Loud brain cure

It was a continuation of one I had a long time ago. There was this guy who was a human, he now looks like Leon Kennedy, and there was a small alien, like the size of your thumb alien, and this time, the two were DATING. The human guy was also trans masc this time. The alien and the human were in love, and then they went to space, and had gay sex somehow??? I remember in what way it went down but I will not be describing it. I have actually never had a sex dream until today? I’m not disappointed

I also turned into like a clone of myself, and I lost the tips to my fingers and the inside was cardboard. They ditched original me for clone me, man. There was a whole lot of crazy shit that I barely remember.

I like that my dreams have continuations sometimes, or happen many times over and over

mabye this class isn’t so bad after all

Anyone else just really happy as of late? Just really satisfied with the way life is going? coping well with the stress that would have crushed me before? doing good in school? having like a lot of friends? More energy to be social? making more art? looking forward to vacations? participating in after-school activities? feeling a general, constant sense of freedom and happines? like pure, real happines that's just lingering, and not even caused by anything specific? The kind where you walk around the street with a subtle smile all the time? Anyone not even feeling like listening to music, and instead paying attention to the birds chirping and people chatting? finally having enough disposable pocket money to just chill? Getting a weekend job soon? backpack heavier than ever but i still feel light? not being insecure about my looks, my body, or height? in fact i think i look quite pretty? finally bothering to do my skincare routinley every night, and it starting to pay off after just like a week? Clean room maintained? pretty clothes? sunlight every day? sunli- THATS IT, IT'S THE SUNLIGHT! the sun does some weird shit to me, i just become so happy! I mean, look at my posts from winter, i was like, depressed. Now i'm so not-that. this is so great, i'm gonna enjoy it while it lasts. I'm having trouble thinking about a single problem in my life, other than minor ones that idrc about.

cause think about it, scratching a mosquito bite is the same as using your addictive thing. It feels soooooo satasfying like oh my godddd that’s nice, but when you stop it just itches even more, and you have to itch again, and again, and it’s unbearable, unbearable, unbearable, before you know it you have ripped up your skin and everything hurts now.

this is the most obvious connection ever, that every one except for me has made, I’m certain.

Dye my hair rainbow

start some club so other old people won’t be lonely and I can make friends

adopt ALLLL the old cats. All of them

Give my grandkids/ my siblings grandkids so much money and sweets I keep in my pocket

Get tattoos

Go outside a lot on like kayaking trips or something

Travel to some hot country and chill

Live til 100 then kill myself cuz what the hell is fun about 103 am I right?