Jan 12, 2025
Cursed Is the Day I Was Born [Jeremiah 20: 14-18]
14) Cursed be the day wherein I was born: let not the day wherein my mother bare me be blessed.
15) Cursed be the man who brought tidings to my father, saying, A man child is born unto thee; making him very glad.
16) And let that man be as the cities which the Lord overthrew, and repented not: and let him hear the cry in the morning, and the shouting at noontide;
17) Because he slew me not from the womb; or that my mother might have been my grave, and her womb to be always great with me.
18) Wherefore came I forth out of the womb to see labour and sorrow, that my days should be consumed with shame?
#i am selfish and wicked and will not celebrate my existence any longer#i will celebrate if i am perfected in Heaven for eternity only#I'll remember this on my birthday every year#because i refuse to be glad in God alone and keep trying to love this temporary evil life#i have to stop#if i want to please God i have to get it out of me and make it stop#no matter what i allow to make me happy if it's not God i must destroy my love of it#Lord be patient with me until this day 🙏🏾#kill the flesh#deny self#hate this life#forsake this life#this world is not my home#this life is temporary#forsake flesh#no joy outside of God#secular world#you are wicked#you are selfish#you are a sinner#anti birthday#may it please the Lord
