not pro ed

why did I eat that

When I made my first account here I was in a bad place. I was influenced by the wrong people. That account was reported and deleted around 10 to 15k. I would write about my experiences with my self diagnosed ED and found my experiences to be anything but original. I found a community of others who had similar relatable thoughts, goals, fears. When my account was terminated I found myself viewing different content that was displayed as positive healthy lifestyles, but it is all the same. Starting my fitness journey, I compared my beginning to other girl's middle. I want to use this account as a safe place for myself. No matter what kind of journey you are on if that's trying to loose weight, tone your body, whatever. I'm here for ya. Don't let irrelevant factors interfere with YOUR goals. Find what works for YOU. Habits you ENJOY that work towards your GOALS. and remember to drink water :)