I want to be more than friends.

Where do we start? They didn't really think much of it. They were doing what they usually do, Juggling hotdogs because that's a family friendly activity.

Here comes little ol' you and you were very impressed with that act, Praising them of their skills in juggling.

Now this wasn't out of the ordinary, What WAS, was the fact that you insisted they teach you.

You just became an obsession from there on It started off small but increased as you spent more and more time together.

They became more and more flushed for you. Collecting Little knick knacks and anything small you might leave behind at practice.

Kinda just sniffs it because they enjoy your scent. They also have a tendency to.... Put their lips on things yours have touched. They just really wanna kiss you!

Will ask for advice from their friends. Their " friends " consist of the purple blood featured in hiveswap who ALL give bad advice!! It mostly consists of " Yeah that's completely normal, Go get 'em tiger! "

Diemen is also a friend! And kinda acts confused? But he's supportive because 1) Doesn't really understand exactly what hotdog clown's hinting at. 2) Just wants to be supportive of his friend who shares interests in oblong meat products!

After confirmation that this IS normal, Then hey. It's normal romance to them. They were so worried it wasn't but they've been told it is, So it must be true.

Continuing the juggling lessons they've been providing you with, They're a great teacher! But also try to have sweet little moments that will hopefully deter you into liking them back.

Lingering touches, Subtle but albeit awkward flirting, Just a bunch of romantic shit they've read, seen in movies or witnessed Matesprits do. Even if it isn't perceived as romantic shit by you.

They want you to feel the same way they do for you and the best way to do that, Is to reinforce positive emotions when they are around.

Makes sure NOTHING bad ever happens when they're around. If it's something out of their control, They'll take your mind of it with positive reinforcement or a happy little distraction: Look at them juggle!!!!

Might go out of their way to hire people, They are a high blood after all, to assault you. Not badly of course! Just a simple mugging or something so you come running to them. At this point you would because clownie here, knows how to make you smile and feel safe.

Will go out of their way to do it Again, But with them there. Will act like a big cool hero, Using their power of juggling to sworde these villainous fiends!

Of course, they are paid for this to happen and won't actually hurt you. Things might go sour if they actually did and hopefully you’d be okay with the blood splatter.

If your again, impressed, They'll act all humble. However, From then on insist on you staying at their hive.

If you agree! Your not leaving their hive again and they'll continue to make the world without them nothing but harsh and horrible. The only good place is with them.

If you don't agree, They'll get scared. Most likely confused since they did do everything right? Are you interested in... someone else?

That has to be it! Well, They obviously wouldn't be as good as them. So regrettably.... They'll just have to make you come!

Cirava Hermon [ TW: Use of drugs, Drugging ]

Their obsession probably started over them having a meltdown, Freaking out over “ the incident “. And you came along and calmed them down. No one had ever been this kind to them without reason. So, they assumed you knew who they were 

When you answered no. You just helped them because you didn’t want anything to happen, they could feel their blood pumper stop

Sure, You could have been lying through your teeth. But if you weren’t, That means.... You didn’t know who they were and what people would do to be in your spot with them right now. Innocent as all hell to who they were.

After this discovery, They’ll insist you become friends. Even if you don’t want too, They’ll make you trade chittr accounts and about all social media you have. You pay no mind to what 

You seemed impressed with the amount of “ followers “ they had before they began to explain. and you, sweet little innocent kind you, Just shrugged it off. That’s when they knew you had to be together.

Clingy. as. all. hell. After that they just practically showed up anywhere you were and messaged you all the time, Even during their live streams ( which Cirava always said they were just messaging their matesprit )

They decided your dating and you don’t need to say yes. You must feel the same way after all, Right? They just believe you guys are just too good together to even fathom the thought of you rejecting their feelings.

Don’t vape with them because wow your so fucked if you do. Once you take a huff, They’re gonna use it against you. Probably puts the extra extra strong shit in it to keep you drugged up for longer / more vulnerable.

If they can, While as high as hell, They’ll get you to spill deep shit about yourself to them so they can use that shit on you later.

They won’t “ kidnap “ you per say, More so guilt trip you into sticking with them. You want to soothe their worries right? then stick around a little longer. Why not even the whole night? 

If that doesn’t work, Remember all that stuff you told them while you were high? no? well, you better if you don’t want any of that getting out. After all, Cirava has the influence to do so.

If you try to leave even after that, Sorry but they’ll smack you upside the head and keeper you drugged up as much as possible. You aren’t getting away from them, You won’t leave them because your not like everyone else. 

You wouldn’t have helped them out, otherwise right?

Diemen Xicali [ TW: Drugging Implied ]

This fucker, This fucker right here as a yandere just... He grows 10× smarter. Why?

As naive as he is at times, While Diemen slowly obsess over you. He just... Begins plotting. He goes out of his way to plan and figure out how exactly he can get you to be his.

Probably asks some vey suspicious questions to Mallek but he’s just gonna brush it off. Of all people, Diemen is the least person likely to put some of those things to work... Right?

Considering Diemen doesn't have a hive after it was destroyed. Letting him stay at your place? He'll be over the moon!

You say he can stay as long as he likes? EVEN BETTER! He will be staying forever then. From then on, Diemen just inserts himself into your life and follows you around like a love sick puppy.

He also tries to get you to stay home often, He wants you to stay home so he can keep you to himself, All safe in your hive.

Has nightmares about his dead luses and his house and shit blowing up. Which makes him even more scared for you, The thought of you ending up like his luses?

It just breaks his heart. He won't let that happen agian. He may have not been able to prevent his luses' death but he can Atleast try and do the same for you

You've been so kind to him? Letting him stay and letting him

Don't be suprised if you wake up one morning, Tied to something. Your, of course, confused until Diemen comes out.

Of course he'd explain and basically break down, Gushing out about how he just can't afford to lose you.

Unlike some yanderes, ou WILL be able to probably convince him to let you go however not fully. This fucker locked all the doors and stuff

Including any and all weapons. But not the food! Hey! He made you some nice oblong meat products.

Whether you eat them or not, He encourages you too. He doesn't want you to starve. Plus you guys love hanging out and eating these?

Sure the circumstance changed but... You love these. Don't you?

Let's just say after that you feel alot more giggly and light headed afterwards, Almost completely forgetting the circumstances your bro g held captive in thanks to soper slime.

Really all he needs in life, Is you, Him and a life time supply of oblong meat products.

It started off simple. You wanted to make friends and that was your one goal but it decided to go and fuck everything up. Starting with the big ass purple mother fucker known as Chahut Maened

You and Amasia were what you could consider good friends, Sure she MIGHT be using you because of the hue of your blood but besides that, good friends. 

Good friends introduce you to other good friends, Aka Amasia introduced you to Chahut and it kinda went down hill from there. 

The moment you met her, You felt intimidated by her large size and from your experience with Amasia, You could already tell she was fucking jacked so yeah, You were freaking out on the inside.

She however, Felt nothing but butterflies. Something about you, no, Everything about you screamed perfection. It had only been 2 seconds so seeing such a being as you, She knew from the start that you had to be some sort of blessing from the messiahs.

You two traded introductions and before you knew it, You were around her almost everyday. Which was strange because you... didn’t want to be friends with her? Yet she did with you? This was an odd turn of events. Considering it was usually the other way around.

Most likely preaches about you in church, Why? Everyone needs to know your a gift from the messiah. A being so pure and simple must be shared. This MIGHT get her into shit with the grand high blood but hey, Once he sees you, She’s sure that he’ll understand after all.

Chahut mysteriously gets her hands on things you like! How? You assume it’s just because of her highblood status. However, it’s alot more darker. Those gifts taken from those culled in church only to be gifted as “ offerings “ to you. Alot more blood shed than usual because y’know? She has to show the messiah’s how much she appreciates this!

She has large scrap books filled to the brim of you. little, simple things like your hair or pieces of clothing. Photo’s of you ( She may be big but holy fuck, she’s stealthy. ). Even your blood smeared over the pages which was borrowed from Amasia. 

Speaking of which, Chahut probably talked to you with Amasia and She, Being one of your first friends on Alternia knows alot about you so you bet she’s gonna spill because they’re friends. She didn’t think anything of it. 

Maybe she will once you go missing at the same time Chahut is shipped of planet.

PLEASE NOTE: No. You should not consider being in anything considered a " Yandere " Relationship healthy. It's extremely unhealthy and toxic. You, As a person, Deserve better than someone who obsess over you and . I will try to put a reminder in all my posts concerning this. If you are in what could be considered a " Yandere " Relationship OR have someone you suspect is acting similar to this: Please alert someone, If not the authorities if you have the right evidence. The relationships I write about here are not ideal and I would like to confirm that right of the bat. I write this for my own enjoyment, Escapism and Coping. Please be safe and remember you are loved.

Now that I have that out the way, We can move onto rules n' shit!

RULES:

Keeping this blog 15+. Just due to the themes and shit shown here. This is just a precaution so please, If you ARE under 15. Please avoid this blog due to the mature themes. Depending on things I may change this in future ( to a higher age lol, I’m considering upping it to 18+ but not entirely sure yet. I will if I start writing 18+ ) so keep an eye out for that. If I see your UNDER the age, I will block you.

I’m currently unsure whether I’ll be writing NSFW here, so you can leave a request until I decide. HOWEVER: No matter what I refuse to do anything involving non-con / dub-con. 

I write angst and serious topics. I will again provide a warning as well as the appropriate links to helplines and such.

I don't just write! My ask box is not only always open for a quick chat, But venting too! If you ask for advice I'm happy to provide! I'm also an avid selfshipper,,, so uh,,,, Gushing about f/os? Hit me up gamers ';)

Definetly gonna post memes / edits here too probably. Cause that's just how I roll.

Characters I don't write for:

Joey Claire

Jude Harley 

Tirona Kasund 

Wanshi Adyata 

Karako Pierot 

The Soliel Twins 

All these guys are like, basically 5 or some shit. I won’t be doing anything for them because they are 5 and I find it super weird. I can involve them in stories, However they won’t be involved in any yandere ways. I was thinking I could do platonic shit with them but it still weirds me out, So no you won’t see anything about these babies here.

For nowww, I think that's it. Any questions can be put through the ask box! I hope you enjoy it future content and your time here!

Remember to take your meds, Drink and eat plenty, Take breaks and do what makes you happy!