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Shall my bones be broken by

The hands that touch seeking

Pleasure that will never come

I vomit the memories of those hands

Without forgetting the scene afterwards

I was frozen in a body

A body screaming for attention as

It was unable to move

Unable to speak words

Only once the pain stops

Does the puke explain the words I couldn't

Express

I was frozen and in pain

While you wanted one last piece of control

Before killing the person within

Throwing out the body afterwards

So, why is there a third season? Like... I thought the second season was a good ending. Like you could end it there and I would be happy. You know, don't ruin this.

Alright so my thoughts on abuse. It was great that we had the reveal that Louis was wrong about a lot of things, and that both Lestat and Louis were toxic for each other, but they came together, said their last words and moved on. I think my interpretation of things can still be true, especially my comment on the one scene. But it could be just me coping with my own past. Whatever you say.

Claudia ended so tragically and quickly. I was not expecting that. I also felt that the bond between them was too quick for them to just end it. But again, Louis is the narrator and he didn't see it. Madeline (I think that is how you spell it) was really interesting to me, sad to see her go so quickly.

Armand was a really interesting character; I wanted to see more about him. Especially the way he loves people, it's interesting.

Why the fuck is Daniel Mollory a vampire?

Spoilers ahead.

Season 2, Episode 1 ending. That hit me hard. Staring at Claudia, looking at her and saying, "me and you", just you and me. While the hallucination of Lestat is sitting there. It hit me hard.

No matter how much you get away from your abuser. The abuse, the trauma, and the love you had for them will forever be there. And that showed it. Despite how much he is lying to himself saying that it will only be him and Claudia. Lestat is staying in his mind forever, which is how abuse works.

I also saw an edit to the beautiful words Lestat was telling Louis to let him turn him into a vampire in the pilot. The loving words, saying everything. Those words were true and real, the love that Lestat wants to give Louis is real, the love he has is real. But in the end, it's not good love, it's not healthy. The pretty words of an abuser wanting his prize. It works, everytime.