joud writes

A DEFINITION OF ' GRIEF ': greif is nothing but love that exists yet has nowhere to go, Hence, it spills with no hands to receive it, it takes no physical form, the only essence of it left is a blurry memory, as you remember it loses its saturation. ''remember''-they say, but every time you do so, the sweetness of it gliding on your tongue goes back into your throat, now so bitter you cannot swallow. When you get the courage to do so, you choke.....so you chew and chew, hurting your jaw on a piece of gum that lost its berry flavor, till maybe one day you spit it out or swallow it, whatever you do to accept it must come with a condition, you must continue loving, the longing must linger too.

I simply am free. 

theirs this wall made of iron and steal blocking me of the far near I'm no brave man to climb all for I fear the fall Lost, I always seem to walk around its edges What is behind, my thought expresses maybe a gleaming forest withholding lily fields but in my mind, darkness yields something sinister, starving wolves that lurk curiosity is a sin, I need a redeemer some say it is liberating to be a dreamer but is the freedom worth the injury?

I’m taller!, I’ve grown! Somehow a child reminisces within me, a child which Iv not abandoned, he isn’t what I used to be, he is what I am, maybe not fully but an essence still floats within me, and I carry it wherever I go.

UR THE SWEETEST MOST ADORABLE <33333333