Hello

I don’t know what to do anymore. I just needed to write this here to get it off my chest. I’m gonna pretend this page is like a friend to vent to. Ever since I had my second child, I feel like everything’s falling apart. I have no friends. Nobody invites me even though many of the times before I’ve made my schedule pretty flexible despite having children. I text people but never get a reply or sometimes not even a “heart” on the message. I’m so lonely. I have no one to talk to. My husband won’t say it but he is repulsed by my body after I had our second child. I’m currently losing weight but the skin is loose and probably won’t look like it did when I was younger. I feel like a shell of myself. I love my babies more than anything but I know as a person I need adult companionship. I wake up every day feeling like dirt, wishing I could just go back to sleep and I get so overwhelmed being a mom but I do my best for them. I just have no one to talk to..