Ominous Fortune

The boys were still getting used to having a supe around the base, let alone one that was a hybrid. Billy didn't mind, he enjoyed having someone that relied on him and sought his affection. What he didn't account for was the fact you would go through a heat because of your canine DNA. He soon realised when he woke up one morning to you in his bed with your legs wrapped around his and shamelessly grinding against him.

'Oi, luv. What the bloody hell are you doing?' he asked as he pulled away. You whined and tried to get closer to him as he realised you were covered in sweat and your cheeks were flushed. 'What's going on?'

'Need...you,' you whispered as you clenched your legs together.

'Bloody hell, you're acting like a dog in... Fuckin hell, darlin. Do you get a bloody heat?' he asked as your dog ears pinned back on your head and you nodded. You whined and nuzzled into his neck while you pressed sloppy and needy kisses to his cool skin. 'Bloody hell, you're burning up.'

'I need you,' you whispered as he felt you starting to grind against his thigh again. You moaned softly at the friction and he sighed.

'Alright, let me help you, darlin. Stay here,' he said as he managed to get out of your grip. He quickly locked the door before returning to the bed. He brought you in for a passionate kiss. It wasn't new, you'd had sex before but he had never seen you like this. Needy and shameless, it was definitely turning him on. You tried to strip his pants off and whimpered. 'Easy, baby girl. Let me,' he said as he managed to take his pants off. He could've sworn you were drooling when he freed his semi hard cock. 'Look at you, sweetheart. Never seen you like this,' he said. You whined and began to kiss him sloppily. He began to strip you off and could feel how hot your skin was.

'Please fuck me, I need to get pregnant,' you whispered as Billy looked at you in shock.

'Yeah, darlin I'll...get you pregnant,' he muttered. He knew full well he couldn't considering he got the snip, but he was willing to pretend while you were like this. You spread your legs once you were naked and began to rub your clit. 'Fuck, baby...'

'Please, please fuck me!' you shouted as Billy quickly covered your mouth.

'Shh, baby. Fuckin hell, the boys will hear you,' he said as you clawed at his body. 'I'm getting there, darlin.' He gave his cock a few pumps before lining up with your hole. 'You need prep, baby?'

'No... No, no prep. I'm ready, please just fuck me,' you begged as he looked down at your flushed face. He nodded and pushed inside you as your eyes rolled back and your back arched.

'Holy fuck, baby... You've never felt this good, fuck you're soaking,' Billy muttered as he felt his cock get even harder.

'Wet for you... Only you,' you whispered in your dazed state. Billy felt drunk off you already, your pussy had never felt this good before and you were there with your fluffy ears begging like a slut.

'That's right, baby. You're only like this for me, huh? You belong to me, darlin. That make me your master?' he asked as he gripped your hips and began to thrust into you. You moaned loudly and he watched your body twitch with pleasure.

'Yes... Yes, Master,' you whispered as Billy felt heat rush through his body. He didn't realise hearing you call him that could be such a tune on. He leaned down and kissed you passionately as you moaned.

'That's right, baby. I'll take good care of you through this. Fuck you so good,' he said as he rutted into you. He chuckled when he saw how dazed you were because of the pleasure. 'My little mutt getting drunk off my cock, huh?' he said as you let out another loud moan. He knew the boys would hear it by now but he was too lost in the moment to care. 'Gonna cum all over me, baby? Show me what a good little mutt you can be,' he said as he felt your pussy clench around him. He was addicted to the feeling of it. He leaned in and kissed your neck as he continued to pump inside you. You clawed at his back and trembled as you screamed out in pleasure. Billy felt your pussy clench him even more as uou orgasmed around him. He gripped the blankets beside you and came inside of you as he gave a few last pumps inside you. He looked down to see you completely blissed out from pleasure. He took his cock out of you and made his way to the bathroom to get you some water and a damp cloth. He came back to see you nuzzling into the blankets and whining softly. 'You back with me, darling?'

'I forgot...how much heats hurt,' you whispered. He placed the cloth and cup down before he climbed into bed and wrapped you up in his arms. You sighed and nuzzled into his neck.

'I'm here to help, sweetheart. You just tell me what you need,' he whispered.

'I need you to stay close and...fuck me whenever the waves hit,' you whispered in embarrassment.

'Now that I can do, baby,' he said. You chuckled softly and he noticed how exhausted you looked. 'Rest, sweetheart.'

--

Billy had left you to rest and was chilling in the main room when Hughie entered. 'Ah, Billy... The other boys elected me to talk to you about your um...morning activities,' Hughie said with a red face.

'Alright, I know we were a bit loud but she's going through a bloody heat,' Billy said as Hughie's face went an even darker shade of red.

'She uh...goes through heats? Like a female dog when they...'

'Fuck anything that moves? Yes, exactly that mate. So, you'll have to excuse however she acts for a while,' he said. The door to his room opened and they glanced up to see you looking hung over and wearing Billy's clothes.

'Hungry,' you whispered as your tail swayed gently behind you.

'I'll get you something to eat,' Hughie said as you shuffled forward and straddled Billy's thighs. He gently rubbed your hips as you nuzzled into him.

'Does it hurt, darlin?' he asked. You whimpered and nuzzled into him.

'Yes... It hurts so much, I hate it,' you whispered as he rubbed your back.

'I'm sorry, baby. I'll do whatever I can to help you,' he whispered as you nodded. Hughie returned with a drink and pizza for you. You smiled a little and thanked him but refused to get off Billy's lap. He chuckled and let you eat on his lap as Hughie sat down and tried to not get embarrassed by your out of character behaviour. Once you'd eaten you were half asleep on Billy as Hughie, Frenchie and himself were talking. They heard you whine and watched as you started to grind against him. Hughie's face went red immediately and Frenchie smirked.

'Ah... I guess that's my que,' Billy said as he lifted you up. You woke up and whined softly in pain. He laid you down in his bed as you began to squirm and rip your clothes off.

'Billy,' you whined out as he reached down and felt your forehead.

'You're burning up again. I'll run the shower,' he said. You whimpered and watched him leave. While he started the shower he could hear you crying out to him. He rushed back in and helped you take the rest of your clothes off.

'Too hot...'

'I know, baby. I'll help you cool down,' he said as he helped you stand up. He guided you into the bathroom as you tried to peel his clothes off. 'Shh, baby. I'm getting there,' he said as he stripped his clothes off. You stepped into the shower and sighed at the cool temperature that cooled your skin down. Billy stepped in behind you and wrapped his arms around you.

'Billy...' you whispered as your body relaxed.

'Is that helping?'

'Yeah...' you whispered in relief as the cool water hit your skin. 'Need you to touch me,' you whispered. Billy kissed your neck softly before reaching down to gently rub between the folds of your pussy. You moaned and leaned back against him.

'That's its, baby...' he whispered in your ear as he held you up.

'Need your cock... Please, Billy.'

'I know, baby. Just making sure you're ready for me,' he said as he turned off the shower once your skin as nice and cool. He gently bent you over until you braced yourself against the tiled wall. 'Good girl, darlin. You tell me if you're too uncomfortable,' he said as you nodded. He leaned over to kiss your bare shoulders softly as he rubbed his cock to make sure he was hard enough. He pushed inside of you and loved the way your pussy tried to practically pull him in further. 'Oh god, sweetheart.'

'Billy...' you moaned out as he gripped your hips and thrusted into you. You felt tears in your eyes at the overwhelming pleasure.

'I've got you, darlin. Gonna take good care of you,' Billy muttered as he moaned and closed his eyes. He couldn't believe how amazing you felt while in heat. He looked at your tail wagging against him and gently tugged it as you let out a loud moan. He chuckled softly and smirked. 'You like your tail being pulled, my little mutt?'

'Mmm...' you mumbled as he chuckled softly and pulled it again. You enjoyed the odd pain it gave you and arched your back more. 'Harder,' you whispered. Billy smirked and gripped your hips roughly before he started fucking you at an even rougher pace. You cried out in pleasure as you felt his cock filling you up just how you needed it. Billy leaned down and bit down on your shoulder as your eyes rolled back. He leaned back and looked at the mark he had left. He nuzzled into your neck as he thrusted his hips against yours. All he could focus on was the addictive feeling of your pussy and the sounds of you moaning filling the bathroom.

'Good girl, good fuckin girl,' Billy growled as he reached down and applied pressure to your clit. You gasped and orgasmed from the small touch as you cried out and trembled. He chuckled and soon groaned loudly when your pussy clenched around him. 'Holy fuck, baby girl! Fucking hell,' he growled as he felt himself cum inside of you again. He let his orgasm travel through his body and made sure to hold you up while he emptied himself inside of you. He glanced down to see you dazed and panting. 'You with me, baby?'

'Mmm...' you mumbled in a blissful state. He chuckled and slowly pulled out before he picked you up in his arms.

Billy had to leave with the other boys for a small mission. They were leaving you in the safe hands of Starlight. You had never met her and you were a little nervous to be around a woman. You were used to just being around all guys, well one guy.

'You must be Y/N,' you snapped out of your thoughts and looked to see her standing in front of you.

'Oh, yes. Yeah, I'm Y/N. It's wonderful to meet you,' you said with a smile.

'You too, you can call me Annie. I wish I could be more entertaining, but there's not much we can do. I guess we could watch TV, Hughie left his DVD stash here,' she said.

--

When the boys returned they found you and Annie curled up on the couch watching movies. You smiled when you saw Billy and sat up.

'Hey! How did it go?'

'The usual, blew some guys heads off and got what we needed,' Billy said.

After the team went their seperate ways you sat with Billy. He noticed your looked a little nervous and deep in thought. 'What's going through your brain, darling?'

'It's Homelander... I feel so betrayed, I mean I have memories of us meeting, our wedding, how kind he was to me, how gentle. Then I was suddenly awake and he was different, he would...call me mommy, b-breastfeed off me and I was uncomfortable. It didn't matter if I was though,' you whispered. Billy sighed and looked at you.

'Fuckin hell, luv... That's all kinds of fucked up,' he said. He moved closer and held your face in his hand. You smiled a little and nuzzled into it.

'How will this end...?' you whispered.

'I don't know, darling.'

--

The Boys had you sitting on the couch as they tried to check in on your clone, but not matter how hard they tried they couldn't. Frenchie stared at the device for a second before looking at you.

'He knows, mon Cher...' he whispered. Your eyes widened and you grabbed Billy's hand.

'What?'

'Your system is being overided,' Frenchie said as he plugged the device in and tried to keep up with the over ride. You looked at Billy and squeezed his hand.

'Bloody fix it, Frenchie!' Billy shouted. You pulled Billy towards you and looked at him.

'Find me... Okay? Promise you'll find me,' you whispered. He held your face in his hand and looked into your eyes.

'It's alright, we're gonna get through this. Frenchie can...' he trailed off when you collapsed backward onto the couch. Your eyes were open and empty as the team stared in shock.

'The body is empty now,' Frenchie whispered.

'Well, bloody get her back!' Billy shouted as he held your empty body.

'I can't, mon ami! She's gone... She's back in Vought's system,' Frenchie said. Billy held your face and looked down at you.

'I'll bloody find you... Alright?'

--

When you woke up again you were in a small white room. You looked around and glanced down to see you were completely naked. 'Billy... Billy!' The door opened and you looked up to see Homelander. You gasped and scurried away into the corner, his glare was deadly.

'I see Billy tried to get back at me for what I did to his wife,' he said. You paused and looked up at him.

'His wife...? What did you do to his wife?' you whispered as Homelander smiled sickly sweet.

'I kidnapped her and forced her to have my child,' he said like it was the most casual thing in the world.

'What? Why would you do that?'

'She was beautiful and easy,' he said. You felt sick to your artificial stomach and slowly stood up. 'So, tell me. Did he fuck you?'

'No... We didn't have sex,' you whispered. Homelander moved forward and looked at you, his body almost pressed against yours.

'I don't believe you,' he whispered as he reached down and ran his hand over your hip.

'He told me the truth. I know I'm not real, Homelander. I know you don't love me and I know I don't love you,' you said. He reached up and gripped your throat as you looked at him in fear.

'I can change that in a second, sweetheart. Reset that little brain, make you love me again. Before that I have a better idea,' he whispered as he gently ran his hand through your hair. You looked up at him and felt tears in your eyes, he saw a tear drop from your eyes and chuckled. 'It's going to be fun breaking you, sweetheart.'

--

You woke up again, but this time you felt...different. You groaned and slowly sat up to see you were in an endless black void. There was another figure standing further away and you realised it was Billy, without hesitation you began to run. 'Billy!'

He turned around in confusion before his eyes landed on you. He went to rush forward before an invisible force stopped you both. 'Darlin... What is this place? What's going on?' he asked as you looked at him.

'I don't know. I woke up in Vought with Homelander and now I'm here,' you said before you felt arms wrap around you. Homelander chuckled softly in your ear as he stared at Billy.

'Rumour has it you had a little turn with my wife,' Homelander said as he kissed your neck. You wanted to shove him away, but you couldn't, your body wouldn't let you. Billy remained quiet and just kept his eyes on you.

'I'm sorry,' you whispered, Billy could tell you were fighting your own programming.

'What the fuck is this place?' Billy grumbled as he looked at Homelander.

'Oh, just a little dream land I had a supe help me with. See I might not be able to track you down, but my little supe friend can track you through dreams,' Homelander said as his hand went under your shirt. 'And now, you get to watch me have what's rightfully mine,' Homelander said as Billy's jaw clenched. 'All while you're forced to watch,' he said with a small laugh in your ear. You looked at Billy and let out a choked sob as you watched him try to fight against his own body and break free from standing there frozen. Homelander began to touch you as you kept your eyes on Billy.

'I'm sorry, I'm so sorry.'

'Don't you dare apologise, darlin. Focus on me, alright? Just focus on me,' he whispered as you continued to cry while Homelander touched you.

'Look at you, William. Trying to be all heroic to my little doll,' Homelander said before he forced you to bend over. 'We'll see how long that lasts.'

Billy woke up practically screaming when Frenchie and Kimiko rushed into his room.

'Y/N... Fuck!' he shouted as he slammed his fist into the wall beside him.

'Billy, what's wrong?'

'I saw Y/N... I don't know how but that bastard somehow fuckin made me watch what he did to her.'

'It was just a nightmare, mon Ami,' Frenchie said gently.

'No! It was bloody real! I know he fuckin did this. We need to find her,' Billy said as he stumbled out of his room.

'We can, but first you need to eat and drink something. You've been working non stop and that won't help anyone,' Frenchie said. Billy sighed and collapsed onto the couch.

'Fine...'

--

Homelander woke up and saw you beside him, he smiled and brought you against his body. He could see you were awake and terrified. 'I'll reset that little brain soon enough, but first I want you to know what happens when you go against me,' he whispered as he kissed your neck softly. 'I want you to be completely aware of everything I force you to do.'

You let out a sob as your body trembled and he chuckled softly. 'Why are you doing this?'

'Why? Because you're mine, sweetheart. You were made for me, your only purpose is to obey me and you couldn't even do that right. I'm just teaching you a lesson, making sure you're perfect,' he said as his grip tightened.

'Then I want you to know... No matter how much you reset me or reprogram me I will never truly love you. You can have my body and whatever else you want but my heart isn't yours,' you said as he laughed softly in your ear.

'That's a beautiful sentient, darling. Only one problem, you don't have a heart. You're not a person, you're just a piece of fucking scrap,' he growled. 'Without me you're a worthless pile of fucking parts. So, maybe be a little more grateful to me,' he said as he gripped your throat tightly. You whined and tried to move away as he brought you closer. He chuckled and nuzzled into your neck. 'I'll make you so perfect, darling.'

(details for Vought are inncorrect but oh well deal with it)

You knew you weren't exactly what your father had wanted in a daughter. He wanted a beautiful, blonde daughter. Not a pale, dark haired daughter with almost black eyes. With a bit of modification and a lot of hair dye you'd become perfect, apart from having to always wear glasses to hide your eyes. You could phase through walls and teleport, it came in handy especially when sparring with your father. Today was different, he wanted you to spar with a power dampening collar on. You stood across from him and he smirked when he saw how scared you were. 'Fear will weaken you, sweetheart. You can't be the future of Vought if you're scared of me,' he said as he stepped closer.

'I'm not scared,' you whispered before he rushed forward and went to grab you but you quickly dodged his attack. You stepped back and tried to keep your eyes on him, it wasn't exactly fair considering you were seven years old with a power dampening collar on and he was a full grown man with powers. He stalked closer to you and went to hit you before you dodged again. 'You're good at playing defensive, sweetie. Why don't you try to actually fight back?' he said.

'I don't know how, father...'

'Like this, darling,' he said before hitting you in the stomach causing you to hit the ground. You whined and held your stomach begore standing up again. You stumbled towards him and tried to hit him again before he shoved you back down to the floor.

'Father... I don't know how to spar without my power. Can you teach me first before hurting me?' you whispered as he chuckled softly.

'I am teaching you, darling. You just need to get tougher,' he said as he forced you to stand up. You shoved him away from you and made him laugh softly. 'That's better, but you need to not hit like a girl.'

'But I am a girl...' you whispered.

--

Your father had taken your collar off after a rather unfair sparring match and you began to wander to halls as your wounds began to heal and regenerate. You decided to head to the lower grounds of Vought, you'd known your father said to never go there but you wanted to do something to make him angry. You had swiped a doctors card and headed for the lower levels, when the doors opened you saw just a singular door with no handle or keypad to unlock it. You glanced around before phasing through the wall. Suddenly you stood in green grass with trees around you. You glanced around in confusion before you heard a noise and quickly hid behind a tree. You saw a woman running around with a young boy in front of a house. Her eyes landed on you and you quickly hid further behind the tree.

'Stay here, Ryan...' she said before walking over. You peaked your head out and she let out a soft gasp when she saw your dark eyes and pale skin. 'Hello... Who are you?'

'I'm Y/N,' you whispered.

'How did you get in here?'

'I snuck in,' you said.

'Do you know where your parents are, sweetheart?'

'Father is in a meeting,' you said. She glanced over you and noticed a lot of bruises.

'A meeting... Does he know you're here?' she asked as you shook your head.

'I know this place is off limits and I wanted to know why... I didn't know there was a whole house down here. Why are you living here?' you whispered.

'It's a long story... A very bad man is keeping me here,' she said. You stepped closer to you and glanced up shyly.

'Do you want me to rescue you?'

'That's very sweet of you, darling... I don't think there's a way to do that,' she said. You glanced behind her to see the young boy running towards you.

'Mom! Who is that?' he asked.

'Ryan... This is Y/N. Y/N, this is my son, Ryan.'

'My father is homelander,' he said as your eyes widened.

'But...he's my father,' you said. The woman looked at you in shock.

'Homelander has a daughter?' she whispered.

'I didn't come out right...'

'What do you mean, sweetie?' she asked.

'My real hair is black and my eyes are ugly,' you whispered. She smiled and kneeled down.

'I think they're quite beautiful,' she said as you smiled a little.

'Y/N!' you heard a voice shout. You turned around to see your father and the woman could see the pure terror in your eyes. He stormed forward and grabbed you roughly.

'She was just lost, she didn't mean any harm,' she said as your father glared at her.

'Take Ryan and get the fuck back inside,' he growled. She looked at you and hesitated. 'Now, Becca!' he shouted as she nodded and quickly grabbed Ryan. You glanced up at your father.

'You're the bad man keeping her here... Aren't you?' you whispered. His jaw clenched as he dragged you away from the house and back into the sterile white room beyond the doors.

--

It had been ten years since then. Last you heard the woman you knew as Becca was long dead. You were sitting in the meeting room with your dark glasses covering your eyes when the doors opened and you glanced up to see your father and brother. Ever since Ryan had started living in vought and training your father had practically forgotten about you.

'Y/N, your roots are starting to show. Go to the hair stylist and get it redyed,' Homelander demanded as you rolled your eyes.

'Ryan has brown hair... Why does it matter if I have black hair?'

'Because black hair makes you not look like my daughter. Now, go!' he shouted. You stood up and shuffled away from them, not before shoving Ryan before you left. You had no intention of going to the stylist, you didn't care. Instead you decided to research something, Becca's grave. You wanted to know if she had anyone on the outside that had cared for her or even knew she died. Once you found the grave site you snuck past security and headed out into the streets of the city. You kept a hood over your head and your glasses on as you got onto the bus and sat down. You made it just outside the city to the graveyard and began to walk around until you found Becca's grave. You stopped whne you saw a man there staring at the grave. You lingered behind and pretended to look at another grave. He turned around slightly and glanced at you. 'Oi, Lennon what are you lingering back there for?'

'Sorry... Sorry, I just wanted to...I was going to,' you stuttered to try and find the words before you stepped closer but kept your head down. 'Was she your friend...?'

'No, she was my wife.'

'Your wife,' you whispered in shock. 'You're Billy, aren't you?'

'That I am, luv. And you are?'

You backed away and tried to keep your face covered. 'I should go, I'm sorry,' you whispered. He lunged forward and grabbed your arm to stop you. He reached up and ripped your hood off your head.

'Homelander's little girl... The bloody hell do you want?' he growled as you stared at him in fear.

'I wanted to know if the outside world knew Becca was gone... I wanted to see her grave,' you said. His grip lightened a bit as he looked at you.

'You knew her?'

'I met her once, a long time ago. I broke into where father was keeping her and I met her and Ryan. She was kind to me,' you said.

'You broke in but didn't think to try and help the woman who was being held Captive by your own father?' he said as his grip tightened again.

'I wanted to help, but I was seven! What the hell was I meant to do?' you said as he sighed and shook his head. He finally let go of you and you stumbled back a bit.

'Nothing will bring her back now anyway,' he said.

'I'm sorry, Billy... I was just a kid, one who didn't know anything.'

'I never heard much about you anymore after Ryan came into the picture,' Billy said. You stepped closer and looked down at Becca's grave.

'He's more suited to being Homelander's kid. Me, I'm just a mistake,' you said.

'So, the blonde hair ain't even real huh?' Billy said as he nodded to your black roots that were starting to grow out.

'Nope... I'm not what he wanted. I'm pale with black hair and black eyes, not exactly what the public wants to see,' you grumbled.

'Black eyes?' he asked. You looked at him and slowly took your glasses off as he looked at your black eyes with a slight yellow tinge in the centre.

'Bloody hell... And your father thinks this is ugly?'

'You don't?' you asked.

'No, they're unique and definitely interesting,' he said. You chuckled and put the glasses back on.

'So... What was Becca like? I only met her that once,' you said. Billy sighed and looked back at the grave.

'Kind and fearless... She gave everyone a chance no matter what. I don't think she would like who I've become,' he whispered.

'She was forced to live with a man she hated and have his kid. I'm pretty sure she would love you even more considering the fact that you haven't stopped trying to avenge her,' you said. He turned to you with shock in his eyes.

'You're bloody wise for a teenager. I guess you're right either way,' he grumbled. 'What's your power?'

'I can phase through walls and teleport. Comes in handy when I want to sneak into things. Father took my powers away for two years after I met Becca.'

'He made you wear one of those damn collars?' he asked.

'Yeah... I should get going, if father knows what I've done we'll have to have another sparring session.'

As you were about to leave Billy grabbed your wrist. 'Sparring? Does he hit you?'

'He says it's to train me, but it's just a reason to beat the shit out of me.'

Billy sighed and shook his head. 'God, he's a cunt. Listen... I'll talk to you again, alright?'

'How?' you asked.

'I'll figure it out... Stay safe, kid.'

--

You were in your father's apartment when Ryan walked in. You looked at him and went to leave before he stopped you. 'Wait... Why do you hate me?' he asked. You stopped and looked at him in shock, he had never been so forward.

'I don't...hate you,' you grumbled.

'Yes, you do. You avoid me, shove me, call me names. What the hell did I do to you?' he said.

'You got to know her!' you shouted. He looked at you in confusion and let go of you.

'What...? Who?'

'Becca... Your mother, Billy's wife. You got to know her, you got to love her and she loved you. It isn't fair,' you muttered as you backed away.

'It isn't fair that I grew up imprisoned in a fucking simulation? You got to grow up in Vought tower,' he said.

'I didn't get a mother! And I got a father that hated me so much he wants me to change everything about me! A father that would beat the fuck out of me,' you said with tears in your eyes. Ryan stopped and looked at you in shock.

'He hurt you...?'

'You know how father likes to spar with us? To train us, well you get to use your powers, I don't.'

'I don't understand,' he muttered.

'I have to wear a power dampening collar when we spar. He gets to beat the crap out of me and I can't escape,' you explained. Ryan stepped forward and looked at you.

'Y/N... I didn't know about it. I'm sorry, he just always talks about how spoilt and bitchy you are. I guess I believed him,' he said.

'I guess your childhood wasn't that great either. I'm just...I'm jealous,' you whispered.

'You're jealous of me? Why?'

'You're the centre of attention, father loves you more and...you got to have Becca,' you whispered.

'How did you find out about my mother?'

'I met her... When I was young, I guess you were too young to remember. After father hurt me I was feeling rebellious and found you guys. Becca was so kind to me, then father found me and dragged me back,' you whispered.

'I don't remember it... I'm sorry, Y/N.'

'I'm sorry too... I funnelled my hate into you instead of father,' you whispered.

'Maybe we could actually get to know each other?' he said as you smiled.

'I think that would be nice.'

'So, why do you always wear glasses? Even inside,' Ryan asked as you followed him to the couch. You sat down and slowly took your glasses off and Ryan looked into your eyes. 'Woah...'

'Father doesn't want people to see my real eyes. I dye my hair, tan my skin, wear the damn glasses...'

'He wants you to look different? Why?'

'Please, he's all about appearances. He wants a blonde bimbo daughter, not whatever the hell I am,' you mumbled.

'For what it's worth, I think you're beautiful the way you are,' he said. You chuckled softly and smiled.

'You sound like Billy.'

'You've met Billy...?' he asked.

'Yeah, like an hour ago. Please don't tell father. I wanted to know if Becca had a grave,' you said.

'And...does she?'

'Yeah, she does. It's really nice out there. I spoke to Billy for a bit, he's not as bad as everyone makes him out to be,' you whispered.

'He isn't, he's always looked out for me despite who my father is.'

'I wish someone cared about me. Cared enough to want to protect me...'

'Well, I know we aren't that close but I still care about you. I would protect you and...I should protect you. I just didn't know father hurt you,' he whispered. You could tell he was feeling guilty about it.

'It's okay, it's not your fault. Thankfully these days we don't spar as much as we used to,' you said before the front door opened and you glanced up to see your father.

'Look at this, my two children finally getting along. I never thought I would see this day, especially after what Y/N did to your mother, Ryan,' he said as Ryan looked at him in confusion.

'What are you talking about?' he asked.

'Oh... You didn't know, look at me running my mouth again,' he said. You stood up and looked at him in confusion.

'Father, I didn't do anything to Becca,' you said. He stepped closer and gently tucked your hair behind your ear.

'You don't remember, you were too young and wrapped up in your own little selfish world. After you had visited her that one time you went back, I suppose you were jealous,' he said as he continued to play with your hair. 'Don't you remember, Ryan? You woke up to a trail of blood and found your mother bleeding out on the ground?' he said as Ryan glanced at you and then back at your father.

'No, that was an accident... She fell over on the glass table,' Ryan said as he stood up. You continued to stare at your father in confusion.

'Father, I didn't go back after that time. You kept a power dampening collar on me,' you said as he reached down and held your throat.

'You know I don't like when you tell lies, sweetheart. I know you don't want to look like a monster, but he deserves the truth doesn't he?'

'Father, you're hurting her,' Ryan said as he stepped closer.

'You really want to get close with your sister? The one who hurt your mother, the one that hates you, the one that lies and manipulates us both?' Homelander said as he gripped your throat tighter. You teleported out of his grip and stumbled onto the ground behind him.

'Ryan, don't listen to him... I never hurt her, I promise,' you said as Ryan rushed forward. He helped you stand up and made sure you were okay.

'It's okay, sis... I believe you,' he said. You smiled and let out a breath of relief as your father glared at you both.

'You want to side with her, Ryan? Not with your own father? The one who helped raise you? Your sister is a monster who will hurt you, do you have any idea the things she's done? The people she's killed?' he said as you looked at him in shock.

'Stop...' you whispered as the memories began to rush back to you.

'What, sweetheart? You don't want your little brother to know how dangerous you are?' Homelander taunted as he stepped closer. You felt tears in your eyes as the memories of blood and guts bombarded your mind. 'Remember all those times you lost control? Phasing through people like they were nothing. Killing them without a second though,' he continued as you began to cry.

'No, it was an accident! I was a child, I didn't know how to control my powers!' you said as your body began to phase in and out. You stepped back in fear and stared at your hands.

'Father enough!' Ryan said as he stepped in front of you. You sobbed and held your head as you tried to stay in control. You didn't exactly want to phase through the floor.

'I don't want to phase... I'm sorry, I'm sorry,' you whispered as Homelander smirked.

'See? She's dangerous and unpredictable, son.'

'No! She's afraid! I'm not letting you hurt her anymore,' Ryan said as he turned around and looked at you. He made sure to not touch you. 'Y/N, it's okay. You're not going to hurt anyone, just focus on me,' he said.

'You know you need your collar on, sweetheart. You wouldn't want to kill your own brother would you?' Homelander said as you cried more.

'You don't need the collar, Y/N. You can control this!' Ryan said. You shook your head as you felt your feet starting to phase.

'No! I need the collar!' you shouted as Homelander smirked and grabbed it off the bench. He handed it to you and you quickly attached it around your neck before falling to your knees. You panted and glanced up at Ryan. 'I'm sorry...'

'It's okay. I know you're scared,' he said as he knelt down with you. Homelander smiled and stood beside you as he played with your hair.

'See, sweetheart? It doesn't matter if you're a monster because your family is here to make sure you stay on your little leash,' he said in a condescending tone.

'Haven't you got another meeting, father?' Ryan grumbled.

'Yes, I do. Stay out of trouble, don't try to take that collar off her. I'm the only one that can take it off anyway. Sweetheart, think about your little tantrum, there will be consequences,' Homelander said as he began to leave.

'Yes, father...' you whispered before the door closed. You glanced at Ryan sadly. 'I'm sorry I caved... I was just so scared, I didn't want to hurt you.'

'Was he telling the truth... About you hurting my Mom?' he asked. You nodded a little and could feel the memory in the back of your head.

'I think I remember... It's just small snippets, for some reason the collar was off and I snuck in again. I remember hugging her and then...I accidentally phased and must've hurt her somehow. I don't remember much else,' you whispered.

'I knew you'd never mean to hurt anyone, despite what father says. Come on, come sit down and I'll get you some food,' he said as he helped you stand up. You smiled and sat down on the couch.

You were alone in Homelander's penthouse as you stared out into the city. Like usual you were dressed in expensive silks and covered in expensive perfumes and lotions. You caught your reflection in in the window and saw the collar around your neck. It helped control your powers, you enjoyed wearing it considering it stopped your body from phasing in and out of reality. You heard the door open and glanced back to see Ryan. You smiled and stepped closer to him.

'Ryan... How were your lessons?' you asked as he ignored you and stormed into his room. You sighed and went into the kitchen to prepare some snacks for him. Once you had a small plate you made your way to his room and knocked gently. 'Ryan? I made some snacks for you,' you said as the door opened. He looked at you.

'What are you doing?'

'I made snacks,' you said with a small smile.

'Why are you trying to be my mother?' he said as your smile faded.

'I'm not, I promise. I just thought you might be hungry,' you whispered.

'I've told you, I don't need you,' he said as he slammed the door and the food fell to the ground. You stood in stunned silence before you slowly went to your knees and began to clean up the food.

'What are you doing?' you heard Homelander say as you turned and smiled.

'Oh, you're home! Sorry, I was just a little clumsy bringing this food to Ryan,' you said as he stared down at you.

'Hurry up and clean this mess. I need a massage,' he muttered before walking away. You quickly cleaned up and placed the tray in the kitchen before making your way to the main bedroom. You saw Homelander laying down on his stomach with his shirt off. You took off your robe and left yourself in your silk nightie. You straddled Homelander's back and grabbed some lotion. You didn't mind the marriage, he didn't kiss you, hug you, have sex with you or anything like that. He did that with other women, and you were more than happy to let him. You didn't mind playing the housewife he never touched considering you felt sick to your stomach at the thought of him touching you. You began to massage his back as he relaxed against the bed, you knew not to talk unless he spoke to you. He made a small noise of pleasure as you continued to massage him.

Once you were done he went to shower while you prepared dinner. Ryan came out of his room and stood and just watched you cook. You smiled a little and he came closer.

'Did you know my mother?' he asked. You looked at him in shock, he had never brought her up before.

'No, I didn't. I know she was a good woman,' you said.

'Why was she with him then?'

'Your father?'

'Yes... If she was such a good woman, then why the hell would she be with him! He's a monster and...so is Billy. So, maybe she wasn't such a good person,' he muttered. You cleaned your hands off and stepped closer.

'Well, I don't know the situation completely, but I do know there's a lot neither of us know. Sometimes...women have to do things they don't want to in order to protect themselves or their child,' you said. Ryan looked at you sadly and crossed his arms.

'Is that what you do? Is that why you're with him?' Ryan whispered.

'Yes, it is. I've done what I've needed to protect myself and...'

'And?'

'And my child,' you whispered as Ryan looked at you in shock. He stepped closer and looked at you.

'You have a child?' he asked.

'Yes, Homelander doesn't know about him. Your father and I aren't...intimate, but in the early days we did a few times. One of the Vought doctors helped me come up with a reason that I could be gone for an entire year. He didn't worry too much considering I didn't mean much to him. I gave birth and the doctor took my son and promised to protect him,' you explained. Ryan looked at you sadly.

'What was his name?'

'His name was Luka... He would be about five eight years old now,' you said. Ryan smiled a little.

'I guess that's why you look out for me so much...'

'Yeah, I may not have known Becca but I know she would've wanted someone to look out for her son,' you said. Ryan sighed and leaned against the counter.

'I'm sorry I've given you such a hard time. I assumed you were as bad as him because you're married. I guess I didn't stop to think it wasn't your choice,' he said. You smiled and stepped a little closer to him.

'It's okay, I understand. Do you...want a hug?' you asked. He moved forward nervously before you gently wrapped your arms around him. He closed his eyes and hugged you tightly as you smiled. 'You can come to me about anything... Okay?' you whispered. You held him tighter, it was making you miss your own son more than anything.

'I will... Thank you, Y/N.'

'What's going on?' you heard Homelander say as you quickly pulled away.

'I was just comforting Ryan,' you said as Homelander raised an eyebrow.

'And why was he coming to you and not his father?'

'Y/N was just helping me with something, okay?' Ryan muttered.

'Go to your room, Ryan,' Homelander said. Ryan glanced at you nervously.

'I'll be okay,' you said with a kind smile. Ryan left and you turned to Homelander.

'Want to tell me what you two were talking about?'

'He likes a girl in one of his classes and was asking me advice,' you lied as Homelander stepped closer.

'Well, next time he comes to you. You tell him to come to me, I'm his father. You're not his family, got it?'

'Of course, sir... Dinner's almost ready,' you said with a smile.

'Good...' he grumbled before walking away.

Once dinner was ready you went into Ryan's room and knocked on the door. He opened it and looked at you. 'Did he get angry at you?'

'No, it's okay. I just told him I gave you advice on a girl you liked,' you said as he nodded.

'Good idea. Thanks again,' Ryan said.

'You're welcome, do you want some dinner?'

'Yeah, actually...'

--

You were in the penthouse alone again like usual. You were cleaning up when you heard a noise. You glanced around. 'Ryan? Is that you?'

'Not Ryan, darling,' the voice said. You looked up and saw Billy.

'Billy...' you whispered. It had been a hell of a long time since you'd seen him.

'Been a while, hasn't it?'

'You shouldn't be here,' you whispered. He stepped closer and smiled.

'You been taking care of Ryan like I asked?' he asked. You nodded and nervously fiddled with your dress. He chuckled softly. 'Still nervous around me, are you?'

'You know damn well why I'm nervous around you,' you whispered. He stepped even closer and placed his hand on your hip.

'Because you're scared of me, Y/N. Which is exactly how it should be,' he said. He reached up and held your face in his hand. 'I need your help again, darling.'

'No... Homelander near killed me the last time I helped you.'

'But you didn't die, you can't die, sweetheart. That's the great thing about having a little thing like you in my side,' he said as he stroked your cheek.

'Billy, is this about...'

'Of course it is,' he grumbled as his grip on your hip tightened.

'I tried to save her, Billy...'

'You didn't try hard enough, did you? Ended up hurting her even more and almost killing Ryan. Does he even remember it?' Billy said as you looked away. He forced your gaze back onto him.

'No... He doesn't remember it. I didn't mean it, I wanted to save her. My powers have always been unpredictable,' you whispered. Billy smiled and continued to rub your hip.

'You promised you would make it up to me, didn't you? That when I needed you, you'd be there. So, what do you say?' he said.

'I can do it,' you whispered as he smirked.

'There's a good girl. Now, I'm going to need those little powers of yours to find a few things out. Think you can keep our little secret again?' he said. You looked at him and nodded as he leaned in closer. He smirked before kissing you roughly, you yelped a little in shock and gripped his upper arm. You should've pulled away and slapped him, but you hadn't had any kind of affection in so long. You whined softly and continued to kiss him back. He lifted you up onto the counter and chuckled. 'Still as easy as ever, huh?'

'I'm not easy... I'm just,' you trailed off.

'Lonely, darlin?' he asked before he started kissing your neck around you collar.

'Billy... We shouldn't do this. You're manipulating me, blackmailing me,' you whispered. He sighed and pulled away. He gripped your hips and brought you closer to him.

'So, why don't we do what we used to? Ignore who we are, what we are and everything else just for a bit. I'm gonna guess the last time you've had a good fucking was three years ago when it was me,' he said. Your cheeks flushed and you glanced down. He tilted your head up and kissed you softly. 'Tell me to piss off and I will, darlin. I'll fuck off and just come back when I need your power, but I can tell you don't want that. Something tells me you want to ignore everything and let me fuck you,' he said. Your cheeks went even redder as you looked at him.

'Okay... We ignore everything. You're not Billy, I'm not Y/N,' you whispered. He chuckled and went back to kissing your neck.

'That's what I thought, baby.'

--

You were naked in your room that thankfully was seperate to Homelander's when you heard the door open to the penthouse. You rushed to quickly get changed and suddenly noticed you had hickies on your neck. You cursed and quickly turned your collar off and let your power rush over you to heal the wounds.

'Y/N? Are you home?' Ryan called out as you sighed in relief. You were glad it wasn't Homelander.

'Just a minute!' you shouted as you quickly got your clothes on. You stumbled out of your room and smiled. 'Ryan... How was your classes?'

'Are you okay? You looked flushed,' he asked as you smiled and shook your head.

'Oh, that's nothing. Just was um cleaning,' you said with a smile.

'That's what you call what we were doing, love?' you heard Billy say as you turned to see him in the kitchen drinking tea. Ryan turned to him and looked in confusion.

'Billy, what are you doing here?'

'Well, kid. I'm doing your father's wife,' he said as your cheeks went red from embarrassment.

'Billy!'

'What? The kid is a teenager, he knows what sex is.'

'You two are...together?' Ryan asked as he looked at you with betrayal in his eyes.

'Ryan, listen it's complicated, okay?'

'So, you console me about my dead mother and then sleep with her husband!' he shouted. Billy stared in shock before he stepped forward.

'Easy, kid. No need to be screaming at her. She's helping me take down your Father,' Billy said.

'You two are working together?' Ryan asked.

'Sort of... I made a promise to Billy a long time ago. We do want the same things,' you said. Ryan looked at you and then to Billy.

'How long have you been sleeping together?'

'Few years.'

'And what about Becca?' Ryan said with sadness in his voice. Billy sighed and glanced at you.

'Give us a moment.'

'No, I should be here,' you said as Billy's gaze darkened.

'Y/N, out,' he demanded as you looked at him with a hint of betrayal. You nodded and left the room. Ryan looked at Billy.

'Why are you treating her like that? She's a person, not a damn robot,' Ryan grumbled.

'It's best you stay out of it, kid. There's a lot you don't know,' Billy replied as Ryan stepped closer.

'She's helping you, why are you treating her badly?'

'She's not doing it willingly, kid. She's doing it because she has to,' Billy said.

'Why does she have to?'

'She made a promise to me after she failed to save your mother and hurt you in the process. She promised to make up for what she did,' Billy said.

'She...was there that day?'

'Yes, I told her to save Becca. To go and get help, something, but she couldn't fucking do anything. She couldn't phase, she ended up trying to phase and hurt you in the process,' Billy explained.

'So, you're angry because she tried to help save Becca?'

'I'm angry because she failed to save her!' Billy yelled as Ryan stepped back.

'So did you, Billy! So did I! What the hell is your point? Why hate her?'

'Because I want him to know what it's like! I want him to know what it's like for everything you love to be taken away,' Billy said with tears in his eyes.

'Hurting Y/N won't do that. He barely likes her, she's just convenient, Billy.'

'Doesn't change the fact I need her,' Billy said as he went to leave.

'But it can change the fact how you treat her. She's done what you've failed all these years. She's protected me,' Ryan said as Billy paused and glanced back at him. He didn't say another word before he left. You peaked out from behind the wall and looked at Ryan.

'Sorry... I was eavesdropping,' you said.

'It's okay. Maybe he'll have time to think about all this.'

'I'm sorry, Ryan. For everything, I've just always been sworn to never speak about it. It never even crossed my mind to speak of it,' you whispered.

'I understand, Y/N. I can help you through this. Make sure Billy isn't being too much of an asshole,' he said as you smiled a little.

Billy was up one night having a few drinks when he received a call from his daughter, you two didn't speak much considering after Becca died he kind of abandoned you to fight supes.

'Hey, kid.'

'Dad...' you whispered. Your voice was strained and panicked. Billy stood up quickly and grabbed his coat.

'Talk to me, what's wrong, baby girl?'

'It was Homelander,' you whispered. Billy felt his blood run cold when he heard that name.

'Fuck, stay there. Where are you?'

'At...at Aunty Lisa's,' you whispered.

'Boys! Get the fuck up!' Billy shouted as he bashed on the walls. Hughie, Frenchie and Kimiko stumbled out of their rooms as Billy tossed them a coat each.

'What's going on?' Hughie asked.

'Homelander got to Y/N,' Billy said as he grabbed his gun. 'Stay on the phone, baby girl. Talk to me, I'm here.' You let out a choked sob and Billy felt his heart breaking.

'I don't want to die, dad,' you whispered. The boys got into the van as Frenchie sped off.

'I ain't gonna let that happen, darlin. Where's aunt Lisa?'

'She's dead... He killed her,' you sobbed.

'Fucking hell, alright... It's okay just focus on me okay? Focus on dad,' he said into the phone.

After an excruciating five minutes the boys made it to your Aunt's house to see it almost completely wrecked. Billy ran inside and looked around. 'Y/N!' he shouted.

'In here,' you voice called out. He ran in and froze as he felt himself about to vomit. Rage and fear filled his body as he looked at his baby girl on the ground with her legs cut off.

'Y/N...' he whispered. He rushed forward and knelt by you as you sobbed.

'Daddy, I'm scared,' you whispered through your tears.

'Shh, I know. I know, baby. I'm here, daddy's here,' he said as he held your face.

'Hughie! Call a bloody ambulance!' he screamed out as tears formed in his eyes.

'I tried to save Aunty... I couldn't save her,' you whispered.

'Shh, it's okay. Don't focus on that, you just focus on me,' he whispered. He reached up on your bed to find the teddy he had given you when you were five and placed it on your lap. 'Remember when I got you this? You won your first soccer game,' he said with a smile. You chuckled softly and smiled.

'Only...because I threw up on the field and they felt bad for me,' you said as he laughed softly.

'The ambulance is on it's way. They said to keep her distracted,' Hughie said. Billy nodded and held your face in his hand.

'I'll buy you a million bloody teddies after this, okay? As many as you want,' he said. You laughed softly and leant into his hand.

'I missed...you, dad,' you whispered.

'I know, baby girl. I missed you too, so much. Just focus on me. Let's play that game we used to play, when you would get nervous. You mix two animals together and come up with a name,' he said as you laughed weakly.

'My favourite of yours was the walrus and cow mix, the cowrus,' you said. He laughed and continued to stroke your cheek gently.

They heard the ambulance arrive and Billy stayed right by your side as the paramedics assessed your condition and brought in a stretcher.

'What relation do you have to her?' one of them asked Billy.

'I'm her father, I'm going with her,' he said. She nodded as they carried you out. Billy grabbed your teddy and followed closely behind. He sat in the front of the ambulance as they sped through the traffic, he gripped the teddy bear close to his chest and tried his hardest to not break down.

They made it to the hospital and Billy watched as you disappeared down the hallway. A nurse stayed behind to ask him questions about what had happened. He knew there would have to be police involved, he would probably even be blamed for it. Right now he didn't care, all that mattered was you.

--

Hughie had stayed behind with Billy and they had been in the waiting area for ten hours now. A doctor entered and gestured for them to follow him where they took Billy and Hughie into another room.

'Your daughter is stable, Mr. Butcher. The surgery went well and she's just resting.'

'Can I see her?' he asked.

'Yes, but an officer will need to accompany you,' he said. Usually Billy would've told them to fuck right off, but he just needed to see you. He followed a doctor and two officers into your room where you were unconscious. He rushed forward and sat beside your bed. He didn't care if he was being watched, he couldn't hold the tears in any longer. He gripped your hand and sobbed into the sheets on the bed. 'I'm sorry, baby girl. I'm so sorry I wasn't there,' he whispered. Suddenly the fire alarms blared at the officers ran out with the doctor. Hughie slipped in and looked at him.

'Thought you could use some time alone so I pulled the fire alarm,' he said as Billy chuckled softly through his tears.

'Smart bastard,' he said. Hughie stood on the other side of your bed and looked down at you.

'She looks so much like Becca,' Hughie whispered.

'I suppose you've never even met Y/N. This ain't how I wanted it to go,' Billy said. Hughie smiled sadly and sat down beside your bed.

'I heard the cops talking and they said it looks like the skin had been melted away and almost lasered off. Surely that would make them think it was a supe and not you,' Hughie whispered. Billy looked down at your pale face and gently placed your teddy on your chest.

'They can speculate whatever the fuck they want. I'm staying here by her side and planning how to cave Homelander's fuckin head in.'

--

You hadn't woken up until the next morning and you glanced to see you father asleep in a small couch. You whined and reached out for him.

'Dad...' you whispered. Billy immediately jumped up and grabbed your hand.

'Baby, I'm here. I'm right here,' he said as you began to cry.

'Can you hold me?' you whispered. Billy climbed into the bed and gently brought you against him. You cried and cuddled into his chest as you sobbed.

'Why did you leave me?' you cried softly. Billy closed his eyes and kissed the top of your head.

'I thought it was what was best for you. I was so wrapped up in avenging your mother that I became dangerous. I didn't want you around me when I was like that,’ he whispered. Your tears finally slowed down and Billy played with your hair gently.

‘He killed Lisa like she was nothing… I hate him, I hate him so much. He’s taken everything, my mother, my father, my brother, my aunty… My legs,’ you whispered the last part.

You laid with your father for a while until the doctor and nurse came in. Billy gave them some space and headed out to grab some coffee. When he came back he saw you sitting up with Hughie beside you.

'What did the doctors say?' Billy asked.

'They said for now we just need to take it day by day... Right now it's just managing medications after the surgery,' you explained. Billy sat down beside you and looked at you.

'Hughie, can we have a moment, mate?'

'Yeah, of course. Y/N told me she likes to draw, I'll head out and grab some art stuff,' Hughie said with a smile. Billy tried to hide the small smile on his face as Hughie left.

'He's really nice,' you said.

'He is... He's a good kid. How are you feeling, sweetheart?'

'I don't know. I think my brain is trying to block out what happened, I'm not ready to process what...what I saw and the pain,' you whispered as Billy noticed your face going pale. He reached up and took your hand.

'That's alright, darlin. You process it whenever you feel like you need to, okay? In the meantime you've got nothing to worry about. I'm gonna take care of everything,' he said. You squeezed his hand a little.

'You know how I was having trouble with my knees from playing soccer?' you asked as Billy looked at you in confusion.

'Yeah... What about it?'

'Well, I won't have to worry now,' you said. Billy chuckled and shook his head.

'Bloody hell, love. You definitely got my terrible dark sense of humour,' he said as you both smiled.

'I'm terrified, dad,' you whispered. Billy looked up to see you avoiding his gaze.

'I know, but I swear you're safe, alright? I'm going to sort all of this out and that bastard will never get near you again. I'm not going anywhere,' he said.

--

Billy had left that night to sort a few things out. You woke up in the middle of the night to someone entering the room.

'Dad...?' you whispered.

'Not your daddy, sweetheart,' the voice said as your eyes widened. You panicked and tried to grab the emergency button but he grabbed your hand. 'You look just like your mother...' he said as he ran his hand through your hair.

'Get the fuck away from me,' you growled as he chuckled softly. He ran his hand down your chest as you cried softly.

'I didn't do all of this just to hurt you, Y/N. I did this to make you better, to show you how wrong your father is. Being a supe isn't bad, it will make you powerful,' he said as he pulled out a needle. You shook your head and tried to move away.

'No, no please. Help me!' you screamed before he covered your mouth and injected the V into your arm. You screamed and cried under his hand as you felt the V burning your blood stream. Homelander chuckled softly and kissed your forehead before he left. You screamed in pain as your body convulsed and doctors rushed in. 'No! Get away! Get away from me!' you screamed as they tried to hold you down. You screamed and threw the nurse against the wall. The doctors stepped back as you stood up, they stared in shock to see shadowy black legs supporting your body. You looked at them as shadows began to swirl around you. 'I want...my dad,' you grumbled before you fell to the ground unconscious and the shadows disappeared.

'Get a Vought representative here now!'

--

When Billy returned to the hospital he found you room and saw you weren't there, just your teddy. He rushed after a doctor and grabbed him. 'Oi! Where the bloody hell is my daughter?'

'She's been transferred to somewhere...safer,' he said. Billy grabbed him and slammed him against the wall.

'Where the hell is she!'

'She's at a Vought facility. We had an...incident and she almost killed the staff members. We weren't aware she was a supe,' he said. Billy backed away and felt like he was going to pass out.

'She ain't a bloody supe, what the hell do you mean?'

'She's dangerous. I'll give you the number to call to see if you can visit her.'

Billy didn't bother taking the number. He made his way back to the base and the boys began to hack into the Vought systems to find where you were. Once they did they grabbed their weapons and were on their way.

'She wasn't always a supe... Right?' Hughie asked as Billy looked at him.

'No, Homelander did this. I know it was him,' he grumbled.

The boys stayed in the van outside to make sure they could get Billy inside the facility. He had to kill a few people, but he didn't care. He made it to the cell they were keeping you in and busted in. He looked down to see you curled up and sobbing. He rushed forward and kneeled down. 'Baby...'

'No! Get away!' you shouted as shadows formed around you. Billy backed away as you glared at him. 'You promised! You promised to protect me!' you screamed as shadowy legs formed again and you stood up. You stumbled forward and your eyes turned black.

'Baby girl, it's okay. I'm taking you home, okay?' he said. You cried softly and collapsed again as the shadows left. You sobbed and Billy rushed forward to hold you.

'What's happening to me, dad?' you whispered as he cradled you.

'It's okay, I'm here. We'll figure this out. Come on, I'm taking you home,' he said as he picked you up.

'I don't want to hurt you,' you whispered as you tested your head on his chest.

'You won't, baby... You won't hurt me, I've got you.'

--

Once you were back at the base Billy sat beside you and gently played with your hair as you slept. 'I should've stayed that night...'

'You can't start blaming yourself, mon ami. Even if you were there he would've done it,' Frenchie said.

'I've fuckin failed her. From the moment Becca was taken, I've failed her,' Billy whispered as he watched you sleep.

'Maybe, now you make up for it. You can dwell on your mistakes or can fix them. Right now, she needs her father and she needs someone who can help guide her through these powers... Perhaps we ask Starlight for help,' Frenchie suggested.

'Yeah, maybe. She might understand the whole supe shit more than me. Just glad the V didn't make her explode of give her a bloody second head,' Billy said as Frenchie let out a small laugh. You began to wake up and Billy took your hand gently.

'Dad...' you whispered.

'I'm here, sweetheart. I'm right here,' he said.

'I'm in pain,' you whispered. Billy nodded and gently brushed your shit our of your face.

'Okay, we'll get you some pain killers, darling,' Billy said as he nodded to Frenchie. You squeezed your father's hand and looked at him.

'Did I hurt anyone?'

'You broke a nurses back, but she's alive,' he said. You nodded a little.

'I thought...I thought he was going to...rape me,' you whispered. Billy's jaw clenched and he gripped your hand.

'Did he touch you?'

'He ran his hand down my chest,' you said. Billy felt like he could blow the entire world up just for that sentence. 'I'm a supe now... Aren't I?'

'Yeah, darlin... We'll figure it out.'

'Do you hate me now?' you whispered.

'No, no sweetheart. I could never hate you, okay? We're gonna get through this. Together, and I promise I ain't going anywhere.' Billy leaned in and kissed your forehead.

'I love you, baby girl.'