Something I think about all the time is how shocked and appalled Shauna was at the sight of blood, gore, and serious damage occurring to a human being just before the crash (Allie’s injury).
Thinking about how maybe the butcher role was unfairly pushed upon her just bc she may have been the only one “strong enough” to take it.
And how her teammates see her as this violent individual and judge her when she behaves that way as if they aren’t surviving off of and feeding into that behavior from her.
And how maybe that’s why she carved the the words “why couldn’t it be me?” Into her notebook after Nat becomes Antler Queen. After all she’d given up and put herself through, after all the sacrifices of her humanity, didn’t she deserve a little recognition?
