Yeknology

I’m writing you this because I am not okay. I go to tumblr for privacy lol. Nobody knows me on here. 💀 this has been the hardest year from loosing you to family drama lots of family drama. I miss how you would go off for me anytime I would be hurt and I would say Tara calm down it’s okay. I hate I missed so many calls. I wish I was with you that night. I feel like something’s missing and it’s YOU. I feel like any day now you will come to me and say Frankey it was all a dream… more like a nightmare! I feel like this is déjà vu and it’s happening to me all over again. I honestly can’t believe you left me like this and your family. You was starting to travel more and see the world.. living your best life. I’m shattered! I try not to be but I am stinkk ! I just wish I could be near you one more time. One time still wouldn’t be enough I need you here every day. At least blowing my phone up. Laughing together watching I’m Vonte videos. I’m not myself anymore. I wish we could roll up a fat j and blow it tf zownnnn. I wish we had our dancing sessions in your living room. I’m so glad We didn’t let US never speak again over some bull shit.   I’m so glad you loved me! And you showed me real sisterhood. I miss you so much I wish I could be like call me back after you read this! I think about you everyday. Wondering when I’ll see you again. You loved me for me bad attitude and all. And I will go to war for you. I shut down. And I can’t see you not wanting me missing you every day. I can’t move on and I won’t if I have to cry every day then so be it. I be watching movies where someone dies and they come back and visit. Where are you? I wish you would visit me just tell me to fix my face lol or anything. I can’t take that you left me. I won’t accept it. I’ll just keep praying you come back. Or I come to you. See you soon stinkkk!