𝙡𝙖 𝙢𝙪𝙚𝙧𝙩𝙚.

Favorite Fictional Characters: Yasutora Sado

lips purse, eyes fixating on the board game in front of them. neither one of them could wrangle uryu or inoue into this, so a regular four person game was lessened to two people... which wasn't exactly recommended, and they'd been going on for almost two hours at this point because of it. @yasuhtora was too patient, and the other was simply too bitter and spiteful to give up so easily.

a calloused hand picks up the two die, shaking them in his hand as though it would do something magical and give him an advantage, or something... he never really understood the premise of that, they get mixed up when you toss them onto the table, anyway. what's the use? the dice roll, ichigo perking up a little, as though he was about to win and they could put this shitty game away for the next millennia.

Or, you could. Until you were nearly two hours into your first game and the person you were playing with was beginning to get anxious about it.

Leaning back against Ichigo's bed, the larger boy did his best not to crack a smile. A feat that wasn't easy when it came to time spent with his best friend. Especially when he could almost hear the way Ichigo's eye was twitching in annoyance at the fact that this game simply wouldn't end.

And Sado decided that today? Today he wanted to spend a little time playing with fire.

"You know, it's alright if you want to quit. You don't really have a good shot of winning, so we can call it now. If you want, of course." Was he about to lock them into several more hours of Monopoly because of his teasing?

❛  why did you have to leave me?  ❜ ❛  how could you do this to me?  ❜ ❛  i trusted you!  ❜ ❛  i'm sorry, but i can't do this anymore.  ❜ ❛  do you even care how much you hurt me?  ❜ ❛  i'll never stop fighting for us, no matter what.  ❜ ❛  i don't know if i can forgive you.  ❜ ❛  i never thought i'd feel so alone, even when you're right here.  ❜ ❛  please don't go, i can't handle losing you too.  ❜ ❛  you were the one person i thought i could always count on. why did you have to let me down?  ❜ ❛  did you ever even care about us? about me?  ❜ ❛  i wish i could hate you for what you've done, but i can't.  ❜ ❛  why do you always have to play games with my feelings?  ❜ ❛  i never thought saying goodbye would hurt this much.  ❜ ❛  every time i close my eyes, all i see is the pain you've caused.  ❜ ❛  why do you insist on tearing us apart when we could be so happy together?  ❜ ❛  i'm tired of pretending everything's okay when it's clearly not.  ❜ ❛  i don't even know who you are anymore.  ❜ ❛  i need you to understand how much you mean to me.  ❜ ❛  i'm scared of losing you, but i'm even more scared of losing myself.  ❜ ❛  why won't you let me in? what are you so afraid of?  ❜ ❛  you were my world, and now everything is falling apart.  ❜ ❛  how am i supposed to trust anyone after what you've done?  ❜ ❛  i can't go through this heartache again.  ❜ ❛  why did you leave without saying goodbye?  ❜ ❛  how could you say something like that to me?  ❜ ❛  you've always had a way of making me feel worthless.  ❜ ❛  don't you dare walk away from me when i'm talking to you.  ❜ ❛  please, just tell me the truth, even if it hurts. i can handle it.  ❜ ❛  i don't know how to fix what's broken between us anymore.  ❜ ❛  you're not the person i fell in love with anymore.  ❜ ❛  just hold me and tell me everything will be okay, even if it's a lie.  ❜ ❛  i trusted you, and you betrayed me.  ❜ ❛  i never meant to hurt you, it was never my intention.  ❜ ❛  i've given you everything, and it's still not enough.  ❜ ❛  why do you always have to make everything about you?  ❜ ❛  why did you do it? why did you betray me like that?  ❜ ❛  i miss you ... more than words can say.  ❜ ❛  you're the best thing that ever happened to me, and i'm scared of losing you.  ❜ ❛  i'll always be here for you, no matter what. just please don't shut me out.  ❜

Yasutora You are strong. You are big. So please be kind.