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Poetry of the Damned

My head reels in this circle

Of what is and what isn’t

Oh the demons suck my soul

There doesn’t seem to be a mercy

There is no choice

No time

Free me oh sickly devil

For I wish to breathe the air

Of my youth

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So much has happened since I’ve last posted, but man has this last week worn me out. I just want to leave everything behind and run to the woods, but I have things that I care for that need me just as much as I need them. Why can’t life be a little more fair?

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Inspired Poem: #10

Whether I’m across the sea

Or six feet under

The thought of me

Without you

Is a nightmare

War brings no peace

To the heart that longs

For the antidote of sadness

Hold me close

Listen

To the beat

of the blood

Flowing through my veins

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Had a hard time falling asleep, but I just felt like writing a poem after too many reels with sad movies haha

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Inspired Poem: #9

There is no greater peace

My heart feels

Than the warmth of

Your arms around me

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I’m missing home so much. Also, I have a German poem I wrote for a class, and I’m thinking about posting it here with both translations. Granted one section was me and the other one was my partner in class. I dunno we‘ll see.

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Work/Inspired Poem: #10/#8

Where is your expertise in empathy?

In compassion?

You bent yourself

Broke yourself

For a job that you work

For a job where you are the same as me

I work with you

We work together

But once you condescend me

Once you look down on me

I have no respect for your words

You hold no power over my spirit

Try to wound my pride

Wound my dignity

And an army will be by my side

I won’t let you break me

Not this time

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I had a coworker get mad at me (she had been complaining the tail end of the night and not do her job) because I asked the head of the event where something went, and had the audacity to say I don’t work there. However, if I were to say anything, it would have made it 100x worse, so here’s my vent. Hope you all have had a wonderful night!

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MY FAVOURITE DPS FICS (in the order they appear on my bookmarks)

Dog Days are Over by rubylaurus - Mordern AU where Neil is a successful actor and Todd is a intern writer for his show. It's adorable with a little bit of ambiguity in the end.

lick me like a flame by perksofbeingpoet - ANGST SO MUCH ANGST. THE BEST ANGST I'VE SEEN.

Let Me Wallow in Your Afterglow by Glittery_Bubbles - This could easily be the script of the 2nd movie if Neil hadn't died. LOVED the characterization and Keating's lessons.

I Read You for Some Kind of Poem by Glittery_Bubbles - A WIP but ADDICTED hello??? Like so sad, so so sad. Cry bitches

True Blue by PureCacophony - Another WIP which is updates pretty periodically. Very fluffy, very adorable. Mordern AU. Extremely well written. Mwah

I Crawl, an Animal to You by dirtbag_dyke - Amazing Characterization, it has smut.

how it is, how it was (how it has to be) by perksofbeingpoet - TEARS. ANDERPERRY BREAKUP. Phone call rituals. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Volta by suffragettecity - Neil meets Todd after med school.

White Walls and Blurry Eyes by lightswechase - four words - crown tattoo, ring finger

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Just going to leave these here for myself lol

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Work Poem: #9

Your laughter

Is the music

I love to listen to

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Very simple, but it’s the truth ♥️

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Inspired Poem: #7

I am tortured with a big heart

Where love and emotion flow

In a river never ending

How I wish I could restart the clock

And stop the pain from growing

But who would I be without it?

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Inspired Poem: #6

Even when I’m running low

And my spirits are drained

It is always you in the end

That makes me feel sane

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I get to go home for the first time in two weeks tomorrow and I’m so ready. I miss my mom and my boyfriend. I’ll be working my ass off, but I’ll be home.

Work Poem: #8

Even when I’m a burnt out candle

And exhausted all of my strength

I continue to burn for you

For you are the strength in my flame

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“I don’t regret us but I wouldn’t do it again.”

— Unknown

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I learned my lesson

You and I served our time

We moved on

There are parts that I wish

For a different ending

But I look ahead

And there is a new chorus playing

It is soft, and gentle, and kind

Things we were in the beginning

But goodbye fellow stranger

Who I’ll only forget with time

For this is where we part together

I will not look back

And wish to hold your hand

That’s why I had fallen apart

Dying to be your end

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I need to get Charlie Dalton’s “gotta DO more, gotta BE more” tattooed across my forehead I felt that so deeply

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I have a feeling that when I’m older I’m going to be covered in dps references cause this movie has seriously changed me as a person.

“Carpe Diem”

“O captain! My captain!”

“Gotta do more, got BE MORE!”

“Beauty, poetry, romance. These are what we stay alive for.”

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You'll change your name

or change your mind

And leave this fucked up place behind

But I'll know,

I'll know

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yllopyllor

Oh how the heart hurts with sorrow

As the loss of a friend stings the soul

But fret not my dear friends

We will be together in the end

Remember this time we had together

I promise you

We shall be together again

Inspired Poem: #5

It’s here in these small gestures

I see the struggle

The holding back of oneself

My heart aches for the souls that wish to bond

In these little moments

But life has always been unfair

If only we could turn back the clock

And mend what could be true

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please dont let this flop i was cackling as i wrote these lolol

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Realest post ever

yllopyllor

Amen to that. You will be seeing me do all 4.

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Work Poem: # 7

My heart is not completely yours

As I love and love and love with all I am

But I love you with my words

With the “I made it” of every journey

With these poems I devote to you

I love you with my touch

Keeping us warm from the winter cold

I envelope you with all that I am capable

But most of all I love you with my soul

As it is bound to you

No other soul can see what I am made of

But the soul that resides in you

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I’m missing my muse, but after writing this poem for him, I think he misses me more.

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Inspired Poetry: #4

One taught me to choose myself

One taught me to be myself

And one taught me to love myself

But all three I loved

Loved with all I was

Until there was no more love to give