remade! go to @shslmagicalboy :)

i’ve only drawn kanato about 2?? times 

That word DOES NOT MEAN you’re making it up. It doesn’t mean you’re imagining the symptom. What it means is that the symptom ISN’T DIRECTLY CAUSED BY ANY OF THE THINGS THAT WOULD NORMALLY CAUSE IT.

I fought to get a PCOS diagnosis for 2 and a half years. For the ENTIRE time I was fighting, I was dealing with 3 cysts that were not going away by themselves and eventually required surgery to remove. At one point close to the end of the battle, I suddenly went blind. I was visiting my parents and was standing on the veranda looking out over the tree we had planted in memory of my dog and suddenly I got one of the shooting pains that I was quite frankly used to at that point and my vision started to go dark. It was like the sun was setting while being completely hidden behind storm clouds but it was 2pm in the middle of Summer on a clear day. Within about 30 seconds I couldn’t see ANYTHING. I was 27 years old and I was screaming for my mother.

My mum raced me to her doctor (he was a 15 minute drive away as opposed to 45 minutes to the nearest hospital) and he quickly worked out that there was nothing wrong with my eyes and what had happened was totally unrelated to them. Then he said it was psychosomatic and I freaked out, yelling that I was NOT making this up and I definitely wasn’t imagining it. Very quickly he calmed me down and said he believed me and I had misunderstood. He explained that whatever was going on with my abdominal pains (he suggested PCOS which I hadn’t even heard of at that point) had been ignored for so long that my body was starting to do things other than the normal pain response to try to draw my attention to the problem. My sight going was my body basically jumping around in front of me going “HEY ARE YOU EVEN LISTENING TO ME HELLLOOOOOOO??????”

He gave me some prescription strength painkillers and my sight started to come back as soon as they started to kick in. About 45 minutes after it started I could see well enough to walk around without help and within a day and a half I was back to normal. On top of that I finally had a scan booked to figure out what the hell was causing all the pain.

guess i wont tell u-

kidding!!

lace (thank u auggie for the name!! i luuuuuv u!) has chronic fatigue. since theyre typically bed ridden, they became a graphic designer! but even then, they still had issues moving around and doing work. here’s a message i sent to august talking abt them!:

im gonna make lace be a graphic design student with chronic fatigue! they got into drawing and other things due to being normally bed ridden. theyre agender (ae/they/it) and are pansexual with a preference for masculine people (boys)! their hair typically covers their eyes, but they do wear a hairband that will pull it all back! they prefer it in their eyes because they’re insecure about their eye color (pink)! their hair is a soft peach and is a large (wide) bob! they typically have it down with two buns or just down!lace probably only pulls their hair back around friends/people they trust!!

lace and neo probably hang around neo’s house/apartment in his bed!! mostly with them hunched over laptops and goofing around, showing each other funny videos! they probably like watching horror movies together!!! lace is a horror movie fanatic and loves all things scary, while neo is actually quite afraid of it!! neo tends to cling onto lace while watching them!!!

neo normally comes off as intimidating and the nothing scares them type, but hes deathly afraid of paranormal things!! hes had bad experiences with them and is frequently scared. they take extremely strong anxiety medication to help with this! theyre constantly anxious and are scared of something coming to get them!