evanescent

Aaah, you’re not? -purses his lips and nodding his head, while your words pierce his heart, finally letting go of your wrist- So no ice cream..-frowns and rubs the back of his neck, narrowing his eyes to hold back his tears- Hah…-coughs to hide his shaky voice, and tries to stay calm- You have the full right to hate me. I’m a bastard. -nods slowly and kneels down in front of you while looking right into your eyes-  I’m an idiot, I ruined myself I made the biggest mistake ever. I’m-  -looks down at his hands, quickly wiping his tears away, hoping he doesn’t look too idiotic- I need you, Yoseob, I really do. Give me one last chance… 

{:he stayed, he listened and he didn't know why he did. Maybe because somewhere deep down, within the crevices of his cracked heart, there was still a little something left} No... {:but this wasn't why he came back, so he can run back into the comfort of your arms as if nothing had ever happened; how he really wished it was that simple. But broken things don't return to way they were, and they never will} I can't... {:it breaks him, it kills him so much just to watch you like this} this.. we.. we are over {:what chance was there to give? What else is even left of 'them'? He didn't know, and he don't want to know} I'm sorry {:he just turns and leaves. But this time, there was no looking back, there was no tears; just silent steps, and a heart that's no longer the same}

-frowns at you and lets out a sigh, gathering all of his courage he could find in his inner and finally grabs your wrist- Busy? -gives you a small and quick smile before he starts to pull you with him- I don’t really care…Seobie. -starts to walk a bit faster, still pulling you with him and bites on his lower lip, like he always does when he’s nervous and stops right in front of the ice cream store- I’m hungry…caramel it is, right? 

{:blinks a little, staring at your grip on his wrist} what are you doi-- y-yah stop {:he resists, at least he's trying to} Doojoon.. stop it {:he's angry, he's mad, he wanted to scream; because who are you to come back and do this to him? But he says nothing. Because he's done with being angry a long time ago} please.. {:and he can't even say he hates you} don't do this.. {:raises his gaze and finally, he looks at you} and don't call me that.. I'm not Seobbie.. {:at least not your Seobbie}