INSTAGRAM - 01.01.2020
ymt95 i wish to begin by saying sorry. our fans have been hurt more than once this year and i wished i didn't cause you more hurt than you all already have. this was in no way an easy decision. i often wondered "why me?", "why do people like me?". it was hard to understand, but at the same time, i was grateful for all the people who took interest in me. all i ever wanted to do was to pay you all back for the love and interest you have given me. but this has lead me to wonder how could i? because no matter how sincerely i felt towards the fans, i never felt completely sincere performing with convex. my personal style is fairly different from what convex does. and maybe it's selfish of me, but i felt like continuing without full honesty would make me unhappy in the end. so i brought up this issue to the company. i wish to thank them for their open-mindness and care since even before debut. while other companies try to make people what they aren't, sphere has always respected our individuality. it wasn't an easy decision, but we realized the best course of action was to part ways. we have decided to part ways in good terms. i will always support sphere and convex. i feel sorry for leaving you all like this, but know that i care about you all, i'll support you always and wish you success. as for me, i'll be setting up my own agency and will continue my activities in korea and overseas. my sister, bekah, will also join me. i will continue doing music and modelling and hope to challenge acting at some point.
thank you for this year and i wish to meet you soon as a better me.
- ill.reverence's mark.














