.
“Oh, um…” And you really don’t know what to say to that, to the twist and turns of your gut.
Roman is highly intuitive, though, and takes the wide-eyed hesitation as permission to further state his case. “I mean, look, I know y’all are close and maybe it’d be too weird for you, but Drew is definitely not the draw.” His eyes are wide as he gestures, clearly amused by Drew, in general.
“At least with Jey you’d be working closely with someone you know, someone you trust and there’s nothing better than that, believe me.”
You don’t know why but you feel the need to debate, to ask: “What’s so bad about Drew, anyway? He seems nice.”
“Yeah, I bet he does—and don’t get me wrong I enjoyed sonning his ass time and time again but I can’t imagine what a man like him could possibly offer you. And imagine this: you and Jey do a tag thing, romance, whatever and it’s hot? Gets you into the mix with us, with the Bloodline. We could use a fresh face around…”
What an odd thing, to see Roman Reigns so impassioned over hypotheticals that involve you. You wonder if Jey thinks the same but it seems obvious. He usually believes in his cousin’s vision for anything concerning the Bloodline.
And it is slightly flattering to be considered for such a thing.
You huff a laugh through your nose. The grind truly never stops with this family. “Feels like you tryna recruit me, and here I thought you were here on account of your cousin’s feelings.”
Roman shrugs. “I mean, I kinda am but it also really ain’t my business. I know y’all are gonna be good, even if he’s looking all sad and shit.”
Sad?
You crane your neck around, involuntarily searching before you can catch yourself. “Any idea where he is?”
And you quickly realize that’s a stupid question, you look at the clock on the wall and roll your eyes—he should be approaching gorilla any second now to meet Roman before they went out for the show’s final segment.
“Nevermind—look I gotta go, got plans,” and you carefully choose not to mention your future dinner companion, “but I’ll think about what you said.”
Roman nods, watching as you move quicker than expected after taking such hard bumps from Rhea, but you are keen to get out there and just get on with your night. You’re not avoiding anyone nor are you shifting your eyes around in fear of crossing paths with anyone, either.
Before you can fully disappear into the shadows, Roman calls out to you: “Aye, you still coming to the spot after!?”
And damn, you forgot about that. Roman can tell, too, because he looks highly amused at the guilty look on your face once you turn around. “Wow…forgot my birthday, huh.”
“Of course, I didn’t.” Not technically, anyway—just in the moment. With your un-ending thoughts. You even got a gift for him, tucked away in your bag. “Happy birthday, Ro,” and it’d be bad of you to not crawl back and give him a hug, so you do.
“Totally gonna be there after dinner,” you promise, pulling back but not too far with the arm he has slung around your shoulder.
Roman peers down on you, almost like he has something he wants to ask you but refrains for your comfort. In short, he just says, “I’ll be waitin’. Now, go on,” and nods towards the exit.
Grateful, you slink from his grasp and shyly wave bye before actually leaving gorilla this time.
It makes no sense how wired up you are now. You really hadn’t planned on doing much tonight but now it’s looking like you’re all booked up. Which is good, because it affords you to pay less attention to the roar of the crowd when Roman’s music hits, knowing who's gonna be by his side as he walks out.
Thankfully, no one is around when you come back to the locker room to watch you hastily unzip your bag and anxiously grab your phone. Only an address from Drew and nothing else worth noting.
You remember you were supposed to go to Roman’s birthday party with Jey, but now that doesn’t even feel like an option. He’ll most likely be showing up with Jim and Roman himself now. But the silence is as much as addling as the idea of a response.
I don’t have time for this, you succinctly tell yourself and go through the motions of packing your shit up and getting back to tonight’s hotel.
Getting ready takes a bit longer due to your plan of going straight to the club hosting the birthday festivities rather than just back to your room. But it’s worth it because you just know you put that shit on.
Face beat and hair curled perfectly. Giuseppe heels and blood-red vintage Hervé Leger bandage dress that hugs your body just right. With a fly ass Chanel bag to boot.
Look, this is the Tribal Chief’s birthday—no way are you going to half-step.
Dinner with Drew goes by pretty quick and pleasantly. He’s funny with that Scottish charm and nice to talk to. He doesn’t pressure you into deciding if you truly want to try the new angle with him but has many ideas to share that you expand upon yourself. He even picks up the entire tab with not a single thought and asks if you’re going to the party, whether you’d wanna ride together.
You utimately decide against that—Jey’s stupid, irrevlevant he be fuckin on the half the women’s roster in the back of your brain—but say yes to trailing his car through the city streets and walking in together, because why not?
The club is one of the more up-scale clubs you’ve ever stepped foot in and Drew makes a show of whistling at the grandeur of the place, how it’s all decked out for Roman Reigns.
It’s not surprising that basically the entire roster and crew is here. Say what you want about the character he portrays, Roman is loved by the company and respected by its workers.
“This place is crazy,” Drew scoffs, shaking his head. “Anything for the Tribal Chief, eh?”
You wonder at the underlying bitter in his tone, why he even actually came. From Jey to Roman, it doesn’t seem like there’s much fondness between any of them.
You shrug, gift in hand. “He’s earned it. Speaking of him, I gotta find him and give him this,” you shake the ribbon-wrapped box at the Scotsman, yelling over the pounding music as you step further into the lights, “I’ll find you later!”
Drew nods, eyes trailing you as you envelop yourself into the party. Immediately, you’re accosted by all sorts of shouts and hugs, trying to move deeper into the club.
“I thought you weren’t coming!” Bayley, as she scoops you into a crushing hug.
“Nooo, she was. She just had to finish her dinner date with Drewww. See, they even came in together and he’s watching her.” Liv, grinning evilly with a straw between her teeth.
“Ohhh shit, sis, I ain’t know you got down with the milk!” Je’von, his eyes shifting back and forth before hugging you next. For his comment, you poke him hard with your nails in his side, to which he cries out, “my bad, my bad, my bad!”
“Uce bouta be hella mad...” Montez, sharing looks with Rhea and Angelo.
You suck your teeth, pushing past them to scan for the man of the hour. Unsurprisingly, you find him sequestered with his cousins, and more cousins, in a dark section some feet away. Inwardly, you snort as you think about how this is his night and he’s barely interacting with the people here for him.
“Can y’all shut up and move out the damn way?”
Montez raises his hands up as in surrender and steps to the side. When you stalk by, Rhea says nothing but her eyes say too much as she looks between you and the section.
You’re too sober for this shit, which you don’t realize you say out loud but you must’ve because immediately Liv is yelling for shots! and, magically, Dom appears with a tray of foreboding shot glasses, filled to the brim.
“Let’s goooo!”
You take another look at the section, who’s in it, before happily accepting a glass as Dom brandishes the tray towards you. “Tequila?”
“The only way!” Dirty Dom shouts, grinning in that mischievous way of his. “You gonna need two, girl—get another!”
You start to protest but then they start chanting—double shot, double shot—and it’s, like, well…mama ain’t raise no bitch.
The first shot goes down nice and smooth, everyone around joining you and whooping crazy after. But then you’re alone for the second, eyeing the glass between your fingertips warily. Just as you think you’ll have to take it alone, Drew reappears, his huge body sliding just a little too close behind you as he plucks a glass off the tray, but you like him enough so it’s fine.
“What are we cheers’ing to?” He asks you specifically, and it doesn’t take long for you to shout almost as loud as the bass, “to the OTC!”
Everyone cheers and laughs as you and Drew throw back the shots and you pull a face at doing two back-to-back. Dom disappears into the crowd, probably returning the tray and glasses, making way for Becky to slide into the small little circle that’s been made.
Immediately, she’s smiling, her eyes wide as she notices you and you're just as delighted to return the hug she’s wrapping you up in. Becky’s cool—you’ve always liked working with and talking to her.
“Oh my gosh, girl, you look stunnin’!” Her accent is more pronounced and when you pull back, you notice that glassy look in her eye as she gives you the once-over. But you’re starting to feel warm yourself and less nervous than before, so you repay the compliment loudly. “Oh pssshhh, everyone here looks like chopped liver next to ya—this dress is perfect on you!”
“And I had the pleasure of sharing dinner with such a fine lady this evening,” Drew brags, looking high and mighty.
Becky makes a sound of affront. “Ya lucky bastard—Uce’s gonna have you for that!”
You frown while everyone laughs, all of them in on some joke that you aren’t. Did they all share the same opinion as Rhea?
“I’ll take Jey down,” Drew boasts jokingly—you think—before slinging a heavy arm around your shoulders, “don’t care.”
Liv gives you a look, eyes wide before gesturing behind her with her head, towards that section. You look, simultaneously noticing the newly vacant spot on Roman’s right and the man now pushing through the crowd. Coming closer and closer.
Fuck.
“Aye, man, hate to do this to you and everything,” you’re slightly horrified as Jey shoulders in, past a knowing Rhea, and leans forward to grasp your arm, pulling you away from the burly Scotsman and into his side, “but she’s needed over here with me, uce. C’mon, baby.”
You truly hate that the first thing you notice, other than the blatant irritation in his eyes, is how good he smells and how warm his body is next to yours. And, strangely, you missed him.
Only a few hours, in which he was responsible for making you anxious and confused and overall upset, but you missed him.
“Why?” Drew dares to challenge, something tense building here that you did not like. “To say happy birthday? She already did. She told me—over dinner.”
And, ew.
Jey might’ve upset you earlier and you still don’t know exactly what you’re feeling, but you know you don’t like Drew’s tone as he speaks to him. You don’t overly care for how Montez and Angelo make a yikes face to each other, or how Liv says uh-oh under her breath.
Jey doesn’t care for it either because he actually looks two seconds from flipping this damn club upside down if Drew implies anything else. And the last thing you want is for Jey to get active. Because, trust, he’ll get active.
“You know what,” you cut in with a false smile, moving closer into Jey’s side, his arm automatically wrapping around your waist, “we’re actually gonna go so I can give my gift to Roman. Y’all done held me up too long, anyways.”
“Yeah that’s probably for the best,” Bayley says diplomatically, suspiciously maneuvering her body between a jaw-clenching Jey and a smug Drew. “Have fun, guys.”
Not much more needs to be said after that. Jey is quick to whip your bodies around, arm still firmly around you, hand on your stomach as he steers you towards the VIP section—the touch truly nothing new but, tonight, it feels…
“Fuck he meant by dinner?” And it’s said with such a tone of disgust that you cannot help but to laugh, further pissing him off. You don’t wanna piss him off. It’s just—is he serious? “Oh, okay—yeah it’s funny. We gon’ talk about this shit.”
But not any time soon because as soon as you start heading up the tiny amount of stairs into VIP, you hear, “Oh shit, now! They lettin’ baddies into the section!”
“Man, shut the hell up,” Jey scowls at his twin, letting you go in favor of plopping back down in his original seat.
You roll your eyes at his attitude before grinning back at Jimmy, arms wide out for a hug. “Jimmmm! How are you?”
“Man, I’m good—got Big Uce out with us for once.” He jabs a thumb over to Big Uce. “You know his ass a damn hermit.”
Roman, from where he’s been sat in the center like a king presiding over his court, echoes Jey’s earlier statement. “Shut up.”
You chuckle at their antics, pulling back to reveal your present to the birthday boy. He looks genuinely surprised, “oh, so you didn’t forget.”
“Of course, I ain’t forget.” You watch with eager eyes as he takes it. “Now, come on, open it.”
Roman shakes his head, smiling as his fingers undo the bow. “You didn’t have to,” he laughs when you, hands on you hips, give a yes, I did look, “but I appreciate it.”
“That’s better,” you tell him, stepping further in to shoo Jey over.
He smacks his lips but does so, anyway. You take in the hard line of his jaw, how hard he’s clenching his teeth. You don’t know what comes over you but you whisper don’t be like that before raising a hand to smooth over his jaw. He relaxes but only a little, side-eyeing you for a moment that seems to linger before sliding his gaze over to his cousin.
The wide stretch of Roman’s grin has you smiling too as he opens the box to reveal a very nice, very expensive watch. “I know how much you love ‘em, so here’s another for your collection.”
“And I helped her pick, too.” Jey pipes up by your side. “So really you should thank me.”
You roll your eyes. “Boy, no you didn’t. You was looking at some bullshit actually.” Jey, predictably, smacks his lips at the sound of Jimmy’s cackle. “I have good taste.”
Roman chuckles, still appraising his newest timepiece, whistling in appreciation at the way the diamonds dance under the blue lights. “You sure do—this is fire,” he nods in approval before smiling your way, “and this ain’t cheap, too. Thank you.”
“Anything for family,” you say now, shyly shrugging, a little tipsy from the shots, warm with Jey’s body heat bleeding into your skin.
And Roman’s eyes grow warmer at that, a quiet fondness there that he only does look at those he deems family with. A step up in your relationship.
“You hear that, uce?” Jimmy nods over to Jey, eyes wide with secret meaning that’s slowly starting not to feel so secret. “She family.”
You look over your shoulder but now his shades are on and he says nothing, just nods impassively. Roman is standing when you turn back, stomach twisting, pouring a drink which he hands off to you.
“Now, that’s something we gotta toast to.” His words make you, and all his cousins, come to your feet. He raises his glass, everyone in the section following suit. “To The Bloodline! To family!”
“To family!” Everyone cries in unison. Roman leans forward to clink your glasses together, signaling you to drink the dark liquid with him.
It burns going down but it’s good. One of Roman’s younger cousins you’re not familiar with approaches you with a friendly hug and then Jacob, who you actually do know better, is wrapping a strong arm around your neck, yelling in your ear about how he loves you and that you’re good for Josh.
You return the sentiment but altogether bypass that other statement, which Jacob notices. “Aye, sis, lemme holla at you real quick,” and then he’s escorting you off to the side, his eyes strangely serious for someone intoxicated. “When y’all gon’ stop playing?”
Your first instinct is to deny, deny, deny. To act dumb. To shrink down whatever this is. But then your eyes are catching Jey gazing your way, obvious even behind those shades, and you can’t stop the exasperated laugh that falls from your lips.
“I don’t know,” you say plainly, honestly. Throwing your hands up because you cannot believe you’ve been so willfully blind. It’s a testament to how much you truly like Jacob, being so open about it for the first time.
“This is all catching me off guard, to be honest. It’s, like, I’ve always, always known that Jey cares about me. He took a chance on me, from day one by my side. Not only being my best friend but guiding me, being invested in my career. That means, well, everything.”
“But he’s always been in a relationship. Even when that shit was off, it was on, you know?” Jacob nods, listening earnestly despite his glazed over eyes. “And I care too much to risk anything. Whatever this is, it’ll fizz out and it’ll blow over and we’ll still be just us. It has to, Jake.”
Jacob hums, amusingly contemplative with a drink in his hand, before saying, “Look, I love my uce, man. And I know him, too. Just like you do. And he loves the fuck outta you, girl. You can’t tell by now?”
With that, you can’t help but glance back over to Jey, standing away, sipping his drink. Still watching. You don’t even have to see his eyes to feel him. Feel what he’s feeling.
You shake your head, blinking over at Jacob. “I can’t do this. I’m not good at relationships. Neither is he, to be honest, and we’d only just ruin it. Like I said—this’ll blow over.”
Jacob looks like he wants to say more but you don’t, so you polish off your drink and politely excuse yourself. Instead of going back to your seat, it’s the dance floor you turn to.
Liv is excited to see you again, grabbing you up and screeching out a, “finallyyyy! Let’s dance, bitch!”
And dance, you can do.
Shaking. Twirling. Gyrating.
The liquor for sure has kicked in because you don’t give a damn who sees, you’re doing all of it. Your work family takes turns spinning you, touching you, grinding on you—it’s so fun, you barely care who it is just as long as the music keeps jumping and the drinks keep coming.
Shit, you’re so lit right now you’re pretty sure the body behind your whining hips is Je’von—who damn near feels like a little brother to you—but you’re unbothered and feeling better than you have all night.
But, then, you're being spun around by Je’von…who actually turns out to be Drew. “Oh, shit—my bad!”
“Why’re you apologizing?” he smirks, big hands on your still moving hips, bringing you closer. He leans down so his voice is in your ear. “I have nothing to complain about.”
“Right…” you trail off, unsure, eyes anxiously darting over to the VIP area, to Jey standing at the front of it. His eyes are most likely shooting flames behind those shades, threatening to light Drew’s ass up. Jimmy in his ear, no doubt telling him to chill. “Maybe we shouldn’t.”
The Scotsman snorts, peering over his shoulder to Jey. “He got a claim over you now?”
In a way, you think. But not entirely.
“I don’t wanna step on any toes,” Drew is saying now, gathering your attention again. His blue eyes are fierce and slightly unnerving as he admits: “I just can’t deny that I’m eager for you to say yes to working with me, not only ‘cause you’re good but also because you are beautiful. I want a chance to prove myself.”
The admission makes you a little dizzy, though you’re not dumb—Drew has been clearly attracted to you from the jump. You just didn’t expect him to say as much, and so soon.
“Prove yourself…to me?”
Drew nods, sincere, squeezing your hips. “Don’t you know half the boys are dying to get with you, but don’t even try because of your Samoan bodyguard?” What the fuck, what the fuck, what the fuck. “Jey’s a fool for not giving you what you deserve.”
He gives me everything I deserve, is what you would say had you actually possessed the capability to continue speaking. But you don’t.
“Tell Hunter yes and I’ll give you more than he ever could, sweetheart.”
Your face pulls, affronted by the pet name. “Like I said before, Drew, I’ll think on it. Excuse me, I’m tired and need a break.” From you, you tactfully leave out.
Drew makes a noise of protest as you break off from him, sliding through the sea of bodies and huffing to yourself as you all but stomp back over to VIP. Jey’s there at the top of the stairs, still staring down your former dance partner.
“These heels are starting to kill me,” you tell him by way of greeting, “and I need some damn water.”
You don’t see Jey behind you grabbing a bottle off a nearby table as he follows you back to the now abandoned couch. Roman is some mere feet away, laughing at something Jimmy and Jacob are saying when you plop back down on the velvet couch.
Jey settles right next to you, holding out the water which you gladly take and guzzle down. Big arms crossed over his chest, his voice is dry and unamused as he narrows his eyes. “Tired from shaking ass on everybody?”
Not willing to play into it, you coolly nod. “Something like that,” you shrug, sipping some more.
But he’s not content with that. He forces you to play his game.
“You fucked him?”
It is a close thing to not spit your water out everywhere but you certainly choke a little. Jey lets you recover while pushing his glasses onto his head, so you can see just how serious he is. His eyes are hard and unforgiving.
If there was ever a world that existed in which you did have sex with Drew, it wasn’t this one but he didn’t seem convinced of that.
You wipe at the sides of your mouth, forcefully putting the water bottle down, making the small remnants splash on to his dark wash jeans. Not that he cares. He’s still staring hard, daring you to confess.
“Are you fucking serious right now?” The volume of your shriek managing to reach the ears of his family even over the music, gaining their wary attention. “Why would you ever think that?”
Jey shrugs, hands folded, uncaring of the looks. “I said we was gon’ talk about this shit. Y’all came together. Had dinner together. Your fuckin’ phone was on DND for two hours while I was tryna get in touch with you. He was over there hugged up on you and shit, you grinding on him. Probably got him bricked. Genuinely, what the fuck are you doing?”
“One thing I’m currently not doing,” you jab a finger in his face, truly hot now, “is fucking Drew McIntyre—are you insane!?”
But, of course, Jey just has to be a stubborn ass hothead and not even listen to you. Getting in your face as he raises his voice a fraction, “currently? So there is a chance, then! I’m not fuckin’ stupid!”
“What does it matter to you!?” You shout, arms stretched out. “It’s never mattered to you who I’ve fucked before. For all you know, I could’ve fucked anyone we work with.” His eyes flash in anger but you have a point to prove. “I’m a grown ass woman, in case you forgot! If I wanna fuck any one of these niggas, that’s my business!”
“You better not be—you don’t even get down like that,” he sneers with a disgusted frown. As if casual, consensual sex as an adult should be beneath you. It is not. You do, in fact, get down like that but haven’t ever since you’ve been injured and recovered to return to work.
“And everybody know better, anyway,” Jey goes on, bragging his supposed ownership over you. “They know not to even think of you like that.”
“Oh, yeah?” you laugh loudly, maybe even immaturely but you’re past caring. If he wants to go there, you’re right with him. “Drew told me a lot of the boys want me but yo’ ass is cockblocking which, you know, is pretty upsetting because,” you pause to tap your chin as if in thought, “now it’s coming back to my attention that I ain’t had none in a while. At least Drew’s not afraid to try it. Kinda sexy of him, actually…”
The words land, of course. You watch smugly as Jey’s eye actually twitches, his top lip pulling back into that signature snarl that displays the gold in his mouth before he scrubs a hand down his face. He takes a long moment to stare up at the ceiling. If he’s smart, he’d be wisely considering his next words to you.
When he looks at you again, it’s still heated but there’s a different glint in his eye now. One that makes you subtly shift in your seat and blow out a nervous breath through your nostrils.
“You got this tight ass dress on,” he sucks his teeth, reaching up to tug at a strap, the sting that comes with it snapping back against your skin making you gasp in light outrage. “Dancing on dudes and ignoring me. What is it, huh? Why you actin’ out?”
Acting out? You huff out an unimpressed breath, eyes shifting before returning to stare at him in disbelief. Slowly, confusingly, he grins like the Cheshire cat—gold fronts glittering deviously.
Backing down isn’t an option for you, but somehow you can feel that you’ve lost.
“If all you wanted was some dick, baby, all you had to do was ask.”
Not the words you were expecting to hear in a million years.
The reaction is instant. You gasp quietly but you know he can hear it, too close to you not to. Your cheeks flush as your eyes widen, staring at him in shock. Your head feeling fuzzier for more reasons than the alcohol.
“Yeah, shut that shit up.” Jey commands, leaning forward to grab your chin and make you look him directly in the eye. Not allowing you to shy away or hide from it.
“Don’t I give you everything you need?” Tongue stuck to the roof of your mouth, you nod dumbly underneath his palm, his gaze approving. “Don’t I always take care of you?” Another nod because he does, he does it the best. “So, why you going to other muhfuckas like you need something from ‘em? Do you?” A shake of the head. “So get yo’ fine ass up, go wish uce happy birthday again, and meet me at the door.”
Fuck, fuck, fuck.
A part of you is terrified, heart beating fast as hell, but the larger part of you is so turned on you could genuinely moan right here and now. Jey is gone before you can approach Roman again but you’re quick to do what he says, lowkey cursing yourself with every step that makes it blatantly obvious how wet your panties are.
Roman and Jimmy must feel the nervous, frantic energy coming off of you because in unison they ask with worried gazes: “Y’all good?”
You giggle anxiously, wringing your hands together. “Y-yeah, we just, um, realized that maybe we shouldn’t be doing all that in front of everyone at your birthday party,” you wince apologetically at Roman. “So, uh, yeah…we’re gonna take our conversation elsewhere like adults.”
Behind them, Jacob is watching you with a knowing smirk but doesn’t say a word. Roman does, though, coming forward to embrace you and thank you graciously for coming along with the gift. Jimmy, however, narrows his eyes suspiciously at you and then back towards the direction his twin vanished to. Which has you thinking in a panic fuck, fuck, fuck, he knows…
“Well, be safe, girl,” is all he says after hugging you too, still regarding you with a glint in his eye. “Don’t hurt him too bad, now. I need my tag partner!”
Laughing again, you depart the section with waves to everyone. Once you disappear onto the dance floor, does Jimmy plainly state: “Oh, they finna fuck.”
Roman nods, going back to his drink. “Fuckin’ finally.”
“He gon’ do her in, too,” Jacob adds, locs swaying while he shakes his head, as if pitying you.
Had you been there you would’ve been mortified by their blunt observation but you’re not. Your heels currently clack viciously along the floor as you near the doors. You manage a few rushed goodbyes but don’t make the time to stop for anyone, not wanting to make Jey, or yourself, wait any longer.
Like he said, Jey is there at the doors when you approach, casually standing off to the side as the bouncer talks to him about something you genuinely can’t care less about. Once he sees you, he holds his hand out, gesturing to your purse. Mutely, you hand it over, coming close to hug his arm to your body, already simpering with need as he grabs your keys.
“C’mon,” he murmurs to you and then raises a hand to dap up the bouncer. “Aye, man, don’t work too hard. Have a good night, uce.”
The bouncer returns the sentiment but it barely matters when Jey is already tugging you out of the building, your purse slung over the shoulder you’re not wrapped around. You shiver as the cool night air hits your bare legs, burrowing closer into his side as the two of you make way to the parking lot.
“You cold, baby?” Baby. He always calls you that but it sounds different now. Full of meaning that actually does feel like a claim. You bite your lip, nodding up at him. He brings you closer into his side, moving to wrap his arm around your shoulders. “We gon’ get you warm real soon.”
Another rush of heat goes through your veins at the double meaning of his promise. Your treasured candy red Kia Soul comes into view and Jey hits the button to unlock the doors. You break away from him, going to the passenger side but he’s right behind you, quick to open the door for you before you can.
“Thank you,” you peer shyly up at him before sliding into the seat and quickly bringing your legs in so he can close the door.
Jey rounds the front of the car to slide into the driver’s side, using the push to start to bring the engine to life. While he backs out of the parking space, your head is spinning with so many thoughts and questions, mainly—are you really going to do this? Could this not ruin everything?
You’ve been quietly fretting so long that you didn’t even realize you’re on the road until he speaks up, one hand on the wheel, the other a warm balm on your knee that was just bouncing a second ago.
“Aye, baby, do me a favor?” You gaze at him in wait, his side-profile so handsome under the city lights that streak through the glass over his face. “Answer me a question.”
“Okay...”
Jey nods, taking a left turn before speaking. “You said you ain’t had none in a while—how long?”
The question has your heart beating fast again, the pulse of it rivaling the one between your legs. “Since before the injury.”
More nodding, as if he thought as much. “And in all that time, what did you do to blow off steam? Did you touch yourself?”
And, Lord, what a question. You rarely talked about sex with Jey. If there were any discussions about it, it was him telling you about a past experience or him casually asking if you’d been recently entertaining anyone in that way. But nothing so forward.
You try not to blush—you are grown, for fuck’s sake—but Jey makes it hard to remain cool. “I mean, yes, but that’s normal.”
“Okay, cool—so put your hand in them panties and do it for me.” You stare at his face in shock but he only glances at you before turning his attention back on the road. “It’s aight, mama, I just want you to be ready for me.”
If he weren’t operating a moving vehicle, you might’ve actually jumped on him. Instead, you refrain from your baser urges and tell him with a breathy whisper, “I been ready for you.”
It’s Jey’s turn to tell himself to chill, you can tell by the way his eyes flutter shut for a brief second and how knuckles turn damn near white on the wheel. You’re delighted by the effect you have on him. You have to give it to Rhea—Jey did have the hots for you.
“How long that pussy been wet for me?” he asks as calmly as he can. His restraint only makes you hotter.
“Honestly?” Jey nods, glancing at the Apple Maps as it guides him closer to the hotel. “Probably ever since you snatched me up from Drew.” Because that shit was sexy. In a stupid, man-cave way. How he mean-mugged Drew, how tight his arm round its way around your body. How his entire body language said mine, mine, mine. “And there’s been other times…”
He can’t help the way his head snaps to your face, at the glossed lip underneath your teeth. That doe-eyed innocent look you perfected and only looked at him with. “That I got you wet?” You nod, batting your pretty lashes at him. “What you do then?”
“This.”
Spreading your legs, you follow his instruction and dip your hands in between the rucked-up hem of your dress. The breath of relief and pleasure is immediate once you push the lace to the side and feel your arousal, how it clings to your manicured fingertips.
Jey is trying his hardest not to crash the damn car but, fuck, if you don’t look good as hell right now. Sound good, too. Not just your hypnotizing breathy moans and whimpers but the actual sound of that dripping pussy being played with ricochets throughout the small enclosed space of the car.
“Keep your eyes on the road, Jey,” you breathe out, clit underneath your fingers, more moisture pooling with every circle and stroke. “I actually wanna make it to the room so you can fuck me.”
“Girl, keep playin’ and I’ll pull over right now and make you take this dick on the side of the road. I don’t give a fuck.”
The blunt statement incites you to pick up speed, openly moaning now because it feels too fucking good to do anything else. So many nights you’d done this, secretly thinking of him the whole time, the pleasure in the moment too good to feel the guilt that would come soon after.
But now you don’t have to feel guilty because the feeling is mutual. Always has been. You’re allowed to take. To have him. “Jey, baby, I’m already so fuckin’ c-close—shit,” you whine in warning, leaking more than you ever have, belly tight with the too fast rising of your climax. “Fuuuuck, I’m gon’ come!”
Jey is so grateful for the red light that comes up, completely forgoing looking at the road in favor of your pretty face all scrunched up and your desperate hand working away between your legs. His own hand comes up to the back of your neck, maneuvering your head in his grasp to meet your heavily-lidded eyes with his sharp ones.
“Go ‘head, bae, get that fuckin’ nut and come for Daddy.”
And that’s really all you need.
It’s a fucking miracle, with how hard you come, that you don’t squirt all over your seats. Instead you just shake and shout so loud your throat feels raw as you quite literally experience heaven on earth, Jey a greedy voyeur at your side.
“Fuck, baby, gimme some,” and your head is still reeling so you don’t even have time to register his words before your hand is being snatched away and your fingers are in his mouth in record time. He moans so damn loud between sucks and licks, you would’ve thought he was the one that just came.
“Taste so fuckin’ good.”
A loud, abrupt honk interrupts you, bringing you back to reality. Oh, god—you really just came at a stoplight. “Hurry, baby, it’s green.”
Jey takes your fingers out his mouth but keeps a firm grip on your hand as he accelerates a touch too fast. Hazy with the orgasm, you thread your fingers in between his, neither of you caring about the dampness of your touch.
You quietly watch him the rest of the way. It’s just about three minutes but it’s three minutes spent with quiet shared looks between you and him, both of you marveling at each other, reveling in the newfound change in your relationship.
“C’mon, ma, we here,” Jey tells you while throwing the car in park in front of the ritzy hotel. He remains seated, however, when he glances over at you, eyes roving over your flushed face, lingering on the softness of your lips.
“I had you come for me but ain’t even kiss you yet,” he chuckles a touch boyish, bringing a smile to your face. “Shit hella backwards.”
You lean forward over the console, emboldened by his pure, honest desire for you mixed with that sweet earnestness you always loved. “You should fix that, then.”
Jey doesn’t need to be told any more. He leans forward, his big hands enveloping you, cradling your head to bring you closer and hold you as your lips finally touch. It’s automatic—how easy it is to kiss Jey.
Of course, it is. The rhythm unhurried and full of promise. His lips so soft and pliable upon your own. The pass of his tongue to get you to open up. How both of you moan at the meeting and slide of your tongues, the wetness there.
You reach up to grip his biceps that strain under his white tee, desperation keying up to an all-time high to feel how strong he is, how big. His hand drops down to the back of your neck, gripping there as your heads tilt to get deeper into the kiss.
“Fuck, Jey, I need you so bad,” you plead with a heaving chest as you break for air, his eyes so dark and pretty, “I can’t wait no more.”
On cue, a knock at your window has you turning to see a polite-looking valet trying peer through the tint. “Alright, shit, let’s go,” Jey agrees before bestowing another peck on your lips.
Both of you exit the car, you shyly nodding at the young valet as Jey comes around and hands your keys over. He grabs your hand, nodding his thanks at the man before tugging you along. Equally still intoxicated and riding the high of Jey has you stumbling once or twice after him but he only laughs and brings you closer, not so sober himself.
The elevator ride is unshockingly spent with him in your space, crowding you against the wall as his lips trail dizzying kisses along your neck, the line of your clavicle, licking into between your cleavage. You hold him close, fingers embedded into his mullet as you spread wide for him and grind onto his pelvis, feeling what lies underneath those pants for you.
“You don’t know how bad I want you, baby,” Jey says into your skin, his eyes low just like yours. “How sick I was when you were gone and recovering at home. How sick I get when someone thinks they can touch you. Can have you.”
You shake your head, messy bangs creeping into your eyes. “They can’t,” you avow faithfully, “not now. Not ever.”
Jey pulls back to look at you, unblinking. “You sure about that?”
“Yes, baby,” you reassure him easily, caressing his bearded jaw. Chest feeling like it’s gonna cave in with how fast your blood is pumping. “I’m yours, and I’m not doing that stupid storyline with Drew. I’m not doing it unless I can do it with you.”
Jey presses his forehead to yours, staring down at you so intensely, your toes curl in your heels. “You want that? You want the world to know you mine, mama?”
“‘Course, I do, daddy,” you tell him just as the elevator dings with the arrival to your floor and the doors slide open. “I want everybody knowing who I belong to, and who belongs to me.”
Jey mutters a fuck under his breath before taking your hand and leading you out of the elevator to your room with haste. You giggle as he struggles with the keycard, kissing along the back of his neck in the meantime before he eventually gains access to the room and snatches you into it.
As soon as the door slams, he’s on you again. Hands everywhere. Lips everywhere. You can barely keep up. He succinctly decides that he’s, “gotta taste you for real,” before putting his hands on your hips and guiding you towards the plush bed.
Before he pushes you down on it, you stop him with a hand to chest, the other hand reaching around for the zipper at your back. Jey is quick to help when you fumble, admiring the smooth skin of your back that gets revealed to him inch by inch the further the zipper goes down. You shift so he’s in front of you again, a sly smile on your lips as you shimmy out of the straps and drop the dress altogether to let it pool at your feet.
You’re naked as the day you came into this world with the exception of your panties and heels and Jey is eating you up with his eyes.
“Damn, baby—it ain’t fair how fuckin’ beautiful you are.”
You can't help but grin bashfully, especially as you coyly request, “if you’re gonna eat my pussy, can you at least take your shirt off for me, daddy?”
“Hell yeah, girl,” his overzealous agreement makes you giggle before taking your lip in between your teeth as his skin comes into view. Your eyes greedily rove over the ink, seeing it with new eyes. Taking in how fine he is. He notices your desire, how you unabashedly check him out, and nods towards the bed. “Sit that sexy ass down for me.“
You obey, excitement ramping up to see him kick off his Forces, his pecs flexing as he unbuckles his belt and pulls his pants down. The sizable print he sports in his boxer briefs has your mouth watering instantly. If you were wet before, you were soaked now.
“Lay back, beautiful,” he says, approaching the bed. Which you do, head still spinning from the drinks and giddy as ever. Jey drops down to his knees, eyes greedily drinking in your bare skin from the length of your smooth legs all the way up to your round tits sitting on your chest, the brown nipples peaked and hard.
“Let me take care of you…”
And then your panties are coming down your thighs to be tugged off past your feet and thrown elsewhere. You’re more eager than you realize, spreading your legs without him having to tell or coax you. Pussy on display as Jey grips your hips to pull you closer, more open and wide for him.
You have the audacity to blush at the look of awe on his face as he studies the arousal threatening to drip down to your ass at this point. How soft and delicate you look in this special place.
“Pretty ass pussy,” he salivates over it, breath fanning your mound and clit in a dizzying manner. “You been hiding this from me, huh.” His thumb comes up to lightly circle that pearl, coaxing more cum out and making you whine already. “Hiding such a perfect pussy, knowing I be fiendin’ for it.”
He’s going to kill you before his mouth even touches you. “Baby—Jey, please.” The desperation bleeding out of you must work—you don’t even have to beg that much before he’s gripping your thighs and pushing them back to give one searing lick from hole to clit. “Oh, shit…”
He’s relentless after that.
He chooses to immediately focus on your still sensitive clit from the car orgasm, flicking and lapping at it with his tongue. You cannot help but to start twitching already, not when his mouth feels so fucking good. A mouth you imagined on you countless times but the dreaming pales in comparison to the real thing.
“Relax for me, baby,” his voice muffled by your wet cunt, a hand coming up to rest on your belly.
But that’s easier said than done. Jey is on a mission to make you feel good, kissing and licking your pussy with finesse and hunger. You helplessly run your fingers through his hair before gripping the curls for dear life, moaning and writhing on his mouth as he groans from your touch.
Jey rears back to spit on your pussy, not because you weren’t wet enough but because he’s nasty as hell, and the smug twinkle in his eye as he looks up to see your eyes rolling back after witnessing his filth is proof of that.
“Always knew you’d be so sweet,” he slurs in awe, lips messy and wet with you. “Can’t let nobody else taste it now.”
Instantly you’re shaking your head with the sheets in a death grip under your hands, voice guttural as you choke out, “nobody ever. Just you.”
Because it’s true. Just one taste of Jey, along the night’s revelations, already has you inwardly swearing off any other man.
“Oh, yeah?” Jey hums, greedy gaze drinking up the sight of your swollen clit under his thumb, the clear sticky fluid drooling out of you with every twist of his skilled finger down to the crack of your ass.
He decides your hole looks lonely and shifts his thumb so his other hand can enter the fray, two thick fingers tunneling their way in. Fucking through the tight grip that chokes them and makes his dick jump beneath damp fabric.
“You promise?” His voice so sweet even if his fingers were doing bad, bad things to you.
Embarrassingly and weakly, you nod down at him rapidly, making you look like some dumb bobble-head as your eyes widen and your grip tugs at the bleached ends of his mullet. “I promise, baby, I swear. It’s so good—don’t want no one else.”
Which he knows now. But the words are still validating as hell to hear. Jey needs you. Has needed you for a long, long time even when he was being stupid and fucking around with people that didn’t matter.
And nothing matters more in this moment to him than you and the pleasure you’ve been silently craving. His own desire intertwined with yours.
Eager to make you feel good, Jey’s mouth latches on your clit and he sucks hard while the tip of his tongue twirls in vicious, tight circles. Nevermind his fingers that still thrust and dig in you, hitting a spot that you’d often found difficult to reach with your own fingers. The sudden intensity sends you crying out, soles of your feet bearing down on Jey’s upper back as you try to not fucking explode in his arms.
Being so attuned to you, Jey senses the fraying restraint on your part, secretly thrilled to watch you try to fight it from between your thick thighs. “Yeah, mama, I know,” his smug yet soothing voice muffled against nothing but wet flesh, “can feel you squeezing my fingers.”
Blood rushes to ears, your face frowned up due to the relentless onslaught of Jey’s skilled mouth. You swear you’re not trying to tug his damn hair out but your grip does become firmer once you start lifting your hips to essentially ride his face. Not wanting the sensation to stop, getting so close…
“Jey—Daddy—oh my god, please.”
And he loves it—groaning loudly, still flicking that wicked tongue before using his free hand to crack you on the side of the ass to encourage the eager thrusts against his mouth. “Oh, fuck,” you moan into the air, head thrown against the fluffy covers. “Baby, s-shit—I think it’s co—unhhh—coming!”
Another hard swat to your ass. The curl of his fingers and the way he rubs against that one spot. Ramping up the pulling on his sucks that echo throughout the entire room and the speed of his tongue.
All that combined with his domineering order for you to, “gimme that shit,” into your over-heated, drenched skin and you’re gone.
The entire room feels like it splits open. You try to scream but the sound gets caught, trapped in your throat. Hips buck and toss against the overwhelming feeling. Thighs tense up and squeeze as your feet shake and your eyes slide back into your skull.
Jey doesn’t move. Holds you through it. Licks and kisses you through it. His handsome face set with determination in the midst of your thighs that has you finally mustering a weak sob that gets bulldozed by drawn out moans.
“Oh, fuck, I can’t…” And you start to push at his shoulders, oversensitivity rushing through your entire frame.
Kindly, Jey rears back and takes a moment to admire your gushy cunt before glancing up to your flushed face. The rapid speed of your blinking at the ceiling convinces him to take pity and come to his feet rather than attach his mouth back to his new favorite place.
“Did so good…” his voice sounds far away and you claw at any strength you can to look down and see his hands at his waistband.
Before you can really register that what he’s doing is taking his underwear off, the entirety of him is free. Hard, long, and thick. Hanging heavy between his tatted tights. So brown and pretty.
Goddamn.
Now, look, subconsciously you were aware, in a way, that Jey wasn’t small or even average. With certain men it’s just obvious. The way they walk, the way they talk. You remember having a conversation like this with Trin—her not outright saying that Jimmy was gifted but that he wasn’t being called Big Jim for no reason. Which got you thinking. And what a coincidence it was that Jey just so happened to walk in the room, Trin raising her brows and glancing at her brother-in-law and then to you, pointedly.
So, yeah, you knew but it still makes your heart skip a beat and has you rearing up onto your elbows, getting a better look as his right hand comes up to start stroking the length of it. Maybe you look horrified to Jey because his other hand comes up to your ankle, thumb brushing over the diamond anklet. “We’ll go slow, baby,” he murmurs, a sweet offer and promise. “I got you.”
Though it’s funny he thinks you’re scared—initially startled, yes—and not as terribly horny as you are. You leer at him under the dark fan of your lashes. “Give me that dick,” you drawl lustfully, spreading your legs even further. The surprised flash of his eyes only further emboldens you, lights a fire in your chest. “I ain’t fuckin’ scared.”
Because you’re not—this is Jey. He would never hurt you. He’s gonna take care of you.
“Shit, girl,” he exhales breathlessly before bringing his knees up to the bed, scooting your bodies further into the middle. Right hand still stroking his dick and making your tongue dart out to your lips as you peek.
He sees the pink wetness of it and hungrily claims your mouth with his own, the kiss quickly turning wet and filthy. Twin moans fall out of you that only stretch further at the sensation of that mushroom tip sliding against you.
“Can’t be talkin’ like that—what if I wanna be a gentleman, huh? Take my time with my favorite girl?”
Any other time, that’d be good and wonderful but the liquor is flowing through your veins and you’re in the arms of this sexy man who is yours after so long. So, you take matters into your hands, knowing how stubborn Jey can be.
You laugh cruelly, gazing up into his glazed over eyes. “Drew wouldn’t be gentle.”
The fire instantly ignited in his gaze is your fault, you know it, and so is the way he cocks his hips back, tip pressing into you faster than you’re prepared. “Wait, wai—” But it’s too late, thundering heart coming to a halt as the breath in your lungs is pushed out of you the same second he pushes all the way in. “Fuck!”
“Shut that shit up, lil girl,” he growls, eyes fluttering at the tightness enveloping him. “Been waitin’ too fuckin’ long and yo’ ass wanna play.”
You did want this, you did but Jesus.
Unable to do much else, you wrap your legs around Jey’s waist and clutch at his broad shoulders as he starts the punishing pace he sets to pound you into the mattress. Squirming and twisting under his strong hold doesn’t do anything other than make him grip your waist and pull your hips into his. The meeting of your bodies borderline painful but so good.
All you can do is take it, and he says as much, spitting down at you, “been bad all fucking night, you gon’ stay here and get this dick.”
It’s getting to be too much, and too quickly. A deep sense of fear is building within—there’s no way you can be coming again so fast. He barely just started.
“S-s-shit, Joshua, I’m f-finna…fuck!”
Above you, chain swinging in your face, Jey nods cockily, gaze darting between the disbelief on your pretty face and the hypnotizing bounce of your tits. “Talkin’ shit but already nuttin’ on Daddy’s dick?” he huffs out, reaching up to grasp your chin in his warm palm. “Did I say you could do that?”
You shake your head under his hand helplessly, pathetically. “No b-but I still gotta! Can’t fucking stop!” Hard rhythmic clenches around him to prove your point. Desperate hands clawing and scratching at his skin. “I-I’mma nut on that dick!”
If he wants you to stop, he’s certainly not helping by latching his wet mouth onto your left nipple, sucking and tugging the brown peak between his teeth. “Jey, oh shittt…!”
That's the last of any warning you’re able to give him before crashing headfirst into another orgasm, shaking throughout the process, only seeing white and feeling Jey’s touch.
Rather than slowing down and letting you come down softly, he rears up off your body a little, snaking a hand up to your throat. The wet slapping noise of your fucking ramping up as Jey only swings his hips harder and applies the right amount of pressure at the sides of your neck.
“I can’t, I can’t, I can’t…” Lousy pleas through gasps and eager sucks of air that he’s controlling. Jey is blurry through your tear-pooled eyes but you can see the gold in his mouth when he grins to feel your hand scrambling up to grip his wrist.
“This what you wanted?” he teases, a little mean and absolutely perfect. You’re unsure if you nod or don’t but he laughs all the same. “Never woulda thought my baby was a slut.”
Degradation isn’t always your cup of tea but Jey does it so good that it’s hard to do anything but be just that—a slut.
His slut.
Something is brewing deep down, in the lower pits of your heaving stomach. That initial discomfort that bleeds into an urgent feeling that feels like oh fuck oh fuck oh fuck.
You’re thrashing now, as best as you can, head tossing left and right. The heels of your feet kick at his ribs but he still doesn’t slow down. Panicked, you push at his chest, his belly, anything.
“Don’t fuckin’ run,” Jey snarls, fingers flexing at your throat, digging into your guts. “Lemme stroke this pussy the way I want.”
But he doesn’t understand. “Jey, s-slow down—I gotta pee.”
These sheets are nice and soft, an expensive cotton—probably Egyptian—and you’d really hate to ruin them.
But, of course, Jey couldn’t care less about the sheets. He leans down right above your face, warm breath mixing with your puffy gasps. “You not gettin’ outta this, baby. Ion give a fuck if you piss, just as long as you come on this dick some mo’.”
That vulgarity paired with the way he shifts into you, ramming into a very delicious spot, is more than enough to have your back arching painfully beneath his big body, a wild screech climbing its way out of your lungs, nails digging deep in his wrist and the poor sheets you’re about to destroy.
“Wet that shit up, mama. Right now,” he barks roughly, his voice the trigger on making your pussy gush around him, spraying onto his lower belly and even reaching up to his chest the more he keeps fucking you. “That’s right…”
Mercy is granted once the last weak pulses die down. Jey carefully slides out of you, him wincing and you whimpering at the loss. The whimpers tumble into low sobs and shakes. Curling up on your side, he’s quick to follow, shushing you and pushing hair out of your face all the while.
“Baby, you okay? Did I go too hard?” His warmth envelops your body, the mass of him curling around you, his eyes scanning your damp face. “Please, say something.”
You remain quiet for another few seconds, blinking yourself back into reality. “I’m good,” you finally say after some time, moments full of his soothing caresses and slightly anxious gazing. “That was good.”
Jey studies your features a little longer, and when he is convinced that you’re not lying for his sake, he’s careful in nudging your bodies over and out of the wet spot. “Yeah, you right—it was good,” he agrees, in between your legs again with a thumb brushing over the line of your smooth jaw. “Squirted all over me like a good girl. Shit so sexy.”
You let out a bashful laugh, eyes sliding over to some random unfocused point in the room. “Made me do it harder than my toys.”
“Oh, shit, for real?” When you look back over, he’s grinning eagerly, making you snort a little with a roll of your eyes. “I knew I had it like that but damn.”
Jey laughs when you push at his shoulder, dropping a tender kiss to your collarbone. “Whatever, Joshua.”
Now, this is what you’re used to. Pure comfort with your best friend. Not whatever messy bullshit you two were doing earlier.
Gazing up at him, those big brown eyes, his beautiful wide nose that you trail a fingertip down, you register he is still very much hard between your thighs. “You know what would really be the last and final step to making me yours?” you muse softly, making his brows rise in question. “Coming inside me.”
The softness of the moment bleeds into that earlier heat. Jey’s eyes darken and he inhales deep, as if to steady himself. You are still awed by the effect you have on him, how you haven’t seen it all this time.
Shaking his head but smiling all the same, he tells you, “you got a wild mouth, girl,” and starts rubbing along your thigh, your ass.
You smile back, raking a hand through his sweat-damp, frizzy curls—there’s no telling what your blowout looks like right now. “I dunno know ‘bout all that…”
“Uh-huh, and what do you know?”
“That I want you to fuck me, Daddy.”
How can Jey refuse that sweet wish?
When he slides back in it’s with you folded in half, ankles by your ears and him breathing deep into mouth. The moan that breaks out of you both is one of shared satisfaction.
Your eyes never break away from his, even as the first long strokes turn into something harder and a little reckless. Desperate and maybe a little unhinged, driven by the need to claim you. His eyes dance with the challenge. Like he can’t help it.
It punches the air out of your lungs. Already so good again, already so… “…deep. You’re so deep in me—oh my god!”
Jey groans above the sounds of wet pussy squelching filthily in the air. “Take my dick so good, baby. Only like you can.” The praise has you dripping down his balls. “Tight as hell, too—what you got all this good pussy for, hm?”
The answering cry is instinctual, automatic. You don’t even have to think about it. Your body knows. “For you! It’s f-for you!”
Still staring deep into your eyes, Jey nods approvingly, cockily, “Yeah, that’s right. Grippin’ me like you own me. This your dick? Tell me.”
With every eye-rolling thrust, you have no choice but to chant, “yes, yes, yes.”
Jey is grinning but you can barely see it, eyes blurred by mind-numbing pleasure. He takes it in the way your legs start to shake on his shoulders, the desperate way you claw at his skin and the whites of your eyes proudly. He’s doing this to you, and no one else.
Seeing you so fucked out has him silding a hand underneath your neck, scooping you up to urge your plush lips back to his for a downright nasty kiss that you both moan loudly into. The kind that makes your brain all floaty and your body numb. When he breaks away, you start to whine, blindly pawing at him. You’re already the closest you can physically be to him, and still it’s not enough.
If he wasn’t so hellbent on proving to you why he’s the only one you need, Jey would’ve been come. But he is—there’s no way y’all are leaving this the same way before. He’s going to make sure of that.
“That shit feel good, don’t it? I know you wanna come again, leaking all over me and shit.”
The mention of another orgasm has you slightly panicking—you didn’t think you could come again—because once he says it, you start to feel that impending rush, deep in your belly. Your soul.
Snapping back into clarity, you look up at Jey beeseechingly, hair wild with the way you shake your head. “No, I can’t, Jey.”
“Then why you gettin’ tighter?” He asks in a mocking tone that does indeed have you clenching and pulsing like your life depends on it. “Why you been creamin’ on Daddy’s dick?”
You try to protest again but any defiance is snatched out of you by the feel of his big hands coming up to grip your thighs as his thrusts become even more intense, hitting that sweet spot that has your chest damn near caving in.
Jey can sense your disbelief and panic, dropping his forehead down to yours. How can he look so sweet while beating your pussy up? While snaking a hand down to touch and circle your clit with deadly precision?
“It’s okay, baby, you don’t gotta fight it. Show me how good I make you feel. One more time, so Daddy can nut in his pussy. One more time, so I can make you mine.”
That last sentence has it ripping through you. Stars burst behind your eyelids. You actually think you can see heaven. Overstimulated isn’t even the word. You’re on the fucking moon.
“Aw, shit, bae—squirting all over me again.”
And you didn’t even know that. Too busy caught up in the earth-shattering waves of your orgasm to catch Jey craning his neck down for a better view of your gushing pussy, how his eyes roll back up into his head as he drills into you.
“Tell me you love me.” It’s not just a command but it’s a need. One that tethers you back to Earth, to him.
Slightly taken aback, your gaze sharpens to see his laser-focused on you. Waiting. Pleading, almost. As if you could love anyone else. He’s entirely ruined you in the best way.
He did all this to you, and still doesn’t know it?
Overcome, you slide your hands into his hair, softly scratching at his scalp. He moans at the sensation. “I love you, Jey. I do, so much. Only you, I swear.”
Your confession of long felt feelings has him groaning loud, teeth gritting. “Fuck—I gotta come.”
It makes the taste of your pleasure even sweeter, feeling him shake over you, his muttered curses rumbling in your ear as he holds you close. The heat of his body bleeding into yours. At this point, your bodies were one and nothing could feel better.
“Please come, Daddy,” you mewl up at him, exhaustion creeping in on you under all the pleasure-pain. “Come inside me, I need to feel it.”
“Fuck, fuck, fuck…”
It’s not long before he does as you ask of him, sitting deep to shoot thick rope after thick rope of his warm cum into your willing body. The feeling so good and dizzying that it has you giggling, eyes pooling with unshed tears.
Even through the ebbs of his pleasure, Jey cracks an eye open to check on you. However crazy you look, it makes him smile.
When the last ebbs of his orgasm fade, and it’s just you and him slowly careening back to the present, Jey rears up to hover above, watching you still giggle.
And, of course, because he always has to play.
“Damn, my dick was that trash?”
He joins in your laughter when you playfully slap him upside the head, eyes bright and beautiful. “If you call four orgasms trash, then sure, yeah,” you snort, pushing him off of you once he pulls out.
Without a lick of shame, you get up and traverse the span of the floor all the way to the bathroom, not a stitch of fabric on you. However, before you get there, Jey is calling your name, making you look over your shoulder.
He looks so good there, just as nude, just as shameless. Head propped up on his elbow as he watches you. Teeth gleaming with a grin that screams, just got laid. “By the way? I love you, too.”
And when your eyes soften a certain way, just for him, under the lights…Jey has to wonder to himself why he was even jealous at all.
a/n: holy shit whyyy did i write all that??? i be fiendin’ for his fine ass, that’s why 😵💫 plus the jey tag was looking a lil dry, so why not 🤭 anyways, this is my first time posting any smut on tumblr even tho i lurk on here allll the time, so pls share anything nice if you’re willing and able! likes and comments are appreciated, please! byeee gonna cleanse my soul now!!!! 🤍
Summary: When the reader is released from captivity by Homelander, she's reunited with a familiar face. Soldier Boy. Her childhood friend. Her true love. The loss of her life. The man she was taken from in 1957. Sixty eight years later and Soldier Boy is baffled not only by her being alive but her young age and apparent powers. Old memories resurface as the pair try to navigate what truly happened all those years ago. New fears emerge as they come to terms with who they now are in a frightening modern world. All the while, Homelander poses a looming threat to not only the two of them but the entire world. Hard truths must be faced. Lines must be drawn. Two fated souls must make an impossible choice. Run or fight. Monster or anti-hero. Soldier Boy or Ben. Alone or together, once and for all...
Pairing: Soldier Boy x reader
Word Count: ~80K
Warnings: spoilers through S4, language, violence, smut, captivity, mention of torture/miscarriage/parental abuse, supes vs. humans, death, illness, adultery, threats of violence against a child, attempted murder/murder, vigilantism, mention of drug use/drinking/WW2 violence and more
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✿・・───・・just another collection of djo (steve for the most part to be honest) fanfics i read late 2025 anddd there's gonna be a whole lot of friends to lovers in this one because i have a problem :3╰(*´︶`*)╯
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fandoms included: stranger things
[✿] fluff [✦] angst [★] smut
fic rec list pt. 1 !
divider creds to @mang0smoothie and @strangergraphics !!
steve harrington:
[✦] [✿] there is no other love (it's only yours) by @keeryhours | word count: 8k
summary: You and your best friend are constantly mistaken for a couple - sometimes you have a little fun with it. Or, 5 times you were mistaken for Steve Harrington’s girlfriend, and the one time you really were.
thoughts: this is the first fic i read on this acc after my old one got hacked :p and this i recall i've reread so many times HIHI the best friends to lovers trope just gets me too hard (and that's gonna be a recurring thing throughout this fic rec list)
[✦] [✿] [★] lean on me by @levanswrites| word count: N/A
summary: touch-starved doesn’t even begin to cover it. steve harrington is affection-starved. love-starved. he’s been handing out pieces of his heart for years, getting nothing but scraps back. now, he clings like glue—always leaning, always touching, like his body craves closeness and he never learned how to pull back. and it would’ve all been fine… if this wasn't supposed to be just a casual thing. if he hadn’t said I love you, with his whole heart, mid-fuck.
thoughts: this is filled to the brim with love and vulnerability and it's all sappy despite it initially not supposed to be that; it is, and it just gets me so so well :( i love love this so very much. sappy fwb fics are a newfound favourite HIHI
[✦] [✿] [★] blue christmas by @agreeewrites | word count: N/A
summary: You and Steve were casual fwb in high school. You're back in town for Christmas, having just broken up with your college boyfriend. You pick up a sad Christmas movie at Family Video, and Steve refuses to let you wallow alone.
thoughts: exes to lovers might just be the end of meeee this fic is too 🥹 i iwsh steve was real arhghh
[✦] romantically, maybe by @ddejavvu| word count: 9.1k
request summary: MAMA 😊 can i request a blurb for steve harrington where the reader has a really big and bold personality but when he's around she kind of shuts down and goes quiet which makes him all sad and confused because he thinks she hates him but everyone is like hello she likes u
thoughts: this one was so so so cute hehe :3 also this reader reminds me so much of me
𓂅 [✦] frog and the toad by @/ddejavvu| word count: 1.6k
request summary: N/A
thoughts: waaiit the domesticity on this is just so :3 it's just so stinking cute !!!!
[✦] [✿] [★] can we always be this close? by @upsidedownwithemmy| word count: 22.4k
summary: A biggie. Best friends to lovers, summer, childhood, pining, crushes, a kiss that wasn't supposed to happen, the last cherry popsicle and three promises.
thoughts: EEEEEEEEK childhood bestfriends to lovers trope is top tier but even more so in this fic. kind of awakens my desperation to be wanted and the overall want to be someone's no.1 person and this is such a heart crunch when you read it ACKK
[✿] the things we do for love by @stevebabey | word count: 4k
summary: Quarantine blows. Marginally less so when you're with your boyfriend, but, hey, even that isn't without it's whinging and complaints. You decide it's worth risking an encounter with Murray (ugh), if it means getting the chance to surprise your love. It just doesn't occur to you that someone else might have the exact same idea.
thoughts: the murray slander is honestly real SHHSAHS this is so so sweet just like a peanut butter bopper they're so so cute !
[✿] lay all your love on me by @sainzzreputaticn | word count: 5.5k
summary: steve and you are idiots who don’t confess your feelings to each other for a very long time
thoughts: i love it when people in fanfics are the biggest dummies and in love it's just so :3 LIKE JUST KISS ALREADY (this is said with the most affection)
[✦] [✿] six little nuggets by @suprclark | word count: 2.3k
summary: you overhear steve talk about the future and realize the version of it you imagined yourself in might not exist. turns out you were wrong. painfully, beautifully wrong.
thoughts: another thing that gets me is when people see you in their future even when you think otherwise this made my heart just CRAZY like lemme tell you this. ARGHHHHSFA i want a steve harrington so bad i'm going ballistic here
[✦] [✿] [★] edge of seventeen by @levanswrites| word count: 12k
summary: five-year-old steve harrington hates the hamptons—until he meets a barefoot girl with a bucketful of shells and becomes stevie. a coming-of-age story about first friendships, pinky promises, and falling in love, one summer at a time.
thoughts: THIS GOT ME RIGHT IN THE FEELS. you just captured the innocence and pure joyous wonder of being a kid while growing up with emotionally distant parents too well AND BRO their friendship is so so stinking cute :( like everything just falls into place just right like they fit too well together and the YEARNING. THE silent longing even after all those years. it's just ADBWHJAB i love this :3
[✿] real girlfriend by @imsogonesposts| word count: 2.1k
summary: In an effort to look cool in front of his students, Steve lies and says his best friend is actually his girlfriend and his date to the Snow Ball as he chaperones.
thoughts: SO STINKIN CUTE. steve valuing what his students think of him so precious :(
[✦] [✿] fifteen seconds to fall in love by @allforhee| word count: 1.9k
summary: stuck looking for answers in the upside down's hawkins lab, dustin purposefully leaves you and steve alone. the risk of an apocalypse nearing forces the two of you to finally open up and maybe solve a rubik's cube in the process.
thoughts: dustin is a rascal is all i can say 😭
[✿] i like jocks by @buckyarchives| word count: 6k
summary: Steve beats himself up over the fact that you’re Eddie’s type, and Eddie is totally your type as well, and absolutely not Steve’s.
thoughts: jealous!steve has a special place in my heart also sometimes makes me wanna wack him over in the head and yell out 'SHE LIKES YOU DUMBASS !!'
[✿] (not) your sweetheart by @marvelwitchergilmore| word count: N/A
summary: Since you'd first met Steve Harrington, he'd had one nickname for you. One that you'd denied for years, until the day came where you admitted how it made you feel.
thoughts: yeah... i really want a steve harrington in my life. PLEASE WHERE CAN I GET ONE OF HIM???
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After the uncomfortable photoshoot where you had to pretend to love your brother you were drinking some champagne at a party for the new team you were yet to meet. You stood by the bar and tried your best to not look uncomfortable in the dress you were wearing. 'I know how you feel,' you heard a voice say. You glanced over to see a short blonde girl, she looked young. Well, she looked older than you considering you looked younger than you actually were.
'Yeah, I hate having to wear all these fancy dresses,' you said with a small laugh. She smiled and held her hand out.
'I'm Annie, aka Starlight,' she said. You smiled and shook her hand.
'I'm Mia, it's nice to meet you,' you said with a fake smile. You hated using your fake name.
'I've always wanted to meet you. I mean you're this powerful beautiful woman with the world at your feet,' she said. You chuckled softly and tried to not look too sad or disappointed. Homelander made his way over to you and stood beside you. You kept up your fake smile.
‘Starlight, I see you’ve met my sister,’ he said. She smiled brightly and you could see how hopeful she was.
'Yes, we were just talking.'
'And I hope you were getting along well, Mia,' he said with a smile, but you knew it was a threat.
'Of course, I'm still to meet all the other team mates. I'm sure they're all just as lovely as Annie...I mean starlight,' you said. She smiled and nodded.
'So, I heard that you aren't apart of the team technically?' she asked. You were about to speak before Homelander interrupted.
'My sister is a lot better at doing things behind the scenes, right Sis?' he said. You smiled again and nodded.
'Yeah... I don't really want to be out on the front lines like you guys,' you said. Thankfully Annie bought the lie and excused herself to talk with other people. Homelander turned to you.
‘Stop fiddling with your dress,’ he grumbled.
‘It’s too tight, it hurts,’ you said.
‘I don’t care, handle it,’ he growled before walking away. You groaned a little before another person came up to you. You looked at her and knew exactly who it was. You knew her real identity and you knew you would be scalped if you mentioned it.
'Stormfront...'
'Mia, the little arm candy,' she said. You kept your eyes down and tried to not tremble too much. She was a cruel woman, one who would practically laugh when you were tortured as a child. 'Still the little girl I met all those years ago.'
'Please, just stop,' you whispered. She chuckled and rolled her eyes.
'Can't take a joke, can you? Come on, don't act all high and mighty just because you've got the wig and fake teeth. Are these fake too?' she asked as she stepped forward and grabbed your breast. You quickly swatted her hand away.
'I said stop,' you said as she chuckled.
'Careful, wouldn't want anyone to know what you really look like,' she said before walking away. You tried to calm yourself down and leaned against the bar.
'Bit too much to drink, luv?' you heard a voice say. You turned to see a man looking at you. He gave you a charming smile and you quickly took a drink of champagne again.
'Oh, you know. May as well let lose at parties,' you said trying to keep up your fake charade. He smiled again and held his hand out.
'Names Billy,' he said. You smiled and shook his hand.
'Mia.'
'So, I've heard,' he said.
'Do you work here?' you asked.
'No, my wife works here. I thought I would accompany her and get in good with some supes,' he said. You chuckled and smiled a little.
'Well, it's a good idea.'
After the party you collapsed onto the couch in Homelanders apartment and practically ripped your dress off. You threw the wig off and then took your fake teeth out. Thankfully Homelander usually partied until morning. So, you had the apartment to yourself. You decided to have a bath. It was so nice to be on your own and just able to relax for once.
Late that night you were asleep when you heard your door open. You looked up to see your brother stumbling in. 'No, go to your room, John,' you grumbled. He ignored you and climbed into the bed beside you. He grabbed you like you were practically a stuffed animal and cuddled you. You groaned and tried your best to relax despite his bruising grip. He had a habit of always wanting affection, especially after a party. You didn't like it, not one bit, but it wasn't like you had a choice. 'I hate you.'
The next morning you follow Homelander down to one of the meeting rooms. Now that the new team mates would be around more it meant you had to look fake most of the time. While you weren't needed in the lab your brother wanted you to help take notes at the first meeting. Or maybe he just wanted to keep an eye on you. You sat in the corner of the room, Homelander didn't want anyone to think you were apart of the team. When it was just you and homelander you turned to him. 'Are you busy tomorrow?'
'Of course I am, I'm America's superhero,' he said.
'They want to test a new weapon on me and...I just wanted to make sure you'll be okay if I have to...fully regenerate,' you muttered. He groaned and rubbed his head.
'Yes, fine. I suppose I can handle it. If I have to feed you and bathe toy again you owe me,' he said. You nodded a little.
'Thanks... Let's hope it's just like a new knife or something. Not a rocket launcher,' you grumbled. You hated weapon tests. Your brother sighed and looked at you again, you knew that look was telling you to shut up. 'Sorry, I'll sit down.'
The team filed in and you kept your head down and looking at your notepad. You took as many notes as you could and tried your hardest to keep up, but to be fair you were still a little slow after dying. Once the meeting was over you waited outside for Homelander. The man you knew as deep came out and stood in front of you. He was too close to you.
'So, you're our little assistant, huh?' he asked. You stepped back a little until your back hit the wall.
'No, I just help out here and there. Just whenever homelander needs me,' you said. He chuckled softly and nodded.
'A woman that does what she's told, it's a nice change,' he said. He stepped closer again.
'Yeah, I guess,' you said. He smiled and put his hand in your hip.
'I'm basically your brothers right hand man now. I guess we'll be spending a lot of time together, huh?' he asked. You cringed a little and tried to back away. 'Come on, don't act shy, babygirl. You're so pretty, blonde, blue eyes and you're a good girl. What more could I want?' he said. The door opened and he quickly backed away. You saw your brother and glanced at him.
'Mia, they want you down in the labs,' he said. You nodded and quickly rushed away into the elevator. You were just glad to be away from The Deep and his wandering hands.
The next morning you made your way down to the lab. You didn't have your usual disguise on so you kept your head down and tried to not talk to anyone. When the elevator opened you saw Starlight. You kept your head down and stepped inside, she offered you a kind smile. You pressed the button to head down to the lab. 'Are you having a good morning?' she asked. You kept your head down and nodded. It was probably a good idea to not talk, she might recognise your voice. The elevator doors opened and you rushed out into the lab.
You stood in a concealed room and looked through the glass to see scientists with notepads. A strange gas started to fill the room and you quickly huddled in the corner. 'Wait... No wait what's going to happen to me!' you shouted. The gas touched you and started to burn away your skin. You screamed in agony and sobbed as it began to attack your whole body. 'Please! Stop!' you screamed as your skin began to melt off. 'No...' you whispered. Your skin began to break off and fall to the ground. You fell to your knees and screamed in agony until you couldn't scream any longer. You couldn't even cry anymore as the skin on your face melted away. You fell to the ground as the gas continued to eat away at you. You were in so much pain. You prayed you would die soon and that your brain wouldn't be too far gone. You knew it would've been a horrifying face. You laid there without skin and felt yourself finally die.
When you woke up again you could only feel some of your skin back. You screamed out in pain as your body tried to regenerate. 'Sedate her!' a voice shouted as you continued to scream. Thankfully darkness overtook you again as you cried.
It took you another three days to wake up. The flesh eating gas definitely made its way to your brain considering your mind felt like that of a two year olds. You whined and weakly reached your hand out, but there was no one there. You began to cry and tried to move your body slowly. You felt someone touching you and whined again. 'Took you a little longer to wake up this time. The gas continued eating away at you for quite some time,' the doctor said. You cried out and tried to hold his hand but he pulled it away. You continued to cry and whine like a baby. 'Calm down,' he said. You started to scream again. You heard a noise and glanced to see your brother entering. He looked at you with disgust, it was still a gory sight with most of your skin missing. You whimpered and reached out for him and continued to cry like a baby. He sighed and took your hand in his.
'I'm here, it's fine,' he said. 'Was her brain effected?'
'Unfortunately, yes. The healing will take a little longer thing time,' the doctor said.
'Can't you just sedate her until she's normal?'
'No, her body fights off sedation. We can sedate her for a few hours but no longer,' he said. You whimpered softly and tried to squeeze your brothers hand. He looked down at you and gently brushed your hair out of your face.
'She can be quite whiny, but I suppose I don't mind caring for her. She gets so needy and useless without me. Don't you, darling?'
'If you need a break she can spend time down here or in the infirmary,' the doctor said.
'I'll bring her home once she has some more skin back, I feel sick just looking at her,' he said. He cringed before walking away again. You started to scream again and reach your hand out for him before the doctor injected another sedative. Everything went dark once more.
You woke up again and didn't know what time it was or even where you were. It was dark in the lab and you heard a sound. You whined out softly and reached your hand out.
'What are you,' a voice whispered. You cried out again and felt a warm hand grasp yours. 'It's okay... Are you in pain?' You recognised the voice. It was Annie. You whined and tried to squeeze her hand. 'Shh, it's okay.' There was a noise and Annie looked towards the door. You squeezed her hand tighter. 'It's okay, I have to go. I'll find you again, I promise,' she said. Her warm hand disappeared and you felt a tear run down the side of your face. You wanted nothing more than to be held, but that moment never came.
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Eventually you were back in your bed in Homelander's apartment. The pain was a lot less now, the lab never wasted pain killers on you. You had a teddy bear beside you, one you had since you were a child...well kind of. It has been sewn together and fixed over and over after Homelander would destroy it all the time. You held onto it tightly and gently patted its soft fabric. The door opened and you quickly shielded yourself from the bright light. 'Come on, you need food. Even though you can't die, but I need you well enough, people are starting to ask where you are,' Homelander said. You looked at him and gripped your toy tighter. He sat beside you and made you sit up. You cried out in pain as he did so, but he didn't seem to care much. He held up a bowl of soup and tried to spoon some into your mouth. You whined and turned away and reached for your teddy. He groaned and placed the toy in your lap. You hugged it lightly as he spooned soup into your mouth. 'You see? I can take good care of you, can't I? Do you love me, sweetheart?' he said. You looked at him and blinked a little in confusion. 'Don't worry, you're still too dumb to talk,' he said. He continued to feed you the soup until it was all gone and he gently wiped your mouth. 'There's a good girl,' he said. You smiled a little but were still in a lot of pain. You whined and reached down to hold your brothers hand. 'You're absolutely useless like this, hmm? Aren't you lucky I love you more than anything.'
After Homelander had helped you bathe he put you back into bed despite you trying to get out constantly. You whined and tried to get up again before he shoved you against the bed.
'No! You're staying here, I need to leave so you need to stay in your goddamn bed!' he said. You whined and stopped fighting. He groaned and stood up. 'You're a damn handful.' He left your room and you heard it lock shut. You curled up and cried softly. Everything was confusing in your mind, nothing quite made sense and all you wanted was to be held.
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A few years had passed and after so many weapon tests and drug testing you weren't really the same anymore. You relied a lot more on Homelander than you used to, you would lose your memory a lot more and your mind didn't work as well as it used to. You still accompanied Homelander everywhere throughout vought. You still had to wear your usual wig and pretend to be Mia, but there was some speculation that something was wrong considering all the conspiracy theories about you. The public was starting to come up with ideas as yo why you were never seen out in public, or why you looked so dead behind the eyes in photos.
You were in the meeting room with your notepad like usual, even though you couldn't really write anymore, Homelander liked to keep you busy and by his side. You were alone while Homelander was speaking with the deep outside. Starlight entered and saw you. She gave you a smile before she glanced down at your notepad. 'Oh... You know you're writing on the cover and not one of the pages?' she asked. She had noticed the decline in your mental state.
'Oh...' you muttered. You opened the book and she saw all the illegible scribblings inside.
'Are you okay, Mia?' she asked. You glanced at her.
'Am I okay?'
'Yeah, you just seem distant. You've changed a lot, I'm just a bit worried,' she said. You looked away from her and the door to the meeting room opened. Your brother stepped in and glared at Starlight.
'Don't talk to her,' he said.
'Sorry, I was just saying good morning,' she said before heading back to her seat. Homelander stood over you and looked down. He tilted your head up and ran his thumb over your cheek.
'You good?' he asked. You nodded a little and he smiled. 'Good, you keep taking notes for me, okay?' he said. You smiled and nodded again. 'Atta girl.'
You hated it but there was going to be a party for Vought employees tonight. You knew that meant you had to be on your best behaviour. That and also be uncomfortable all night. You were at the bar sipping on a soda when someone approached you. 'Been a while since we've been face to face, huh?' the man said. You turned to him and looked at him in confusion.
'I don't know you,' you muttered. He looked at you and tilted his head.
'No? Oh, you'll remember me soon enough, love,' he said. Homelander stood beside you and glared at the man.
'Butcher, I would hope you aren't going to try anything with all these people around,' he said.
'The man of the hour. I wouldn't try anything, of course I wouldn't,' Billy said with a cocky smile.
'I don't understand what's happening,' you whispered. Homelander placed his hand on your back.
'Don't worry, sweetheart. There's nothing to worry about. Billy here was just leaving,' he said. Butcher downed his drink while he looked at you. Homelander stepped forward. 'Lay one finger on my sister and I'll do more then just fuck your wife,' he growled. Billy kept his same smile on.
'You have a good night too, mate,' he said before leaving. You glanced at Homelander in confusion.
'It's alright, darling. Just ignore him, okay?'
You ended up back at the apartment earlier than homelander like usual. You entered and you were ready to get rid of your disguise before you saw the man from before sitting in the living room. You gasped and backed away. 'Now, now. There's no need to be afraid, love.'
'You can't be here,' you said. You couldn't help but stutter through your words. He stood up and moved forward.
'One thing I want to know. Are you a monster just like your brother? Do you even know who I am, sweetheart?'
'No, I don't know you. I'm sorry,' you whispered. He stood in front of you and looked at you.
'I don't know much about you, love. You're just a piece of arm candy for your brother, is that it? It's a bit sick and twisted if you ask me.' He ran his hand down your arm. 'You probably just live up here having everything taken care of. Do you even know about Ryan or Becca?' he asked. You looked at him with even more confusion.
'I don't know them,' you said. He chuckled softly.
'He keeps you blissfully unaware does he? Or are you just playing dumb, love?' he asked. You felt tears in your eyes. You couldn't understand what this man wanted from you. 'Well, I'll get those answers soon enough.' He pinned you against the wall and injected something into your arm. You yelped in shock and stared at him. 'Should knock you out for a while, sweetheart. Strong enough to knock any supe out,' he said. Your eyes began to blur as you gripped onto Billy. Your body lost all strength before you fell to the floor unconscious.
