just be

It doesn't matter what he's doing or where he's at anymore.

Stop checking your notifications to see if his name pops up , stop going through old messages and reminiscing old times.

They're just echoes of a love that wasn't love in the first place.

It was actually an attachment.

He has shown you time and time again, where you stand in his life, and we both know where that is.

You were just bank rolling his sorry ass life. You meant nothing more.

He showed you no respect. No love. He lived his life without rules. Connect with old girlfriends? Sure. Lie to your face, why not? You'll never hold him accountable. And you certainly won't leave.

UNTIL YOU DID.

So answer me this .....

Why would you keep giving your energy to someone who couldn't even appreciate your worth, after everything you've done for them?

Your life is nobody's but yours now.

Focus on yourself.

Your Absence = I Got My Life Back

The only regret I have, is that

It is not because she wants to argue or cause a fight, but because the thought is still heavy in her mind.

And when a burden feels too much to hold alone, we often repeat it, hoping that this time someone will listen, someone will care, and someone will finally understand.

When she brings it up again, maybe because she didn’t feel heard the first time.

Maybe she felt her feelings were brushed off.

So she went quiet for a while.

But silence doesn’t always mean peace.

It can also mean, “I gave up trying to explain.”

And in that silence, the pain can grow even louder.

They were not lost, they were not confused.

They made their choices with full awareness of how their actions would affect me.

They knew the pain it would bring, and still, they went ahead. They didn’t stop to care, they didn’t pause to think about the weight it would leave on me.

And because of that, I don’t need anything from them now. I don’t need a late apology that comes only after the damage is already done.

I don’t need them to come back with excuses.

I don’t want to hear stories about how “they didn’t mean it” or how “they were just going through something.”

The truth is, everyone goes through hard times, but hurting someone is still a choice.

It's all you. Thanks for being a lying, cheating, narcissistic, lazy ass, mf.