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How do I deal with my everyday life?

My life changed last year, when pandemic started. At first month of lockdown, I tried working out and then later on, got addicted at online shopping which resulted to being addicted at buying stuffs that I don’t literally need. Got addicted also at buying my skin care hoping that something will changed because of it. Ever since pandemic started, it changed me, my point of view, my hobbies in life, how I cope up with my school duties and also a daugther duties. Personally, I had a hard time dealing with my daughter and school duties. There are times where I had a lot of house chores to do and finish which at the same time, also had a lot to passed and finished as a student, thankfully, I succeeded in both of it and finished it on time. Now, its been a year and I can say that this pandemic gave a real lesson. Being in a modular learning modality hit me. I used to study and learn through face to face learning, but all of a sudden, it changed. I had to work, learn and study on my own. Well, it also have a lot of pros. In this way, I enhanced my thinking and learning skill and I also enhanced being an independent student. Moreover, I survived all the challenges during those months and hopefully, survive also those problems that are coming. Humans cannot escape problems, we just have to learn how to deal on it in our own.

Here are my insights about the song titled “Paubaya” by one and only Moira Dela Torre.

First of, I will start by introducing Moira Dela Torre, who is known in the Philippines as the queen of emotions. Most of her produced songs are called “hugot songs” which means songs with deep and painful words. Her career started when she joined a Philippine Tv Show called The voice. Since then, she produced and write songs who made her known by many. During October of 2020, she then released Paubaya, she does not only sing it but she is also the one who wrote it.

The song is about unrequited love. When you observe the lyrics, you can tell  the pain beyond it. The part of relationship wherein you question what really happened. Did the person did something to make the other fall out of love or is it just that the other just wake up realizing that that person was not happy with him/ her anymore. There are so many questions and thoughts that can not be answered clearly. Everything that is happening clearly shocked the person out. Imagine, waking up without having the person you love is the scariest thing that could ever happened. You can only cry, you can only think, you can only question everything. The only thing that you can do is to let go. There is a saying, that if you truly love the person, you will let that person go and that is also what the song is about. Even though everything is not clear, even though you want to ask why and how, even though you cannot live without seeing or having the person you love by your side, you have to let him/ her go. Letting go of the person you love does not always mean that you give up, that you can just look for someone again, well, it is not easy. Letting go means that you want the person to be who and where they want to be. In order for them to be truly happy, even if that means it will break you apart. Sometimes, there are person who will enter your life to be just part of your memory which will only leave not only a temporary happiness but also a lesson.

Remember, don’t be afraid to love, just don’t forget about yourself. Most of the time, we love without even realizing that we sacrificed everything and does not make space for ourselves. We cannot love others truly, when we ourselves don’t even take care and love ourselves. Love is not something that you can control. Love is not something that you will do in order to be cool or just show off. It is a feeling that cannot be truly be explained. In order to make relatonship go smooth, don’t forget to love yourself first. 

This is a filipino song that made everyone felt broken hearted. Maybe some of you will not understand its real meaning for the reason that it is not your first languange, but when you listen to it carefully, the rhythm of the music will make you feel pain.

If you want to hear it, just click the link above. Also, search for google translation if you want to understand its true meaning. Just search Paubaya by Moira Dela Torre. 

Have you ever crossed a street with nothing to see? Well then, keep reading if you experienced this.

Sreetlights plays an essential role in our environment. According to annual global road crash statistics,there are over 1.3 million people who died due to road crashes everyday which means approximately 3,287 deaths per day. Additional to this, there are also huge fatalities that have occurred at nigh­­­­­­­­­­­­­­­­­­­­­­t because of low visibility and poor street lights. 

Can you imagine how dangerous it is and still some streets and places don’t prioritize and look at this as an important matter. I am here to promote my own website titled “ Ilaw para sa Liwanag na Tanglaw” which means streetlight for a better view. This webpage helps areas all over the country and can be contacted through the link below. The webpage also promotes that streetlights are important and should be implemented everywhere.

Together we can face the world without fear. 

If you have any inquiries and want to read more, please click the website below.

Link: https://alyannaiturralde31.wixsite.com/ilawnatanglaw?fbclid=IwAR0xaVgT06kS3WLjyq2QmT6oY71Af7clwcAjx3tCLVsOsZnWNZ6c4wi_7hE

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